I See You In The Buzzing Of Bugs, And The Restlessness Of Chickens.

 I see you in the buzzing of bugs, and the restlessness of chickens.

 I see you under my skin, and under my tongue. In the fat of meat and the vile of illness.

 I see you in your absence and abundance, in both the feast and famine. In gore along the black paved street. In the red upon wet lips.

 You live in between the tears of men and the laughter at a child’s naivety. You hang upon my shelves and again upon my frame as though it were never mine at all.

In screaming lines and silent words.

 Others bear you maroon, yellow, red. A tool to be used and paint violence across walls.

 Others see you in blue, black, purple. The hanging doom above them, no end to the depthless clouds.

 Why do I see you in everything at all? Another, another, yet another.

Tinted sad and silent and inevitable, yet not cruel by choice. When suffering, are you not safer? And yet, I don’t want you. I want to live, but to live is to be surrounded by you. Your absence brings us boredom, your arrival brings discomfort. So what are we to do?

Where are we not to see you, if you live in everything?

Well.

Perhaps we are to live beside your patient steps.

Want to learn something new in 2022??

Absolute beginner adult ballet series (fabulous beginning teacher)

40 piano lessons for beginners (some of the best explanations for piano I’ve ever seen)

Excellent basic crochet video series

Basic knitting (probably the best how to knit video out there)

Pre-Free Figure Skate Levels A-D guides and practice activities (each video builds up with exercises to the actual moves!)

How to draw character faces video (very funny, surprisingly instructive?)

Another drawing character faces video

Literally my favorite art pose hack

Tutorial of how to make a whole ass Stardew Valley esque farming game in Gamemaker Studios 2??

Introduction to flying small aircrafts

French/Dutch/Fishtail braiding

Playing the guitar for beginners (well paced and excellent instructor)

Playing the violin for beginners (really good practical tips mixed in)

Color theory in digital art (not of the children’s hospital variety)

Retake classes you hated but now there’s zero stakes:

Calculus 1 (full semester class)

Learn basic statistics (free textbook)

Introduction to college physics (free textbook)

Introduction to accounting (free textbook)

Learn a language:

Ancient Greek

Latin

Spanish

German

Japanese (grammar guide) (for dummies)

French

Russian (pretty good cyrillic guide!)

burning text gif maker

heart locket gif maker

minecraft advancement maker

minecraft logo font text generator w/assorted textures and pride flags

windows error message maker (win1.0-win11)

FromSoftware image macro generator (elden ring Noun Verbed text)

image to 3d effect gif

vaporwave image generator

microsoft wordart maker (REALLY annoying to use on mobile)

you're welcome

5houghts on the minecraft movie teaser trailer?

I hope everyone involved with the film finds themselves stricken by the Pharaoh's curse and they all die within the span of 4 years

Minish cap... rigging the lottery, got it

Weird peeve time. Calling lab grown gemstones “fake” is stupid because it’s the same shit just not formed naturally. An artificially grown diamond is the same shit as a natural diamond it is the exact same material bro it’s all fuckign carbon