
This is where I expose a side of my mindscape in its truest, ugliest form.
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Psychology
Just realised I really screwed myself over by not choosing to study psychology......could’ve given myself free therapy, and I wouldn’t even need to navigate finding a therapist or talking to someone else about my problems.
Mad
I used to think that I was mad, but it is only now that I find myself staring into the abyss.
Jesus above if this is an actual thing, I would buy it even if I can only play it with myself.
Been less than an half-hour since the idea hit me, and I’ve already got 4 Team Fortress 2 themed prompt cards for Cards Against Humanity, 11 response cards, and yes, one of them is roasting on waiting for comic 7.
I am on a a roll.
Edit:
SNEAK PEEK:










Oooh I forgot:
Surprisingly good at Diggy from Just Dance 2017?? Not top in the world by a long shot but defo my best song
Useless And Insignificant Skills I Shall Henceforth Attempt To Be 100% Proud Of (Instead Of Feeling Like I Wasted Productive Time On Them ):
I can read hangeul and hiragana but don't really know Korean or Japanese (or read hanja, katakana or kanji, for the matter)
I can read Morse code in written form but can't decipher them in beeping form
I'm relatively good at logic and coding games but I can't code
I know the powers of two up to 2^16
I know how to raise generations of healthy mosquitoes (granted, this isn't unproductive, but I thought I'd include it because it's rather niched)
Will update if I think of more! I just thought it would do me good to acknowledge myself even if my CV can't. :D
Useless And Insignificant Skills I Shall Henceforth Attempt To Be 100% Proud Of (Instead Of Feeling Like I Wasted Productive Time On Them ):
I can read hangeul and hiragana but don't really know Korean or Japanese (or read hanja, katakana or kanji, for the matter)
I can read Morse code in written form but can't decipher them in beeping form
I'm relatively good at logic and coding games but I can't code
I know the powers of two up to 2^16
I know how to raise generations of healthy mosquitoes (granted, this isn't unproductive, but I thought I'd include it because it's rather niched)
Will update if I think of more! I just thought it would do me good to acknowledge myself even if my CV can't. :D
Wrt one-time-i-dreamt
Followed for the dreams. Stayed for the......this

I’ve changee my Instagram username after like 9 years of having it, I feel weirdly emotional
I log back into Tumblr for the first time in awhile and the first post I see had the a u d a c i t y to attack me bitch –

goood morning
Not so much childhood best friend as "that best friend that's also the one I asked about homework details because I got a memory like a leaky cauldron", but yeah, semantics

Wow, people are surprisingly accepting when you finally admit to them that the reason you'd been absent was because you'd foolishly overworked yourself and had to recuperate. I'm talking people I volunteer with, that I haven't made the friend connection with. Can't believe I stressed out (over people thinking I'm a slacker for not contributing despite volunteering) for nothing.

Coincidence? I think not!

Coincidence? I think not!

Coincidence? I think not!
Growth
Thinking about how personal growth can ruin childhood favs. Also thinking about how that’s okay with me
Never studied Shakespeare but just wanna point out people constantly misquote holy texts for their own benefit anyway, Shakespeare isn't the only one to suffer.
People putting shakespeare quotes randomly on things without understanding (or caring) about the context in the play is my biggest pet peeve. Yeah hamlet’s “doubt that truth be a liar but never doubt that I love” schtick is cute but he said it to Ophelia in a letter and then later treated her like trash in the play. “To thineself be true” is spoken by the play’s biggest idiot and it’s also advocating being selfish, not being “true to yourself.” Jeez.
I've been so stressed and worried recently, so the only logical solution is to get new piercings. Hasn't solved any of my problems but hey I got new piercings.
I NEED ME A CHIBIROE-POINTER
I present to thee…

Shiroe with a Chibiroe-pointer.
Anatomically correct
This is one of those ‘kind of sorry I get it’ jokes…

No idea where this is from but mood




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They'll never know the pain of waking at 6am on your birthday and cycling/walking to school in a haze (more on the pollution kind, less on the I-wish-I-was-still-asleep kind) only to be met with locked gates.
Neither do I. Totally don't know that feeling. Definitely wasn't me.

Huh
......does it say something about me that I’m less surprised by jumpscares than I am of door knocks? I’d take jumpscares any day over someone randomly knocking on my door.


Somedays I just need to draw my boy with another in mind
EDIT: Cuz I added a background and fixed up something that was bothering me