Jgabriel1920 - Mr.Nasty

So... I was doing nothing today (as usual) and I saw @strawb3rrystar saying how much they saw them mutuals being "normal" and... Well, I am a mutual. So here I am proofing they's wrong.

Or at least what they want they want them mutuals to be... 𝓕𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂

𝓕𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 behavior ahead.

I try to write without the help of pictures. I love thick characters, you know, fat asses and heavy breasts. That may have you thinking of women but I say that femboy with fat asses also make me crazy. If they have a little belly wowie. Because I obsessed with human skin when it's soft and big because I want to bite, nibble, kiss and absolutely worship. Jesus fucking Christ I need that stress relief on my hands and mouth, I need to make It jiggle (specially ass) with a slap or with just me moving it around and twerking is.my.weakness.

Ohhh it makes me hard (I man surprise idk why it's a surprise to be honest I kinda don't remember if I ever mention it no I did I sorry I kinda just spitting everything that comes to mind) and it makes me want to pound it, specially because I know that shit is going to clap and I want it to clap. I want the smells of sex and heat, I want the lewd sounds, I want it all.

Back a little, I said I like a anal but I never did how much and it's A FUCKING LOT. Jesus- okay let me stop saying because it's getting repetitive, uhhh- Buddha, it's a lot, you know why? I don't need to worry about pregnancy, simple. O CAN RAVAGE IT UNTIL THE SUN COMES UP WITH NO CONSEQUENCES! no financial that is because it's probably hurt a lot for both parties... Oh you don't think so? It's because I don't fuck, I make love... hard (yes you know the reference) AND I will eat that ass like a five star meal oh I FUCKING will.

Idk if I a sub or a Dom or a switch, but I do know if I going to bed with someone I will WORSHIP their body and GIVE IT MY ALL.

SPECIALLY IF IT'S A MILF OMG SPECIALLY-

she's treat me nice, and like a good boy (being called a good boy is my weakness) I will do all she wants which I pray is the same depraved shit I do :3

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I could say more but... I think I ruined my reputation enough for today...

Rebloging this to remind myself.

No particular reason...

Striker/Reader idea, but it’s under the cut and I’m labeling it Dead Dove just in case!

So I love using Soulmate AUs to explore dramatic (re: angsty) plots and Striker’s superiority complex would be really fun to address with one imo.

I’m thinking imp!Reader goes to the Harvest Moon Festival with the rest of I.M.P. as a new employee. It’s a last-minute workplace retreat! Sure, why not. Anyway, you meet Millie’s family and everything proceeds as the episode does, until introductions bring you face-to-face with Striker. And oh shit, as soon as your eyes meet there’s this terrible electric charge between you that can only mean one thing (we can substitute this with a different or more specific Soulmate AU favorite - words on the wrist, timers going down to zero, seeing color for the first time, etc.).

Striker manages to keep up his strong southern bravado, all while he’s slowly panicking inside. He retreats to the stables after messing with Moxxie to a satisfying degree, only to lash out and cause a bit of damage to the property. This is the worst possible moment for something like this to happen. And it’s a fucking imp? That’s his soulmate?! An itty bitty, average, ordinary weakling taking orders from that Blueblood-sucking clown Blitzø???

But why is it worth getting so distraught over? Yes, he’s on a mission to assassinate Stolas at the festival, but surely finding your soulmate can’t get in the way of that…

Well, what if we combine the Soulmate AU with Fuck or Die? :33333333

Striker is literally in heat once he and Reader make contact, and there’s a time limit to consummating this unwelcome union and claiming each other before you both drop dead. It’s gonna make winning those Pain Games and killing the Goetia Prince without getting caught that much more difficult.

You know, I really wanted someone to talk or send request that wasn't a scam account (probably more talk because I trying to figure out a way to leave the non writing cicle I am) BUT THIS ISN'T WHAT I MEANT BY IT!

w h a t t h e f u c k

Restless butterflies.

Pairing: Fizzarolli + Asmodeus x GN! Reader

Warnings: Comfort for overstimulation

Word count: 254

✰Masterlist

✰ Fizz and Ozzie are some of the most patient demons in hell, especially when it comes to you

✰ They would drop everything in a heart beat and go to the ends of hell for you

✰ Fizz knows firsthand what it feels like to get overstimulated, while Oz is used to comforting him

✰ Basically, these two are the perfect comforting pair

✰ No matter where you are in hell, these two will immediately take you away from the crowd if you start showing signs of discomfort

✰ Oz is always over prepared when you leave the penthouse

✰ He always has a fresh bottle of water on standby for you

✰ Fizz is the opposite and is never prepared

✰ Instead, the Imp uses physical and sweet words of comfort to help you

✰ This combined makes them a pretty good duo

✰ If you're sensitive to loud noises, Ozzie will start carrying around comfy headphones for you

✰ Fizz will squeeze your hand or wrap his slinky arms around you if you like the feeling of being protected and compressed

✰ Oz will carry the two of you on his shoulders if you get tried of walking

✰ They already avoid paparazzi at all cost, but they will a 1000% do so more if you get overwhelmed by it

✰ In the end, they are always willing to go back to the safe place of your shared bedroom to decompress, and they never try to push you past your limits

Star's notes -> I should probably get some headphones because I'm sensitive to loud noises...

(Thank you, Fizzarolli_Lvr on AO3, for requesting!) (Requests are open!)

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How I learned to write smarter, not harder

(aka, how to write when you're hella ADHD lol)

A reader commented on my current long fic asking how I write so well. I replied with an essay of my honestly pretty non-standard writing advice (that they probably didn't actually want lol) Now I'm gonna share it with you guys and hopefully there's a few of you out there who will benefit from my past mistakes and find some useful advice in here. XD Since I started doing this stuff, which are all pretty easy changes to absorb into your process if you want to try them, I now almost never get writer's block.

The text of the original reply is indented, and I've added some additional commentary to expand upon and clarify some of the concepts.

As for writing well, I usually attribute it to the fact that I spent roughly four years in my late teens/early 20s writing text roleplay with a friend for hours every single day. Aside from the constant practice that provided, having a live audience immediately reacting to everything I wrote made me think a lot about how to make as many sentences as possible have maximum impact so that I could get that kind of fun reaction. (Which is another reason why comments like yours are so valuable to fanfic writers! <3) The other factors that have improved my writing are thus: 1. Writing nonlinearly. I used to write a whole story in order, from the first sentence onward. If there was a part I was excited to write, I slogged through everything to get there, thinking that it would be my reward once I finished everything that led up to that. It never worked. XD It was miserable. By the time I got to the part I wanted to write, I had beaten the scene to death in my head imagining all the ways I could write it, and it a) no longer interested me and b) could not live up to my expectations because I couldn't remember all my ideas I'd had for writing it. The scene came out mediocre and so did everything leading up to it. Since then, I learned through working on VN writing (I co-own a game studio and we have some visual novels that I write for) that I don't have to write linearly. If I'm inspired to write a scene, I just write it immediately. It usually comes out pretty good even in a first draft! But then I also have it for if I get more ideas for that scene later, and I can just edit them in. The scenes come out MUCH stronger because of this. And you know what else I discovered? Those scenes I slogged through before weren't scenes I had no inspiration for, I just didn't have any inspiration for them in that moment! I can't tell you how many times there was a scene I had no interest in writing, and then a week later I'd get struck by the perfect inspiration for it! Those are scenes I would have done a very mediocre job on, and now they can be some of the most powerful scenes because I gave them time to marinate. Inspiration isn't always linear, so writing doesn't have to be either!

Some people are the type that joyfully write linearly. I have a friend like this--she picks up the characters and just continues playing out the next scene. Her story progresses through the entire day-by-day lives of the characters; it never timeskips more than a few hours. She started writing and posting just eight months ago, she's about an eighth of the way through her planned fic timeline, and the content she has so far posted to AO3 for it is already 450,000 words long. But most of us are normal humans. We're not, for the most part, wired to create linearly. We consume linearly, we experience linearly, so we assume we must also create linearly. But actually, a lot of us really suffer from trying to force ourselves to create this way, and we might not even realize it. If you're the kind of person who thinks you need to carrot-on-a-stick yourself into writing by saving the fun part for when you finally write everything that happens before it: Stop. You're probably not a linear writer. You're making yourself suffer for no reason and your writing is probably suffering for it. At least give nonlinear writing a try before you assume you can't write if you're not baiting or forcing yourself into it!! Remember: Writing is fun. You do this because it's fun, because it's your hobby. If you're miserable 80% of the time you're doing it, you're probably doing it wrong!

2. Rereading my own work. I used to hate reading my own work. I wouldn't even edit it usually. I would write it and slap it online and try not to look at it again. XD Writing nonlinearly forced me to start rereading because I needed to make sure scenes connected together naturally and it also made it easier to get into the headspace of the story to keep writing and fill in the blanks and get new inspiration. Doing this built the editing process into my writing process--I would read a scene to get back in the headspace, dislike what I had written, and just clean it up on the fly. I still never ever sit down to 'edit' my work. I just reread it to prep for writing and it ends up editing itself. Many many scenes in this fic I have read probably a dozen times or more! (And now, I can actually reread my own work for enjoyment!) Another thing I found from doing this that it became easy to see patterns and themes in my work and strengthen them. Foreshadowing became easy. Setting up for jokes or plot points became easy. I didn't have to plan out my story in advance or write an outline, because the scenes themselves because a sort of living outline on their own. (Yes, despite all the foreshadowing and recurring thematic elements and secret hidden meanings sprinkled throughout this story, it actually never had an outline or a plan for any of that. It's all a natural byproduct of writing nonlinearly and rereading.)

Unpopular writing opinion time: You don't need to make a detailed outline.

Some people thrive on having an outline and planning out every detail before they sit down to write. But I know for a lot of us, we don't know how to write an outline or how to use it once we've written it. The idea of making one is daunting, and the advice that it's the only way to write or beat writer's block is demoralizing. So let me explain how I approach "outlining" which isn't really outlining at all.

I write in a Notion table, where every scene is a separate table entry and the scene is written in the page inside that entry. I do this because it makes writing nonlinearly VASTLY more intuitive and straightforward than writing in a single document. (If you're familiar with Notion, this probably makes perfect sense to you. If you're not, imagine something a little like a more contained Google Sheets, but every row has a title cell that opens into a unique Google Doc when you click on it. And it's not as slow and clunky as the Google suite lol) (Edit from the future: I answered an ask with more explanation on how I use Notion for non-linear writing here.) When I sit down to begin a new fic idea, I make a quick entry in the table for every scene I already know I'll want or need, with the entries titled with a couple words or a sentence that describes what will be in that scene so I'll remember it later. Basically, it's the most absolute bare-bones skeleton of what I vaguely know will probably happen in the story.

Then I start writing, wherever I want in the list. As I write, ideas for new scenes and new connections and themes will emerge over time, and I'll just slot them in between the original entries wherever they naturally fit, rearranging as necessary, so that I won't forget about them later when I'm ready to write them. As an example, my current long fic started with a list of roughly 35 scenes that I knew I wanted or needed, for a fic that will probably be around 100k words (which I didn't know at the time haha). As of this writing, it has expanded to 129 scenes. And since I write them directly in the page entries for the table, the fic is actually its own outline, without any additional effort on my part. As I said in the comment reply--a living outline!

This also made it easier to let go of the notion that I had to write something exactly right the first time. (People always say you should do this, but how many of us do? It's harder than it sounds! I didn't want to commit to editing later! I didn't want to reread my work! XD) I know I'm going to edit it naturally anyway, so I can feel okay giving myself permission to just write it approximately right and I can fix it later. And what I found from that was that sometimes what I believed was kind of meh when I wrote it was actually totally fine when I read it later! Sometimes the internal critic is actually wrong. 3. Marinating in the headspace of the story. For the first two months I worked on [fic], I did not consume any media other than [fandom the fic is in]. I didn't watch, read, or play anything else. Not even mobile games. (And there wasn't really much fan content for [fandom] to consume either. Still isn't, really. XD) This basically forced me to treat writing my story as my only source of entertainment, and kept me from getting distracted or inspired to write other ideas and abandon this one.

As an aside, I don't think this is a necessary step for writing, but if you really want to be productive in a short burst, I do highly recommend going on a media consumption hiatus. Not forever, obviously! Consuming media is a valuable tool for new inspiration, and reading other's work (both good and bad, as long as you think critically to identify the differences!) is an invaluable resource for improving your writing.

When I write, I usually lay down, close my eyes, and play the scene I'm interested in writing in my head. I even take a ten-minute nap now and then during this process. (I find being in a state of partial drowsiness, but not outright sleepiness, makes writing easier and better. Sleep helps the brain process and make connections!) Then I roll over to the laptop next to me and type up whatever I felt like worked for the scene. This may mean I write half a sentence at a time between intervals of closed-eye-time XD

People always say if you're stuck, you need to outline.

What they actually mean by that (whether they realize it or not) is that if you're stuck, you need to brainstorm. You need to marinate. You don't need to plan what you're doing, you just need to give yourself time to think about it!

What's another framing for brainstorming for your fic? Fantasizing about it! Planning is work, but fantasizing isn't.

You're already fantasizing about it, right? That's why you're writing it. Just direct that effort toward the scenes you're trying to write next! Close your eyes, lay back, and fantasize what the characters do and how they react.

And then quickly note down your inspirations so you don't forget, haha.

And if a scene is so boring to you that even fantasizing about it sucks--it's probably a bad scene.

If it's boring to write, it's going to be boring to read. Ask yourself why you wanted that scene. Is it even necessary? Can you cut it? Can you replace it with a different scene that serves the same purpose but approaches the problem from a different angle? If you can't remove the troublesome scene, what can you change about it that would make it interesting or exciting for you to write?

And I can't write sitting up to save my damn life. It's like my brain just stops working if I have to sit in a chair and stare at a computer screen. I need to be able to lie down, even if I don't use it! Talking walks and swinging in a hammock are also fantastic places to get scene ideas worked out, because the rhythmic motion also helps our brain process. It's just a little harder to work on a laptop in those scenarios. XD

In conclusion: Writing nonlinearly is an amazing tool for kicking writer's block to the curb. There's almost always some scene you'll want to write. If there isn't, you need to re-read or marinate.

Or you need to use the bathroom, eat something, or sleep. XD Seriously, if you're that stuck, assess your current physical condition. You might just be unable to focus because you're uncomfortable and you haven't realized it yet.

Anyway! I hope that was helpful, or at least interesting! XD Sorry again for the text wall. (I think this is the longest comment reply I've ever written!)

And same to you guys on tumblr--I hope this was helpful or at least interesting. XD Reblogs appreciated if so! (Maybe it'll help someone else!)