Notes On Writing

Notes on writing

I’ll probably officially update my rules pretty soon, but I’ve decided to limit requests to just Seventeen and NCT. I’m going through pretty bad writers block, due to a mix of things going on in my life and my head, and it’s a struggle for me to write, and other groups just... it’s even harder. I will finish the few that I have gotten over other groups, if I can manage to find the words (it might take a while, so please bear with me) and from now on, no more requests for groups other than Seventeen and NCT will be taken, just for the sake of my writing ease. I may return to accepting other groups again once I’m past this, but I can’t guarantee it, and since most of you request Seventeen anyway, it shouldn’t be too off-putting to the majority of my readers.

The being said, I have a lot going on in addition to writers block, which is why I haven’t been updating much at all (and why motivation has been even more low to write).

Christmas just ended, and over the entire month of December, I was working the toy department at Wal-mart by myself, and it was incredibly hectic and stressful, especially since they were also shitty enough to cut my hours while doing that. The combination of this stress and shitty management led me to quit that job, so I am now unemployed, and while I have enough to get by it’s still incredibly difficult for me, right now. Especially since I will be moving two states away by the end of February, and will need to find a job again as quickly as possible, since I’ll be on my own. If anyone has any ideas as to what I could do to help relieve this stress or help me out, let me know, cause I’m  s t r e s s e d.

And, my birthday was last week, so I was out of town as well, and just...

A lot has been going on. My depression is taking its toll on me mentally. I want to write, but when I open my laptop to do so, I just... feel too lost to do so.

That being said, I did manage to finish the next chapter of The Devil’s Sons, which I won’t post until I get another chapter ahead, because I’ve fallen behind and it sucks.

And I’ve asked my friend to force me to stay awake tonight until I finish at least a couple of the requests in my inbox or the next parts to Blooming Flower and Distance (thank you @ohpapiseo).

Also, to top it off, my tumblr has decided not to notify me when I get a new request, so there are some new ones in there I didn’t even know about, and I’m just genuinely sorry it’s taking me so long to get through all of these.

I’m doing my best, and I promise to work as hard as possible to get caught between now and when I move so everything is just... settled.

Thank you all for your patience. I hope to update tonight or tomorrow with some new parts/requests.

<3

-Kai

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Merry Christmas Everyone! 

I hope you all have an amazing day! (i’m posting this early cos i will be drinking soon.)

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For those of you who need it

I know I said yesterday in a post that I would update a few things, but I’m honestly struggling to find proper words at the moment. 

I did however update The Devil’s Sons on my AFF account, so if there is anyone who is reading that and just wants the distraction or the story as a means to cope, then the link to that is here. I will post it on tumblr this week, at some point.

The main reason I’m writing this is to say, I am here for anyone who needs it. You can send me an anon if that helps, or a direct message, or contact me on kakao. My ID is kaikumin. I rarely sleep, and when I do it’s most likely just for two hours at a time before I wake up again.

I am almost always around.

I will be here for absolutely anyone who needs it. Don’t hesitate to contact me, even if it’s for something as simple as a distraction.

I’ll post again soon, I promise.

Thank you all.

Let’s stay strong for Jonghyun and SHINee.

kaikumin masterlist

updated dec. 8th, 2017 //  (s) scenario / ( c ) chaptered / (d) drabble / (m) mature/nsfw / ( r ) requested

Seventeen

taking care of sick s/o (s)(d)( r ) // seungcheol x reader, fluffy distance (s)(m)( r ) // seungcheol x reader, sexting, long distance relationship, dom!seungcheol // pt. 1 / pt. 2

what it’s like to want (s)(m)( r ) // jeonghan x reader, sub!jeonghan

Peaches and Cream (s)( r ) // jisoo x reader, fluff, puppies and kittens are cute, I couldn’t resist mixing it with Jisoo.

The Devil’s Sons ( c ) // soonyoung x oc x jihoon, fantasy/supernatural // 00 / 01 / 02 / 03 / 04 / 05 / tbu Blooming Flower ( c )(m)( r )  // soonyoung x reader, hatetolove, dancestudent!au, light angst // pt. 1 / tbu everything (s)(m)( r ) // soonyoung x reader, praise kink

frustration (s)(m)(d)( r ) // jihoon x reader, fwb!au A Car Ride (s)(m)( r ) // jihoon x reader, car sex, dirty talk noise (s)(m)( r ) // jihoon x reader, producer!au

Miscellaneous

BTS His True Love (s)( r ) // jimin x reader, angst, volleyball!au Sweet Kookie (s)( r ) // jungkook x reader, hinted nsfw, fluffy after a hard day at work (d)( r ) // namjoon x reader, kinda fluffy

Other A Cake for a Cake (s)( r ) // ikon hanbin x reader, fluff

R.I.P.

Today is a very hard day.

For those of you who dont know me that well, SHINee was my very first bias group. I loved them so much, and they were the first group to bring me out of the gutter, and therefore have always been so incredibly important and special to me.

It hurts so much to know that Jonghyun has passed away, that he struggled for so long and hardly anyone would have even known about it.

As someone who suffers from depression and has attempted suicide, and thankfully was unsuccessful, I know how horrible it feels to live in such pain.

The only thing I can say now is, while it is tragic, Jonghyun felt this was the solution to his problems and we can only hope he passed without regrets in making this decision and is resting in peace.

We should all remember him as the amazingly talented man he was, not for the tragedy that has occurred and let his life live on through the music he shared with us.

He wouldn't want anyone to be heartbroken because of this, and for everyone to receive joy from what he did accomplish in his life.

I know a lot of people are not posting out of respect for Jonghyun, but I also know that some people might need the posts as a coping method, and therefore I will update one of my stories tonight, and possibly finish a request or two. It'll be much later in the evening, perhaps even tomorrow instead, so for now, I give my condolences to SHINee and Jonghyun's friends and family, and wish that he rests in peace. He was and still is a legend. Always will be.

R.I.P Kim Jonghyun