Self Indulgent

self indulgent

I've been sad. so i wrote a thing to make me less sad. maybe it'll make someone else less sad too or at the very least they can laugh at my “cringe” but either way it did make me less sad so goal accomplished.

Mc and jumin organize a bookshelf jumin asks what neko girls are and MC short circuits his brain for a couple of seconds. no smut just fluff

Moving hadn’t taken long. You had opted to donate your furniture to the local homeless shelter since Jumin’s penthouse was furnished with the highest quality furniture you could dream of. Honestly most of your things paled in comparison to the lavish goods Jumin considered tawdry. Still there were a quite a few boxes you had decided to save, filled mostly with sentimental keepsakes and the few odds and ends that catered to your specific tastes. You were practically finished by noon save the three or four boxes that sat in the main room next to the larger than life bookshelves. Certainly there was plenty of room on them. You never where a fan of negative space on bookshelves but if you were being completely honest that had more to do with how many books you needed to fit in such a finite space. Jumins bookshelves had plenty of room with just enough negative space to look perfectly balanced and while you knew Jumin had told you to do whatever you wished this felt intimate. Bookshelves where holy spaces after all, housing books that change hearts and minds alike that shape the soul and … okay so maybe you just really liked books and that made them seem important to you either way this was definitely something you wanted to do with Jumin. When you heard the door rattle with Jumin homecoming you bolt towards it excited to greet him after work.

“Jumin! Welcome home!” you cried bouncing in place as he made his way inside. You smiled as you saw the creases in his brown flatten and the stress slip from shoulders when he saw you. You waited all of 5 seconds for him to close the door giving you both some privacy from the bodyguards stationed outside before you pounced, leaping upon the business man wrapping your arms around his neck. You delighted in the deep honey of his laughter as he caught your waist in kind and kissed the top of your head gently.

“darling. I’m so glad to be home. How was your day? did you get settled?” Jumin asked as you pulled yourself back slightly giving him room to loosen his tie and set aside his coat.

“everything is in its place except um Jumin there is one thing I need if you don’t mind”

“name it and its yours”

“I wanted to share your bookshelves and I was hoping that maybe you could organize the books with me?” you admitted shyly. It had seemed like such a good idea in the beginning he could show you his favorite books, walk you through his favorite plots and tell you his favorite quotes and you could do the same with him. Yet now as you presented the idea to him you worried. What if he was to tired he had worked all day after all, what if he thought you too needy, or your books to childish. what if he didn’t want your books displayed in the living room because they weren’t very pretty, all of his books where gorgeous leather bound tomes or mint condition hardcovers, yours where second hand at best many where decommissioned library books or garage sale rescues, broken in battered and bruised by years of use. It would make sense to have them put away in a back room where they couldn’t tarnish the pristine collection Jumin had on display. Perhaps you where spiraling, working yourself into a nervous frenzy in the span of a few seconds.

“nothing would make me happier love. We can call the chef to start dinner and begin emptying the shelves for rearranging while he works.” You couldn’t help the smile that spread across your face or the giggle that escaped your lips. The surprise on Jumins face was evident if only for a second before it gave way to a warm sort of fondness. “had I known simple redecorating would make you this happy I would have stayed home and done it all with you” he said affectionately running his fingers through your hair.

“it’s not that I just,” you paused face flushing a bit “books are a big deal, ya know? My dad used to tell me that every book you read becomes a part of you and that you can learn more about someone by the books they love than by the words they say so I wanted to share that with you” jumins eyes where so soft and gentle in that moment you felt your breath hitch “I want to know everything about you and, and I want you to know everything about me” suddenly his lips where on yours fervent and full of passion the hand that had been in your hair now on your chin guiding you too him. The kiss was short and when you parted from him he stayed close, just a hairs breath from your face.

Jumin voice was little more than a whisper as he asked “how is it that every day I manage to fall more in love with you?” you couldn’t help but lean forward and kiss him again an all too familiar giddiness bubbling its way through your soul. You loved this man more than life itself and you knew that would never change.

 “so your ‘Encyclopedia of Fairies’ should go next to the Catherynne M Valente series so we can reference it while reading agreed?” you giggled thrilled that his collection of mythological reference books slotted together with your fae fiction so perfectly. Puzzle pieces connecting to create a masterpiece.

“yes I think that’s perfect. I can’t wait to read her interpretation of such ancient mythos. I also have ‘The World Guide to Gnomes, Fairies, Elves and Other Little People’ if you’d like to add it to that shelf” he said grinning like a child at show and tell.

“oh my goodness yes! That’s perfect and your book on Romanian vampires should be near my ‘Dracula’ and ‘vittorio’ that way that shelf over there can be dedicated to the occult, hauntings, and psychic reference books”

“that sound wonderful and takes care of all the written word but we still haven’t found a place for your comics” Jumin informed glancing toward the woefully large stack of manga you had brought.

“not comic Jumin manga and yeah I think we’re out of space though. I um I didn’t think I had that many books. Sorry” you admitted not meeting his eyes. He tilted your head up to look at him.

“there’s no need to apologize it simply means that tomorrow we can go shopping for another shelf and the next day we can organize those. I’m quite curious about ‘la petite cossette’ you said these where Japanese but that is most certainly a French title.”

“oh I actually think you’d like that one a lot it’s about a man who falls in love with a woman in a cursed portrait its actually pretty tragic in the end.”

“How interesting” he mused retrieving it from the pile of books and skimming through it “the art is truly enchanting and you said that manga has its own subculture?”

“yeah from neko girls to shonen action tropes it has its own vocabulary, history and groups of people its really fun”

“neko girls?” Jumin repeated and your eyes widened at his confusion. This was definitely something he of all people should know about! You jumped up and sprinted to the closet you had filled earlier that day with the few cosplay supplies you had. At the time it had taken nearly half your pay check but if Jumin liked them right now the purchase then would be completely justified. You put on your surprise as quickly as possible before rushing back out to greet Jumin who had just made it to the edge of the living room to come find where you had gone. He froze for a second processing what you were now wearing. White cat ears that moved and twitched fairly believably and just as he was able to cope with that your made paws with your hands and tried your best “nya”. For a moment you feared you may have broken him. He didn’t move his face blank, eyes fixed on you. You tried again hoping to spur some sort of reaction from him “nya?” you said turning to the side slightly to show off the other half of your surprise a white tail complete with pink bow and bell at the base where it attached to your skirt. You tilted your head to look up at him through your lashes trying every trick in your arsenal to look as cute as possible but nothing. He was completely frozen. “Jumin? Hello?” now you were getting worried “darling are you okay?” you asked placing the back of your hand on his forehead to feel for a temperature. The second your hand touched him however his face flushed.

“neko girl.” He muttered “that’s neko as in cat” you could see him trying to calm himself. Fiddling with his shirt sleeves and attempting to stay in control. You smiled standing on your tip toes to kiss his cheek and whisper in his ear.

“am I a good little kitten at least?”  you couldn’t contain your giggle as you heard him choke slightly before scooping you up bridal style.

“certainly not, in fact I think you’ve been a very bad little kitten.” He said his voice deeper than normal as he carried you back towards the bedroom.

agreed jumin they are mad fire 🔥

Yes I re-read my own fics because I wrote them for ME

all of this. yes to all of this. give me relaxed goofball jumin han give me the man who memorized a scene from a soap opera and used it to steal a kiss from MC because it “took the pressure off” i love this silly man

Alright girl. I wanna hear your best Jumin Han hcs. Personality I believe that Jumin is a goofball when he lets loose. I refuse to accept that he is alway keeps himself together and level-headed. I wanna see this man let go of his mature composure and ease up completely.

thank you for giving me an excuse to gush about jumin for a minute.

Jumin Han Headcanons

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when he says he always makes the other person do more once they ask for something, he wasn't joking.

do with that what you will.

on the weekends, especially sundays, he loves to roll around with you in bed all day.

he loves that one day where he doesn't have to do anything and he can just rest cuddling you.

he also enjoys the nights elizabeth jumps up to join the two of you in bed while sleeping.

and his heart almost bursts every time he wakes up to your messy bedhead with your arm swung around elizabeth.

every lunch during the weekdays when he doesn't have a meeting, he always calls driver kim to pick you and bring you to enjoy lunch with him.

contrary to popular beliefs, he commits PDA with you all. the. time.

the man who proposed to you in front of a room full of reporters, the rfa, and his family is seen on the cover of magazines at least once a month with you, always holding you close and kissing your neck.

he turns out to be a lot like his father when it comes to love, without the cheating and womanizing.

your humour starts to rub off on him, causing him to come in the chatroom speaking with commoner slang and advanced dad jokes.

though he'll never admit it, he starts some projects because of your liking towards the idea.

you're always at the front of his decisions.

when he comes home from work, you can see him napping on the couch cuddling elizabeth until your dinner arrives.

after that, he'll take a shower.

and one day you asked to join him as a joke.

but he replied saying of course with complete sincerity, starting a new weekly activity for the two of you.

jumin uses every excuse possible to hug you 24/7.

one hour he's cold, the next you're cold and he needs to warm you up.

but the excuses work all the time.

the honeymoon phase never really ends for you two.

his serious demeanor is only kept at work, completely letting lose once he gets home to you.

he never wants to bring you into his work struggles, never stressing you out.

he truly feels every emotion down to his core, and isn't just the cold man the public sees.

the two of you talk about your feelings whenever they become strong, constantly reassuring each other.

as time goes on, he lets his emotions have a little more power over him.

feeling more sympathy for jaehee, he lets her take a christmas break, despite it being the busiest time for c&r.

if he has a picture he's taken that he'd like to frame, he always sends it to v first to unblur it.

his photo skills never improve.

and nor do his driving skills.

he almost drives the two of you off the road.

he's immortal when it comes to car accidents.

they literally can't kill him.

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to the ppl who sent in requests, i'm working on them, sorry they're so late! i had a lot wrote down but i had computer problems and they vanished. that's what i get for keeping shit in my drafts...

once again, i'm so sorry. and please note, headcanons with the rfa and minor trio will take longer to get out, but they will get out. thank you so much for your support <3

19:18 AST - 08/26/21

listen i totally agree but what if we just lean into him ask for what we want just lips brushing his ear as we say “please do”

Imagine! Suit Saeran being like "I'll break you if you don't enterain me enough toy!" And MC answer him back with a sassy "what if I want you too?"

Snark won't get you very far with Suit Saeran. He's expecting you to either lash at him with anger and prove what he's always been told: It is only a matter of time until the gentleness in people becomes anger that hates you.

That's a genuine fear of his, and when you lean into anger in a single comment, he starts to think that maybe he was right, that his Savior was right. If you hate him, it just proves that you only loved the gentle Ray. Which, hurts him, as plain as it is. Do you want him to hurt you? Is that what you're asking?

He shrieks and screams all day, but he never goes through with it. It should be hint enough that he's not going to break you like he says, his words are the weapon he has and as cruel as they are, he's not going to lay a hand on you. In fact, now that you've said that, you'll notice hesitation in his eyes before he screams at you again—

"As if you're worth the trouble!"

mah honey bunny!

Ay lo siento por no subir nada el fin de semana ywy es que no me encontraba en casa jaldkjasd

Pero ahora quería mostrarles el dibujito que hice hace unos días, nuevamente para un cumple de otra amiga especial uwu (las quiero a todas) D:

Un chibi Jumin todo adorable, todo chikito 📷