I Cant-

I Can’t-

I’m sitting here trying to hard to sit down and write/focus in general and I just can’t stop steaming about Jungkook getting swarmed by all those fans! I didn’t find out until like two hours ago and I can’t stop thinking about it 😡😡😡

Imma fight all those girls that swarmed him like that. Do you have no respect for him? The poor angel... I need to just go sit in a corner and calm down before I lose my mind 😅

Didn’t Ask For This Pt 8 (Roommate!JK x OC)

A/N: I’m back! I was busy this weekend with work, and when I wasn’t busy, I was spending time with my husband. I finally have some time to get back to writing, so I thought I’d drop this post! Hope this part was worth the wait! *blasts Got7′s eclipse in my ears because <3*

Summary: “I didn’t know you hated me so much,” he spoke as he grabbed my wrist and once again turned me around to face him, “and quite honestly, I don’t think I’ve done anything horrible enough for you to hate me to the degree that you do.” “You say that like the hate isn’t mutual,” I remarked as he shook his head. There was a bitter smile on his face as he took a deep breath, “I think you are quite honestly one of the worst human beings I’ve had to come in contact with.”

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Yoongi eyed me very carefully when I started walking toward the back room. I glanced his way, only to look away out of embarrassment. I was terrified that he was going to read me like a book if I didn’t get my act together.

I opened the door to the back room as Yoongi walked in the room at the same time from the concession stand. I sent a smile his way as he slightly narrowed his eyes.

“Where’s your broom and dustpan?” he asked as my eyes widened. I completely forgot about them!

“U-Uh,” I spoke as I internally cringed. So much for not seeming suspicious… “I forgot them by the door to the dumpster because I had to take some trash out.”

Yoongi continued to eye me for a few seconds as I looked away and walked over to the computer to clock out. I felt his eyes stay on mine the entire time as I felt increasingly nervous.

“Have you clocked out already?” I asked, trying to change the subject.

“Yeah,” He nodded before walking toward me, “So… What are you going to do when you get home?”

My face drained as I looked over at Yoongi, “Wh-what do you mean?” Was he onto me?

Yoongi just raised an eyebrow at me as I felt my embarrassment swallowing me whole, “With Taehyung? Are you going to tell him?”

“Tell him what?” He knew! How did he know?! Did he see us and just isn’t admitting it?

“About knowing about Soomin,” Yoongi spoke slowly as I looked away from him and sighed. I was being so incredibly obvious and it was killing me. My emotions were all over the place as I grabbed my bag, pulling my hair out of it’s ponytail so that I had somewhere to hide my embarrassment.

I almost completely forgot that even happened earlier…

“I-I’m not sure… Jungkook asked me not to tell because he wasn’t supposed to be the person to tell me, but I don’t know whether I’m going to listen to him or not.” I felt myself calming down as the two of us made our way out of the back room, “However, I don’t think it’d be smart to bring this up to Taehyung right now… he’s pretty mad at Jungkook, and this would just make everything worse.”

Yoongi stayed quiet for a couple seconds as I felt my nerves get the best of me. He glanced over at me before he took a deep breath, “So are you going to tell me?”

My eyes widened for a second before I could stop myself from looking so guilty. Just play dumb! “Tell you what?”

“What happened between you and Jungkook just now?”

My face heated up as I gripped one of the straps on my small backpack, “I haven’t seen Jungkook all day. Nothing happened.”

As if on cue, Jungkook walked out of one of the theaters that we were walking past as I stiffened. Jungkook was a much better actor than I could ever hope to be as he just smiled at the two of us and waved us off with a ‘bye’.

Yoongi waved back as I continued to look at Jungkook, feeling so pathetic as I moved further from him. I was only a little addicted to him right now, and it was definitely not because anything happened between us or anything…

“Okay, what the hell happened between you two?” Yoongi mumbled under his breath after we passed by Jungkook.

“I don’t know why you think something happened. I haven’t really seen him since he got here and we were initially fighting.” I spoke, feeling my confidence slowly coming back. I was relieved to not be in a constant state of embarrassment.

“Then explain why he had two brooms and dustpans.”

I opened my mouth to respond, only to curse under my breath. Yoongi seemed to catch my mumbling, because he stood closer to me and started getting even more pushy.

“So did you two make out?”

My eyes widened at Yoongi as I felt myself growing flustered again, “Wh-what’d you just say?”

“I said did you two make up?” Yoongi repeated with raised eyebrows as I closed my eyes in relief. My overactive brain was making me hear things… I couldn’t wait for this feeling to go away. I don’t know why I was such a bumbling idiot after Jungkook and I…

My face heated up once again as I thought back to what had happened just a few minutes ago… I wanted to believe that I was only this flustered because it was not just my second kiss, but my first time making out…

And it was also the first time that I’d ever felt that… aroused by someone. It was so embarrassing! I wanted to crawl up in a hole and die thinking back at what I had done and how desperate I seemed for him.

As if I wasn’t flustered enough, my brain decided to take this time to remind myself of what Taehyung had made me promise to him the other night…

“Ari?” Yoongi spoke as I jumped and started nodding.

“Oh! Uh- yeah. We talked it out and now we hate each other a little less,” I responded as Yoongi took a deep breath. I could tell that something was still bothering him about this situation, but he didn’t voice any of it, this I was grateful for.

“That’s good,” he nodded, and he seemed to be ending that conversation there, much to my delight. The rest of our walk to our cars was very silent, and I was relieved to say the least.

“Well,” I sighed and stopped walking when I got to my car, “I guess I’ll see you tomorrow? You’re cleaning with me, right?”

Yoongi nodded and sent me a soft smile as he started backing away to his car. “Be prepared, because it’s us two and Jungkook.” He had a slightly teasing smile on his face as he said that, only for it to turn into a slightly worried look, “I should probably be saying that to myself, not you.”

“We’ll be okay,” I laughed as I moved closer to my car, “Bye Yoongi!”

He waved at me as I got into my car, “Bye.”

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Taehyung and I spent the rest of the afternoon and a good portion of the evening watching sitcoms on Netflix, and we had decided to order pizza to eat during our marathon. It was nice spending time with him like this. I wasn’t used to being able to just hang around with him like we did before he went off to college.

I couldn’t help but think about the situation with Soomin every once in a while when I would look his way, but I wasn’t going to say anything to him. He obviously wasn’t ready for me to know yet, and I wasn’t ready to bring it up.

It made me wonder if this is what he was so worried about the other night when Jungkook made a big deal over my spaghetti not being to his standards.

“Jungkook should be home soon,” Taehyung mentioned as I looked at the clock. Wow, time flew by today. It felt like I just came home from work a couple minutes ago, “Is there anything you wanted to do before he comes in to ruin the mood?”

I slightly giggled and rolled my eyes, “Jungkook ruining the relaxed and fun mood? You know him so well.”

Taehyung smiled and leaned on my shoulder as I scrolled through the episodes of the show we’d been bingeing. I took a deep breath as my brain continued to think back on the thought that Jungkook was going to be here within the next 20 minutes… I could only hope that I could keep my cool in front of Taehyung when he gets here. I had no idea what to expect after everything that had happened. Was he going to pretend it never happened?

How would that make me feel if he did?

“I just wanna keep watching this if you’re fine with that,” I shrugged as Taehyung looked up at me. He slightly sat up before looking at his phone, only to look back up at the TV.

“He might come in at the end of the episode,” Taehyung spoke as I rolled my eyes.

“So? He can wait for us to finish the episode. He’s not a child.” I spoke. Taehyung gave me a look as I couldn’t resist laughing, “He’s not that much of a child.

“That’s more accurate,” Taehyung winked as I continued laughing softly.

I took a deep breath and slightly sat up as some nerves bubbled in my stomach, “Are you two okay now? I know that things were strained for a little bit…”

Taehyung nodded and sent me a genuine smile, “He and I talked a good bit the other day. He reassured me of things that I was irrationally afraid of happening.”

I felt my interest peak as Taehyung saw my question coming from a mile away. He began answering it before I even had the chance to ask.

“He mainly told me that I had nothing to worry about between the two of you.”

I felt myself begin choking on my own saliva at that comment, and I felt my eyes grow wide and my face flush red. Jungkook actually said that? He said that and then proceeded to pull his little stunt today?

...It made me wonder if he was planning on us hooking up and just never telling Taehyung. If that was the extent of what our relationship was to him, I think I would vomit from what we just did today.

“Well that’s good,” I spoke, hoping and praying that he didn’t notice my very slight change in pitch, “Do you wanna keep talking or can I start the episode?”

“Just start the episode,” Taehyung nodded before he leaned in and gave me a soft side hug, “I love you, Ari. I just want what’s best for you.”

“I love you, too,” I slightly hugged back, but I felt unsettled. I wonder how Taehyung would feel if he ever found out what Jungkook and I did…

…

The moment that Jungkook walked in the door, my eyes met his tired ones. I didn’t know whether to smile at him when I saw him or not, but just the look in his eyes made me slightly nervous.

I turned over to look at Taehyung, only to notice that he had actually fallen asleep in just the past few minutes. When I thought about it, he was probably exhausted because he went in to work at 6 this morning.

“Hey,” I whispered as he glanced over at Taehyung. I started to get up very slowly to try and not wake Taehyung up. Jungkook just sighed and walked out of the room and into his. I furrowed my eyebrows and moved toward his room, feeling slightly anxious. These next few moments had a lot riding on their shoulders.

“Jungkook,” I called as I turned and glanced in his room. He had already thrown off his work shirt and was standing in the corner of his room looking through his piles of clothes for a shirt.

I tried to not stare at him but he made it so… hard. He looked very fit for someone that eats all the junk that he does, and his body was… really nice to look at.

Jungkook finally found another shirt to slip on as I felt myself sigh in relief. I was not going to be okay if Jungkook had decided to walk around without a shirt on.

“Jungkook,” I softly spoke as I leaned against the door frame. He spun around and looked at me for a couple seconds before looking away.

“Unless you wanna see me strip to my underwear in three seconds, I’d suggest you turn around while I change,” Jungkook spoke, his tone completely innocent.

I felt my face flush at his words as I almost turned into a stumbling mess, embarrassment written all over my face. I was just relieved that he didn’t say that a different way…

I spun around and allowed time for him to finish changing as I took a few deep breaths. The suspense was killing me, and he was so hard for me to read most of the time… I didn’t have the slightest clue on what he was feeling right now.

I heard the sound of little sprays of something, and I felt my nerves spike at what I realized it probably was. It didn’t take long to confirm my suspicions when I felt Jungkook’s arms snake around me from behind. He pulled me back into his room to get away from to doorway, but he left the door wide open.

“Hey,” he whispered into my hair as I took a deep breath. I leaned back into him as I smiled at his heavenly scent. How could anyone resist a man that smells like this?

“Hey,” I responded after recovering from Jungkook’s sudden attack on my senses. “So about today-”

I stopped talking when Jungkook spun me around to look me in the eyes. I lost my train of thought as my eyes locked onto his dark brown ones. We stood there in silence for several seconds just staring at each other.

“You didn’t tell Taehyung anything, right?” he asked as I remembered what Taehyung had told me not too long ago.

“Of course not. If I had, he wouldn’t have been able to sleep tonight,” I whispered, a little paranoid that he had woken up and neither of us knew since we were in a different room. “You, however, have some explaining to do.”

Jungkook raised an eyebrow as I crossed my arms across my chest. His arms didn’t move from around my waist as I swallowed, clearing my throat to continue.

“You told him that there was nothing to worry about between the two of us,” I spoke as Jungkook’s gaze averted from mine, “Do you care explaining why you said that?”

“Well what was I going to say?” Jungkook spoke in a harsh whisper, “I was not about to tell him anything that he didn’t want to hear. Besides, Taehyung doesn’t have to know.”

“You don’t think that he wouldn’t notice that we’re different around each other?” I asked as Jungkook shook his head.

“Not if we bicker like usual,” he started running his hands up and down my sides as his eyes flicked down to my lips, “Now can we stop talking about your brother? It’s a real turn off…”

I felt my face heat up as I grabbed his hands and pulled them off of me, “Jungkook, we can’t do anything otherwise Taehyung would find out.” I meant what I said, but the embarrassment over what he said wouldn’t go away. I was not ready for that, and I’m scared that I’ll end up doing something I regret if I’m not careful.

“C’mon,” Jungkook moved his arms back around my waist, “Just a little bit…”

His lips pressed against mine as butterflies fluttered all in my stomach, my heartbeat increasing from both pleasure and fear. I leaned into him slightly as Jungkook tilted his head to the side, pressing his lips to mine with so much force that I almost had to bend backwards again.

I tried to pull away from him, but Jungkook caught my lips again and his teeth softly bit down on my bottom lip as I tried my hardest to resist him.

“J-Jungkook,” I spoke as he slightly groaned and pulled away, “What’s gotten into you, anyway? Why are you all of the sudden so… clingy?”

He looked away from me and swallowed, pulling away from me when we heard faint shuffling in the living room. I started to get really paranoid as I backed out of Jungkook’s room and walked down the hallway into the living room.

I slightly jumped when I saw Taehyung standing up and stretching with a yawn coming out of his mouth. He spotted me only seconds later as he sent me a lazy smile.

“I guess I fell asleep,” he chuckled as I nodded. I was hoping and praying that he didn’t see any kind of blush on my face, “I guess I should head to bed, huh?”

I nodded and just watched as Taehyung walked past me and into his room. He glanced in Jungkook’s room for a second before he glanced back over at me down the hallway.

“Goodnight guys,” he said before he slowly pulled his door closed. I continued to stand in the same spot for several seconds, making sure that Taehyung wasn’t going to walk right back out of his room.

Jungkook poked his head out of the room and his eyes met mine quickly. I stayed rooted to my spot as he slightly smiled.

“Are you just going to stand there like that?” he asked as I felt my face turn red. He moved into the hallway with me as I felt my nerves grow.

Jungkook moved his arms around me once more as I took a deep breath and swallowed. I put my hands on his and moved his hands from around me.

“For one, not in this hallway for sure,” I spoke in a low voice as Jungkook watched me intently, “and two, what is this? What is going on here?”

“Do you want to move to your room to talk about this?” he asked quietly as I just nodded and started making my way into my room. Once we both got in, Jungkook closed the door behind him and took a deep breath.

“I really like you, Ari,” he spoke in a soft voice as I turned around to face him, “I wasn’t originally going to tell you since Taehyung is my best friend and you’re his little sister… but I just…”

He moved closer to me as I felt shivers run down my spine, “It was driving me crazy every time you were serious when arguing with me. Most of the time it was over that stupid drama with your friend, and I couldn’t stand the fact that you hated me so much because of something that I found completely justified.”

I didn’t know what to say to that as Jungkook wrapped his arms around me for the nth time tonight, “God, do I love arguing with you, but fighting? Fighting with you was the worst.”

I swallowed and looked down in embarrassment, “Since when did you become so… cliche?” I asked as Jungkook laughed and placed a small kiss on my forehead. I had to say, clingy Jungkook was the best Jungkook…

“I’m a jerk, or as you like to call me, an ass,” he laughed into my hair as I laid my head on his shoulder, “But when it comes to relationships, I’m 100% devoted and faithful.”

“You?” I asked, ignoring the fact that he had pretty much confirmed that he wanted us to be in a relationship. “Mr. ‘I only sleep with girls that have no interest in dating’ is faithful and devoted?”

“When will you get it through your thick skull that I haven’t really been like that recently? The last time I slept around was the summer after my second year of college. It’s been a while.”

“A year,” I slightly pulled away for him, “One year isn’t as long as you’re making it sound.”

Jungkook sighed and rolled his eyes, “The point is, I don’t do that anymore. That life is not nearly as great as they make it seem in movies and books.”

“What kind of books are you reading?” I laughed as Jungkook slightly narrowed his eyes at me.

“Don’t pretend like you’ve never read Erotica,” Jungkook spoke in a soft, low voice that sent shivers down my spine. I was about to deny his claims when he cut me off, “you left your laptop open to a very… erotic story the other day. Pretty sure it was Fanfiction, too. Be glad that I’m the one to have found it and not Taehyung.”

My eyes widened as my all my blood ran up to my face. It was burning so hot that you could have cooked pancakes on them. I buried my head in his shoulder in embarrassment, and he just chuckled, squeezing my waist lightly.

“Teasing aside,” Jungkook took a deep breath and pulled my head up with his hand on my chin so that I looked at him, “While I would love to call it a day and claim you as my girlfriend, Taehyung is in the way of that…”

I took a deep breath and nodded, my nerves coming back at the thought of him finding out about any of this. I was terrified of what he would do to Jungkook, especially since Jungkook promised him multiple times that nothing will happen between us.

“Oh great,” Jungkook mumbled as he looked up at the ceiling, “What about Jung? Didn’t he ask you out on another date?”

I looked away from Jungkook at his question, silently cursing myself for lying about that. The truth was that Hoseok never actually texted me, and I feel like he just told Taehyung that he would text me just out of courtesy.

“Er,” I started as Jungkook raised a brow, “He, uh… He never actually texted me. I lied about that…”

Jungkook stayed silent for a few seconds, and I was surprised when a smirk appeared on his face. He leaned in closer to me so that his lips were right in front of mine, and I leaned my nose into his.

“Did you do that to make me jealous or what?” he growled as shivers ran down my spine. I moved my hands to rest on his chest as his eyes pierced into mine.

“You didn’t seem very effected last night when I said it,” I spoke in a soft and weak voice. Jungkook’s eyes were turning me into mush just looking at him, despite the intensity in them.

“Trust me,” he spoke against my lips as a shiver ran down my spine, “I just hide things well.”

He pressed his lips against mine in a surprisingly soft kiss as I gripped at his shirt much like earlier today, pulling him further into me. My heart fluttered at just how soft the kiss was, so when I felt him shoving me backward, I nearly lost my balance.

We crashed into the wall as Jungkook’s lips left mine to trail open mouth kisses down my neck. I felt him suck a little on my skin as I felt slight panic rise in my throat. I tried to say something to him about needing to be careful, but when I opened my mouth, all that came out was a small moan.

“Don’t worry,” he spoke into my neck, seemingly having read my mind, “I’m being careful.”

I moved my hands to his shoulders and lightly squeezed them as Jungkook began giving my collarbone some open mouth kisses. I shivered under his touch as my hands moved from his shoulders and landed in his hair once again.

“God, you smell amazing,” I sighed as Jungkook chuckled against my skin. He trailed the kisses back up as my eyes locked onto his once more. I could see his eyes darkening from desire, and that was all it took for me to get a little too nervous. I wasn’t ready for that, and I certainly wasn’t about to have Taehyung be in the next room when it happened…

“O-Okay, we should call it a night,” I spoke as Jungkook’s hand started trailing down my body. Jungkook just smiled at my sheepish voice, and he complied by moving his hand to hold mine.

“I just want to make this clear,” Jungkook softly spoke, pulling slightly away from me, “Do you want to me my girlfriend?”

I swallowed and moved my hand to hold his scarred cheek, “I do…”

“Then promise me that you won’t let Taehyung know. You can tell Chaeyoung and Yoongi as long as they understand that Taehyung is to stay in the dark,” he took a deep breath and held my hand that was holding his face.

“But then when will we tell Taehyung?” I asked under my breath as Jungkook slightly grimaced.

“Never?”

I felt my stomach painfully twist at his words as I searched his eyes, “What do you mean ‘never’?”

Jungkook seemed to slightly panic for saying something that obviously made me upset. He couldn’t seem to figure it out as he tried to make a recovery

“I mean, once the summer is over and we go back to our separate colleges, everything will be back to normal.” he spoke, but my expression didn’t change. Boys are… stupid.

“Got it,” I swallowed and pulled away from him. I opened my door and walked out of my own room, looking for a water that I could drink. I needed to calm down. I was not about to have a meltdown… I was going to have a reasonable conversation with Jungkook because we’ve been very reasonable with each other the past couple hours.

“Ari,” Jungkook called out as he grabbed my arm. I pulled my arm from his and grabbed a water bottle, chugging the whole thing fairly quickly. “Ari, what-”

“I’m sorry, there was a misunderstanding,” I shook my head and took a few deep breaths, “I’m not the kind of person who does flings. I don’t like getting in a relationship that I know will inevitably end.”

“Well what did you expect?” Jungkook’s voice got a little higher as I could sense him getting upset, “I have to go back to college when summer is over, you know.”

“I’m just not into the idea of this. Just because you haven’t had sex in the past week doesn’t mean that you can be literally the sweetest human being for a couple hours just so that I’ll agree to be your summer fuck-buddy.” I swallowed, trying not to raise my voice. It was just so… hard. He was so oblivious!

“You think I’m in it just because I haven’t had sex since I came home?” Jungkook narrowed his eyes and I nodded and crossed my arms across my chest.

“You’ve mentioned multiple times that you can’t bring girls back here because Taehyung and I also live here. How convenient for you that you now have feelings for me so that you wouldn’t have to bring any girl home, there would already be a girl at home waiting for you.”

I spun around and rushed off to my room, but Jungkook wasn’t done.

“You think this is all because of convenience?” he laughed in disbelief, “You know what? Maybe it was! Maybe I’m just blinded by my dick because I actually thought that you were tolerable for a little while. I obviously forgot what you were actually like.”

“God you’re such an asshole,” I glared. I didn’t even have any tears to shed because I was just beyond pissed. “Here I was thinking that your feelings went past a fling.”

“You thought wrong,” he glared back, “thank you for reminding me of how bitchy you are. I hope you enjoyed our last couple hours because that’s the most male contact you’re going to get for the rest of your life.”

I felt myself huffing as I glared at the man in front of me. Was this a nightmare, or was earlier just a dream? I felt my heart breaking as I clenched my fists as hard as I could manage. I felt my nails tear into my skin as I bit my lip and found the strength to turn around and walk back into my room.

“I hope you like your stay here for this last night,” I spoke as I turned around, “because I’m going to tell Taehyung everything that just happened. I hope you have a backup plan.”

A tear slipped out of my eye without warning, but Jungkook didn’t seem to notice.

“Y-You wouldn’t,” Jungkook’s angry exterior crumbled as I narrowed my eyes. “You won’t.”

“Try me,” I spat, “You’ve hurt me enough, and I’m not about to let you stay here and try and seduce me with your stupid cologne and your empty words. I’ve never felt so… used. You know what, Jungkook? You’re still the exact same person that you were in high school, except now you’re worse since you let girls get their hopes up of an actual future. When you sleep around, they at least know your intentions.”

Jungkook stayed quiet as I gripped the door to my room. He seemed to be trying to figure out what to say, but he was taking forever. I started to close to door, but I stopped short when he spoke up.

“If you try and tell Taehyung everything that just happened, I’ll just deny it all. We’ll see who we believes.”

“He’s pissed at you right now.”

“He knows how dramatic you are, plus I’ve sworn to him that I wouldn’t touch you. He won’t believe you.”

“Do you understand how disgusting that makes you sound?” I glared as I opened my door again, “You still tried to make advances on me, despite constantly telling Taehyung otherwise.”

“It’s because I must have lost my common sense after telling him I wouldn’t touch you. God, I nearly forgot how bitchy you are! I dodged a bullet there because the last thing I want is having some clingy girl being upset over me being gone at college.”

I bit down on my lips as I pursed them, and I quickly slammed the door closed. I ran over to my bed and sat on it in a fetal position. I felt my body burning in every place that he had touched me, and I felt… disgusting.

I shook as I let tears spill out of my eyes. I was getting sick of crying over Jungkook or some hurtful thing he said or did. I felt my heart being torn into pieces the more I thought about everything… All of that was just so that I would sleep with him?

I dug my nails into my legs and I squeezed them closed. I almost considered letting that man take my virginity…

I shivered and looked at the time. I might as well get used to the feeling that I’m going through, because there was no way that I was falling asleep tonight.

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A/N: I’m sorry but JK is an idiot. Unfortunately due to his stupidity, everything can’t stay happy for too long. I hope you enjoyed! *Continues to blast Got7′s eclipse in my ears*

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OK SO JK DID OVERHEAR OC ADMITTING SHES IN LOVE WITH HIM DSKLGHS this can now go both ways for a while.. either oc is gonna get a bit sad and angry bc he knew but didnt even acknowledge it and still kept being a lil mean to her so it looks like he played with her still or ;) wink wonk theyll finally sort things out either way im READY I LOOOOOOOVE UR FIC I LOOOOOVE THE WAY YOU WRITE ANGST AND JEALOUSY RIP MY HEART OUT MY CHEST WITH UR ANGST but pls put it back in my chest too at the end

THANK YOU!! Don’t worry, I won’t leave your heart ripped out like that. I’m not that evil! 😂

But the wait is almost over! I’m about to post the next part so you’ll find out what happens! 😉

Didn’t Ask For This Pt 11 (Roommate!JK x OC)

A/N: This chapter may be short but WOW is it a big one. I felt like this one was better left to just be pure fluffy feel-good kinda stuff. Enjoy ;)

Summary: “I didn’t know you hated me so much,” he spoke as he grabbed my wrist and once again turned me around to face him, “and quite honestly, I don’t think I’ve done anything horrible enough for you to hate me to the degree that you do.” “You say that like the hate isn’t mutual,” I remarked as he shook his head. There was a bitter smile on his face as he took a deep breath, “I think you are quite honestly one of the worst human beings I’ve had to come in contact with.”

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It wasn’t long before we had all retired to our separate rooms for the night. At least I thought I had the rest of the night to myself, but when I jumped at the sound of my door being opened, I internally groaned. Jungkook was back to finish the argument that we had only just started earlier.

“Come here,” Jungkook motioned for me to walk toward him as I quirked a brow.

“Excuse me? Am I a pet to you?” I asked as Jungkook glared my way. “And aren’t you sick?”

“My fever broke like five hours ago,” Jungkook shrugged off my comment as I rolled my eyes, “And don’t make me say it again.”

“You can’t be serious right now,” I laughed in disbelief as I sat up on my bed. “No. I’m not going to go over to you. You come over here.”

Jungkook took his turn to quirk a brow, “Oh? Are you sure about that?”

The two of us looked at my bed for a couple seconds before I felt my face drain of all color. On second thought, I’ll just go with Jungkook’s suggestion…

I sighed and got up from the bed as I walked up to him expectantly. He opened the door to my room and lead the two of us out the apartment door. All I had on were pajamas and slippers, but Jungkook reassured me that I didn’t need anything decent for where we were going.

Low and behold, we ended up on the roof of my building. I didn’t even know the roof was accessible to us, yet Jungkook somehow figured out how to get to it after only living here for about two weeks.

“So why did you bring me to the roof?” I asked, worry dripping in my voice. I had a pretty good idea on why he’d drag me up here in the middle of the night. He didn’t want Taehyung to hear our arguing after all.

“You know, it’s really rude to lead someone on.”

I looked over to Jungkook who was leaning over the edge of the concrete wall around us. I leaned against it as well as I studied his features. He was just looking out among the apartment buildings, not daring to meet my gaze.

“Leading him on?” I asked as Jungkook broke his gaze from the buildings. His eyes locked onto mine as the combination of his stare and the wind sent shivers throughout my body.

“You went on a date with Hoseok right after admitting that you like me,” Jungkook tilted his head, his tone completely calm. His mellow attitude was making me feel unsettled as I swallowed and tried to keep my gaze on him.

“You can like two people at once,” I spoke with an unsure voice, “Plus, you can stop liking someone. We’re just going on dates to see where things are going. We’re not committed to one another.”

“Okay,” Jungkook nodded, a hint of impatience in his tone, “Maybe you can like two people at once.”

I nodded as the air was silent for several seconds. The only sound was the wind blowing through our hair, whistling as it passed the walls obstructing it’s path.

I couldn’t help but look over at Jungkook for a couple seconds before he pushed himself away from the edge of the building. He turned to me and took a few steps in my direction, stopping right beside me. There was barely any distance between the two of us as I dared to turn my body to face his.

“You have a fair point there,” Jungkook continued as I leaned my side against the concrete next to me. His left arm reached up to carefully snake around my waist, pulling my body to be flush against his.

My breath hitched in my throat as my eyes didn’t dare break from his beautiful ones. He didn’t smirk or even smile as he looked down at me. His face was completely serious as his mouth muttered his next few words. It was as if the wind was also shaken by his words and his tone because it began picking up after he said them.

“But can you be in love with two people at once?”

I didn’t justify him with a response as I continued to look into his eyes. They were so soft and addicting to look into, and I couldn’t help but lean myself further into him.

“Who said I was in love with you?” I asked, but my tone wasn’t fooling anyone. Jungkook’s hands gripped at my shirt rather aggressively as he swallowed, struggling to keep his gaze on mine.

“You did,” he whispered, his lips dangerously close to my own. I felt my subconscious try to break through at his words, telling me to deny his claims at all costs. Jungkook does not need to know that I’m in love with him.

But as his nose brushed against mine and my heart began soaring, I figured that maybe allowing him that information wasn’t so bad…

His lips were leaning into mine before they met once again, and my felt my breathing stop short. He leaned my body further into the concrete that was now behind me as I moved my hands to rest on his chest.

The kiss was short and sweet as Jungkook pulled away, looking down at me with a look that I couldn’t mistake for anything else except adoration.

“This can’t work, Jungkook,” I felt my voice reasoning with him as he looked down, swallowing at my resistance.

“And why not?” he tried to sound calm, but I could hear bits of worry and annoyance breaking through his filter.

“We already had this conversation. You want a fling and I want a relationship that’s going somewhere,” I calmly informed as I could see Jungkook’s calm attitude wearing away, I knew this charade was too good to be true,

“I show you that I can be civil with you, and all you do is turn me away,” he removed his arms from around my waist as I tried to ignore the aching in my heart from his sudden absence.

“This is who we really are around each other, Jungkook,” I shook my head and gestured between the two of us, “We can’t get along for longer than a couple hours, and we want different things.”

Jungkook swallowed and looked away from me as he tried to keep his voice calm like I was. “Why are you the only girl that has turned me away not just once, but twice, yet I still want you anyway?”

I felt my heart jump at his words as he suddenly charged at me, pulling me completely against him again as I reached up and grabbed his head, bringing his mouth down to meet mine. The kiss didn’t last long before I pushed his lips away.

“We shouldn’t do this, Jungkook,” I mumbled, but my desires were kicking in too hard. Jungkook’s lips connected with mine once again as he wasted no time to add his tongue to the mix. I embraced his needy kiss as my tongue danced with his. He leaned further into me as the two of us stumbled back to the edge of the building. The concrete wall came up to my lower back as Jungkook pushed me further into it, leaning into me so much that I felt myself kissing him back with such a force that had to send him backward.

“So tell me,” Jungkook mumbled in between our kisses, “Does Jung make you feel like this?”

Instead of connecting his lips back to mine, he trailed his lips down my throat, sucking at the skin on my neck. I felt my head fill with worry as I felt just how harshly he was sucking at my skin. “J-Jungkook,” I called to try and stop him from leaving hickeys all along my neck. “You need to be more careful…”

“Hell no,” he growled against my skin as I felt aching between my legs from his words.

“What do you mean no?” I asked as he pulled away to look into my dark eyes with his cloudy ones.

“I want everyone to know that you’re mine and mine alone,” he spoke as I felt tingly all throughout my body.

“I d-don’t belong to you,” I stuttered as Jungkook began sucking at my neck again. I could feel the hickeys forming as paranoia filled my thoughts. “What about Tae?”

“Him too,” Jungkook pulled away and connected his lips with mine again, “He can’t stop us from being together.”

“He was stopping us the other day,” I sassed as he growled and narrowed his eyes at me.

“You talk to much,” he spoke before diving back in, the kisses growing hungrier and hungrier. I couldn’t help but respond to his advances the more he touched me. His hands running along my body sent my mind in places they’d never been before.

“Jungkook,” I panted as his hand started riding my shirt upwards. “On a roof? You’re trying to undress me on a roof.”

“I’m not trying,” Jungkook narrowed his eyes at me and I squeaked in surprise as he grabbed the hem of my shirt and pulled it up, successfully pulling it up over my head, with my help, of course. “I am undressing you on a roof.”

I swallowed as my face heated up. I became very… insecure as Jungkook shamelessly looked me over. He’d seen almost this much of me before, but for my shirt to be off and me to just be standing in front of him in a bra and shorts, it was quite… embarrassing.

“I don’t know about this, Jungkook,” I spoke, feeling my need for him being masked with doubt. This was all happening so fast, and I was terrified that he was going to practically smash and run.

Though he didn’t have very far to run if that was his plan.

Jungkook’s eyes looked into mine with a look that seemed so confident, so sure of himself. Just giving him one glance over made me realize something that didn’t fail to cause my cheeks to flair up.

“I’ve never been more sure of something in my life,” Jungkook whispered as he pulled my body to his. I felt the pressure between his legs press up against my bare stomach as a shiver ran down my spine. “I’ve slept with countless women, but none of them have made me this crazy except for you.”

He looked down and let out a breath. He shamelessly looked at my chest as I looked away in embarrassment, trying to not dwell on the fact that I was shirtless in front of a guy that was very horny.

“You’re so… beautiful,” he complimented as he ran his hands up and down my stomach. He stopped at the skin right below my bra before he leaned in and gave me a soft kiss on my cheek. “I won’t touch you anywhere that you don’t want me to.”

I swallowed as he trailed his lips back down my collarbone, sucking at the skin there as I let out a breathy moan. His touch was nothing short of electrifying as I started to lean my body into his, giving in to all the urges I’d been holding back. I grinded my body into him before he moved his lips from my neck, planting wet, passionate kisses on my mouth.

Jungkook broke the kiss for a couple seconds as he flung his shirt off of his torso. I swallowed as I looked at his bare chest shamelessly. I’d gotten glances of it in the past, but right now I got to take my time. I had no shame in running my hands along his skin, and judging from the shiver that ran throughout his body, he was enjoying my touch.

I placed a couple kisses down his neck, feeling around his torso as he just allowed me to kiss his skin. His hands ran from the back of my thighs to the base of my ass as I let out a breathy moan into his chest. I looked back up at him as I felt my craving for him grow tenfold.

“Do I really want to lose my virginity on a roof?” I asked out loud as Jungkook leaned his body to mine even more. I could feel his growing discomfort against my bare skin as I looked down and my hands found the button on his pants.

Jungkook just smirked as he spotted my hands fiddling with the button on his jeans. He moved his hands to the clasp of my bra as I looked up at him, my eyes telling him everything that he needed to know before continuing. He smiled and popped the material apart, waiting eagerly for me to slide the clothing off.

“It’ll make for a great story.”

...

Jungkook and I laid next to each other on the rooftop, bodies caked in sweat and faces burning red. It was a slightly sloppy first time, despite Jungkook being experienced, but the sloppiness was all my fault.

I couldn’t get Soomin’s words out of my head when he and I were laying side by side. Her voice kept playing over and over as I squeezed my eyes shut.

“I know there are other guys out there, but none of them have any competition with Jungkook. I mean, if you had slept with him like I did, you would understand that you can’t not live with someone as delicious as him.”

I had no one to compare him to since I was a virgin until about fifteen minutes ago, but I could see where she was coming from. He made me feel things that I didn’t even know were possible, and my face heated up just thinking about it all.

“Are you okay?” he asked as I looked into his soft eyes. His personality seemed to completely shift from the dominant figure he had just been hovering above me. He was back to being his soft spoken personality that had brought me up here in the first place.

“Yeah,” I nodded and took a deep breath, “I’ll just probably be sore for a little while.”

Instead of looking concerned, I noticed Jungkook’s reaction turn into a confident smile. I lightly smacked his bare chest as I sat up and looked around, grabbing all my clothes with a slightly shaky hand. I couldn’t tell if I was shaking from the adrenaline or from the cool breeze that was suddenly blowing past us.

“It’s pretty hot that our first time was in a public space,” Jungkook mused as he got up to gather his clothes, “I can’t believe you… were okay with this…”

I covered my face as I felt embarrassment engulf me. He was just too… irresistible. I had no idea what this meant for us now, but I could definitely feel myself becoming more attached to not just Jungkook’s body, but to Jungkook himself.

I was terrified that he was going to pull a rug out from underneath me and admit that this whole night was a one and done thing. I was afraid that he would reveal to me that he only had one goal of the summer and that it was so get me to sleep with him…

But nothing of the sort came out of his mouth as he silently watched me while the two of us finished redressing ourselves.

“You have no idea how badly I want to fall asleep with you,” Jungkook spoke as I finished getting all my clothes back on. He wasted no time as he walked up behind me and wrapped his arms around my torso.

I wanted to ask him the question that my mouth was trying to form, but I was, to be honest, scared of what the answer would be. I know that I won’t know if I don’t ask, but I was almost, almost content with not asking.

“S-So,” I convinced myself to start talking, but I wasn’t sure that I was going to finish. I had already caught Jungkook’s attention as he tilted his head so that he could look me in the eyes from behind. God, I love this soft Jungkook that I’m seeing in front of me.

“Is this just a one time thing, or…”

Jungkook chuckled as he held me to him, his voice soft in my ear. I shivered as he laughed, but I froze when I felt his hand cup my rear, giving it a slight squeeze.

“So, we do it on a roof, and you still think this is all because I’m just a horny college student,” Jungkook spoke as I lightly smack him for his words.

“That sounds like stuff crazy college kids would do-”

I was cut off as Jungkook spun me around and stared into my eyes. His eyes were dark and yet still slightly soft. “I guess I need to spell it out for you, huh?”

I swallowed and looked down as Jungkook grabbed my chin to try and guide my eyes back to look at him. He let go of my chin as my gaze met his soft yet serious one. I felt a shiver down my spine both from the wind and from the adrenaline of all the events that had just transpired.

He leaned into me, his nose nuzzling mine before he placed a short and sweet kiss on my lips. He opened his mouth to speak as I grew increasingly nervous. But the moment the words left his mouth, I realized that there was nothing to worry about.

“I’m in love with you, Kim RaeAri.”

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Jungkook and I made our way back down to the apartment as quietly as possible. It was nearly 1 in the morning, and I was very paranoid that even the slightest noise would wake Taehyung up.

We finally made it back into the apartment as I cursed at how loud the door sounded. Jungkook just chuckled at my jumpiness as I sent him a glare.

We were silently looking at each other for several seconds before Jungkook’s eyes trailed down to the base of my neck. I felt my face heat up at his intent staring, suddenly remembering just how violently he had been kissing my neck moments ago.

“They look nice,” Jungkook smirked as I covered my neck with my hands. He found my reaction amusing as I sighed and looked down in complete and utter embarrassment.

“Thanks to you, I’m going to have to spend ten minutes every morning just on trying to cover these up,” I scolded, but I didn’t look up at him. I was still flustered over all the events that had happened.

“Why would you want to cover up such beautiful marks?” Jungkook asked as he crossed his arms across his chest. The smirk on his face didn’t falter as I dared myself to slightly glare in his direction.

“So you actually want Taehyung to know about us?” I asked. I genuinely wanted to wanted to know how he would respond. Sure, he said that he wanted Taehyung to know before we had sex when he was all horny, but now that we’ve calmed down, I wanted to see if he felt differently.

“Well he’s gonna see the hickeys for sure,” Jungkook responded, slightly dodging the question, “And it’s not like you can tell him that Hoseok gave you those.”

“What if I tried to play it off as if he did?” I asked, my smile growing as Jungkook’s smirk faltered. His mood quickly shifted to annoyance as his hands wrapped around my waste, pulling me completely against him. My eyes didn’t leave his as he glared straight through my eyes and to my soul.

“Be careful what you say, babe,” Jungkook spoke with a tense, intimidating voice. I swallowed as I put my hands on his chest to start pushing him away. He tightened his hold on me, and I gasped as Jungkook grabbed my hips, pressing my torso into his. I felt my face flush as I realized he was already aroused again.

“You are such a horndog,” I spoke as I tried to wiggle out of his hold. He wasn’t letting me budge.

“It’s only because you felt…” Jungkook stopped talking, his voice becoming so much softer than his previous intimidating tone. His eyes softened as I felt my heart melting. He looked so shocked by his own words, and I felt my heartbeat increase.

“I’ve never felt so connected to someone before… In the past, all that mattered was that I felt good and then I would try and rush it to the end…” he took a deep breath and looked away, seemingly embarrassed by his own words, “With you, I never wanted anything to end.”

I felt my face heat up as I looked down at the ground. What do you say to a guy that tells you something like that? He’s a former playboy who just told me that I’m the only girl that’s made him want to take his time.

“I…” He started to continue as I took a deep breath and looked into his soft, endearing eyes, “I really do love you, Ari. I don’t want you to go on anymore dates with Hoseok or anything. I want you to be my girlfriend.”

I looked down with my cheeks heating up the more I thought about his words. He’s asking me out! Jeon Jungkook is asking me to be his girlfriend… I couldn’t allow myself to get too excited as I took several deep breaths to keep my voice steady.

“So even after you go back to college,” I started, my eyes moving away from his, “you would want to stay together?”

Jungkook was quiet as I felt my muscles tense. So we were still stuck on this? He’s still stubborn when it comes to long distance…

I looked up at him as his eyes met mine, and and I felt every muscle in my body relax. His eyes were so soft and addicting to look into… Who knew that Jungkook could be so… soft.

“I think we could make it work,” Jungkook spoke under his breath as he closed his eyes and leaned his forehead against mine, “Now, we should get to bed. Preferably together.”

I nearly choked on my own saliva as Jungkook smiled and looked at my surprised expression. “No,” I stressed, but Jungkook wasn’t backing down, “Taehyung would kill the both of us. He can’t know that we slept together. We need to ease him into it.”

“Then how will you explain the hickeys?” Jungkook moved one of his hands to trace over the raw skin as I felt a shiver run throughout my body. I grabbed the hand that was caressing them, softly pushing Jungkook’s body away from mine. He allowed me to do so, but I could see the reluctance in his eyes.

“I’ll just put makeup over them,” I reasoned, seeing him visibly relax, probably due to me not trying to pull Hoseok back into this. “We’ll talk more about it tomorrow, okay Jungkook? It’s really late and I’m really tired.”

Jungkook just nodded as the two of us walked back towards our rooms. I gave him one last little smile before I closed my door, sighing in content over the night that had just transpired. Jungkook is in love with me…

My heart swelled as I rushed over to my bed, jumping on it in excitement. It was almost too good to be true, but as I pinched myself to see if I was dreaming, I allowed myself to believe it was all real.

Jungkook actually loves me…

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A/N: What a nice and refreshing chapter after all the ignorance we’ve all endured! Hopefully the back and forth between the two is finally over! ...Except for the fact that the story’s not over yet, so there’s obviously more drama to come ;)

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