Kaiyodei - I Don't Know What Is Going On Here

so much a sorry

i feel so terrible I cannot easily get into contact with a kiln and don't think it is right to ask those places where it just feels like a "stop by, pay money, paint your own pottery" to go "yo! how much to just fire this thing? it has glaze, it just needs to be fired. I don't want to feel like these horrible people and kids from the internet who break promices and run off with money"

just don't

it is one odd thing to dream of "dead friends", in which when you do, you have the idea of "I know you are a ghost, hey someone else can see you? that is cool"

and then their sibling is in the dream, "oh good you see them too?" during that one time I thought the other had died to.

but then she did.  and now there is a "didn't you die? why/how are you here?" but their sister is no longer in the dream and I don't know why.

it is so weird.

and dogs. I dream of our dead dogs, and family wants me to feed the dogs. but I'm not taking care of ghost dogs

buy my art so I can buy more dumb things

glow action fan art. 3x3. drinking 3 coffie mug sizes of black tea makes for difficulty in fine detail.

used craft acrylic and varnished

I am thinking of selling but for how much?

i want to see what it feels like to be a real bully or troll.