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Notes on writing

I’ll probably officially update my rules pretty soon, but I’ve decided to limit requests to just Seventeen and NCT. I’m going through pretty bad writers block, due to a mix of things going on in my life and my head, and it’s a struggle for me to write, and other groups just... it’s even harder. I will finish the few that I have gotten over other groups, if I can manage to find the words (it might take a while, so please bear with me) and from now on, no more requests for groups other than Seventeen and NCT will be taken, just for the sake of my writing ease. I may return to accepting other groups again once I’m past this, but I can’t guarantee it, and since most of you request Seventeen anyway, it shouldn’t be too off-putting to the majority of my readers.

The being said, I have a lot going on in addition to writers block, which is why I haven’t been updating much at all (and why motivation has been even more low to write).

Christmas just ended, and over the entire month of December, I was working the toy department at Wal-mart by myself, and it was incredibly hectic and stressful, especially since they were also shitty enough to cut my hours while doing that. The combination of this stress and shitty management led me to quit that job, so I am now unemployed, and while I have enough to get by it’s still incredibly difficult for me, right now. Especially since I will be moving two states away by the end of February, and will need to find a job again as quickly as possible, since I’ll be on my own. If anyone has any ideas as to what I could do to help relieve this stress or help me out, let me know, cause I’m  s t r e s s e d.

And, my birthday was last week, so I was out of town as well, and just...

A lot has been going on. My depression is taking its toll on me mentally. I want to write, but when I open my laptop to do so, I just... feel too lost to do so.

That being said, I did manage to finish the next chapter of The Devil’s Sons, which I won’t post until I get another chapter ahead, because I’ve fallen behind and it sucks.

And I’ve asked my friend to force me to stay awake tonight until I finish at least a couple of the requests in my inbox or the next parts to Blooming Flower and Distance (thank you @ohpapiseo).

Also, to top it off, my tumblr has decided not to notify me when I get a new request, so there are some new ones in there I didn’t even know about, and I’m just genuinely sorry it’s taking me so long to get through all of these.

I’m doing my best, and I promise to work as hard as possible to get caught between now and when I move so everything is just... settled.

Thank you all for your patience. I hope to update tonight or tomorrow with some new parts/requests.

<3

-Kai

Sometimes, Soonyoung was like a hamster. He’d scrunch up his nose whenever he wanted her attention, whenever he liked what Kai said or whenever he didn’t like what she said. He was an affectionate one, sometimes it would be taxing because he would curl up on the sofa with his head on her lap and it would be a challenge to get Soonyoung to wake up.

There were moments where Soonyoung was like a cat. The way he would nuzzle his face into Kai’s back when they went to bed each night, but he also had his moments where he would deny Kai’s need for affection and just wander off wherever he went. He was a little weird in that regard, there were days where Soonyoung would only come to her when it was time to eat…

Perhaps the most amusing was when he was like a puppy, excitable and she could never get him to calm down. Soonyoung would pull her around wherever he wanted to take her, and it honestly felt like nothing could stop this man. 

Soonyoung was uncontrollable, it was like Kai took care of a pet she didn’t ask for. 

But the side of Soonyoung she loved most was when he was nothing and everything mentioned, and he was now just… Soonyoung. Who would hold her hands at the coffee shop each time she talked about her dreams, entwining their fingers when they were in bed to help her sleep. Playing to her dark sense of humour without a blink, reading all of her books, though he wasn’t one to read, just so he could entertain her with discourse on the topic. 

(Later, he learned that he too enjoyed her taste in books, and Kai couldn’t be any happier.)

He cared for her like no other, making sure she was warm each night, helping Kai to sleep when she struggled to, but staying up either way when he saw that she couldn’t. Soonyoung always made sure Kai fell asleep in his arms, and would wake up in his arms too. If not, at least she would wake up holding a miniature doll version of Soonyoung she had lovingly called Soondori. 

He had his moments where he was out of control, definitely, but Kai loved each and every bit of it, and every bit of Soonyoung too.

@kaikumin Happy birthday, Kai! I’m so sorry I cou;dn’t wish you at 12:00 on the dot, so hopefully you’ll like this little birthday present, a moodboard and some soft writing (which is a little weird? Hoshi as animals… nice), for you. I hope you have a good day, babygirl T//^///T

writing update

Believe it or not, requests are still open. Rules can be found here~

But, I just wanted to say to the people who have requested and are waiting, I promise I am going to be updating all of them soon. It’s just been a really hectic month for me. 

I work in the toy department at my store, and Christmas is just bleh.  And then, the actually holiday with family, etc. And then, my season depression had reached its peak, though I feel as though it might be getting slower again (maybe idk), and then Jonghyun (R.I.P). I just got back today from taking a vacation out of state for Christmas day. My birthday is in a week and a half, (shortly after New Years) and I’m likely to go out of town again that week, so updates are all over the place. But, I am doing my best and I will try and start updating again regularly after my birthday. 

Thank you all for your patience, and do feel free to request more! I’ll be sure to get it all done as quickly as possible.

<3

I hope everyone enjoyed their Holidays.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Years.

-Kai

I shall miss Soonta season TT

Requests Open | Updated Rules + Details

When I first started this blog, I made it entirely open to every fandom, but I’ve decided not to do that anymore. While I am still willing to write other groups, I am only going to focus on Seventeen, NCT and BTS. If you request another group, I will not say no immediately, but I will have to think about whether or not I’m willing to write it, and will get back to you.

Note+Rules:

1. I do write smut/nsfw. I’ve written it for nearly three years now, and am 100% comfortable with just about any dirty request someone may have, lmao.  2. The only things I will not accept is mpreg, and yaoi/yuri is limited per my discretion. 3. Any member of Seventeen, BTS and NCT are 100% welcome, and I also stan Pentagon, B1A4 and Exo, and therefore would be comfortable writing for them, but again, at my own discretion. 4. When you request, be as detailed as you want to be, but don’t giving nothing to work off of either. I can’t simply read something that says “woozi” and know what to do with it. I’ll at least need to know if you want nsfw or non-mature content. 5. Most pairings are fine, but I primarily right memberxreader fics or memberxoriginal character. 6. DO NOT repost what I write, on ANY site. Reblogging is obviously fine, but it’s not okay to copy+paste onto a new post (or write it out either, but who has time for that anyway). 7. If you have a gif or picture you would like to be included with you request, send me a link to it as well, so I can use it. Especially if it’s a gif that inspired said request. I will do scenarios based off of gifs (I’ll do them based off of literally anything).

Thank you,

Kai

Thank you <3

Happy New Year, too!

Merry Christmas Everyone! 

I hope you all have an amazing day! (i’m posting this early cos i will be drinking soon.)

@sugaforyou @sugasdna @sugamonsta @namjoons-handshake @multi-fandom-fluff-factory @kingyoonguk @abangtanfangirl @taedaima @taetaetrashhh @kpop-wetdreams @kaddiiction @rude–jude @minuzity @jjprds @kaikumin @hobijoon @jeonsneha @kookiie-bear @warfiredope (and anyone else that i may have missed) I HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY AND I’M SENDING YOU MUCH LOVE!

For those of you who need it

I know I said yesterday in a post that I would update a few things, but I’m honestly struggling to find proper words at the moment. 

I did however update The Devil’s Sons on my AFF account, so if there is anyone who is reading that and just wants the distraction or the story as a means to cope, then the link to that is here. I will post it on tumblr this week, at some point.

The main reason I’m writing this is to say, I am here for anyone who needs it. You can send me an anon if that helps, or a direct message, or contact me on kakao. My ID is kaikumin. I rarely sleep, and when I do it’s most likely just for two hours at a time before I wake up again.

I am almost always around.

I will be here for absolutely anyone who needs it. Don’t hesitate to contact me, even if it’s for something as simple as a distraction.

I’ll post again soon, I promise.

Thank you all.

Let’s stay strong for Jonghyun and SHINee.

R.I.P.

Today is a very hard day.

For those of you who dont know me that well, SHINee was my very first bias group. I loved them so much, and they were the first group to bring me out of the gutter, and therefore have always been so incredibly important and special to me.

It hurts so much to know that Jonghyun has passed away, that he struggled for so long and hardly anyone would have even known about it.

As someone who suffers from depression and has attempted suicide, and thankfully was unsuccessful, I know how horrible it feels to live in such pain.

The only thing I can say now is, while it is tragic, Jonghyun felt this was the solution to his problems and we can only hope he passed without regrets in making this decision and is resting in peace.

We should all remember him as the amazingly talented man he was, not for the tragedy that has occurred and let his life live on through the music he shared with us.

He wouldn't want anyone to be heartbroken because of this, and for everyone to receive joy from what he did accomplish in his life.

I know a lot of people are not posting out of respect for Jonghyun, but I also know that some people might need the posts as a coping method, and therefore I will update one of my stories tonight, and possibly finish a request or two. It'll be much later in the evening, perhaps even tomorrow instead, so for now, I give my condolences to SHINee and Jonghyun's friends and family, and wish that he rests in peace. He was and still is a legend. Always will be.

R.I.P Kim Jonghyun

Blooming Flower [soonyoung nsfw] pt. 1

requested!

although you’re getting more than you asked for, anon.

This will be 1 of a 7-10 part series. smut, angst, dancer hoshi, yesyes. I hope y’all enjoy. thank you @minhaaru for the beautiful poster T^T

enjoy~

word count: 3232 pairings: soonyoung x reader genre: smut, angst

next >>>

“If you bloom forever in my heart, then it’s okay for me to get hurt." 

Kwon Soonyoung was a little bitch.

You had been certain of that fact ever since you were five and first met the obnoxious boy.

He was a loud mouth, a tad bit arrogant, and the worst thing…

He always managed to beat you at everything.

And you absolutely hated it.

Keep reading

Well... I think you know who I’m going to ask for... would you be able to do a Hoshi smut where he learns that you have a praise kink (you’re the one that likes to be praised) and he goes out of his way to please you? Thank you, if you do this

Hello!! I’ve finished your request. It’s a bit shorter than what I was hoping, but I didn’t want to drag it on for too long and get too far beyond the request and keep it sweet and tender.

I hope you like it

everything

everything [soonyoung nsfw]

this is for @baepsae-butterfly

I hope you enjoy this. To be honest, I wasn’t 100% familiar with how a praise kink should go, since I don’t have one myself, but I do hope that I did this justice and you like it anyway!

I think it’s really sweet >//<

thank you for requesting!

And thank you for helping me figure out some of the woes of tumblr layouts and masterlists, etc. I feel like less of a newb now <3

word count: 1057 pairings: soonyoung x reader genre: smut, fluffy // praise kink

“You look so beautiful tonight.”

You blushed when the words left Soonyoung’s mouth, not expecting it considering you were perched on his lap as the two of you lip-locked lazily. His warm hands sat at your thighs and his breath was hot against your lips as he spoke to you, and something about the praise made your heart swell.

“Thank you…” You weren’t exactly sure how to respond when he said the words at such an intimate time, so when the gratitude left your lips he chuckled and leaned his head forward to nuzzle into your neck.

“I’m serious, babygirl. You always look beautiful, but tonight you look so stunning to me. I don’t even know how to explain it.”

The way he continued to speak those words of praise made butterflies in stomach roar and you found yourself squirming on his lap, biting your lip as you attempted to compose yourself. You wanted to hear more, but didn’t want to be greedy and ask for it.

He peeked up at you, easily noting what you were doing and you didn’t get to see the smirk that played on his lips at realizing how much you enjoyed the compliment. He decided to push your buttons a little bit and tightened his grip on your thighs as he spoke next.

“What’s wrong, sweetheart?”

You shook your head in reply, hoping he’d drop it, but the boy simply asked again, this time bringing one hand up to cup your cheek and bring your face down to look at him, your eyes fluttering open.

You saw the playful glint in his sharp eyes, and pouted when you realized he was messing with you.

“Is there anything else you think about me?” You found yourself asking when his gaze didn’t wane, your teeth grazing the inside of your cheek nervously.

“Like what?” He questioned teasingly, his hand resuming its position on the back of your thigh and letting his fingers run up and down it gently, the sensation ticklish through your jeans.

You sighed and shook your head once more, making a move to get off of his lap, but he stopped you, pulling back toward him until you were flush against his chest, his lips beside your ears so he could whisper his next words.

“You mean like the way your eyes have sparkled the entire evening since you got here? Or how pretty and pink your lips look, especially after kissing you so much? Or how cute the sounds of your little moans are when I touch you?”

He phrased them as questions, but you knew he was simply saying them to feed into your desires, and you gasped when he suddenly flipped you so were on your back, pressed into his couch as he hovered over you, his face inches from yours.

“You look so fucking amazing wearing my hoodie, you know that?” He commented, his fingers reaching toward the end of the material and tugging on it and you sat up to let him take it off of you. He lowered his head to your exposed collarbone after tossing the fabric across the room, pressing a open-mouth kiss on the bone. “You look even better with it off, though.”

You very nearly moaned when his fingers glided across your stomach until he reached the underside of your bra, his hand slipping under the cup to grasp the soft flesh of your breast.

“Your body is so fucking perfect, it makes me wonder if you’re even real sometimes, y/n.”

Your back arched, forcing you to press yourself into his hand as he played with your breast, his thumb and forefinger pinching and rolling your sensitive nipple.

Every single word that left his mouth made you needy for more. You could feel yourself becoming increasingly wet, your panties now sticky inside of your jeans as you wiggled and squirmed beneath your boyfriend's ministrations.

“What else?” You groaned out, your hands coming up to rest in the soft bush of his dyed blond hair, tugging slightly when he bit down gently on the top of your chest, no doubt leaving a mark.

He didn’t answer before his lips traveled lower and lower until his nose became level with the button on your jeans. “You’re always such a good girl for me, baby. I don’t even have to ask you for you to know what I want, do I?”

Your hips rose after he undid your pants and began to pull them down, tossing them by his discarded hoodie once they were free of your body. He placed his hands on your thighs as he sat up, looking down at you in admiration.

“There’s honestly too much to say, because I love you so much. It can’t even be properly put it into words. I love absolutely everything.”

His tone was no longer laced with teasing anymore when he said that last sentence, the look in his eyes entirely serious and maybe even a little desperate. You moaned when his fingers slipped under the soak material of your panties and rubbed across the hot flesh of your core. His thumb grazed your clit, causing your hips to jerk in reaction as your arm went up to cover your face, a hiss escaping you.

His hand left your panties, making you whimper until you felt him grab your arm and pull it down, gasping when you found his face now level with yours.

“You’re far too beautiful to cover yourself, y/n. Let me look at you while I make you feel all of my love.” His hand was back inside of your underwear seconds later, one of his fingers entering you slowly while his thumb continued to rub circles over your sensitive nub.

To keep yourself from hiding you face in embarrassment, you wrapped your arms loosely around Soonyoung’s neck, your fingers knitting their way into his hair as he pumped his fingers in and out of you, all the while still muttering how beautiful you were and how much he loved you and the sound of your voice when he touched you.

The night seemed almost endless with every trip over the edge he brought you, but you didn’t want it to end either, feeling so much love and warmth fill you to the brim and overflow beyond you.

hi, i'm new here and i really like your blog but i'm too shy to come off anon~ i hope i can ask for a joshua (svt) scenario, sweet and fluffy maybeeeeee a hint of nsfw? you can write whatever you want, i'm not picky i just want joshua lol

okay anon (*cough* @ohpapiseo *cough*) here’s your request. I hope you enjoy

p.s. didn’t do nsfw cause honestly, when you said Jisoo fluff, I instantly though of puppies and nsfw didn’t even cross my mind. Sorry.

Peaches and Cream

Peaches and Cream [jisoo fluff]

Requested by @ohpapiseo (even if she tried to fake being an anon). It might not be exactly what you wanted, but I hope you enjoy it anyway.

word count: 1480 pairings: jisoo x reader genre: pure fluff, there maybe a puppy and kitten involved.

Jisoo knew from the first date that you were a special and tender-hearted being. In fact, the boy had met you at the animal shelter you volunteered at, after he witnessed a dog getting hit by a car on his way to University. The driver left without even slowing down, and Jisoo couldn’t bring himself to walk past the scene. He wrapped the animal in his sweater, not caring that the cream colored material would be stained and tattered and rushed to the nearest place he could find, the Animal Hospital too far away for him to walk.

He was panting and exhausted by the time he rushed through the doors, and all of the volunteers in the facility sprung into action, the on-scene Vet Tech coming forward to take the dog away from him. You stood behind the counter, genuinely worried for the dog as Jisoo stood there, his shirt covered in red. With a blink, you shook your head and composed yourself, gesturing for the male to come forward so you could take down the information.

“It’s not mine, I just saw it get hit and didn’t know where else to bring it.” He stumbled to say, far too anxious and on edge to calm down. The poor boy was near tears and it was a surprise to him when you reached forward and placed a gentle hand on his bicep, a sad smile on your lips.

“Thank you for doing this. Most people would’ve ignored it and walked away. You may have saved the puppy’s life.”

Your words eased him, and he was able to calm down after a while, waiting for the news of the dog’s status. It was one of the biggest reliefs he had ever felt when the Veterinarian come out to say she was stable, only suffering a minor fracture that would heal almost perfectly with proper attention. After scanning the dog for a microchip, they determined her to be a stray, and despite Jisoo struggling to get by with his own expenses, he couldn’t bring himself to leave her at the Shelter.

When they handed her to him in a kennel, wrapped in blankets and out cold from whatever drugs they had used to sedate her, he turned to you with a pleading look.

“I’ve never had a dog before. What do I even name her?”

Your smile was warm as you walked around the front desk and knelt down in front of the kennel, your hand reaching through the bars of the door to rub along her paw. She twitched unconsciously from under your touch, and you tilted your head as you thought.

“She’s a pretty color, kind of like a peach. You should name her that.”

“Peach?” He questioned, his eyes shifting from you to the small dog. Peach did seem like a rather cute name. Your nod of approval was enough for him to fully agree and he gave a nervous smile at the thought of suddenly being a pet owner.

You waved as he began to walk out of the Shelter, a few days supply of dog food and treats packed away neatly for him to start off with. He paused when he heard you call after him, jogging outside in the autumn air to catch up.

“Bring Peach by any time you want a break, or help, even just to say Hi.”

He wasn’t too sure if the pink tint to your cheeks was from the chilly air or if you were blushing, but he decided he wouldn’t be too upset if he ever had to see you again, and he nodded in return. “It’s a date.”

--

Your love for animals was something Jisoo had discovered early on. You were going to school to be a Veterinarian, your days outside of University spent volunteering at the animal shelter or taking care of your friends pets while they went on vacation.

Yet, somehow, you had never gotten a pet of your own.

Jisoo had questioned it many times, especially after seeing you grow so attached to Peach over the course of the two years he had come to know you. Even more so when the two of you began dating and you spent practically every night at his apartment, to the point where people questioned if you lived together.

But, you had always brushed it off with a simple “I’m just not ready for a pet of my own.”

“You take care of them so well, though. How could you, of all people, not be ready?” He frowned, stroking Peach behind her ear as you lay on his sofa with the  orange-beige colored dog on your lap.

You chuckled and shook your head. “I don't really know, Jisoo. I guess I just don’t want to take on the responsibility of one animal when there’s so many out there that need my help.”

“Then you can just buy a farm.” He nudged your arm, earning a giggle from you.

“Maybe when I become the world’s number Vet and can afford to do that, sure. I’ll buy a farm.”

The conversation almost always ended like that, with you beating around the bush. Jisoo never pushed you into getting a pet though, even though he was certain having one would only make you happier.

The day, however, did eventually come.

Jisoo brought Peach to the Shelter to visit you, only to find you seating at your desk with a beautiful gray-tone white kitten walking back and forth over the surface as your fingers laced through its soft fur. Your eyes flickered up to Jisoo as he made his way to the desk, a fond gaze landing on his face. Peach let out a whine, gaining your attention as you shifted your eyes to her, finding her staring longingly at the kitten under your fingers.

You watched as the little furball hissed at the dog, but still knelt down curious to observe it. Peach’s nose wiggled as she sniffed the kitten before excitedly barking and licking it. The cat hissed again and jumped back walking to the other side of the desk and, if you and Jisoo didn’t know any better, glared at Peach dangerously.

The dog, however, seemed amused by the interaction and sat there wagging her tail as she watched the kitten clean it’s face where Peach’s drool had managed to clump its fur.

“She just came in today. They were going to go put her in the cat room, but she managed to bolt at the last second and decided she was quite fond of my desk.” You explained, reaching out to brush the kitten gently. She purred and nuzzled against your hand, and Jisoo’s chest warmed at the sight.

He glanced down at Peach still watching the kitten happily, but patiently waiting for her to make the first move. “I think Peach would enjoy a new friend.” He stated, patted the dog on its head before giving you a teasing look. “But, I’m not really a cat person.”

You rolled your eyes and sighed, your hands returning to busying yourself with the paperwork on your desk. “I suppose someone will come in and adopt her soon enough.”

The kitten, seeming to understand your words mewed and pranced over your desk until its face nudged your chin rather forcefully until she was able to jump down into your lap.

“I think she wants you to adopt her, y/n.”

You frowned as you watched the kitten curl into a ball on your lap, and unknowingly you willed yourself to grow attached a little more to the precious creature. “You said you’re not a cat person.” You mumbled quietly, trying to find some excuse to keep telling yourself getting a pet wasn’t a good idea.

But in all actuality, the desire for one had long been in you, and you only held off on the thought that it wouldn’t feel right adopting one without adopting them all.

“But, I can live with something as cute as that if it’s what you wanted.” He smiled, trying hard himself to convince you.

The kitten purred and it’s tiny paw began to knead at your thigh gently and you found yourself sighing in defeat.

“What will we name her?”

Jisoo tilted his head, much like he remembered you doing when he first got Peach and made his way over to the other side of the desk, kneeling down beside you so he could run his fingers over the kitten. “Cream.” He chuckled, Peach nudging his leg for her own attention.

“You want our pets to be named Peach and Cream?” You scoffed, shaking your head. Jisoo simply nodded, finding his choice to be rather clever. But, despite the cheesiness, you nodded in agreement, accepting the name and allowing yourself to feel the excitement of getting your very own pet for the first time.

kaikumin masterlist

updated dec. 8th, 2017 //  (s) scenario / ( c ) chaptered / (d) drabble / (m) mature/nsfw / ( r ) requested

Seventeen

taking care of sick s/o (s)(d)( r ) // seungcheol x reader, fluffy distance (s)(m)( r ) // seungcheol x reader, sexting, long distance relationship, dom!seungcheol // pt. 1 / pt. 2

what it’s like to want (s)(m)( r ) // jeonghan x reader, sub!jeonghan

Peaches and Cream (s)( r ) // jisoo x reader, fluff, puppies and kittens are cute, I couldn’t resist mixing it with Jisoo.

The Devil’s Sons ( c ) // soonyoung x oc x jihoon, fantasy/supernatural // 00 / 01 / 02 / 03 / 04 / 05 / tbu Blooming Flower ( c )(m)( r )  // soonyoung x reader, hatetolove, dancestudent!au, light angst // pt. 1 / tbu everything (s)(m)( r ) // soonyoung x reader, praise kink

frustration (s)(m)(d)( r ) // jihoon x reader, fwb!au A Car Ride (s)(m)( r ) // jihoon x reader, car sex, dirty talk noise (s)(m)( r ) // jihoon x reader, producer!au

Miscellaneous

BTS His True Love (s)( r ) // jimin x reader, angst, volleyball!au Sweet Kookie (s)( r ) // jungkook x reader, hinted nsfw, fluffy after a hard day at work (d)( r ) // namjoon x reader, kinda fluffy

Other A Cake for a Cake (s)( r ) // ikon hanbin x reader, fluff

MY FAVORITE STORY OF ALL TIME, and not just because I’ve been following along since day one and watching it grow, but because it’s actually a really amazing story. It only gets better, I promise no one who reads it will be disappointed.

don’t steal or caption as your own ^^ read Flex here.

T^T

Retail sucks, I wish this sunshine boy was really here sometimes

// having a boyfriend with you in retail [Hoshi]

I wrote this for @kaikumin because retail is hard and I love her, so I hope you enjoy it even though I have no idea what working in retail is like except for what you tell me  she also writes though so do check out her writing blog >.<

this is another bullet scenario of when your boyfriend Hoshi works with you in retail and how you’d interact with him

pairing: Hoshi x reader genre: fluff, boyfriend!soonyoung, retail!au, he is an annoying little shit

you met soonyoung here

a lot of your shifts clashed and you both ended up taking breaks at the same time

he was funny in this really annoying away

more often than not soonyoung tested your patience

this fucker would not shut up 

but you appreciated the company

you both would share lunch; he liked your food better and you liked his

anyway one thing lead to another and you saw each other outside the workplace too

and he asked you out 

and now you both are dating

NOW THAT WE KNOW HOW YOU BOTH GOT TOGETHER

let’s go back to walmart your workplace

everyone knew you both by this point

and they’d tease you whenever they saw you together during work hours

you worked in toys, soonyoung was next to you in hardware

you hated working in toys, you barely had stuff to do

so you’d go over to his department

where he’d be organising all the hammers and what not 

a permanent scowl on his face

“wow, soonyoung, why the long face”

“do you see these fucking wrenches i dropped one on my foot”

soonyoung would then bitch about how much it hurts 

in fact when is soonyoung not bitching

during breaks

on the way home

in the car

when you visit each other’s departments

soonyoung is always b i t c h i n g

in all honesty you’re pretty much the same

you’re a lot more internalised with your emotions so you aren’t as affected by most things 

you’ve been in retail for more than two years

soonyoung has only worked in retail for a little over TWO MONTHS 

so it’s not surprising that soonyoung is in angry tears when you’re both on break

by the way you take your breaks together

or rather, soonyoung always looks at your schedule and tries to take it at the same time as you do

most of your breaks consist of bitching about the floor manager

customers who think they’re holier-than-thou

or the hardware department heads

whispered disinterest of the higher ups

i’m not even joking when i say soonyoung is crying during his breaks

he is actually crying and bitching and sobbing about how difficult it is

but he can’t quit cause he needs the money to pay for his expenses

and you’re a loving girlfriend so you’re always comforting him 

telling him he’s doing great but if he’s finding it difficult he can move in with you anytime

but soonyoung tries to be positive no matter what

so within a few minutes he’ll be his normal self again

smiling, laughing, talking about music and what not

he’ll get all cuddly and whatever

the other people taking their break at the same time will just look at you like “please stop immediately” 

you’ll push him away

but let’s be honest

the bitch comes back 

and you’re pretty much stuck with a clingy boyfriend

outside your breaks there’s not much chance for affection

but soonyoung will sneak a kiss every now and again

you’ll push him away because

people will see

its not professional behaviour you could gET INTO TROUBLE

its embarrassing especially if its in your department 

cause kids will be there in toys and they’ll see it and make fun of you

you glare at them

you were never good with kids anyway

but soonyoung doesn’t give a fuck

he loves you too much

on the days he’s not in you realise you miss him too much

the workplace is livelier when soonyoung is around

but this is also good cause you can get more work done

when you both deal with difficult customers, the other is usually over to help you calm down

most of the time its him coming over to toys to stop you from shoving kids into big toy baskets help you vent

soonyoung doesn’t get angry as easily but he gets upset

refer to above for how soonyoung is when he’s upset at work

but yeah

being at the workplace with a boyfriend usually makes it a lot better

and sometimes you both escape to the backroom for a little

ehehe >:)

LET’S JUST SAY IT CAN GET HANDSY

but not all the time

sometimes

at times your shifts will end at different times 

but you both wait for each other anyway

well he has to usually because you’re the one with the car

and then going out for dinner because why not?? the day was stressful

so you’re both at wendy’s in your uniforms

and the bitching session resumes once more

Concerning requests

I have tomorrow off, but Ill be busy most of the day with tutoring and taking care of a sick kitty, so I wont be able to write as much as Id like and then I wont have a day off until next Tuesday again, so Im gonna try my best to get a few requests out this week, but if not, they'll be worked on next week.

Thank you everyone for your patience T^T

Flex (on Wattpad) 

After a mischievous boy and his innocent friends get caught in an foolish act, the three protectors of the forest are cursed to a life of duality, losing their human form at day to live as cats. Once the strays find themselves biding their time in an animal shelter, they are brought home by three girls in a desperate attempt to cheer up the youngest. But the felines are not all they seem. Now, the girls are forced to share their space with Seungcheol, Soonyoung and Woozi, the three unfortunate spirits that find themselves bound to their dual nature. The arrangement seems to permanent, until they realise that the curse can be lifted... Once they have fulfilled their purpose.

Highly recommended story by @ohpapiseo Soonyoung, Jihoon and Seungcheol x original characters, and it’s just so asdjkfhasdlf. It’s currently my favorite story atm, so check it out <3

a sub jeonghan smut please?

I’m not sure if this is exactly what you were hoping for, but I certainly did my best! And, I hope you enjoy it regardless~

Here it is, what it’s like to want.

Thank you for requesting

-Kai

what it’s like to want [Jeonghan nsfw]

requested!

sub!Jeonghan (fml)

This is a little dirtier than what I normally write, and more graphic as well, though some of you might not find it that graphic, lol. But, FOR ME IT IS, I SWEAR. I tried though, so I hope you enjoy it nonetheless. I really couldn’t imagine Jeonghan as a proper sub, considering he’s like one of the darkest and most cunning slytherins in my mind, so I feel like I found a good... meeting point.

word count: 1103 pairings: jeonghan x reader genre: smut, sub!jeonghan, just too much for me to handle, honestly. 

It wasn’t every day that Yoon Jeonghan found himself tied to his bed with a flimsy red scarf on either wrist and one of his own blue ties covering his eyes, so all he saw was the faintest shade of navy blue when he dared to open them.

Jeonghan was by no means a submissive man. He was far too cunning for that, and it was his natural instinct to dominate, intimidate and control everyone around him, including his own girlfriend.

You were the perfect submissive little girl at first. Jeonghan would only have to get the first few words of his commands out and you would already be complying to them before he finished his sentence. He loved that about you.

And every day he got to stare down at your pretty little face as you sat on your knees before him and pleasured him for as long as he asked you to was another day he fell deeper in love. And every time he had you pinned to the bed, squirming beneath him as he had his fill of your taste was another time he grew attached to the sounds of your moans.

The poor man didn’t even see it coming when, one day, a switch flipped inside of you. As submissive as you were normally, and truly liked to be, after countless occasions where he would get you riled up and leave you high and dry to figure it out for yourself, just so he could have you desperate and begging for him the next time he dined to lay his glorious fingers on you, you wanted to know what it felt like to be in control.

And you wanted him to know what it felt like to want.

“Princess, why exactly are you doing this?” His voice barely hid the anxiety he felt from losing the one thing he had consistently had control over since day one - you. “If you untie me now, maybe your punishment later for this stunt will be a little easier.”

You couldn’t stop yourself from scoffing at that. “Are you really trying to make deals with the woman who has your pants down at your ankles and is the only key to you getting any sort of satisfaction tonight?”

He pursed his lips together and tugged at the scarves, though still unable to make them budge.

Truth be told, you knew that whatever you managed to put your over-dominant boyfriend through tonight would turn back on you tenfold when he was lose and on the prowl again, but you didn’t care. You would enjoy this experience while it lasted.

Your delicate hands tugged on the ends of his sweatpants until they came entirely off his feet, and knowing that your boyfriend slept in the without boxers on and no shirt, he now lay bare to you. Your smirked when you saw he was semi-hard from his situation, and while he would never admit it in his life, something in him felt thrilled by your daring attitude.

“Jeonghannie, are you going to be a good boy for me? I promise to take really good care of you.” You purred as you got onto your knees on the bed and crawled up until you straddled his thighs. You saw him gulp, but he kept his mouth shut, refusing to give in to your question. You tsked and slapped his thigh loud enough for the sound to echo slightly in your bedroom, forcing him to let out a long hiss as he attempted to curl his legs up to get away from you, only to have them stopped by your own. “Good boys answer questions.”

“This isn’t funny, y/n. Don’t do something you’ll regret later.” He threatened, and you tsked once more before reached your hand forward to grip his member, putting a little too much pressure on the sensitive appendage. Jeonghan yelped a little, his legs jerking again, but you kept your hand there and tugged upward, letting your thumb rub of the tip. The grimace on his face stuttered and he let out a sigh when your hand loosened and you began a slow pace along the base.

“Behave, baby boy, or I’m going to have to mistreat you.” You smiled, noting the way he twitched in your hand when your words came out sickeningly sweet. You saw him gulp and tense his jaw, preventing himself from speaking any further.

Satisfied that he seemed to relax under your touch, meaning he wouldn’t try and stop you as much, you scooted back and lowered yourself until you face was even with your hand, and you blew on his member to let him know the change in position.

Jeonghan groaned, his wrists tugging on the scarves again. “Fuck, please princess.”

You chuckled and blew again to tease him, your hand stilling. “Please what, baby?”

He didn’t want to respond to that. He didn’t want to give in to this little game you were playing. He wanted to free himself and turn you over and fuck you into the mattress until you couldn’t walk for nearly two weeks straight as punishment for even considering trying to take control over him. But, the way your soft hand played with his hard member, and the way your breath felt against the sensitive flesh had him already craving release.

He knew that if he didn’t give in to you, then every thing would be prolonged even further and he would probably be tortured for hours under your care.

So, for the first time (and most certainly last time, if he had any say) in Yoon Jeonghan’s life, he came a submissive.

“Please make me feel good, y/n.” His voice was unnaturally quiet when he responded, a mix of shame and just plain desperation making him into an entirely different person.

You were a good girlfriend though, and as much as you wanted to get revenge for all of the times he push you to the edge and didn’t let you go over, you still wanted to make him happy. Your lips lowered to kiss the side of his shaft before you let your tongue slip past and swirl over the base. It wasn’t long before you had him bucking up into your mouth, desperate for release.

At the last minute, you regained your composure and the evil side of you returned and you completely removed yourself from his body entirely, making him whimper in displeasure.

He knew then that there was no hope in pleading with you, and he was going to be in for a very long night.

Requests Open | Updated Rules + Details

When I first started this blog, I made it entirely open to every fandom, but I’ve decided not to do that anymore. While I am still willing to write other groups, I am only going to focus on Seventeen, NCT and BTS. If you request another group, I will not say no immediately, but I will have to think about whether or not I’m willing to write it, and will get back to you.

Note+Rules:

1. I do write smut/nsfw. I’ve written it for nearly three years now, and am 100% comfortable with just about any dirty request someone may have, lmao.  2. The only things I will not accept is mpreg, and yaoi/yuri is limited per my discretion. 3. Any member of Seventeen, BTS and NCT are 100% welcome, and I also stan Pentagon, B1A4 and Exo, and therefore would be comfortable writing for them, but again, at my own discretion. 4. When you request, be as detailed as you want to be, but don’t giving nothing to work off of either. I can’t simply read something that says “woozi” and know what to do with it. I’ll at least need to know if you want nsfw or non-mature content. 5. Most pairings are fine, but I primarily right memberxreader fics or memberxoriginal character. 6. DO NOT repost what I write, on ANY site. Reblogging is obviously fine, but it’s not okay to copy+paste onto a new post (or write it out either, but who has time for that anyway). 7. If you have a gif or picture you would like to be included with you request, send me a link to it as well, so I can use it. Especially if it’s a gif that inspired said request. I will do scenarios based off of gifs (I’ll do them based off of literally anything).

Thank you,

Kai

congratulations on another well-deserved award!

The Devil’s Sons [05]

poster by @minhaaru

One was sent to damn her into a life of eternal misery. The other was sent to save her. Neither had the intention of loving her.

word count: 2036 genre: fantasy, angst characters: Soonyoung x OC x Jihoon 00 | 04 | 06

Jihoon was up in a matter of seconds, standing behind Sahyun and Soonyoung for her protection. She could hear the clicking of his gun, his body close enough to spread warmth across her back as she stood with her face practically smashed against Soonyoung. While in most cases the position would've been awkward or comfortable, she felt safe and secure, and was highly grateful not to be able to witness what exactly was happening beyond the male in front of her.

The sound of groaning, the painful kind mixed with grunts and whines, and the thick stench that suddenly took over the entirety of the building left her gagging.

"Fuck, why are Walkers in your house, Soonyoung?" Jihoon's growl echoed behind her as she felt his arm reach over her shoulder, their height's not too far from each other, to shoot. She heard the gun fire followed by the sound of something she couldn't even put into words. "Shit."

"I just sent a few for you to fight, and you've already forgotten regular bullets don't work, dumbass?" Soonyoung spit out, yanking Sahyun along with him as he moved to the side. She whimpered when his grip became too tight, but did nothing to loosen it, the fear of whatever was closing in on them worse than the dull ache he would give her.

His hand wrapped around a staff he had placed against a wall, and with skills she could never possible understand, he swung it forward with one hand, and she heard a similar sound of the bullet hitting the creature, though more intense.

She decided the only way to describe it would be squishy. It was not solid, it was goo of some sort and she was too terrified to know what.

"Not all bullets are absorbed by them, idiot." Jihoon retorted, and Sahyun cautiously cut her eyes over to where he still stood by the table, finishing switching out whatever ammo he had. She regretted taking the chance the moment she finally laid eyes on what these men were calling 'walkers'.

It was by far the most disgusting thing she had ever set her eyes upon, the remnants of a man with melted - or was it still melting? - flesh, empty sockets where it's eyes should've been, and no face other than a gaping hole for a mouth, a sticky liquid seeping out beyond it. Whatever limbs it did have were as gooey as it's face, and she realized the horrible stench that followed them could only match that of a decaying body.

It was like a zombie amplified by a hundred, and it was something she would never wash from her brain.

She didn't have time to ponder on it, however, because Soonyoung's grip was pulling her away yet again, keeping her as close to his back as possible, while swinging his staff around to delay them long enough to get out.

"There's got to be at least fifty of them." Minghao's dull voice suddenly spoke from behind her, and she jumped slightly at the chill that followed. His eyes glowed a transparent white now, a strange field surrounding the expanse of his body. She almost screamed when one of the creatures reached out from behind him, but the sound stopped short when it touched the field, the flesh actually melting away.

She was almost certain she would vomit once they were out of dodge, if they managed to get out.

"I really didn't want to risk taking her out of the house and into the Middleground, but we don't have much of a choice at this point. We need to get to the tunnels. They won't be able to follow us down there." Soonyoung stated back, steadily moving them toward the door.

Somehow they made it, and despite barely knowing them, a feeling of relief washed over Sahyun when she glanced over her shoulder and saw Jihoon trailing behind them, a grip of his own on Seungkwan.

They ran the moment there was an opening between the swarm, her legs hardly managing to hold out from the exertion, no doubt from the lack of nutrition she had been receiving over the last few days.

Had she been given a chance to, Sahyun probably would've marveled at how normal everything appeared outside. For some reason, she was expecting everything to be as gray as the food she was eating and for it to be eerily quiet. Instead she found it to look like any normal house, with a yard, a sidewalk - Hell, it was even in a neighborhood of sorts.

"Where's Jun?" She found herself asking when they rounded the corner of the house. Her question fell flat when she saw the man already standing in front of two latched doors in the backyard.

"Compellors have the ability transport. The bastard probably got out the moment there was a sign of trouble. Wimp." Seungkwan muttered behind her.

"You're only saying that because you couldn't do the same. You would've gladly left us behind if you had the chance." Jihoon commented, letting go of the boy with a glare.

Jun snickered as they approached. "I didn't run away. I was simply waiting for you guys so we could make an even quicker escape. I had complete faith you would all make it out in one piece." He smirked, reaching to open the latches.

"Can you move faster? They're still following us." Minghao stated, the other four turning to look back as well.

"Shit, there's more than fifty. Where did you learn to count?" Seungkwan choked out, pushing Sahyun slightly to be the first one inside the tunnels.

"Real brave Subordinate you've got there, Soonyoung. Though, I suppose that should be a reflection on you as his master." Jihoon sscoffed, coming to stand behind her once more so she was sandwiched safely between the two men.

"It's no reflection on me when he's never listened to a word I said since the day I took him in." Soonyoung muttered, pulling Sahyun in front of him, away from the silver haired male. Her hand slipped out of his and she had to stop herself from reaching for it again, the protection it made her feel fleeing with every second.

Soonyoung saw the fear in her eyes and his hard gaze softened as he nodded toward the doors. "Hurry now, we'll only enter once you're safely inside with Seungkwan.

Trusting him far more than she should have, she nodded and took a step away from them, her eyes landing on Jun as she moved quickly into the entrance. Soonyoung's warm touch was replaced with the Compellor's as he held onto her shoulder, ducking his head inside after her. She knew he was simply calming her emotions as they continued on, her heart rate slowing with each step until it felt somewhat normal, though she stayed mentally alert despite that.

She heard the doors slam shut behind her and her head whipped around to see the remaining three men following them down the stairs into the tunnels.

"You guys were so slow. It's like you have a death wish." Seungkwan greeted them as they huddled at the bottom of the stairs.

The sound of banging on the doors startled Sahyun, the faint groaning of the Walkers making her gulp. She was grateful when Soonyoung made his way beside her again, his shoulders just a couple of inches away from hers, though he didn't grab her hand a second time.

"As you may of noticed, they don't have proper appendages. We'll be safe in here for a short while. They aren't the greatest at walking down stairs, but if they do managed to break those doors open, it doesn't take genius to tumble down them." He told her before addressing the rest of them. "We should get a move on."

"Where do these tunnels lead?" She asked, her voice a little weak from the horror of what she just experienced. All of them heard the shakiness in her words, and not even Seungkwan dared to make a sudden move around her.

Jihoon was the one to answer her, his own voice a steady contradiction to hers that she somehow found comforting. "A friend. He was actually who I was going to suggest going to see about you, so this isn't entirely that inconvenient."

Seungkwan scoffed, shaking his head. "Why in the world would you suggest going to Seokmin for advice?"

Rolling his eyes, Soonyoung nudged Sahyun's back gently as a means to get her to start walking, and she did so, Jun guiding her as they began to make their way through the dimly lit tunnel. "I believe Jihoon was referring to Seungcheol, not Seokmin."

Quicker than she would have liked, the torches that lined the walls seemed to grow further and further apart until they were met with the last one, darkness spreading the rest of the way.

She was about to ask what they were going to do to see, but Minghao stepped ahead of her next to Jun. He reached onto his hip, pulling off a small bottle she didn't even see hidden beneath the fabric of his shirt. He popped the vile open and moved his hand over the top of it, his fingers looking nothing but elegant as he seemed to draw the contents of it out. She gasped quietly when a string of white light began making its way into the air, and with the stealthy movements of his hands, it was suddenly an orb, bright enough for them to see several feet ahead of them.

She didn't even have to open her mouth to question what it was before Soonyoung chuckled at her amazement from behind her, making her ears tint pink from the sound. "Soul collectors carry around souls with them. Whenever they find a connection with one in particular that they like, they tend to keep it around long term. Kind of like a pet."

As if the orb had a mind of its own, it stopped floating in front of Minghao and shot in their direction, making Sahyun squeal before she realized it had come face to face with Soonyoung, and was not out to harm her.

The white changed to a faint red color, indicating what she assumed to be anger. A puff of air was released from it, blowing into Soonyoung's face hard enough to make his eyes squint.

Sahyun turned to Minghao in surprise when he let out a chuckle, the first real emotion she had ever seen come from his otherwise blank exterior.

"You've made her angry, Soonyoung. You shouldn't call her a pet like that. She's my companion."

Pleased with his words, the red faded to a vibrant pink color before moving back over to Minghao, circling around him in dancing motions before finding it's spot in front of him once more. Sahyun found it almost adorable to witness, and if the events taking place didn't make her feel like she was losing her mind or in an entirely to intricate dream, she might have even laughed.

She turned back to Soonyoung as he huffed, a sulk clearly making it's way onto his features. Yet another side of someone she had yet to see. "Sorry for insulting it, then. Jeez."

It was then that Sahyun come to the realization that none of them were bad people, even if they had done bad things. It was extremely odd, and a part of her wondered if Jun's uncanny ability for emotional control had anything to do with it, but she felt at ease with all of them. She wasn't entirely sure how long that feeling would last, so she decided to bask in it for as long as she could, before the reality of everything decided to sink in once more.

Maybe she could find some type of enjoyment out of what was to come. If she wasn't ever going to be able to return back to her real home... then she would eventually have to adapt to this new one anyway. Find a new normal.

And having seen nothing but genuine concern for her, she decided to put her trust in the men around her.

The Devil’s Sons [04]

poster by @minhaaru

One was sent to damn her into a life of eternal misery. The other was sent to save her. Neither had the intention of loving her.

word count: 1357 genre: fantasy, angst characters: Soonyoung x OC x Jihoon 00 | 03 | 05

Jihoon’s stare was intimidating, especially seated across from Sahyun at the same dining room table and she begun to force herself to eat the gray slob from every night as he scrutinized her every feature.

“She’s somewhat healthy.” He commented quietly, quirking a brow as if surprised. “I thought anyone under your care you die simply by living with you.”

Soonyoung groaned from his seat next to her and buried his face in his hands. Sahyun wondered if she should reach out to pat him awkwardly or something, since he looked so genuinely frustrated, but the thought of touching him left her stomach in a symphony of butterflies and she didn’t want to risk losing what little she had managed to eat.

“Must everything out of your mouth be an insult, Jihoon. It’s been nearly seventy years and you still treat me like this when all I’ve tried to do is help you out, and to make amends.”

“You’ve destroyed numerous lives that I’ve tried to save, how could I just forgive and forget and be happy-go-lucky like that?”

Sahyun eyes widened when Jihoon spoke, her mind reeling at the words.

Destroyed? What does that mean?

She frowned as she tilted her head to the side to observe him, her mind so confused and all over the place, it wasn’t like she could’ve figured anything out, even if it were easy enough to do. She saw him look at her from the corner of his eye but he didn’t acknowledge her.

“It’s my job. I didn’t ask for this.”

“Except you did, Soonyoung. Just like I asked for this, and you’ve managed to ruin just about everything.”

The black haired man shook his head furiously at that, irritation building in his already sharp features. “You did choose this life, right along with me, Jihoon. We’re brothers, we started all of this together.”

“Don’t refer to me as your brother.”

Soonyoung was about to open his mouth to speak again when Seungkwan finally had enough of their bickering and huffed, slamming his hands down on the dramatically. “Can you save this same old bitch fight some other time? Soonyoung, if you don’t remember, you called Jihoon here for our little problem.” He waved his hand over at Sahyun almost in a disgusted way, earning a glare from the girl before continuing. “Can we please get on with it so everything can return to normal?”

“Nothing will return to normal at this point, Subordinate.” Jihoon stated, raising a brow at him. “For someone under his wing, you’re awfully rude. If you were under my attention, you wouldn’t be-”

Sahyun let out a sigh, the first sound she had made since Jihoon arrived and everyone paused, turning to her with alertness. She realized quickly that they were mostly concerned, since none of them seemed to know what the real of effects of having a mortal around would be.

When she rolled her eyes and looked away, finding a spot on the wall to stare at to get away from the attention, they all seemed to relax and return to their conversation.

“Seungkwan is right. We can discuss this more later. For now, I need your help figuring out how to safely get her out of the Middleground.” Soonyoung composed himself, and although his voice was calm, Sahyun picked up a hint of a pleading tone laced in his words, and she thought perhaps he truly was a good guy.

“You’ve done a foolish thing, Soonyoung. Honestly speaking, if you wanted to spare her, instead of kidnapping her, you should’ve just called me when it happened. It’s my job to save people from death, remember?”

Jihoon’s words finally seemed to make some of the missing details click inside of her head. She was able to figure out that whoever Soonyoung and Jihoon were, they had a part in the fate of someone’s life, and when she thought back to the almost car accident, she realized that that must have been what Soonyoung was there for that day.

“I was supposed to die.” She breathed, the realization making her chest clench tightly in fear.

She was supposed to die that day. Visiting her parents was supposed to be the last thing she ever did.

But she hadn’t.

Because Soonyoung stopped it from happening.

There was another pause before she heard Soonyoung also sigh, much like she had before. “Yes, you were.”

She wasn’t sure if she was thankful for the news of her survival or stressed. Sahyun knew that she wasn’t ready to die that day, but… if she was meant to, whether or not she was ready wouldn’t have mattered.

‘It isn’t as simple as calling you, Jihoon. I wasn’t the cause of it this time. I was just supposed to watch over and make sure it happened, lest you or another Guardian try to stop it. It happened so quickly.”

“And why exactly did you stop it then? Since you like to claim that fate is so important to you.” Jihoon rose a brow challengingly, crossing his arms. Sahyun turned to him as well, equally as curious to hear the answer. Soonyoung shook his head, his lips forming into a tight line as he seemed to think about it.

“I honestly don’t know.” His eyes shifted over to Sahyun, making eye contact with her properly, and she found herself sinking down under his intense gaze, her muscles tensing. It was as if he were reading everything going on in her head. After a moment, he blinked and turned his head away once more, and just like that, her presence was ignored. She sighed, the tension in her shoulders becoming relaxed. “But I did, and I need a solution.”

Jihoon brought his hand up to his head, combing through his light hair as he pondered something. “From the looks of how calm she is, she’s been here for a while, Soonyoung. At this point, her presence is definitely know and getting her out will be damn near impossible.”

“I was scared you would say that.” The raven-haired man groaned, the stress of everything finally showing on his features. “I’m sorry.”

It didn’t take Sahyun long to figure out that the apology was for her, though she wasn’t quite sure what he was apologizing about, exactly. Was it for saving her life when she was supposed to die? Or for bringing her here without knowing the consequences? Or for everything he’s ever done in his life, ever?

Maybe he was apologizing for all things, and Sahyun was the person who simply got to receive all of the regret for not only herself, but everyone he must have wronged in some type of way. And with how they talked, there must of been quite a few lives taken by his hands alone.

Her eyes shifted to Jihoon and she gasped a little in surprise when she found his eyes staring back at her, just as intense as Soonyoung’s, and perhaps even a little more fierce. She gulped when they slid slowly down her face, encasing of her features to memory, and it felt as if her could actually see through her. Their eyes met again and he squinted at her, a look of determination set in his dark orbs suddenly.

“I may have a solution, but it won’t be an easy one.”

Soonyoung opened his mouth to ask for more information, but his words were cut short when Minghao suddenly stood up, his head in the direction of the door, and Sahyun had to stifle another gasp when she saw that his eyes were glowing a golden-yellow color.

“What’s wrong?” Seungkwan questioned, his hands reaching behind him to grab whatever weapon she didn’t even realize he had concealed. But, before anyone could answer him, Soonyoung’s hand was on her arm, yanking her up and behind him, facing away from the door, faster than she could even register the sound of the door crashing in.

Thank you, thank you, thank you! Your Soonyoung stories have me hooked, i just read the first chapter for Blooming Flower and can now officially say that i think i love you 😂😂😂

Omg asdfghjklThank you so much T^TYou have no idea how much this made my night, like im going to bed smiling and just