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morning showers with jumin include

- his hands on your shoulders absentmindedly kneading the muscles there while you sleepily wait for the water to warm up

- him washing your hair, gently humming whatever classical piece of music you both fell asleep to the night before

- you reaching up (possibly standing on your tip toes while he stabilizes you with 1 big hand on your hip) and washing his hair (probably styling it into a spike and giggling)

- his deep throaty chuckle when he see’s your content and still a little sleep addled smile

- woody scented soap in wash clothes run chastely along your skin before he leans down to kiss your forehead

- fingers tracing love bites and accidental bruises from the day before

- him groaning appreciatively as your fingers work some of the sleepy tension from his neck and back

- quick and innocent kisses before turning the water off and continuing the rest of your morning routine

bonus

on his days off his arms wrap around your waist from behind as he watches you put on your makeup a content and lazy smile in his face. his chin is resting on the top of your hair pulled up into a towel. every now and then he asks you a question to keep you talking to him. “how did you sleep?” “what did you dream about?” “what would you like to do today?” “have you finished that book you where reading?” he likes hearing your voice and seeing you pause in your routine while you consider your response.

the RFA react to mc’s pad leaking and staining her pants

jumin

- poker face and no shame not embarrassed at all

- simply excuses the both of you and discreetly walks behind you so no one can see

- once in private he’ll tell you and comfort you if your feeling embarrassed

- he either has someone get you a change of clothes or you and he simply go home so you can change

- honestly 10/10 for his calm cool and collected vibe and the fact that most people don’t question him when he says something

yoosung

- panics 110%

- he didn’t even know it was that time of the month since you never got moody like his sisters or had cravings like his mom

- now he’s worried you’ve been in pain and not telling him and there’s a moment or two when he’s frozen by all these concerns

- once he comes to his senses he hugs you from behind and with a bright blush whispers what’s going on

- gives you his hoodie to help you hide the stain and makes some excuse to get you out

- unfortunately it isn’t very smooth or subtle he’s really bad at lying so it’s something like “oh i forgot we um had that thing at the you know place” (this boy needs improv lessons or something cuz that was just sad)

- 7/10 everyone can tell somethings up but he did try and the care he gives after saves it

saeyoung

- when he notices he shoots you a quick text simply reading “stealth exit strategy 606: sneak away while i cause a distraction and await further instruction”

- he then winks and begins his plan by making literally the biggest spectacle he can (and with saeyoung that’s saying something)

- when you make it to his car it’s already unlocked for you so you can wait for him inside

- your just managing to shut the door when he’s sprinting toward the car laughing like a maniac

- on the ride home he’ll explain the why behind his “stealth exit” plan and comfort you if your embarrassed assuring you that not only did no one notice but no one would remember even if they did, not after his distraction

- solid 8/10 since no one would ever guess YOU where the reason ya’ll left early but it won’t work all the time and your pretty sure saeyoung is now banned from wherever ya’ll were

zen

- the second he notices he wraps his jacket around you without a word

- his face is a little red and he can’t make eye contact when he leans in and whispers so quietly even you can barely hear him

- “jagi I um, I think your pants are stained. we should head home so you can change”

- it takes a while for both of you to make your exit simply because of how popular he is

- and the second he wrapped his jacket around you every girl around was equal parts jealous of you and in awe of his more revealed figure

- 4/10 because the struggle to get out made the stain worse and also all those eyes on you where uncomfortable even if they didn’t know what was up (damn his popularity)

jaehee

- she a girl so she definitely caught you before it got bad (and totally not because she was staring at your butt >.>)

- very discreetly passes you a new pad and directs everyone to a new very eye catching very important thing way over there so you can sneak away

- once your out of public eyesight she’ll help you sneak the rest of the way home and provide you with EVERYTHING you could need

- let’s be real here she’s the best one to rely on cuz she legit gets it she’s been there and knows what she wishes had been done for her

- 100/10 beahee is best. period. end of story. pun intended.

the RFA w/ mc who’s practically blind without her glasses

why am i posting this? because i’ve decided to clean out my phone and that means getting rid of all the mysme headcannons i have written in the notes during work and class breaks. this is how i write now guys during lunch breaks and between classes because i over book myself and have no actual free time

jumin:

- congratulations you now have prescription glasses to match EVERY SINGLE OUTFIT

- there’s a drawer dedicated to the organized display and storage of your glasses (with him around you never have to worry about losing your glasses)

- he keeps a glass cleaning cloth in his pocket for you and if he see’s you go to clean your glasses he always offers to do it for you

- too him it’s one of those little intimacies he cherishes like when you choose his tie and tie it for him

- never lets you go with out if you forget, lose, or break them there is ALWAYS a back up close by.

- of course he’ll offer to pay for lasic or contacts but he won’t push it

- he definitely thinks the glasses make you look dignified and elegant

yoosung

- after his injury you two are twinsies!

- your glasses bump against each other sometimes when you kiss but honestly it adds to ya’ll’s innocent puppy love type feel so you don’t mind to much

- he’s horrendous about misplacing his own glasses so if you can’t keep up with yours either there’s gonna be problems

- he thinks your glasses make you look so smart and pretty! he hopes he looks half as good in his glasses as you do in yours (hah! jokes on him he looks better in your opinion!)

- once he’s gotten his surgery he completely forgets you still can’t see and wants to show you things while you don’t have your glasses on

- listen take your glasses off and shake your hair out of a bun like those sexy librarian cliches. it does something to this poor babe and his brain legitimately short circuits.

saeyoung

- his glasses are practically indestructible (his agency job made that a requirement)

- he gets you the same kind ( but in your style) so you don’t have to worry about breaking yours either

- considering how often he tosses both your glasses to the side carelessly while dragging you to the bed mid make out that’s a very good thing

- he definitely does the glasses swap thing and comments about how bad your eyesight is (“MC your almost as blind as I am!”)

- you are both notorious for losing your glasses be it because of him tossing them away or mistaking yours for his and setting them down wherever he starts getting a headache from wearing the wrong glasses

- the amount of times one of you have accidentally stepped on your glasses makes you thankful for the extra durability

zen

- thinks your glasses are sexy and make you look smart

- steals your glasses for selfies and gives himself a headache wearing them

- has absolutely shattered your glasses by stepping on them after a “wild” night

- dramatically says your poor eyesight is a shame because you can’t fully appreciate his looks without glasses

- uses cleaning your glasses as an excuse to show off his abs by holding them up to the light and using the bottom edge of his shirt to wipe them

- do the glasses hair shake thing and unleash the beast

jaehee

- she has a special stand on her bedside table for both of your glasses

- keeps cleaning liquid and cloths in her purse so you both have perfectly clean smudge free glasses constantly

- she is super strict about wearing your glasses all the time and getting your prescription updated regularly

- blushes WAY too much when you use your breath to clean her glasses the one time she forgot her purse

- listen the glasses hair shake thing may not affect her but when she does it. damn

guys the more i look at this the more in love i fall like just look at the details he’s reading lonnie and occult book and their in her victorian style living room even jumins collar stripes are right (which is a feat and a half since he buys those custom)

gah i’m just so happy with it i can’t recommend @sentimentaleidolon enough guys!

commission @joy1579

RFA React to an mc that uses pet names for EVERYONE

so fun fact where i come from pet names are used for everyone all the time no exceptions. I call EVERYONE “hun” unless they specifically ask me not too and even then it takes actual effort for me to break the habit (I might slip up every now and then but i catch myself and do try really hard) my coworker calls everyone “boo” and my mom calls everyone sweetie. its just something that was always very normal to me. so when I began chatting with someone NOT from my home it kinda threw him for a loop. he thought i was flirting with him and i though we where just ya know chatting (tone doesn't always travel well through text) any way that got me thinking. how would the RFA react to an MC that does the same thing.

so without further ado.

jumin

- surprised and confused why would you do that you don’t know them they aren’t your “hun” he doesn’t get it

- then he notices the pattern hun = anyone; child = admonishing a friend; love/darling = him and only him; sweetie = warning; ect...

- treats every pet name like a puzzle to figure out why that specific one at that specific time

- eventually he will know more about the pet names you choose than you do

- might write down his findings

- will definitely try out every different pet name on you to find your favorite

yoosung

- shook at first, why is his pre-girlfriend calling zen “hun”?

- but then you call jaehee saeyoung and even jumin hun too and he’s so confused

- is high key jealous for the first few weeks until you explain it’s a habit from your family it doesn’t mean anything

- will still get insecure from time to time

- he talks (whines) to zen about it one night until zen points out you call everyone “hun” but you only call yoosung “love” and “puppy” so he does technically have his own private pet names

- after that he starts to finally chill and will get all bubbly and happy when you call him by HIS pet names

saeyoung

- he may joke around a lot but observation and intelligence is his job. he’s quite literally a pro.

- so of course he knows right away that not all pet names are created equal and isn’t fazed at all by your casual use of them

- when the others mention it or tease you he doubles down and starts calling everyone WAY over the top pet names yoosung = baby cakes, jumin= daddy han, zen= angle face, jaehee = mamacita

- but when you use a brand new one for him and him alone he panics he’s not sure he’s ready for that level of intimacy

- cue him freaking out in the chat room while everyone is like “she uses pet names for everyone you ain’t special” but he his and we all know it

- once everything’s settled he’ll make fun of your pet names a bit (only he’s allowed to tease you about them) but he’ll still blush when you call him love and boo

zen

- look this man is the king of pet names BUT he’s also possessive af so when he hears you call jumin of all people “honey bun” he see’s red

- he doesn’t even register the slight pity and condescension in your tone as he scowls at jumin and protectively pulls you tightly against him

- you don’t even skip a beat before telling zen about the fact that you just learned jumin special orders his striped shirts to have parallel stripes on the collar rather than perpendicular ones

- then it clicks. the tone of your voice the look in your eyes. but most of all the fact that he had never, NEVER heard you use the pet name “honey bun” before tonight.

- it was not quite as complimentary a term as he had thought

- once he understands he gets that all pet names are not created equal he is so on board the pet names train

- he takes a lot of pride in being the only one you call love and prince charming

jaehee

- she’s so formal at first she doesn’t even realize your talking to her

- it also makes actually dating her a bit more difficult because she just assumes the compliments and special pet names are just how you treat everyone

- it never occurs to her that it could be romantic until you actually physically kiss her

- that’s when she asks and you have to laugh “didn’t you suspect something when I started calling you angel? or love?”

- “you use pet names for everyone” “maybe so but no one else has ever been my angel!” you laugh

- now she’s blushing so hard it hurts and re-evaluating EVERY SINGLE INTERACTION you two have ever had

overworked

hey sooooo I have a bad habit of working myself too hard. by this i mean i will work and keep accepting new responsibilities until I either have a mental breakdown (panic attack, depressive episode, or something else I cant work through) or a physical breakdown (pneumonia, broken bone, passing out) its a really bad habit that I’m sure stems from low self esteem or some BS but I don't really wanna FIX it I’d much rather just write a story about MC doing the same thing and being comforted by Jumin.

and since that's cheaper and easier to schedule than an appointment with my councilor, that's what I did. 

hope ya’ll enjoy!!!

you where working harder than ever. you were helping yoosung study, helping connect Zen with new roles, promoting V’s newest collection, you had even taken over most of the RFA party planning from jaehee. then every evening when jumin got home you would greet him with your biggest smile rushing into his arms like a man in the desert rushes to water. he could see how hard you where working and he watched you accept more responsibility every day. it seemed like every evening you were telling him about one more thing someone had asked of you. you stayed up later woke earlier and he would have said something if it weren’t for your smile, so brilliant and dazzling. you seemed so eager to please so happy to help and he knew you enjoyed working. you, like him didn’t cope well with boredom. so he let it slide choose simply to do everything he could to support you.

until one day he got a call from zen. “get over to my place now. MC is, she’s locked herself in the bathroom she won’t talk to me. you know I hate to ask for help but i think she needs you”. jumin was there in a flash knocking gently on the door to zens bathroom.

when you didn’t answer he called to you “MC I know your in there it’s me can you let me in”

“I’m fine jumin”

“darling I can hear your voice shaking it’s okay to be upset but I’d like to hold you. will you let me do that?” he heard the lock click and was inside in an instant door closed behind him. you were in his arms and he was gently rubbing your back as you sobbed into his chest. “you don’t have to talk now but you should know you can tell me anything”. it took nearly an hour for you to calm down and in that time jumin had moved you to zens couch where you sat in his lap and burried your face in his suit. zen had let himself out when he saw the scene worried his presence might make things awkward for you. you heard the door open as zen returned and you wiped hastily at your cheeks trying to make yourself at least semi presentable.

“i’m sorry zen i was supposed to help you practice but all i did was cause trouble” you where still trying to calm your breathing but at least the tears had stopped. jumin stood with you as you tried to straighten yourself out.

zen set a hand on your shoulder “MC don’t apologize just, tell us what’s up. jumins so worried you can almost see him frown”. you wanted to tell zen everything was fine but the words caught in your throat and you stopped short to blink back the fresh tears in your eyes.

“if i’m right zen, MC is simply exhausted i believe it’s been quite some time since she was able to rest. i’ll escort her home so i can help her relax some. thank you for calling me.”

jumins voice had an air of finality but his hands were gentle as he began to lead you away.

at the door jumin turned to zen and said a little gentler “I’ll call you if anything happens, and again, thank you for calling me.”

zen was frozen as the door shut behind you and jumin.

“damn trust fund kid! she’s may be his wife but she’s my friend too!”

at the pent house jumin drew you a bath and added one of your favorite bathbombs all the while never letting go of your hand

“jumin?” you asked. his head shot up from pouring you a glass of wine betraying just how concerned he really was under his calm and collected facade. “what if it’s my fault?” you asked shakily.

“what if what is your fault?”

“we’ve been trying for over a year to have a baby and, what if it’s my fault we haven’t been able to?”

“is that what’s been bothering you?” he asked handing you the wine and leading you to the edge of the bathtub to bathe.

“i didn’t want to think about it so,” you trailed off letting him fill in the blanks.

“so you decided to work. I understand that.” he sighed nodding somberly.

“probably better than anyone right?” you said offering a broken chuckle as he stripped you of your shirt. he began to undress as well before replying.

“you were helping zen with his new role today right? may i ask what it’s about?”

“that’s just it, zen is playing the husband of a woman who, she looses her baby jumin, and i thought” you could feel the tears threatening to return and jumin pulled you into the hot bath with him guiding you to lean back against his chest. he shushed you gently pressing a glass of chilled wine into your hand.

“i’ll make an appointment for a fertility specialist tomorrow. you know it’s just as likely to be my fault we’ve yet to conceive”

“no way my husband is as close to perfect as they come” you joked shakily before leaning your head back to nuzzle into his neck “thank you”

fun fact

i truly believe one of the reasons jumin takes so much pleasure in tiny every day intimacy’s (you picking his tie, him brushing your hair, cooking together) is because it’s these things that highlight long term relationships. they emphasize slow comfort and familiar domesticity. they aren’t the newlywed heated puppy love he’s seen in his fathers short dime a dozen relationships. they say “it’s okay, we have a lifetime to do whatever we need, take your time” it’s a reassurance that your here to stay.

the more tangled you two become in the small everyday routines of life the hard it is to separate from eachother.

footsie with the RFA

this one is short and kinda silly but I had fun writing so I hope you'll have fun reading it 

jumin

- he does not move his legs because he knows for a fact he is not taking up more than his allotted space

- when you continue what your doing while locking eyes with him he gets it and decides to play along (as long as he’s sure no one can see what your doing)

- his piercing stair and impossibly impassive face daring you to go farther as it becomes a battle of wills.

- will you back down first and stop teasing him, or will he break first and excuse you both to someplace private >.>

- slowly it stops being the innocent romantic game of footsie and gets progressively more suggestive just to get a rise out of him >.> if you know what i mean

yoosung

- surprised and worried at first is he taking up to much room? he better tuck his legs under the chair just in case

- when he gets it he turns bright red and sputters a bit loosing track of what he was saying

- as long as you keep it innocent though he can keep some semblance of cool sure he’s nervous and a bit giddy but nothing too obvious

- listen though if you get too risqué you will have to either escort him away or stop teasing him because he is dying and doesn’t have the coherency to slip away with you himself

- and then everyone knows what’s going on. table 3b all the way across the restaurant heard his yelp and can see his beacon bright cheeks

saeyoung

- he is so down to play your game doesn’t even miss a beat in the conversation but you do catch a slight smirk when he asks you a question

- your not sure how he managed to catch your ankle in his hand without blowing both your covers but it’s infuriatingly gentle and your blushing

- you already know what that raised eyebrow means. it’s time to admit defeat he won this one

- his fingers are skimming up your calf though and you suppose turnabouts fair play

- your in for a lot of teasing when you two get home

zen

- boi has no chill

- so when you start playing you can IMMEDIATELY see his eyes darken a little

- he calls upon his acting abilities to keep a straight face and a steady voice but you can see the struggle in his eyes

- he tries to stop you either by hushed and murmured warnings or simply by pulling away from you a bit

- if you keep pushing he’ll end the event early just to get you two alone

- like i said boi ain’t got no kinda chill

jaehee

- blushing and shy but she does play along

- honestly though the best part is her face. her small shy smile as she pretends to read the menu or a text coupled with the little blush in her cheeks *chef kiss*

- it’s all playful and innocent with her though because you know better than to push it she’s a very private person when it comes to the bedroom

- okay but you both slipped off your heels under the table to play and when you get up have to double check that you slipped back on the right heel

- it only happened once but mismatched heels are a dead giveaway that some kind of funny business took place

in my brain I know the rfa are like taller leaner and stronger than my short chubby baby face self but all I can think about is getting my short ass a step stool just so i can reach their face pet their head and remind them that no matter how strong, tall, independent, stubborn, or old they get they are always and forever my precious babies and I will hold them and protect them no matter what!

listen me and jumin have a little girl that create a masterpiece like this and he frames that shiz in gold and diamonds for his desk you can’t convince me otherwise

exactly i’m sorry rent paying corporation my CEO boyfriend is having an existential crisis because of losing his cat and i really have to take care of this

no offense to my real job but i’ve got emails to answer for my fake party planning job while one of my four boyfriends has a crisis about his twin brother joining a cult and that takes up all of my time

my current diet plan is apparently to spend my entire ass lunch break texting my fictional boyfriend until i accidentally run out of time to eat the lunch i brought … jumin won’t be happy i missed a meal but he did tell me to prioritize what’s important to me soooooo

here me out guys

jumin likes soap operas imagine him and MC pretending to fight/divorce then get back together again with all the drama of a soap opera because one day MC was like “it’s been pretty quiet and peaceful lately hasn’t it jumin? how about we play a game?”

like MC ham’s it up big time but jumin being the professional he is, is actually pretty believable. maybe they just do it at home because MC like being a drama queen… maybe the press finds out and buys into the whirlwind of drama who know but at the game ends with them saying “do you really want to go?” “the only reason i’d ever leave is just so i could experience coming back to you again and again” and a sweet kiss

i think it was parks and rec where the couple said they where getting a divorce just so they could get remarried to each other and yeah that idea but over the top because jumin doesn’t do anything half way

oh shit … same ray same i like that jumin is just straight up his whole route even when going through emotional turmoil he’s completely honest with you if you ask if he’s okay when he’s not but social cues means he should say yes that’s what he tells you literally he says that in one of the chats. it’s so nice to not have to worry about are they angry and not telling me are the upset but won’t say anything if i ask him what he thinks he will absolutely give me an honest methodical and multifaceted answer. he won’t say something just to make you feel better but he will tell you he doesn’t want to hurt you.

also i imagine he’s the kind to like really go in depth into hypothetical and i enjoy that shiz if i ask you what mythological creature you’d want to be i want a 15 min verbal essay of what you chose why and when you learned about them like that kind of thing makes me so happy and i think he’d be like that.

reasons why ray is the best character:

1. jumin stan

Ray thinks it's Jumin because Jumin is matter of fact. He's easy to read because he's not got so many social cues that Ray doesn't even begin to understand... he's got a way of speaking that you couldn't ever misunderstand because he means what he says and he says what he means.

Compared to Yoosung or Zen who can be much more pointed, yeah, it's clear why he picks Jumin.

self indulgent

I've been sad. so i wrote a thing to make me less sad. maybe it'll make someone else less sad too or at the very least they can laugh at my “cringe” but either way it did make me less sad so goal accomplished.

Mc and jumin organize a bookshelf jumin asks what neko girls are and MC short circuits his brain for a couple of seconds. no smut just fluff

Moving hadn’t taken long. You had opted to donate your furniture to the local homeless shelter since Jumin’s penthouse was furnished with the highest quality furniture you could dream of. Honestly most of your things paled in comparison to the lavish goods Jumin considered tawdry. Still there were a quite a few boxes you had decided to save, filled mostly with sentimental keepsakes and the few odds and ends that catered to your specific tastes. You were practically finished by noon save the three or four boxes that sat in the main room next to the larger than life bookshelves. Certainly there was plenty of room on them. You never where a fan of negative space on bookshelves but if you were being completely honest that had more to do with how many books you needed to fit in such a finite space. Jumins bookshelves had plenty of room with just enough negative space to look perfectly balanced and while you knew Jumin had told you to do whatever you wished this felt intimate. Bookshelves where holy spaces after all, housing books that change hearts and minds alike that shape the soul and … okay so maybe you just really liked books and that made them seem important to you either way this was definitely something you wanted to do with Jumin. When you heard the door rattle with Jumin homecoming you bolt towards it excited to greet him after work.

“Jumin! Welcome home!” you cried bouncing in place as he made his way inside. You smiled as you saw the creases in his brown flatten and the stress slip from shoulders when he saw you. You waited all of 5 seconds for him to close the door giving you both some privacy from the bodyguards stationed outside before you pounced, leaping upon the business man wrapping your arms around his neck. You delighted in the deep honey of his laughter as he caught your waist in kind and kissed the top of your head gently.

“darling. I’m so glad to be home. How was your day? did you get settled?” Jumin asked as you pulled yourself back slightly giving him room to loosen his tie and set aside his coat.

“everything is in its place except um Jumin there is one thing I need if you don’t mind”

“name it and its yours”

“I wanted to share your bookshelves and I was hoping that maybe you could organize the books with me?” you admitted shyly. It had seemed like such a good idea in the beginning he could show you his favorite books, walk you through his favorite plots and tell you his favorite quotes and you could do the same with him. Yet now as you presented the idea to him you worried. What if he was to tired he had worked all day after all, what if he thought you too needy, or your books to childish. what if he didn’t want your books displayed in the living room because they weren’t very pretty, all of his books where gorgeous leather bound tomes or mint condition hardcovers, yours where second hand at best many where decommissioned library books or garage sale rescues, broken in battered and bruised by years of use. It would make sense to have them put away in a back room where they couldn’t tarnish the pristine collection Jumin had on display. Perhaps you where spiraling, working yourself into a nervous frenzy in the span of a few seconds.

“nothing would make me happier love. We can call the chef to start dinner and begin emptying the shelves for rearranging while he works.” You couldn’t help the smile that spread across your face or the giggle that escaped your lips. The surprise on Jumins face was evident if only for a second before it gave way to a warm sort of fondness. “had I known simple redecorating would make you this happy I would have stayed home and done it all with you” he said affectionately running his fingers through your hair.

“it’s not that I just,” you paused face flushing a bit “books are a big deal, ya know? My dad used to tell me that every book you read becomes a part of you and that you can learn more about someone by the books they love than by the words they say so I wanted to share that with you” jumins eyes where so soft and gentle in that moment you felt your breath hitch “I want to know everything about you and, and I want you to know everything about me” suddenly his lips where on yours fervent and full of passion the hand that had been in your hair now on your chin guiding you too him. The kiss was short and when you parted from him he stayed close, just a hairs breath from your face.

Jumin voice was little more than a whisper as he asked “how is it that every day I manage to fall more in love with you?” you couldn’t help but lean forward and kiss him again an all too familiar giddiness bubbling its way through your soul. You loved this man more than life itself and you knew that would never change.

 “so your ‘Encyclopedia of Fairies’ should go next to the Catherynne M Valente series so we can reference it while reading agreed?” you giggled thrilled that his collection of mythological reference books slotted together with your fae fiction so perfectly. Puzzle pieces connecting to create a masterpiece.

“yes I think that’s perfect. I can’t wait to read her interpretation of such ancient mythos. I also have ‘The World Guide to Gnomes, Fairies, Elves and Other Little People’ if you’d like to add it to that shelf” he said grinning like a child at show and tell.

“oh my goodness yes! That’s perfect and your book on Romanian vampires should be near my ‘Dracula’ and ‘vittorio’ that way that shelf over there can be dedicated to the occult, hauntings, and psychic reference books”

“that sound wonderful and takes care of all the written word but we still haven’t found a place for your comics” Jumin informed glancing toward the woefully large stack of manga you had brought.

“not comic Jumin manga and yeah I think we’re out of space though. I um I didn’t think I had that many books. Sorry” you admitted not meeting his eyes. He tilted your head up to look at him.

“there’s no need to apologize it simply means that tomorrow we can go shopping for another shelf and the next day we can organize those. I’m quite curious about ‘la petite cossette’ you said these where Japanese but that is most certainly a French title.”

“oh I actually think you’d like that one a lot it’s about a man who falls in love with a woman in a cursed portrait its actually pretty tragic in the end.”

“How interesting” he mused retrieving it from the pile of books and skimming through it “the art is truly enchanting and you said that manga has its own subculture?”

“yeah from neko girls to shonen action tropes it has its own vocabulary, history and groups of people its really fun”

“neko girls?” Jumin repeated and your eyes widened at his confusion. This was definitely something he of all people should know about! You jumped up and sprinted to the closet you had filled earlier that day with the few cosplay supplies you had. At the time it had taken nearly half your pay check but if Jumin liked them right now the purchase then would be completely justified. You put on your surprise as quickly as possible before rushing back out to greet Jumin who had just made it to the edge of the living room to come find where you had gone. He froze for a second processing what you were now wearing. White cat ears that moved and twitched fairly believably and just as he was able to cope with that your made paws with your hands and tried your best “nya”. For a moment you feared you may have broken him. He didn’t move his face blank, eyes fixed on you. You tried again hoping to spur some sort of reaction from him “nya?” you said turning to the side slightly to show off the other half of your surprise a white tail complete with pink bow and bell at the base where it attached to your skirt. You tilted your head to look up at him through your lashes trying every trick in your arsenal to look as cute as possible but nothing. He was completely frozen. “Jumin? Hello?” now you were getting worried “darling are you okay?” you asked placing the back of your hand on his forehead to feel for a temperature. The second your hand touched him however his face flushed.

“neko girl.” He muttered “that’s neko as in cat” you could see him trying to calm himself. Fiddling with his shirt sleeves and attempting to stay in control. You smiled standing on your tip toes to kiss his cheek and whisper in his ear.

“am I a good little kitten at least?”  you couldn’t contain your giggle as you heard him choke slightly before scooping you up bridal style.

“certainly not, in fact I think you’ve been a very bad little kitten.” He said his voice deeper than normal as he carried you back towards the bedroom.

may this post spread like wildfire and bring joy to people everywhere as it did me

A Thousand Times Over

Jumin Han x MC / Reader

Mystic Messenger

a/n: Two updates??? After how many months of nothing? You can thank the bathtub scene from the MDZS Audio Drama for this one.

Very slight citrus ahead.

You take Jumin by the hand and lead him away from the crowd of the party. It isn't often that you feel you have to insert yourself, but now more than ever after his surprise proposal, did you need to make yourself heard. And of all the people here—a warmth blooms along the bridge of your nose—you knew Jumin would listen most willingly. The two of you stop at a secluded corner, well away from prying eyes or ears.

"What is it, my dear?" He asks softly, as if he knows he is there for a reprimand.

You take a moment to compose yourself, "So the proposal?"

There's a conflicted and hurt glance that flashes across his eyes. You know the feeling. In the past eleven days, the two of you had been through so much. Even now you yourself know that. In the face of it all, you had risked kidnapping, a bomb-scare, threat via Sarah and Glam Choi (which in hindsight of the other two were hardly threats at all)—so much brought you and Jumin closer together. You had seen so much into the fragile mind of what made Jumin Han the way he is. 

The way you love him.

You sigh after a moment and gently cup his face. His storm grey eyes dazzle to light as if lit by lightning and he pauses like a deer-in-headlights within your hold. Your thumb finds purchase along the upward swell of his cheekbone, and you can't help but lightly swipe along the smooth skin there. 

He relaxes and whispers with reverence, "I apologize...if I was too hasty."

"You weren't too hasty," you interrupt before silencing yourself. You want to be careful about what you say before you say it.

Jumin is patient.

There is no regret in regards to him asking to marry you. The answer is one that you would make a thousand times over, the outcome the same each and every instance. But under the circumstances of your stay in the past eleven days, your relationship had hardly reached romantic partners let alone lovers. You wanted to make sure that he was as ready as he could be, not just you. For a man who closely guarded his heart, these were swift steps to take all at once. 

Jumin leans in suddenly and it causes you to reel back to reality. 

"Can I help you?" You try to be serious, really. But there is an amused hint at the edge of your voice that you cannot hide.

Jumin smiles. It is shy yet bright, elusive yet radiant. It is Jumin. "When you worry, your face is quite cute."

In that moment you realize that he is ready, and before you know it—the world tugs you into motion. Your hands bring his face closer, and you press a fervent kiss against his lips. His body once again seizes and you feel his breath stutter in his chest like a bird fluttering haphazardly. Every moment of his lips against yours is warm, and you have to ground yourself to his touch in order to not get lost in the dizzying sensation. 

When you pull away from him he exhales heavily and there is a tender blush that creeps along his cheeks and his ears.

"You weren't too hasty," you murmur. "Because I think no matter what, my answer will be the same. But...I can't help but wonder, how do I marry someone whom I've only kissed once?"

Understanding grows in his expression. 

"You told me to be greedy, that with you, whenever I want is fine." You're starting to feel like maybe you aren't making sense. "But you've always held yourself back. Even in this extravagant display for me. A proposal, a gift to me because of your care and love for me, there was hardly little in return for you. When will you gift yourself, Jumin?"

He stares owlishly and utters out, "Gift myself?"

"Yeah, you know…" Your hands slip from his face to his shoulders, resting comfortably. "You're always offering yourself to others. Offering your services, your money…in my case, you. But when will you let yourself be selfish? When will you truly and honestly give yourself a break?"

"You want me to be selfish?" His face has gone blank and there is something inscrutable in those stormy eyes of his.

"With me you can be selfish, you don't have to restrain yourself to look perfect," you realize that's what it always boils down to. Jumin, your lovely and quirky and considerate Jumin, versus Jumin Han the corporate heir who has both face and reputation to uphold. "You can take and no one will fault you for that."

He is quiet. 

"You must know how important it is for you to be loved and appreciated. Not just me." There's one last card in your grasp to convey your emotions, because words are so much harder to utilize. You stand up on your tiptoes. This time gentler, this time softly—your lips graze his, and you repeat his words. "Jumin. Will you let me be your life companion? My love."

You're not ready for the feverish crash of lips against yours, of your body being pressed against the wall as Jumin towers above you. Your mouth tilts into a smile as you lace your fingers through the hair at the nape of his neck. His shoulders shudder and his hand tilts your jaw, granting him better access. Everything is disorienting, and in this little hidden corner of your world, you allow Jumin to freely take from you. Your breath staggers and it feels as though you can no longer tell up from down. That's fine. Because as Jumin takes, you give so openly and freely.

He gasps in surprise as you bring him impossibly flush against you, mouth and lips and tongue pressing ever urgently into his. His nose bumps against yours, and he makes the smallest of sounds. Something sparks in your chest and you chase it. You wish to hear his little noises a thousand times over and feel the touch of his lips and skin a thousand times more. Fingers dig into your hips and the hand along your jaw is a firm anchor. You realize that he too is chasing after each noise and each little reaction of yours. 

Someone, perhaps Jaehee, calls both yours and his name from across the hall. 

Jumin shudders as if he is torn, and in a bout of rebellious pettiness, you flick your tongue between the part of his lips. You've never taken Jumin as someone who is overtly daring—perhaps bold in the way he presents himself—but never quite someone you would say is reckless. But he surprises you. In return his gives a quick bite to your tongue followed by an even quicker suck—eliciting a shocked whimper from you. 

Your knees tremble.

He pulls away slowly after that, running his thumb along your swollen bottom lip. "I'll have you know I was a perfectly sane man before you told me to be selfish."

It takes you a moment to recover, and you lick his thumb lightly. "Well if I'd known I'd get that for telling you to be selfish, I'd had done it sooner."

He chuckles, it is low and baritone, and it sends a swell of happiness through you. For once he seems so genuinely happy, so himself. And you gave that to him.

Your names are called again. 

He leans down and takes one more kiss from you, and you are more than happy to oblige. 

"So, uh, are you going to be selfish every day...or…?" you drawl out. 

This time he laughs, and the world trembles around you at the crystalline sound. Another item to your thousand times list. Definitely another item.

"Don't tempt me," he hums, his eyes lowered contently. "Be good."

"Aren't I always?" You gaze up at him eagerly.

"If that were the case…" He straightens out your outfit and then his, making sure the both of you are presentable. "Then maybe every day."

You chirp innocently at him and he shakes his head with another soft bout of laughter. Together you two make it back to the hall, where he apologizes to Jaehee—explaining you both had needed some air and a moment. She gazes unamused and ready to chew him out for pulling such a publicity nightmare for the RFA is party. But when you glance up at him from the corners of his eyes, his gaze is distant and blissful. There is a blush on his nose that isn't normally there.

all i want is to marry jumin han and run interference for him at every dinner he has to have with his dad and his dads new girlfriend like i worry that jumin is so sweet and diligent and hardworking there isn’t much I can give him but what i can do is pull chairman hans new girl aside for “girl talk” and pretend to like literally anyone for the express purpose of jumin getting to spend more genuine quality time with his dad. i don’t think chairman han is a bad dad he just losses himself when it come to girls

NOOOO BUT FR CHAIRMAN HAN SOUNDS SO SWEET LIKE HE JUST WANTS REAL LOVE I DON'T GET HOW EVERYONE HATES HIM

HE DOESSS. he's done very questionable things but when he's outside of jumins route, all he wants is to find love 😭😭

listen you cannot convince me that jumin didn’t do this at his and MC’s wedding imagine jaehee pushing the stroller with elizabeth the third as the cutest little ring bearer. the second she reaches the new couple she meows to mc which MC responds to by giving a soft happy smile and saying “yes elizabeth i promise to make jumin the happiest i possibly can”. jumin is taken aback by this but elizabeth just settles herself down contentedly like that addressed all her concerns perfectly making him chuckle press a quick kiss to MC’s cheek. mc giggles and mock scolds him, “jumin the kiss comes later!” and everyone in the audience is like “oh my god this couple just gave me diabetes their so sweet”

The Ring Bearer understood his mission 

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i want to run jumins shoulders

i want him to sit on the floor in front of the couch while i massage his shoulders and he tells me about some absolute jackleg trying to do business with C&R and making jumins life harder

i want him to relax against my legs as his head falls back into my lap and he smiles up at me saying “thank you for listening my love” and then chuckling when i blush before leaning down to kiss him

i believe that jumin and I have the same core desire

perhaps this is a delusion, something i’ve invented to feel closer to a character i adore but i’d like to share anyone perhaps someone out there will relate

i believe jumin wants to be seen. really seen not simply looked at. i believe so many people have looked at him and assumed they see him and moved on that he feels unbearably lonely. to be seen is a rare thing. to have someone see us as we are no facades or assumptions, no role to play or weakness to hide that is a gift. jumin locks away his emotions so often that he is never seen. people label him and never look beyond that label. he is told to be strong, cordial, professional, mature and he is. he puts on those traits like a shield wears them like a cape and suddenly no one can see him.

jumin wants to be seen in a world that is filled to the brim with people to busy or blind to try.

i connect with jumin because i would like to be seen but like him i have no idea how to go about it.