Just Learned What Trauma Bonding Is. So Thats How Im Doing

Just learned what trauma bonding is. So that’s how I’m doing

I’m fucking dead

I really wish I understood people ever any of the time.

Clowns look so cool

I wish I was a clown

Clown clothes

Clown hat

I love those hats

Not the cone ones

But they’re fun too

I means the jester ones

All jangly

Jangle

Like horns

Soft horns

That jangle and flop

I used to think me wanting a dick was a weird kink thing. Turns out, that’s just the only context I was comfortable thinking about it at the time

Was just thinking about how legitimately devastated 2012 April gets in the face of loss and stuff. She adds a level of depth to the story sometimes with her emotional responses, where the other characters kind of just go on with their day until the situation resolves itself. Then I remembered she’s the only female main(ish) character and it’s probably a result of sexism rather than weirdly isolated good writing.