Breathless(MJ-Astro)

Breathless(MJ-Astro)

~I'm out of breath, I think you took mine. It's like a dream, I'm flustered~

"Morrrnnniiinngggg, nae sa-rang!!" Your husband said as he hugged you from behind and kissed your cheek. [A/N: you're married congrats x'D nae sa-rang-my love]

"Ah, good morning Myung Jun-ah. How'd you sleep?"

"Mmmmnnn, alright I suppose. I can't complain much since you were sleeping next to me." He replied as he started to nuzzle your neck.

"Yah! Go away! I can't be distracted right now, I'm trying to cook here." You playfully turned and nudge him with the spatula. "Go play one of your games or something. Shoo shoo."

~I'm out of breath, just like lack of oxygen Pretty girl, what did you do to me~

He pouted and turned away walking slowly out of the kitchen. You sighed and then laughed at how he was still childish. You started to hum and went about cooking the rest of breakfast while listening to the TV in the living room. Finished with cooking, you turned the stove off and got plates out to start getting the table ready.

"Aaahhh!! Y/n!!! Y/n!!!! Palli Palli!! Y/n!" Your eyes widened and you ran into the living room where you saw MJ standing on the sofa with a shoe in his hands.

"Uh....oppa.....what are you doing?"

He turned his head to look at you and then made the most distressed face you've ever seen. "Y/n, it's an emergency! Call the cops! Tell them to get over here quickly!! We're being attacked!"

~Ya~ba~ba Look at me. Na~ba~ba Look at me. Ya~ba~ba Look at me. You're my final round boss~

"What?! By who?!" You asked as you looked around frantically slowly walking over to where MJ was.

"Look, he's over there!" He pointed to the corner of the living room, but you couldn't see anyone. You walked closer to try to see the 'culprit' but as soon as you got in front of him, MJ pulled you back. "noh micheossoh? jugeullae?" [Are you crazy? Do you want to die? // got these from different websites, if they're not correct feel free to correct me.]

"I don't see anyone there though. I think you're the crazy one. Seriously MJ, have you finally lost your mind?"

He narrowed his eyes at you, "No, I have not thank you very much. Go see for yourself. If you die, just remember I warned you."

"Sure," you rolled your eyes and continued walking to the corner where the so called 'attacker' was. As you got closer to the corner you walked slower, honestly getting a little scared from the tension. You reached the corner and was confused at what you saw.

~When you look at me, I feel like zero gravity. I feel weak. Against my will, I get to space out~

"Uhm, MJ, there's no one here."

"Aahhh!"

You jumped and turned around, looking around fast, "What what?!"

Myung Jun pointed above you and gulped, then whispered, "He's above you, y/n!"

You looked above you slowly and saw a spider crawling up the wall. You stood there, your face showing no emotions, and continued to look to MJ and then back at the spider. "Myung Jun, please don't tell me this is the culprit you said was attacking."

"It is! He started coming towards me like he was going to attack me so I threw the pillow and jumped on the couch! What if it wants to eat me?!"

You blinked and stared at him wondering why your husband was more of a girl than you were. Sighing you picked a shoe, the other being in Myung Jun's hand, smacked the spider and killed it because knowing MJ if you tried to be nice and save it he wouldn't be able to calm down.

"There it's dead now, MJ. You can get down and stop being a girl."

~Explain to me in a way that makes sense, I expect from you whenever I see you . I am prepared to try a hundred times, until you get to like me~

-Time Skip-

You were sitting on the couch with MJ after eating breakfast, snuggling against his side when you recalled the scene from earlier in your head and bit your lip to keep yourself from laughing. Unfortunately, that didn't help so you started laughing and made Myung Jun look at you like you were crazy. You laughed so hard that when you finally calmed down you had tears in your eyes.

"Yah! You were laughing at me weren't you?!" He accused you while pouting.

"I'm sorry, how could I not. That was so funny!"

He glared at you, which just made you want to pinch his cheeks and coo at him, then you smirked and did exactly that making him smile and start to laugh with you.

"It wasn't that funny though. I mean it just surprised me is all."

"Oppa, you scream more like a girl than I do."

"I do not! Take that back!" He started tickling your sides making you start laughing again.

"Okay, fine you don't scream like a girl!"

"Thank you."

"Just like a very girly man," you muttered before you got up and ran away from him while laughing.

~You look cooler than I thought . Can't be I feel dizzy again HEY~

After he caught up with you, MJ pulled you into a hug and kissed your forehead, "You think I'm manly, right? You were just kidding?"

You laughed and said, "Yes, you're very manly."

He smiled and cupped your cheeks, "jagiya saranghae." [//Darling, I love you.]

"I love you, too. No matter how girly you scream or that you're more afraid of bugs than I am."

"Yah!"

You laughed and then kissed him and whispered, "saranghae."

Then smiling, you two walked back to the couch and cuddled while watching whatever you found interesting on the TV.

Toy(Kyung-Block B)

I don't want anything more from you, if I can see you filling with me.

"Y/n, if you don't tell him now you'll miss your chance and be miserable and I don't want to see that."

"I know," you whispered, "But I-i'm scared. I love him too much to risk losing him being in my life."

Y/f/n sighed and rubbed your back. "I know, but you have to try right? You never know, he may secretly love you and is too shy to tell you."

Bzzt. Bzzt. You both looked at your phone on the coffee table where it was vibrating. Unlocking it, you realized it was an incoming call from the person who was the cause for your current bitter emotions.

"Kyungie..?" You answered the phone trying to sound as chipper as you could, not wanting to give your emotions away.

"Y/n? Ca-can we meet up?"

"Y-yeah, I'm at my house. You can come over."

You heard him sniffle a couple times and then heard him say, "Thanks, y/n. I'll be over there soon." Then after saying goodbye you hung up and silently waited for kyung to show up.

I can give it all to you, will you take it all from me?

A couple minutes later you heard a knock on the door and you, now alone, practically ran to open it. On the other side was a devastated Park Kyung who honestly looked awful. His hair was a mess, his clothes were disheveled, and his eyes were red and puffy from crying.

Silently you turned and walked into the kitchen to make some tea, knowing he'd follow. After it was finished you placed his tea on the table in front of him, then you sat and watched as he stared solemnly into the dark beverage. "Kyung, what's wrong?"

He sighed and his voice cracked when he said, "I love her, but she said she doesn't love me."

If love is a joke, then use me ruthlessly.

Tears formed in your eyes and your chest started to hurt. "W-who?"

"R/g/n." He didn't look at you once, instead finding his tea more interesting. "I..." What he was about to say had been forgotten as his phone started to ring. After looking at the screen he quickly answered it, walking into the other room to have some privacy. Oh how you wished you hadn't had heard the name he said before he left, "R/g/n?" You forced the tears not to flow as you put your hand on your chest.

Now you know all you need is me, I'm your toy.

Kyung came back into the kitchen, this time with a smile on his face. "She wants to meet up. Said she can't stop thinking about me and what I had told her." He rushed towards you and pulled you into a hug. "Thank you."

You looked up at him in question. He chuckled and pinched your cheek lightly. "For being my gajang chinhan chingu and always being there for me. Remember, I'm always here for you too. Anyways, I've got to go meet r/g/n. Bye y/n." And with one last hug he was rushing out the door to where a girl who had stolen his heart was waiting for him, a girl who was not you.

You finally allowed yourself to let the tears out and slid to the floor crying. I love you, you thought, and I don't think I'll be able to stop loving you. But no matter what I'll be by your side, because I would rather be your friend and love you than have you leave me forever.

Note:

gajang chinhan chingu- best friend(korean)

Why Goodbye(Mika-The Boss[DGNA])

~This message is to you, I know you still love me too baby~

You put your last piece of clothing into the suitcase and, with difficulties, you zipped it up and set it on the floor. You walked into the bathroom and started to collect all of your bathroom necessities and putting them into your toiletries bag that you had gotten from the cabinet under the sink. Silently tears slowly fell down your face but no matter how many times you wiped them away or told yourself to stop, there seemed to be no end to them. The tears were endless, no matter how much you didn't want to cry you knew that it would be better to do it now than later.

"Why?" You asked yourself silently as you slid down to the floor, shaking from the sobs escaping you. Why? Why did it come to this? Weren't we happy? You brought your knees up to your chest and let yourself cry, letting all of the locked up emotions rush free.

After a little while, you were finally calm enough to finish packing your things. Tears kept escaping your eyes but it wasn't so bad now that you had let everything out, so you just wiped them away and continued the task at hand. You finished in the bathroom and headed back into the bedroom, setting the box down then sitting on the edge of the bed you rubbed your eyes and cleared your throat. I keep remembering, you thought, why do I keep remembering?

~Why goodbye, why goodbye, I hear it but I don't hear your words~

[flashback]

"Jaaaggiiiiii, I'm home!!"

"Suhoonie~ I missed you," you called as you ran and jumped into his arms.

"Aw, I missed you too!! Oh! I've got you a little souvenir when we stopped for one of the concerts." He set you down and dug around in his bags, searching for the gift he bought you. "Okay so I did have something, I promise, but uh it looks like it disappeared."

You laughed and kissed his cheek, "I don't care, because I've already got a gift."

"You do? From who?"

You rolled your eyes and said, "You dumbbell, you being home is my gift."

He smirked, "I knew that I just wanted you to say it." You started laughing and smiled as he pulled you to him and kissed the top of your head.

~Can't let you go, can't let you go. Please block your blade-like lips~

[End of flashback]

"No! Don't remember, y/n. You'll only hurt more. Don't think, don't think." You've repeated that to yourself so many times you have lost count. Why was it so hard for you to just let go of him? Sighing, you laid back on the bed. Because I love him, that's why it's so hard to let go.

You never wanted any of this to happen, you thought that you two would fight through everything together and never part. But that's just life isn't it? You get something you find precious and never think you'll lose it but one day you end up getting it taken away. This is why you never wanted to trust anyone, the reason you never wanted to love because you know that everyone has a mask on. No one is ever what they truly seem, or at least that's what you thought until you met Suhoon or Mika as he's commonly known by.

[Story Time]

He helped you with your fears and you helped him with his, both of you came to trust and confide in each other. Slowly over time you two confessed your love and everything turned out to be perfect, until that day that is. You remember that you had gotten home later than usual due to paperwork at work and all you wanted was a nice night relaxing with your amazing fiance. Of course, seeing as luck has never been in your favor you opened the door and was about to say something when you heard Mika talking to who you assumed was the manager, on his cell phone.

~Your words are like a storm that covers me. Without warning, it shakes me up like chaos. My burned up heart is so dangerous~

"Yes I understand. So I have to do it tonight? Yes, alright I can do it. I just have to break up with her, I mean it's not like it's a big deal. I can do it. Yeah, alright bye I'll call you tomorrow. She'll be home any minute. Mhm, night." [A/n: I would kill him '-.-. He would not see tomorrow x'D jkjk]

You heard him get up and start walking towards where you were standing and you tried to move, but your feet had turned to stone and you felt like if you moved you would pass out. You heard his footsteps stop as he got right in front of you.

"Y/n! H-how long have you been there?" You didn't answer, you couldn't. You were afraid that if you did you'd get sick. "Y/n? Hey, are you alright. You look sick, come here."

When he reached his hand out your hand came out and slapped his away. "Don't. Don't touch me."

"Wait, no please y/n let me explain." He begged trying to grab your hands, which you kept pulling away from him.

"Explain? I think you pretty much already explained it. You want to break up? Fine with me, me and my stuff will be out of here by tomorrow." With that you turned and walked to the bedroom, where after locking the bedroom door you sat and cried.

After a couple minutes you heard a knock and heard Mika say, "Y/n please, you have to listen to me." You stayed silent, knowing that you would start sobbing and you didn't want him to hear that. "Please," he said, "Let me explain. Please." His voice cracked, which let you know he was crying and crying was something he rarely ever did when you were around because he didn't want to seem weak. You stayed where you were, no matter how hard it was not to rush into his arms and hear him out, you stayed put because you were hurt.

~My heart still wanna be with you. Only my painful tears are falling down, don't hurt me no more~

[Present Time Period]

You taped up the last box and hauled it down the hallway, setting it down in the living room. Everything was done and now you were just waiting for your brother/sister to come help you move your stuff into his/her place. You sat at the kitchen table and sipped a glass of water while you waited, your nerves were so frazzled that you jumped at every little sound. You heard the door open and sighed in relief that your sibling had come before Suhoon had gotten home.

"Hey, thanks for helping. I've moved all the boxes into the livi-," you stopped short when you saw Suhoon there at the door, panting and out of breath. You looked down at his hands and saw that they were bleeding, same with his knees. You swallowed your fear and asked, "What happened to you?"

"I-I ran here, so I could get here in time. There's something I need to tell you and you need to hear me out."

You shook your head and looked away crossing your arms, an old habit you used to have that you would do when you were afraid and trying to protect yourself by shutting the world out. Mika knew that, so he sighed and walked slowly towards you. "Hey," he said softly, "Look at me."

Your eyes slowly looked over at him and widened when you saw tears in his eyes. "Why?"

~The cold rain becomes my tears, as you seep into my heart. At the tip of the cliff between heaven and hell, I am lost so don't leave me~

"Because I-."

Love Letter(Jun.K-2PM)

~Girl do you remember? My last love letter~

You smiled as you heard your current favorite song start to play and silently started to sing along. You stopped at the corner when the light turned red and started to bounce along to the song, not even caring if you were embarrassing yourself. When the light changed to green and you started walking you felt a hand tap your shoulder making you pause.

You turned and saw Kim Min Jun standing there with a smile on his face. You quickly took out your ear buds and smiled at him nervously, "H-hey, Min Jun."

"Hey, I was just walking to work and saw you standing here. Mind if I walk with you?" You shook your head and paused your music, then put your phone in your purse. "So, how was your weekend, y/n?"

"U-uhm, it was good. How about yours?"

He shrugged. "Honestly? It wasn't the best, but nothing too bad."

"Oh, I'm sorry to hear that," and that was the last thing the both of you said on the walk to work which unfortunately wasn't long.

"Bye, y/n, have a good day today!"

"Y-you too, Min Jun!"

~Hot enough to melt the cold winter, love letter~

You sighed as you reached your desk and sunk down into your chair, thinking about running into Min Jun and how all the butterflies erupted the minute he smiled at you. You groaned and put your face in your hands, regretting that you never have the courage to tell Min Jun how you feel.

"Hey you, bad morning?" You heard the chipper voice of your best friend, f/n, and looked at her through your fingers.

"Not bad at all, I walked to work with Min Jun."

Her eyes widened and she dropped her bag to the floor and rushed over to my desk. "You what?"

Startled you leaned back in your chair and stared at her like she was crazy,  which she was but you never commented on it. "What? I just said I walked to work with Min Jun."

"Oh my goodness!! Why wasn't that the first thing I heard when you saw me?!"

You looked at her confused. "Uh, it was the first thing you heard when I saw you."

"Oh shut up, you knew what I meant. Now, tell me the details!!"

~Hey baby Girl I Miss You With Me~

You smiled as she dragged her office chair over and sat with her elbows on your desk looking at you like a child begging for candy. "Okay so as I was standing at the light waiting for it to turn, I of course was listening to music at that time and felt someone tap my shoulder. Needless to say it was Min Jun, and he smiled and asked to walk to work with me."

F/n squealed and started flapping her arms excitedly making you laugh. "I can't believe he asked to walk with you!! Oh my gosh!!" She jumped in her seat a couple more times and then when she finally calmed down a little she said, "What did you guys talk about?"

"Uhm, well uhm he asked about my weekend and then I asked about his and that's about it." F/n sat there staring blankly at me, not saying anything and not even making a facial expression. "Oh! Before we separated he told me to have a good day!"

She sat there for a couple seconds and then let out a squeal and clapped her hands. "Oh my goodness, he so likes you."

~I have a good feeling this winter, you still got my love letter~

"How on earth did you get that from what happened?"

She rolled her eyes and flicked my forehead. "Pabo, you never have understood guys have you?"

"Yah! That hurt!' You rubbed your forehead and flicked her back, making her pout and rub her head. "Anyways, let's get to work we have a lot to do today." And so, after giving you a salute, she walked back over to her desk to start her work leaving you with your thoughts.

~Time skip to lunch~

"Ooh that looks good! Oh, that does too. I'll meet you at the table y/n, I wanna go get some off that desert before they run out!" You laughed as you watched f/n sprint off towards the desert section of the buffet.

"Hm, I wonder what I should eat today."

"Try the steak, it's honestly amazing!" An all too familiar voice replied making you spin around and almost bump into Min Jun. "Hey, again. I didn't know you came here for lunch."

"U-uh, we don't usually come here but the restaurant we usually go to is currently closed for maintenance."

"Oh, that makes sense. Well, would you and your friend like to eat with me and the boys?"

"That would be wonderful," f/n said suddenly. Jeez, everyone's trying to give me whip lash.

Min Jun smiled and led us over to the table his friends were sitting at. He introduced me and f/n then showed us two empty chairs, one which just so happened to be beside his own.

~AHahahahahah Fall in love again. AHahahahahahah fall in, fall in love Again~

After a surprisingly nice lunch, you and Min Jun had gotten to know each other better and you found out that you two had quite a lot in common. You were now all currently heading back to work and were having a good time when Min Jun softly grabbed your arm and waited til you both were a little behind the group to say something.

"I had a nice time with you two. Thanks for eating with us."

You shook your head quickly, "No, I had a nice time as well. Thank you for inviting us over to eat with you."

He laughed and poked your now red cheek. "You're so cute when you blush!" His exclamation made you blush even more and him laugh more. "Hey, y/n?"

"Hm?"

"Would you like to go out some time?"

You stopped in your tracks and stared at him with your jaw open. "W-what? Really?" He just smiled and nodded which made you smile. "Yes! I mean, I would love to Min Jun."

"Great!! I'll meet you in the lobby after work then. See you, y/n!"

Your eyes widened, "Yah! W-wait, after work? Min Jun!! That pabo, jeesh a girl needs to get ready for a date! He can't just expect me to go out dressed like this can he?"

~Do you still have it? Do you still have it? Do you still have my LOVE LETTER~

As soon as you walked into your office and sat down f/n came running in and shut the door behind her. "What happened? Give me the details!"

"What? Why do you think something happened?"

She gave me her famous 'are you stupid' face and said, "Because of the look on your face when you came in. So, what happened?"

You simply replied, "He asked me out," and started working.

She was quiet for a few minutes then slowly stood and walked over to you and when she reached your side she grabbed your shoulders and started to shake you. "Oh my gosh! Why didn't you tell me that before!! Oh my good flipping gosh this is amazing!!" She started to do her 'excited dance' and pulled me up to dance and jump around with her, making me laugh.

~Time skip to after work~

You nervously walked down the hall from the elevators to the lobby where Min Jun was waiting for you. You stopped when you saw him and hurried behind the corner, peeking out at him. He looked so handsome standing there with his hands in his pockets looking around the room. You put your back to the wall, took a deep breath to gather courage, and walked out to meet him.

He turned and smiled widely when he saw you, then walked to meet you. "Hey, have a good day?"

"Yeah, thanks. What about you?"

"Yes, ready to get going?" After nodding, you followed beside him as he started to walk out of the building. "So I was thinking of just going over to my place and cooking us a dinner? Does that sound okay?"

"Oh, that sounds great!" Excited, you two walked towards his house ready to start the night.

~Girl do you remember? My last love letter~

You were currently sitting at the kitchen counter watching as Min Jun cooked dinner, and you had to admit that it smelled amazing. "You know, I really don't mind helping you."

"Don't be ridiculous, you're my guest so you stay seated and relaxed."

You laughed and sipped your water, "Well it smells amazing! I didn't know you cooked."

"Psh, of course I can cook. Of course the main reason why I can cook is that I have the instructions in front of me." He winked at me making me smile and look around. "Go ahead and look around if you'd like."

You got off your stool and headed to where some pictures hung on the wall and studied them. This must be his family, everyone looks so happy. Smiling you walked along the wall looking at all of his memories, wondering about the story behind each picture. You stopped when you got to what looked to be a letter hanging in a beautiful thin black frame.

Your eyes widened when you read the first words, Dear y/n.

~Hot enough to melt the cold winter, love letter~

"Oh, wait don't read that!" Min Jun shouted as he ran towards you and stood in front of the picture frame.

You smirked and got on your tip toes to look over his shoulder. "What is that?"

"U-uh, uhm nothing. It's absolutely nothing."

"Kim Min Jun, what is that letter?"

He sighed and moved off to the side rubbing the back of his neck. "It's a uh, well.." He trailed off looking off to the side, shy all of a sudden.

You smiled and went back to reading the letter. Your smile dropped and your eyes widened when you read a certain line, one that made you want to jump up and down in joy. The line read, I love you.

"I do. I have for a while now. Do you, you know? Uhm, how do you uh..."

You turned and hugged him, burying your face in his chest. "I love you, Kim Min Jun."

You felt him wrap his arms around you and heard him mutter, "I love you, Y/f/n."

~Hey baby Girl I Miss You With Me. I have a good feeling this winter, you still got my love letter~

This is so true

i honestly don’t think jin and rap mon get the credit they deserve for their dancing

like they’re dubbed as “the ones who can’t dance” but shit man bts choreography is one of the hardest in kpop and they’re still able to learn it pull it off and make it look so fluid and easy. they must have to put so much extra work into mastering choreographies yet they’re still dubbed as “the ones who can’t dance” 

the bottom line is jin and rap mon CAN dance. although they might not be as good as other members, the fact that they persevere and put so much effort into their dancing is remarkable and they deserve so much respect for that 

Hold Me Tight(Jungkook-BTS)

Requested by:  LuvKookieMonster 

~I empty my drink but it gets filled with loneliness. I should've just given in, why did I argue all the time? Even the trash bag thrown away on the street makes a lonely sound in the wind~

You were at the kitchen table sipping your drink and sighing over yet another disappointing night, you were supposed to be spending time with your boyfriend since he just got back from tour with his group. Now here you were alone, because Jungkook decided to call at the last second and say he had a change of plans to go out with the guys and celebrate. You were upset since you haven't seen him in months and missed him, but you couldn't exactly be mad at him for wanting to hang out with them.

You sighed and headed into the bedroom to change out of the outfit you were wearing, the one that jungkook used to always love seeing you in and the first outfit he chose for you so it was special to you. Once you were finished changing you sat on the couch when and pulled out your laptop, wanting to finish some last details on some papers for school, your background which was a slideshow of all the pictures in your folder showed a picture of the day you and jungkook celebrated your 1 year anniversary. His arm was around your shoulders pulling you towards him and he was kissing your cheek while you were widely smiling making your eyes scrunch up a little at the corners.

~All I did was color you in my white, blank paper but then I realized, it already became a finished picture. You and I are like cell phones when we're apart, you know we'll be broken~

Lately Jungkook has been like this, canceling your dates at the last second and finding a reason to not return your call. Honestly, you didn't know why this had suddenly happened and why he started to make you feel ignored. You didn't want to tell him that you felt like he didn't care anymore, because you didn't want him to get mad at you. It's always been a big fear for you, being alone and not having anyone with you. Jungkook didn't know that, you never wanted to let him know that you were insecure.

You heard your notification tone and look down at your phone seeing that it was from twitter, more precisely jungkook's twitter. Once you clicked it and saw that he had just uploaded a picture of him and the boys at a restaurant all smiling and making faces at the camera. You smiled a little and noticed that a tear had fallen down your cheek, you wiped it away and clicked off of twitter then put your phone away. Why do I have to feel so lonely? I hate it, you thought, I hate feeling like this.

~Only your scent completes me, hurry and hug me~

~Time Skip to a couple weeks later~

Sighing you set your phone down after jungkook didn't answer another call from you. You haven't talked to him in over a week, you've tried to get a hold of him but he would never answer your calls and he would never message or call you himself. You got up from the couch and walked into the kitchen to clean it up a little, something you always do when you're upset or don't know what to do.

It's your white t-shirt, it's just white t-shirt (Hey). It's your white t-shirt, it's just white t-shirt. It's all about you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you. You, you, you, you [A/n: this is y/n's ringtone x'D I love this song lol]

You washed your hands and dried them real quick then ran to where your phone was laying in the other room, because you knew who you set that ringtone for. Picking your phone up you answered real quick and heard exactly who you thought it was on the other side, Jungkook.

"Hey, y/n. I was thinking of heading over there for a little bit, is that alright?"

Smiling widely you tried to calm yourself down before you answered him. "Yeah! That'll be fine, I'll go ahead and unlock the door for you so when you get here just come on in."

"Okay, I'll be there in a few."

~I can only see you, I can only see you alone. Look, I'm fair with everyone else but you. Now I can't live a day without you, please~

You finished cleaning the kitchen and was just washing your hands when you heard the door open and jungkook called out, "Hey, y/n? I'm here. Where are you?"'

You rushed out into the main hallway and smiled at him when you saw him standing there, you wanted to say something to him but nothing would come out. All you could get out was an awkward, "Hi, how've you been?"

He walked towards you and hugged you, "I've been great. I have to tell you about everything, it was all so amazing." After kissing you on the cheek he headed into the kitchen to get something to drink and then went into the living room and sat on the couch. "So I have some pictures if you want to see them, though I'm sure you already have because I posted them on twitter."

You didn't say anything and just stood in the archway, looking down at your feet. Huh, you thought, he's never even asked about how you were feeling or what you've been up to. Why are you like this? Hearing him say your name you looked up at him quickly, "Hmm?"

~Hold me tight, hug me. Can you trust me, can you trust me, can you trust me.~

"Are you alright? You don't look to good, come sit down." He patted the spot next to him and waited for me to sit then showed me the screen and said, "Look at this one." You kept silent as he showed you all the pictures he had taken from the amount of time you haven't seen him.

"Looks like you had a lot of fun," you tried to smile but ended up discreetly wiping silent tears away. After clearing your throat you got up and headed into the kitchen before he saw you crying, but unfortunately luck was not in your favor because as soon as you walked in there jungkook was following you and grabbed your arm.

"Hey, what's wrong? Why are you crying, y/n?"

"No, it's uh, it's nothing. Don't worry about it. I'm fine, i'm okay I promise." You kept wiping your eyes but the tears wouldn't stop which made you frustrated. No don't cry in front of him. He can't know. Stop crying, don't cry, please stop.

~Hold me tight, hug me. Can you trust me, can you trust me. Please, please, please pull me in and hug me~

"Hey," he softly said as he cradled your face in his hands. "What's wrong? You can tell me."

You looked at him and you felt the wall you had up break, you couldn't take it anymore. You couldn't take him never caring about you, or wanting to spend time with you so you told him everything. How you felt, how you thought he hated you, how you hated the fact that he never talks to you anymore, you told him all of it and he sat there and listened to what you had to say. When you finished talking, which took a while seeing as how you were currently sobbing and crying into your hands because you couldn't bring yourself to look at him.

"I-i'm so sorry, y/n. I ne-never realized that I was, that I was being awful to you. I-y/n I'm so sorry." His voice cracked making you look at him and you saw a sight you never saw before. You saw him crying, the tears were falling down his cheeks while he looked at you. "Forgive me, y/n. I never- I never meant to hurt you like that. Pl-please forgive me y/n, I can't lose you. Please don't leave me, please stay i'm so sorry."

He kneeled in front of you and cupped your face, he leaned his forehead against yours and you closed your eyes never wanting this to end. "I-i forgive you," you smiled at him and wiped his tears away. Your own tears had started to slow down and you were able to breathe without hiccuping every five seconds.

"Really? I really am sorry, baby. I promise that I will never do it again, I'm so sorry." He leaned forward and wrapped you in his arms and kissed the top of your head, whispering how much he loved you and how he wasn't going to do it again. You could finally say that you felt relieved, happy now that jungkook knows your biggest fear and he knows how you felt about everything that's happened.

"Jagiya, saranghae forever and always," he said as he looked into your eyes.

"Saranghae, kookie." You smiled as he leaned forward and kissed you, erasing all your worries and fears and helping to ease all your pain. Forever and always, you told yourself before smiling and snuggling up to him as he sat next to you and pulled you towards him.

~You still shine, you're still like a scented flower. Now trust me, hold me once again. So I can feel you, hold me~