Ok So One Thing No One Tells You About Re-reading Your Older Work Is That Theres This Point Where The

ok so one thing no one tells you about re-reading your older work is that there’s this point where the writing moves so far beyond you that you can just read it like a fan but you wrote it but it doesn’t feel like it so you get to experience this content you wrote because you liked it and finally go oh yeah I did a good thing here & it’s even more special when it’s work you hated because the passing years remove the veneer of self-hatred that once existed for that writing and that writer & now all you’re left with is gold

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Heya!!!

So, if you've been following me for a little bit, (or, if you like to go back and read all a person's old posts) you can see that I'm very inconsistent. Like so very inconsistent.

This is a part of me. I would like to be more organized and consistent. I would love to have even a flexible schedule, but even after books and videos and buying a few courses, nothing sticks. I'll be very well put together for a few weeks, and then life happens and I'll have to do things differently for a day or two and then ... I just never go back?

So yes, I've accepted that being inconsistent is simply a part of my nature. If it helps at all, I'm inconsistently inconsistent. For example, if it's job related I am the most organized and habitual person ever. Or if family needs something - and I can keep track of things for my Gremlin and myself and my love. If it's important, a switch is flipped in my head and I can do the thing the way it needs to be done for as long as it needs to be done. That's not my natural state, though.

I guess my point with all this is, even though I have it listed that I do "this" on Mondays and "that" on Tuesdays, etc, I may not always actually post that.

Which is ok, bc I'm not here to keep strict schedules. I'm here to connect with awesome people and relax and have fun!

I felt like I set out an expectation or an impression that I was one way, and then quickly showed that I was not. I was not trying to deceive - I think I was hopeful that I would embody this consistency thing? But no. Not this time.

It's okay to keep trying, though, if there's a trait that doesn't fit you but that you admire. Periodically, I think, " Hmmm, maybe it will fit now?" And I try it on. And then I admit that it was not a good fit, but that maybe I could try again later.

I know this was a bit of a ramble. I didn't have more of a point than that, I think. Thank you for listening. I'm going to go get some caffeine and side eye my stories for a bit.

I'll post again later - you take care, ok?

Sooo I did the sanrio persona/oc challenge and this is what I got! Meet

Little Thimble

So the challenge is the aesthetic is based on your favorite sanrio character which mine are little forest fellow and Shappo.

If you have pets base them after your pet or the sanrio character you wish was your pet now I have cats and my sanrio characters I wish I could have as pets is charmmy kitty and chococat.

The colors should be based off your birthstone or favorite flower which mine is peridot and lavender.

Then you give them a backstory..

Little thimble's backstory is they are a little calico cat that was the first plush ever given to a child on the day that they were born. Thimble was abandoned by this child later in life, left in the forest by their child who thought they were too old for baby toys. Thimble refused to believe their child abandoned them so now they stay in the forest and wait for their child's return. Thimble guides lost children out of the forest and keeps them company until their parents or help find them then Thimble returns to the forest and continue their waiting.

Where they live: in a little hazel tree stump where they collect shiny little trinkets that they find in the forest and gift their trinkets to sad children and even adults so the person will feel better.

Pronouns: they/them

Who knows I might give Little Thimble a friend so they won't be alone in the forest (o´▽｀o)