MORE OF MY ART!1!11! [it's Old But Idk If It's Still Good Enough To Be Posted]

MORE OF MY ART!1!11! [it's old but idk if it's still good enough to be posted]

All of them are just bwahahahahahahhh [ik my style sucks a bit but I don't really care abt it, I just like it the way it is]

T DETWW ESTYV ESLE TE'D YPGPC RZYYL MP RZZO PYZFRS.

Imma just gonna post my recent rambles here so you can give me LIKESSSSSSSSSSS [I WANT THAT YEAH!1!11!1!1]

FIRST OF ALL!!!1!1 Meet dat jester (my gd sona)

(P.s. the reference is a Therapist!Jay AU, so don't worry he's just a silly gober)

JayJay is basically a weird dude who is just SILLY (no he ain't he's a crazy homosapiens)

Anddd yeah, that's just a shitpost because I have some art block stuff to deal with, andddd most of the time I'm drawing only Vernam or Eiriley (they're SILLY guys I swear)

Imma gonna vent here hehe

Y'know how it hurts to choose between your found family and your beloved partner?

WELL, I CAN'T CHOOSE BETWEEN THEM.

I CAN'T. I JUST CAN'T.

I'D RATHER SACRIFICE MY OWN LIFE AND DREAM TO BECOME A MAN THAN CHOOSING BETWEEN MY LOVED ONES.

For context:

My partner wants to fly to Serbia and live here with me, and they said that they can't stay in Saint Petersburg, where my found family lives because my partner had some conflicts with certain person from my found family.

I don't want to abandon any of them and I just can't choose.

Any tips on how to deal with this sh1t???

And WIBTA, if I sacrifice all of them and delete all my social media so they can't find me anywhere and can't push me for that decision? (Yes, I do have that thought in mind rn, and I WISH I DIDN'T.)

UPD: Yes, we did break up. Yes, I've chosen my found family. I don't want someone to manipulate me into dumping everyone I feel attached for except for them. IM. NOT. YOUR. TOY. AND. NEVER. WILL. BE.

NEVER force your couple into dumping everyone else just to please your own ego.

While I was in the hospital, this cutsie (mah kitten) was really wondering where I was, so she just walked around the house and meowed, calling me. I ADORE HER.

(See her beautiful face undercut >^<)

[Translation for the last pic: There's a hi for you!]

Ye, that's my cat. Her name is Busya (hard to spell on English, sorry, but in my native language, it sounds cool) (・ω・)ノ

NPN, UXCPAAN HDBTDCT LWD HETPZH RPTHPG IDD!1!11!! [X PSDGT NDJ]

MORE OF MY ART!1!11! [it's old but idk if it's still good enough to be posted]

All of them are just bwahahahahahahhh [ik my style sucks a bit but I don't really care abt it, I just like it the way it is]

T DETWW ESTYV ESLE TE'D YPGPC RZYYL MP RZZO PYZFRS.

Recommend me some VERY TRAGIC AF fics on ao3. I'm begging y'all. Any fandom, anything. Just anything long enough to make me stop thinking about my own problems and care about the characters in the fic.