In (insert Fandom Here) Brainrot Phase

in (insert fandom here) brainrot phase

this acc was to be a personal blog at first

but, because of my Winx Brainrot, I shan't remain just a personal blog

expect winx mood boards, headcanons, short stories, and fics from me

I will be making a master list for all of it, which will be in 'my writing' section, on my pinned post

about me:

Aki | fancy chaos |

- INTJ-T, 8w9, aries

- currently a philology high school student

- side interests: art, music, singing, photography, writing

- currently reading: started many of them with no energy so, whatever I feel like atm

- favourite book(s): Norwegian Wood – Haruki Murakami/Radio Silence – Alice Oseman

- favourite movie: Dead Poet Society

- favourite artist: MARINA (and the diamonds)

- favourite song: Buck-Tick – Sakura/Kiss Me Goodbye (always changing tho)

“What happens when people open their hearts?”

“They get better.”

Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood

“I wish I could be as subtle and beautiful. All I know to do is scream.”

“People move on quicker than I can comprehend. People forget you within days, they take new pictures to put on Facebook and they don’t read your messages. They keep on moving forward and shove you to the side because you make more mistakes than you should.”

Alice Oseman, Radio Silence

“I cannot make you understand. I cannot make anyone understand what is happening inside me. I cannot even explain it to myself.”

“How about if I sleep a little bit longer and forget all this nonsense.”

Franz Kafka, Metamorphosis

~ my writings

[masterlist]

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'Vintage Style, Queen, Art, Coffe with chocolate and muffins with hazelnuts. And Lavender flowers.

My favourite things never change.

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'Vivienne Westwood, The Sex Pistols, Seven Stars, coffee with milk and strawberry cake. And Ren flowers.

Nana's favorite things never change.

Trigger Warnings: Ableism, Abuse, Addiction, Classism, Death, Depression, Grooming, Incest, Rape, Suicide, Suicide ideation

No Longer Human is told in the form of notebooks left by Ōba Yōzō, a troubled man incapable of revealing his true self to others, and who, instead, maintains a facade of a hollow jester. The work is made up of three chapters, or "memoranda", which chronicle the life of Oba from his early childhood to his late twenties.

A book that made me sympathize with the character's hollowness and, after learning of the author’s life, understand the sentiment behind it. There is a reason why in Japan, and now the world, this book makes you feel understood. The raw emotions leave a tear in your eye, unable to escape. The emptiness, hollowness, the human experience of the troubled person, not wanting to present the reality but, by making a mask, protecting yourself from evil eyes. It is a great book for psychology analysis, considering what has happened to the main character.

With caution and understanding of the TW, to feel human, you should read No Longer Human.

xoxo,

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One of my favourite things to do, while waiting for somebody, anybody really, is taking out my book and letting the time pass without me noticing.

This was The Secret History written by Donna Tartt, a truly thrilling read. It’s been gaining popularity for a few years and it’s known as the staple dark academia book.

Highly recommend it, I’ve tabbed living life out of it.