I Swallow My Pride And Accept That Things Dont Always Go The Way I Want. That The World Is Cruel And

I swallow my pride and accept that things don’t always go the way I want. That the world is cruel and nothing is guaranteed. But that doesn’t mean I don’t have the right to be upset. I am upset. I want to cry and scream and throw a fit. But I’m not, because I’m also so incredibly proud and my heart is so warm for how much love and respect I possess. They worked so hard. We’ve worked so hard. It happens. We can’t have everything. But we’ve worked our asses off to get to this point alone, and nobody can deny that. This moment alone speaks so much for what BTS and Army have done and have become.

Please don’t let your heart be too heavy. We are so proud of you and we love you so much. We will always be with you. You’re still the best of the best.

We are all in this Bangtan Sonyeondan shit for life 💜💜 I purple you 😊

When the “new post” on your dashboard is your own post you just posted:

Honestly, how are you doing? I’ve never seen anybody ask you before and I wanted reach out 💜

Thank you for reaching out, I really appreciate it 😊 Please, don’t feel the need to check on me all the time tho. Me and my blog are just a molecule compared to the people around me, that’s why nobody asked. But it’s okay I promise.

Honestly… these days Mono has been hitting pretty close to home. The mixtape.. not the kissing disease (lmao). I’ve lost some of my interest and enthusiasm. Keeping up with everything: Vlives, tweets, announcements, whatever it may be (not just with bts stuff) I have little enthusiasm to do so. It’s bit discouraging when it comes to bts bc I do love them so much, it feels like I’m cheating them out or something. Awhile ago I mentioned that I was medicated and to be brutally honest, if I wasn’t at this very moment, I would’ve probably ended up in the hospital again. I’m very fortunate that it’s working very well with me. I’m just living on the mediocre side of life really. I’ve definitely been in worse places though so I’m am grateful for where I am rn.

Thank you again for asking 💜 I hope you’re taking care of yourself and doing well.

Other randoms:

I have a question for anybody who is willing to answer: when you buy an online PTD ticket, do you have to validate the ticket right away or do you wait till the concert day? I understand the instruction, but I also like real testimonies. Please help if you’re willing.

I applied for a job over a week ago and I still haven’t heard anything, so I’m a little worried.

I recently put more research and effort into my skincare and I have to say, I’m glowing 🤩

I have a lot of stuff that I want to say and explain, but I don’t want to make another blog to say it and this blog doesn’t feel like the right place. At the moment, I just keep it too myself.

Only bc I got some anon chats (not nice ones), Yes, I’m a 19 year old that smokes weed occasionally, suck my ass 🤨 I know what I’m doing, I wasn’t born yesterday 🤡 clowns. I will be celebrating 4/20 thank you very much.

Idk what’s been up with my header. It keeps moving on it’s own and it’s glitches from my pov. Idk what’s wrong with it.

Here’s my dog: Lucian

He’s a sweetie pie and I love him with all my heart. He’s a little of the chubby side of life, but that’s okay because he’s so soft and squishy 😊 I brush his teeth everyday bc he had a big stinky mouth and when you punch him (in a playful manner, I don’t hit my dog 🤨) he punches back.

This blog and my posts feel like a nuisance these days as well.

I have a gardening update coming soon

🌱🌾🍄🪷🪴 cute plants

Would you be willing to do a face reveal someday? 🥺 I want to see you glowing skin.

Funny story: I actually posted a few pictures of myself a while ago, but then I felt shy so I deleted them off the post. It was up for a little bit before I did that so idk how many people actually saw them, but yeah.

I almost did an Army Selca Day on Tuesday, but I know that’s typically a Twitter tradition so, again, I felt shy and didn’t post anything. I have Twitter but I don’t do anything on it so it’s kinda pointless to put it over there.

I’m definitely want to tho and I think about it from time to time. I took some good picture on my birthday that I’ve thought about sharing. We’ll see what happens, but I have a feeling I’ll get around to it soon 😊

POV: You’re me after scrolling through a 30 minute, neck-deep, rabbit-hole on tumblr and the app decides to crash 🥲

BTS participate in April Fools like they invented the concept. I forgot what the origins are, why is it a “holiday”? Do you call it a holiday? Anyways, I think it’s cute that they prank Army.