As A Bisexual Person I'm Keenly Aware Of How Such Stereotypes Are Inevitably Harmful To Us, But Unfortunately

As a bisexual person I'm keenly aware of how such stereotypes are inevitably harmful to us, but unfortunately when I see bisexuals in fiction who are Evil and stylish and fuck like champions I can't help but go "oh work" for a sec. It's a difficult conundrum

There is something deeply frustrating about having the kind of complex emotional traumas that mean even one minor incident can result in a brand new trigger. This one negative interaction now means this entire person is a trigger, and it wouldn't even be remembered after a few days by someone who doesn't have the preceding years of bullshit, but it's a major and deeply unfortunate shift for the new person.

Like. Imagine if your brain interpreted every red flag as a "panic the second you see this," and also interpreted every orange, yellow, and maybe even offsides as a red flag, because missing a yellow out of the peripheral had previously resulted in an actual red. Multiple times.

(Do I actually know what a red, yellow, or orange flag even is anymore, in this metaphor? No. I am physically incapable of understanding when someone is minorly annoyed and got over it after a few minutes vs. when someone is holding a grudge the way I unwillingly hold anxiety.)

And now wrap all that up in the fact that the negative interactions that cause the new triggers are common and unpreventable because they're built from undiagnosed-but-almost-definitely-autism interactions that cannot feasibly be avoided without cutting one's self off from human interaction entirely.

So you have years of emotional trauma, a brain that develops new triggers at the drop of a hat by immediately sorting people or signs as falling under an existing trigger as soon as a minor negative emotion is displayed, and a personality that the cannot prevent the incidents that cause said negative emotions.

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Ok i know it’s America’s most hated show but oh my fucking god I love girl meets world so much

What mf tag do I have to scroll to see people yap about their sims and NOT just a wall of cc I don't want

I just saw some idiot on TikTok say "Markiplier hasn't uploaded anything in 3 weeks. Long time viewers will know this isn't normal." BITCH THIS MAN JUST CAME BACK FROM NOT UPLOADING FOR A MONTH THE FUCK YOU MEAN THIS ISN'T NORMAL. This Man Who Owned Five Ovens habitually erases himself from all of existence for weeks at a time. This Short Ass Motherfucker could be in fucking Korea getting blood drained from his eyes and won't be back for 2 more weeks. This Squirrel King is the same asshole who promised us four times to upload something every day and broke that promise the very next week.

The fuck you mean "long time viewers" BITCH LONG TIME VIEWERS KNOW HOW NORMAL THIS IS. Long time viewers know him uploading every day ISN'T NORMAL. If we get a couple month of content it's awesome! But those are so few and so far in between. Do you really think this isn't normal for the man who legit had people impersonating him on his own channel because he took a hiatus for like half a year. That lucky flannel having motherfucker disappears constantly, then reappears with some unbelievably AMAZING FUCKING QUALITY CONTENT LIKE WHO FRAMED MARKIPLIER OR A DATE WITH MARKIPLIER OR FUCKING IN SPACE WITH MARKIPLIER.

THE MAN IS MAKING A FUCKING MOVIE AND HAS DISAPPEARED FIVE TIMES ALREADY BECAUSE OF IT WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN THIS ISN'T NORMAL.