The Dark Feminines Domain : Mama Saturns Roleplay As The Masculine.

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The Dark Feminines Domain : Mama Saturns Roleplay As The Masculine.

So a lot of people don't know this but Saturn's energy is really more feminine than it is masculine. Why do I say that?

Lets start with the symbolism of capricorn being the sea goat, having its head above water while its tail is still below the sea.

This means they are capable of balancing their watery emotions with the world and being able to come back up form the water and fulfill its fate by climbing up the mountain. It is as if they are everything at once, and nothing at all.

They are given the strength to keep going, even when it feels like it should stop.

While yes, their energy could be a bit heavy at times, it is a force of transmutation to say the least. Giving their all into something while being brought up with nothing is a story that a lot of saturn dominant individuals know all to well.

Having to fend for themselves and survive in a world that told them they wouldn't be anything. Having to learn the ins and the outs of their bodies, their emotions, their mind, their worries, what spooks them, so early on in their life.. and by the time they get older to truly be on their own they have already mastered the arts of their emotions and the human psyche long before their peers.

There is a theory that they are old souls but in truth they just learned quicker than others and sometimes it wasn't suppose to be that way, it just happened. They became the older sibling, the caretaker, the provider, the one who has it all at a younger age than most because that emotional state was harder for their caretakers, the authorative figures, the people that were suppose to have their back at their developing age so they learned how to pick themselves up before they fell again and again and again.

Why I say this placement is more connected to the divine feminine because her force is so powerful you would think it is masculine energy. But there is still a softness and admirable effect that it has that most never truly know what is beyond the surface. Masculine energy is in your face, this one not really.

The powerful feminine energy that saturnians carry is one that is mystique in its own right.

They are capable of holding their own while also feeling the need to be helped. They do not express this side enough but they shouldn't worry, there is someone ready to help them with all that baggage. They do not need to carry it alone.

Mama's saturn is the one that teaches us to flow in this long journey that we embark in.

It is a special energy because once you understand her, you will know that it is her magic that is teaching you the game so that you can grow and master your sense of self.

So that anyone that walks in your path won't be able to say they have also walked in your shoes.

Because it takes two to tango and it was only you and your soul in the end of the journey.

How bout' it.

Blessings <3

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all this time i hid from the sun. it never evaded me. i evaded it? i denied it? it was always there. haha. it never quite let me slip out of its grasp. the beauty of a detriment sun. once you step into the light, the light is yours. the darkness is equally yours. you come into harmony with the sun. the blending of polarities. designed to reside in the grey area.

tumblr has become a personal log of my thoughts lol a 'museum of thoughts' maybe?

888. saturn doesn't yell. she whispers. saturn taught me that money is the easiest thing to acquire. spiritual wealth is much more potent. much more valuable. untainted. free. i've found that when the spiritual reserve is overflowing in energetic abundance, physical money is a natural byproduct of what was cultivated in SPIRIT. i don't desire money. i desire the spiritual wealth backing whatever enters my account. solid foundations. legacy. and it is. and it will continue to be.

Angela Carter, from The Lady of the House of Love in “The Bloody Chamber and Other Stories”