I Care Btw. I Care Abt The Song Ur Listening To Or The Bug U Saw Or How U Just Got Outta The Shower Or

i care btw. i care abt the song ur listening to or the bug u saw or how u just got outta the shower or how ur happily hanging out w ur friends or how ur kinda sad or how good was the meal u just had or ur fav character from an indie game nobody knows or if u chugged down some water. i always will

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As a continuation on the "my phone gave up randomly one morning"; I got myself a hot pink Nokia flip phone. It's going to take a bit to get used to the keyboard and now having to actually press somewhat hard to type. My right hand and thumb kinda hurt a little, but it's lowkey fun. It almost feels like a toy in a way.

I also haven't listened this much to the radio in a long time. Opened the Rock Channelᵗᵐ and got greeted with American Idiot, so that was fun

Does anyone know what happened to the Valiard Mansion? It was this story that I think was going to be animated with like the old Disney style(think the little mermaid) but it wasn't an actual Disney thing.

Like I remembered seeing it everywhere for a while and then it just stopped and I promptly forgot about it. I came across a sketch from it on Pinterest last night and couldn't for the life of me find anything more recent than from 2021. Did it die? There were no updates from the official accounts on ANY platform, even the account here stopped posting around 2018. I'm so curious if anyone knows.

I also can't be the only one who remembers this project, I mean it looked really promising.

✣ Medieval Miku ✣

This is what I did during the pandemic after I'd lost a bunch of my friends bc of some stupid fight. I had to almost force myself to be happy. I said, "Joy!" like Starfire does in Teen Titans Go whenever something positive happened. I trained myself like a dog with positive reinforcements and words, and I'd like to say it kinda worked.

I'm pretty stinkin' happy now, even tho everything in my life might not be. I tried to focus on only the good things. I subscribed to positive news outlets, I cleared up my social media fyp's to only be abt wholesome things like small animals, cooking, crochet etc, and I focused on stuff I remembered I'd liked before. And slowly but surely I got better. It took ages and a good handful of breakdowns in between, but I'd say I'm much much happier now than I ever was before.

And after a while you just stop. You stop watering your plants. You stop watching netflix. You stop reading. You stop replying to your friends as fast as you used to. You stop buying yourself nice things. You stop putting an effort into how you look. You stop taking care of yourself like you used to. You stop sleeping. You stop eating healthy foods. You stop petting your dog. You stop socializing.

You stop with everything. You find yourself sitting in your room for hours on end, without doing a single thing. Days feel like years. And you think you can’t do it for much longer.