There Are Two Sides To Me

There are two sides to me

The first side wants to write a Marie and reader insert Oneshot where the reader is sitting her down and giving her some much needed therapy and convincing her that there are other ways to heal instead of murder, changing history

The second side wants to write a Marie and reader insert Oneshot where it’s just nsfw. Like fuck it have some kisses before you go off on killing spree. you’re gonna kick ass, beautiful

I heard the people! Gallows Reporter scene coming up!

The other two options were the Waste Plant fire and a kinda faux religious piece featuring a Mona Lisa esque painting of his mom

I wanna do a Henry centric piece like I did with the one of Marie at the roller rink, but idk which idea to do

I’ll probably do them all eventually but idk

Lmao my Bi/Pan (I’m not exactly sure which term is more applicable, I always just call myself queer lol) Peggy headcanon is basically just Peggy thinking the sexual attraction she feels to people regardless of gender isn’t sexual attraction and is just a general platonic attraction to and appreciation for humankind. Only for Forrest to talk about some shit relating to his romantic endeavors about women and Peggy is like “wait you don’t feel that for everyone?” And he’s like “…no????”

Just cannot get over the possibility that Henry loves his mother so so much and wants to fix whatever is making her suffer so she can be happy, and she’s like “ah yes murder will fix me” and he just goes along with it thinking that’s truly what she needs to be at peace but what she really needs is to be given a safe space and therapy to heal from her trauma and properly grieve which she didn’t really get to do

Like kid, murder isn’t gonna fix your ma. A good long string of therapy sessions and some emotional support would. But obvious he’s gonna listen to whatever she says.

Not that mental health was really that well addressed in those days anyways lol

The answer to your prior dilemma of wanting to write two different fics has a simple and easy answer.

Write both.

See I know this

But then the question stands-

Which first????

So one thing about me is I REALLY like hurt/comfort and I like thinking about sad things and then thinking about how those things would be resolved.

So I was doing my nails (see below) for the anniversary and thinking about poor Marie grieving George’s death and I was getting really sad to the point of tears and so I was like “aight how is this resolved, how would she be comforted?” And I was like

She wouldn’t be.

I was crying at my fucking desk thinking about someone else grieving and then I had the realization “I can just stop thinking about it cuz it’s fictional and carry on with my night. Marie would have no escape from that pain and no one to turn to for healing. Her parents didn’t give a fuck about George. Peggy was too young to understand what was happening (the way she talked about the event in game makes it seem like most of her knowledge/feelings on the matter are from her adult self looking back at that time, NOT her feelings as a child) and offer relevant support. The town all thought she was crazy. Then she was completely isolated. She had no one to take the pain away.

See this is why I need the fix it au because my sanity can’t handle a few minutes of a FICTIONAL SCENARIO