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KissMe under the Starlight

♪Now, I need somebody to know, somebody to heal Somebody to have just to know how it feels♪

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Better Day(Rokhyun-100%)

Better Day(Rokhyun-100%)

Better Day(Rokhyun-100%)

Requested by: -swegchicken

~You were more potent than anything, it's good that we broke up. But even if you were poison this place without you doesn't feel right. I wanna go back to your lips. When you sweetly melted me, to the day I swore that I'll only look at you~

You turned your phone screen off and sipped your tea as you waited for your friend to show up. Looking out the window, you realized that the whether forecast was actually right today since it started to rain lightly. You layed you head in your hand and stared out the window at the clouds and hoped that it wouldn't storm too hard since you had to walk back home.

"Stupid flipping whether," y/f/n said as she sat down in front of you, damp from the rain.

"What? You don't check the forecast?" You asked her as you laughed at her frustration.

She narrowed her eyes at you, "No. Who the hell checks that besides parents?"

"Uhm, lots of people actually do. Especially if they have plans, so they can see if they'll need a coat or something. Doof."

She looked to me in disbelief than shook her head. "It doesn't matter. Did you order for me?"

You froze, your cup halfway to your mouth, and looked up at her innocently. "I didn't know you wanted me to."

She rolled her eyes and stood up. "I'll be back."

~I wanna go back to your lips. When you sweetly melted me, to the day I swore that I'll only look at you~

You smirked as you watched her leave the table and head to the counter, loving the fact that you could get away with anything when it came to her. Looking back towards the window you froze in shock when you saw your ex boyfriend, Rokhyun, and his friends jog across your vision and head to the door. When you heard the door open, you quickly turned your body to where it was angled towards the window since you didn't want them to see you.

Y/f/n sat back down in front of you, now with her drink in her hand, and was looking at you confused. "Uhm, what are you doing y/-"

"Shh," you quickly shushed her quietly before peeking over your shoulder to see if Rokhyun had heard. "Rokhyun's here," you whispered as she peeked over at them slyly.

Her eyes widened and she leaned her own head against her palm, angling herself towards the window as well to hide herself. You smiled at her in thanks and sipped your drink. "Do you want to leave?" She said as she peeked over to the guys.

~Even if it hurts so strongly I will go back to you. Though I know it's crazy, I will go look for you~

You thought about it and then decided that it would probably be best for you two to leave. Honestly, you didn't want to run into him since the breakup hadn't exactly been smooth and simple. The two of you stood from your table, quietly since you were trying not to catch their attention, and started to head towards the door.

But of course, you being you, you tripped and stumbled into someone's chest as they wrapped their arms around you and kept you from falling. You heard y/f/n gasp and then slowly looked up at who caught you, seeing the face that you were trying to escape from. Rokhyun's eyes widened as he looked down at your face in surprise, not expecting to see you here.

You got your balance and stepped away from him, looking away and then turned and continued your previous walk to escape the building. Y/f/n was right behind you, putting her arm over your shoulder in comfort as you two walked away from the building.

"You alright?" She asked as she patted your shoulder softly.

"Yeah, I'm fine. Just surprised is all," you told her as you focused your gaze on your feet.

"Y/n! Wait, y/n!"

~I'm addicted to you. This fatal poison spread deeply in me. I think your existence is the only reason I live~

You and y/f/n stopped short, her turning to look behind you but you stayed facing straight ahead. You heard footsteps running towards you, getting closer every second and making you want to run  away from them. You stayed still though, not really knowing what to do when they stopped behind you two. Hearing him breathing right behind you was seriously messing you up, you hadn't been this close to him since weeks before you guys called your relationship to an end.

"Y/n," Rokhyun said as he stepped closer to you. "Can we talk?"

Three months, you thought in dismay, we haven't seen each other in three months. Why do you want to talk now? I haven't even gotten over you yet! Please don't do this to me.

You sighed and turned to face him with sad eyes, finding yourself staring at a spot above his shoulder and not being able to look him in the eyes. "I don't think that would be best."

He sighed and grabbed your chin, gently turning your head to face him directly. Then staring into your eyes, something which always took your breath away, he pleaded silently to you. You closed your eyes and took a step back away from him, reluctantly agreeing to listen to what he wanted to say.

~I'm going crazy. My reflection in the mirror looks like a beggar. I wanna lay next to you again, I wanna go back~

He smiled softly as he watched you tap the toe of your shoe against the ground, something you always did when you were nervous. Y/f/n had left a couple minutes ago, deciding it would be best for you two to talk. "I missed that," he muttered which made you look up at him with confusion.

"What?" You asked, wanting him to speak louder so you could understand him. You hated when he did that, he always would talk too softly until you made him repeat what he said, and it always got under your skin.

He chuckled, knowing what his muttering did to you and slowly walked closer to where you stood. You took quick steps backwards, realizing you were in a pickle when your back hit a wall. You started to curse walls ever being made as you watched Rokhyun stop right in front of you, close enough so you could smell the cologne that was always your favorite. He grabbed a strand of hair that was hanging in your face and pushed it back behind your ear, then leaned closer and layed his forehead against your own.

~Give me a chance to hurt again, bury your scar in me. Because you're the place I need to stay, though I know it's crazy~

You stared at his chest with wide eyes, not knowing what was happening. Not understanding why he was doing this all of a sudden, since after all he was the one who came up with the idea that you two should separate. You gulped nervously, then looked up at him only to see him staring down at you with a sad smile on his face.

He placed his palm on your cheek, making you unconsciously lean into his familiar palm. You pulled away once you realized what you were doing and pushed lightly against his chest. "Don't do this Rokhyun."

He didn't budge no matter how hard you pushed at his chest, instead he leaned closer and layed his head on your shoulder and took a deep breath. "God, I missed how you smell. I miss the way you feel in my arms. I miss everything about you, y/n."

You stayed frozen, not wanting to hear this but wanting to at the same time. You were torn, confused on whether you should believe what he was saying or whether this was some sick game he played now. Your thoughts though, were broken when you felt something wet fall against your shoulder and looking up you noticed that you were under an awning, the rain falling no where near you and Rokhyun.

~I will go look for you, I wanna turn back time. Finally, I'm chasing after your shadow that has already left.Then I'm looking for your traces, though I sway when I get drunk. Why do my footsteps start walking to your house? I wanna go back~

He's crying, you thought in surprise as you tried to turn your head towards him. He never cries, at least never around me. Rokhyun pulled you closer and buried his face in your neck, silently begging you not to look at him as he cried and let you know how much he was actually hurting.

Silently, you wrapped your arms around his waist and patted his back to comfort him as he tried to control his emotions. You didn't know how you were supposed to respond to Rokhyun crying, of course you were trying to comfort him but it was still so strange to see him crying. You guys had gone out for 2 years and never once throughout those years did he ever cry in front of you, which made you start to wonder whether he would cry any time you weren't around.

"Rokhyun," you said softly, "Why have you never told me how you felt before?"

He brought his head away from your neck and your heart broke when you saw his eyes were red from his tears, then he turned his head away to wipe the tears. You stopped him though, bringing your hands up to his face and wiping the tears away yourself. He leaned his face into your palm and kissed your wrist before you brought your hands down and waited for him to answer.

~Even if it's an obvious end. Even if the same answers repeat because I exist for you~

He shook his head, "I didn't think you would want to talk to me after we broke up and before I didn't think it mattered. I was making that decision because I thought it was best for you."

You felt tears well up in your eyes and punched his arm making him jump and start rubbing his arm to help the pain go away. "Ouch, y/n what the hell?"

You punched him again, taking a step closer with every punch you landed. "You stupid butthole! You made that decision because you thought it was best for me?! That's not your decision to make!"

He caught your hands in his as he watched with widened eyes as tears fell from your eyes and down your cheeks. "Baby, hey." He grabbed your arms and layed your head on his chest. "I'm so sorry." He told you as he rubbed your back and kissed your head. "I thought that that's what you wanted, I mean we never talked much anymore and I thought you hated me."

~No matter who tries to stop me, I will go to you somehow. Even if I walk through dangerous fields of thorn I will go to you again~

"I loved you and I still love you, you big idiot." You said as you brought your head up to look at him through teary eyes.

He smiled softly then layed his head against yours again, looking into your eyes. "I love you too, baby."

He titled his head and showed you his words were true by kissing you softly, and making your stomach erupt in butterflies as you slowly started to kiss him back. The both of you made up by showing each other how much you still loved one another, by sharing small kisses and staying wrapped up in each other's arms.

"You know," Rokhyun said as he rested his chin on your head. "I'll be surprised if we don't get sick from standing out in the rain for so long."

"Who cares," you muttered. "You take care of me, I take care you. Right?"

"Right." He smiled down at you and kissed you once again, sealing the unspoken promise.

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Hey Mama!(Xiumin-EXO)

Hey Mama!(Xiumin-EXO)

~I was busy all day long, I can't even walk as usual, but this night is too cool to go home. I don't have any plans yet but my feelings are high~

You walked into your house, kicking off your shoes and slouching against the door as you let out a sigh of relief. Today was one of the busiest days of the year and you just wanted to take a nice hot bath and relax before doing anything else, and that is exactly what you did. You were now laying back in your bubble bath, listening to music and humming along quietly. The peaceful bath was ruined by your phone ringing though, making you look over and glare at where it layed on the counter.

Then sighing, you got out of your bath and dried your hands before checking the caller ID.

Minnie~~

~I don't have plans, why don't I call you? What you think about that? What you think about that that?~

"Yeoboseyo?" You said as you got back in the tub, and then putting it on speaker you set it on the tray that was at the side of the tub.

"Hey, y/n. What are you up to tonight?"

"Uh, I was just planning on having a relaxing night. Why?"

"Oh good! Hmm~ Have you eaten yet?"

"No, not yet."

"Good good! I'll come cook you a dinner and then we can just relax, how does that sound?"

You smiled and peeked your eyes open to look over at your phone, "Sure, sounds good."

"Alright, I'll be over soon. Bye bye!"

"Bye."

~That moon calls us so badly. What you think about that? What you think about that that?~

25 minutes later and you were now dried and dressed in leggings and a long sleeved thin sweater that came a little above your knees. You heard the doorbell and walked to answer it while you put your hair into a bun. Seeing Minseok when you opened the door with a big smile on his face, you smiled back and let him in before you headed into the kitchen to sit on a stool. You wanted to watch while he cooked, you always loved watching him cook since he looked so handsome while he was doing it.

You and Minseok had only been in a relationship for the past couple of months, but you both really felt comfortable around each other even when you had first met. So it was always easier for you to relax when you were around him, and you always found a way to get him around you when you needed to relax and have fun. That wasn't easy though, considering you had your job and he had his own.

"Music?" Minseok asked as he turned his head towards you and fooled with some cds.

"Sure," you answered and got up to get some wine for the both of you. Not so you could get drunk or anything, but wine was always helpful in wanting to relax as well. So you two would drink a glass while having dinner and then feel better.

~Hey Mama, at this very moment let's make a night (Woo oh woo oh) Just you and I (Woo oh woo oh)~

You were now taking sips from your glass while you told each other how your days had gone, both being tiring and awful. Minseok had gone through half of his glass already, making you raise your eyebrows as you saw him take another gulp. This wasn't the first time you both, or one of you, have had a bad day and you were starting to wonder just how bad his had been in order for him to drink that much so fast.

"Minnie, are you okay?" You asked his as you walked over to him and hugged him from behind, resting your head against his shoulder.

"Hmm? Oh, yeah. I'm okay now, just really had an awful day is all. But it's getting a lot better now," he told you as he turned and wrapped his arms around your small figure. Then he leaned down and kissed your forehead.

You smiled and closed your eyes, relaxing against him and loving the feel of his in your arms. "Thank you for coming over."

"Wasn't I the one who asked to come over though?" He asked me as he looked down at me with confusion etched onto his face.

"Well, yeah but I always feel so much more relaxed when you're around. So thank you."

~Hey Mama, a night with nothing special. Let's make a night (Woo oh woo oh) Just you and I (Woo oh woo oh)~

We were now sitting at the kitchen island and eating the delicious meal Min had made, while cracking jokes and telling stories. It was nice, something you hadn't realized you had actually been needing. It always surprised you when you guys would start talking about anything and then keep talking about random things and never get bored or tired, but you loved it and wished it could be like this everyday.

"Want some dessert?" You asked as you picked up your plates and set them in the sink to wash them later, then headed to the fridge when Minseok agreed to get the ice cream out of the freezer. You fixed the both of you some ice cream, which turned out to not only be your favorite but his as well, and sat next to him again and continued the conversation.

After Minseok was done, he got on his phone and started looking at the screen intently. You raised your eyebrow in amusement and shook your head, getting up and starting to wash the dishes.

~(That's right) (Ooh whoo whoo) Forget everything and come here (That's right) (Ooh whoo whoo) Surprise me right now (That'' right) (Ooh whoo whoo) Step into the night, get on the stars (That's right) (Ooh whoo whoo) Look at me rushing to you (That's right)~

"Hey, Minseok can yo-" You turned and stopped short when you didn't see Minseok in his spot. "Uh, Minseok?" You called out as you walked to where he was earlier, seeing a small piece of paper there that wasn't there before.

Hide and clap? [A/n: if you guys haven't played this game, I highly suggest it for a rainy or boring day...it's so fun x'D]

You laughed as the lights got turned off, leaving you in the pitch blackness of your kitchen. "You could have waited until I was out of the kitchen," you told him when you finally reached the living room still blind as a bat.

You sighed before starting to feel every little nook and cranny to find the silent Minseok, seriously getting frustrated since you knew how good at this game he was. You kept silent, creeping around silently and laying your hand on everything since you didn't want to use your first clap yet. You heard a creak from the floorboards above you and sighed when you realized you would have to climb up the stairs, in the flipping dark.

~Yo, no need to dress well. So what if you came right after work? It'll take a long time if you get dolled up, but you're already pretty~

You were now on the second floor and you felt like a fool, if anyone saw you right now you were sure they'd laugh. You've already stubbed your toes 5 times and you had already used two claps which had brought you to the room you were now fumbling around in. Sighing, you walked over to the bed to sit down. It was like this every time you played this game with him, he'd always win because he was so frikin tiny and could fit literally anywhere.

Oh what the hell. ".Last clap!" You called out loudly, then went quiet and waited to hear it.

CLAP! You screamed and fell of the bed before you heard Minseok start to laugh and turn on the lamp in the room. You glared at him as you held your hand on your chest and tried to calm down.

~Actually you're hot whatever you wear, it's obvious even if we make plans. We don't have enough time, sun is downing now~

"Seriously, Minseok?! That's not cool!"

He laughed as he tried to hug you and apologize. "I'm sorry, I couldn't resist. I knew you were giving up so I just wanted to have some fun."

You narrowed your eyes at him, "I almost had a heart attack! That's not fun, that's mean!" You turned your head away, pouting and fighting to keep from smiling.

"Hey, sweetie I'm sorry. I really didn't mean to scare you that much." You continued to pretend that you were ignoring him, becoming proud of yourself when you had kept your straight face. "Y/n, please. I'm really sorry, baby. Please forgive me?"

~I want to see you now. What you think about that? What you think about that that? I want to fly on this heat with you. What you think about that? What you think about that that?~

You saw his eyes widen as he started to worry about you not forgiving him. You couldn't keep a straight face anymore and started to laugh as you looked over to him and punched his arm.

"Ow!" He cried out as he pouted and rubbed the spot on his arm, where you had left a faint red mark.

"That's what you get!" You laughed when he looked at you with his mouth open, then leaned over and kissed the now fading red spot. "Better?" You asked softly as you looked at him with amusement. He shook his head, which made you narrow your eyes in disbelief. "What? What do you want then?"

He smiled as he grabbed your face and leaned forward, kissing you softly before pulling away and saying, "All better now!"

~Hey Mama, at this very moment let's make a night (Woo oh woo oh) Just you and I (Woo oh woo oh) Hey Mama, a night with nothing special. Let's make a night (Woo oh woo oh) Just you and I (Woo oh woo oh)~

He stood, walking out of the room to go turn on the rest of the lights in the house and leaving you sitting there with your mouth left open. You shook your head and got up, chasing after Minseok.

"Yah! Minseo-"

"Wah!!" Minseok suddenly jumped out from behind a door making you fall to the floor screaming.

"Minseok!" You screamed as you started to throw random stuff at him, mostly being pillows since you were next to the couch now. "What the hell?!"

He started to laugh and bent over, holding his stomach while he laughed. You started to laugh but held it back, not wanting him to win. "You're going to regret that, "You told him as you got up and walked into the kitchen to get you some water.

~(That's right) (Ooh whoo whoo) Forget everything and come here (That's right) (Ooh whoo whoo) Surprise me right now (That's right) (Ooh whoo whoo) Step into the night, get on the stars (That's right) (Ooh whoo whoo) Look at me rushing to you (That's right)~

"Ooh, so scared," You heard him say before he started laughing again, making you roll your eyes and come up with a plan.

~~

You were now hiding in a crack between the kitchen and living room, somehow you had managed to make it to your hiding place without Minseok even noticing you. You kept quiet, waiting for Minseok to pass so you could get your revenge. Luckily, you wouldn't have to wait long since you heard him walk into the kitchen calling your name. You got ready to jump when you heard him getting closer, and then took your chance when you saw him pass by where you were hiding.

He jumped and let out a squeak as he turned to look back at you with wide eyes. You started to laugh as his face seemed to freeze in shock, his mouth opening and closing like a fish made it even better. You started clapping your hands, looking like a retarded seal as you were laughing so hard you didn't make a noise.

~ Ah yeah, are you ready? (That's right) Everybody put your hands up Now 1 2 3. Change your daily life all (Change, change everything) Everyday is a party day (It's a party day, it's a party day) Change the whole world until everyone falls down, all night~

"And that," you said as you wiped your eyes and walked towards him, "My dear Minnie, is how you get revenge."

He smiled and chuckled as he wrapped his arms you when you kissed his cheek and hugged him. "Yeah, I had that coming." He said as he poked both of your cheeks, laughing when you glared at him. "But I think I hurt my foot when you scared me."

"What? Your foot? But you weren't even around anything to stu-"

Minseok cut your rambling when he leaned down and kissed you, making you smile and kiss him back. Definitely not what I was picturing tonight to go as, but I love this. And with that in mind, you two spent the rest of the evening relaxing and just enjoying each other's company.

~Hey Mama, everyone stand up now. Let's make a night (Woo oh woo oh) Just you and I (Woo oh woo oh) Hey Mama, a special night because we're together. Let's make a night (Woo oh woo oh) Just you and I (Woo oh woo oh) (That's right) (Ooh whoo whoo) Forget everything and come here (That's right) (Ooh whoo whoo) Surprise me right now (Let's make a night baby)(That's right) (Ooh whoo whoo) Step into the night, get on the stars (That's right) (Ooh whoo whoo) (Get on the stars, oh oh) Look at me rushing to you (That's right)~


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First Love(Sehun-EXO)

First Love(Sehun-EXO)

Requested by: kpop-panda55

~Oh oh oh oh(the secret diary of my first love)ah-yeah. Step by step, I follow you. Without you knowing, I match my footsteps with yours. Your scent passes by my clothes. Why am I so nervous? It's so sweet~

Fans, what does that word mean? To normal people fans are people that squeal and flip out over their favorite group. To other fans, some are like a family that bonds together over their favorite groups while others are seen as enemies. To that idol or group though, fans are precious. They are the reason the idol is able to do what they love, what they're passionate about. And to your boyfriend, Oh Sehun of EXO, well fans were basically a second family to him. He loved them, and you understood.

Even though you understood, you were hurt when no matter how much you tried to show them. Tried to explain that you actually really liked your boyfriend. None of them cared it seemed like, and you were getting so much hate in such little time that it honestly shocked you. Most of all though, you were hurt from the things you'd read. Some pointed out the fact that you were just 'using' Sehun and some pointed out all your flaws, what you were the most insecure about they would somehow find out and make fun of them.

Of course, you couldn't tell Sehun. How could you when he loves them so much, when they help him and his group continue their dream. You couldn't and it really hurt you to lie to him, but you couldn't think of a better solution. Honestly, you wanted to defend yourself but that would involve Sehun seeing it all and that would most definitely not work out.

~That small and pretty hand is almost about to touch almost about to touch, it tickles my heart. I'm holding onto this soft warmth. our innocent love story has only been told to me~

"Jagiya~"

You quickly locked your phone and put a smile on your face, turning to greet your boyfriend. "Hey, Hunnie~"

He chuckled and hopped onto the couch next to you, laying his head on your lap and closed his eyes when you started to run your fingers through your hair. "What's the plan for today?" He asked as he yawned and looked up to you lazily.

"Hmm~ I was just about to head to the store to get stuff to make for dinner. Want to come with?"

His eyes widened and he jumped off the couch, quickly heading into the foyer so he could get his shoes and wallet. You let out a laugh and got up after him, though at a slower pace than his. Then once you two were ready you set out and headed in the direction of the store, you ignoring the multiple pings coming from your phone and informed the curious Sehun that it was probably just notifications and you'd check later.

~My heart (is white) my cheeks (are red) Our eyes are locked (black) my sky turns (yellow) It feels like I'm floating above the clouds, it feels like I could fly, this gentle heart pounding. You came to me and bloomed(a pretty single stemmed rose)~

You two had arrived at the store and were wondering around, finding the things you would need for dinner. Sehun had used his aegyo on you multiple times to get you to buy stuff you really didn't want to, and it aggravated you that you still were a sucker for him doing that. You sighed as once again your boyfriend had just used his cuteness to spoil him and get him something else.

"Yah!" You shouted softly and pulled on his ear lightly, making sure to get his attention. "Go away~"

"Wah?!" He shouted back and looked at you with wide eyes. "Wae?"

"Because you keep using aegyo to get me to buy you a bunch of extra crap, you're going to make me go broke on this shopping trip alone!"

He smirked and got closer to you, making you almost giggle but you bit your lip to hold it in. "I can always repay you jagi, you know that."

You narrowed his eyes and poked at his chest, "I don't think so. Go!"

~You are my light (my light that shines in my heart) A secret that no one knows (a secret only we want to keep) The most dazzling picture (my picture, such a beautiful picture, love) Every day, I practiced all the sweet sweet words ~

He pouted and sighed before turning and walking to who knows where to wait as you got the rest of the items on your list. Once he was out of sight you smiled at his behavior and then pulled out your phone, your smile dropping as you saw the many notifications from twitter and instagram that most likely involved hate messages.

And of course, you were right. You scrolled through the many messages and felt tears starting to prick your eyes, but you quickly wiped them away. Sehun would notice, you told yourself as you sucked in a deep breath and went to put your phone away. You stopped though when your eyes caught a picture that was taken just a few minutes ago when Sehun had gotten close to you. The message underneath said, I just overheard them! He said he'd pay for her crap! She's totally just using him for his money! Ugh, she just needs to go away!! Seriously!

Your eyes widened and your heart stopped when you read the un-true words, wanting to defend yourself but you couldn't. You were frozen and tears were about to start falling down your cheeks, and unfortunately you didn't think you'd be able to stop them.

"Jagi, are you ready to check out?"

~But when you look at me and smile they all melt down, out of my memory. But nothing else is needed when it comes to a boy and girl's first love. With clear eyes, you whispered to me and in that reflection, I am smiling~

You quickly made sure your cheeks and eyes were dry then set your phone down, grabbing the last thing on your list then turning quickly towards your boyfriend. "Mhm," you smiled over at him.

"You okay?" He asked, always somehow being able to see right through your facade which surprised you each time.

"Of course," you said to keep up the act. "Just tired is all."

"Oh, well here. Let me push the cart okay?"

You smiled and stood aside as he grabbed onto the railing and started towards the check out aisles, you following quickly.

-short time skip-

You had paid and you were both now headed to your house, and Sehun kept pestering you about why your eyes were red and why you seemed upset. It surprised you since you thought that he'd drop the subject by now, but apparently he wasn't going to just ignore it this time. So you noticed something that would save you some time and you silently thanked God before turning and mentioning the forgotten bag to Sehun, who in turn offered to run back and get it but not before telling you to stay where you were.

So now here you were, leaning against the wall and waiting for your boyfriend to come back with what you are now going to call your personal life saver. Even though it was weird to call a bag of tomatoes that, you would since it ultimately saved you from having to keep lying to the one you loved.

"Well, would you look what we have here."

~My heart (is white) my cheeks (are red) Our eyes are locked (black) my sky turns (yellow) Everything looks different. Why am I wandering through dreams every day? Everyone has this dream at least once. Even your name makes my heart flutter, this dream called first love~

Your eyes widened and you looked up quickly, suddenly seeming a lot smaller than the group of girls that were now surrounding you. Gulping, you looked around the street just noticing how quiet it was to see that it was empty. Except for the small group of you guys there was no one out, and it scared you even more knowing no one would help you.

"What do you want?" You asked softly to the girls who honestly didn't look that much older than you, but they definitely looked like they knew a thing or two about how to hit someone.

"We want you to leave our man alone. Stop using him and just die." Die. That word somehow struck fear into you, and started repeating in your head. No one's ever told me to die, you thought with rising panic as the girls got even closer.

Your panic was well placed it seemed as the 'leader' of this group started to pull at your hair, talking about how you were too ugly for him. All the others started to join in too, and now you were partially bent over and gasping for air from the blow one of them just threw to your stomach. I'm too scared to move, you thought as you closed your eyes tightly and prayed for someone to help you.

~I'm falling deeper and deeper, like a child who has seen the world for the first time. The unknown mystery that is you, I want to get to know one by one. Teach me what love is, only you can teach me. Slowly draw it on a white piece of paper so only I can see. Every day, it's crazy, I will be with you, I dream baby. Love you baby baby. You came to me without a sound, carefully spreading more and more~

You wanted to cry out but you couldn't, you were still trying to catch your breath from that first punch. Distantly though, you honestly thought that you heard someone. Someone calling out for them to stop. For them to leave you alone. You thought you were imagining it though, not seeing who would be coming to help you now. But you noticed you weren't when you heard the voice louder this time, clearer, meaning the person was getting closer to you. And you just noticed who it was, even though it was hard to distinguish with the blood rushing in your ears it seemed.

"Yah, leave her alone!" Your lovely boyfriend screamed out as he pulled them off and stood protectively in front of me, as if using his body as my shield.

"S-sehun!" The 'leader' stuttered out, nervous now that her idol had seen them abusing his girlfriend. His love. The girl who meant everything to him.

"What the hell are you doing?!" He screamed out, angry and pissed beyond reason. You glanced up at him and noticed that his shoulders were rigid and shaking, meaning he was a kind of pissed you've never even seen before.

"W-we-"

"Don't even think about making up excuses!" He looked at all of them and then noticed the exo badges one girl had on her shoulder bag, pointing them out. "You're fans?"

~Everything I got to know through you is beautiful, I want to fall asleep forever in this dream. My heart (is white) my cheeks (are red) Our eyes are locked (black) my sky turns (yellow) The moment I stepped inside your world I was born again~

The girls all noded happily, thinking that this was their chance of redemption. Of getting Sehun to forget all of this. But they were wrong, wrong to think that even though they said they were fans that Sehun would just forget the fact that they made you bleed. Their looks of fear intensified when they saw Sehun smirk and heard him let out a low laugh, definitely not a laugh any of the girls there including you had heard before.

"How dare you." He said, calm all of a sudden which frightened even you. "How dare you call yourselves my fans, my group's fans, when you just beat the girl I love. And the hate, was that you as well?" The girls did nothing, just shook in fear and numbness. "Was it?!" Sehun suddenly shouted loudly, making everyone flinch.

"We started it yes," the leader of the girls said when she finally worked up enough nerves to speak. Which quickly disappeared when Sehun grabbed her phone from her hands and smashed it to the ground.

Your hand, which was holding onto your stomach, now moved to your mouth as you watched in surprise and honestly a little fear. Your boyfriend was breathing heavily and had his eyes closed, most likely to calm himself from doing anything other than breaking the girl's phone.

"If you ever," he started saying lowly, "and I mean ever, hurt her or try to lay a hand on her again I will not go easy on you. But I want your names and contacts, all of them, because I'm suing you. And I don't ever want you to call yourselves my fans again, because a true fan would not do this to someone I love. Someone the whole group loves."

You stayed on the ground waiting as the girls sniffled and apologized to you and Sehun, gave  him their information, and then scurried off. Heartbroken. You watched your boyfriend with worry as he paced back and forth while on the phone with his manager, telling him the information and not taking no for an answer about suing them. He was royally pissed and you smiled slightly knowing that he did this for you, that your fear of him picking his fans over you instantly disappeared when you saw him fight for you. It made you fall in love with him all over again and you didn't notice the smile still on your face as Sehun crouched in front of you, examining you closely to see what all they had hurt.

"I'm taking you to the hospital," he said and the way he said it you knew it was an order, not a suggestion. So you just nodded and almost laughed when you saw him look at you with confusion. "Why are you smiling?" He asked you cautiously.

You grabbed his face and leaned forward, kissing him softly then wincing and pulling back quickly from the pain in your stomach. "Oh crap that backfired," you wheezed out before letting out a small chuckle. Then you saw Sehun looking you over, concern etched all over his face, so you grabbed his hand and gave it a squeeze. "I love you."

He sighed and cracked a smile, bringing your hand up and giving you a kiss on the back of your hand. "I love you too. Please, don't ever let something like this happen again. Tell me if you get anymore hate, because I honestly thought my heart was going to stop when I saw them hurting you."

"Okay," you paused all of a sudden though and looked at him with confusion. "Wait a minute, how'd you know I was getting hate?"

"Uh, you left your phone in the bag I had and it kept going off so I got curious and checked it. I don't like that you kept that from me though, jagi. I need to know those things."

"Okay, I'm sorry. I just thought you wouldn't believe me, and I didn't want to hurt you since your fans are precious to you."

He cut you off by leaning his forehead against your own. "Those weren't fans baby. If they don't accept you then they don't accept me, and that means they aren't true fans. Now come on," he said as he picked you up. "Let's get you to the hospital."

Then after placing you in his manager's car, which you had not noticed pulled up, the three of you headed off to the hospital. Where Sehun had spent the time doing whatever you asked and made sure you listened to the doctors orders, getting some rest, and cuddled you the rest of the night. It was nice.


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Confession(Moonbin-Astro)

Confession(Moonbin-Astro)

~I won't talk for long but it's not him. Why do you get attracted to bad boys? Honestly, I'm frustrated, I like you but I still haven't confessed to you~

You sighed as you sat down on a bench outside the school, waiting while you calmed yourself. You had a fight with your boyfriend again, about the same thing. It was always the same, you caught him in bad situations several times so you would call him out of them and he'd accuse you of being 'too clingy'. Honestly, it was starting to piss you off and you were starting to realize why he never had been in a relationship as long as this.

"Y/n?"

You looked to the side and saw your best friend Moonbin walking towards you, him just arriving. You smiled and waved at him, choosing not to say anything about what happened knowing how he'd react. "Well look who's early," you teased him as he took a seat beside you.

"Oh, shut up." He told you as he lightly pushed you and you both laughed. "I had to talk with a teacher before classes about some questions on the homework."

~Hey baby, forget him. I can't just stand here and watch(Come into my arms) When tears come, lean on me and talk to me. It's not time yet but you're always trying to get farther from me~

"What? Am I not smart enough for you to ask me?"

He laughed. "Of course you're smart, but I hate always asking you to help me with my homework."

"That literally makes zero sense," you told him as you laughed. You always felt your mood lift when you talked to Moonbin, it made you realize how lucky you were to have him.

"So, what happened this time?" He asked you, suddenly losing the smile on his face and looking at you seriously.

"W-what are you talking about?" You cursed at yourself mentally for stuttering, you were the worst liar you knew.

He sighed and looked to you. "Seriously, y/n. Tell me what happened."

"Just the same old," you admitted as you looked down at your lap and fought back the sudden tears.

You felt Moonbin's arm wrap around your shoulder and pull you into him. "Hey, don't cry. I'm sorry I made you tell me, I'm just always worried about you. And I know how that jerk treats you."

~Out of the many people, why are you doing such a painful love? And why can't I see anyone else but you? So your heart won't hurt, so tears won't fall from your pretty eyes, I'll kiss you on your red cheeks. Wanna be mine starting from today?~

You didn't say anything, you knew he hated Minsoo and he has since the first time you introduced them to each other. Binnie always warned you about him, but you being you never listened to him and instead did what you wanted. Boy how you wish you could turn back time, back to when you thought you'd be the special girl that would change Minsoo.

"Y/n!" You and Moonbin turned your heads to see Minsoo staring towards the pair of you with an angry scowl on his face. Oh great, you thought as you gathered your things and stood from the bench.

"I'll see you later Binnie," you called back to him as you hurried towards Minsoo. You didn't want him to be anymore annoyed than he already was, you were scared of what would happen.

"So, you're going to accuse me of cheating when you're over there sucking faces with that loser?!" He asked you angrily as he stepped threateningly closer to you, making you take a nervous step back as you stood up for Moonbin.

"We were just talking, and don't call him that!"

~ I'll warm up your hand from this sudden cold. With all my heart, I'll blow hot air on them. Wanna be mine forever?~

Minsoo practically growled as he grabbed onto your arm painfully and started dragging you off. You started to panic and hit his arm hard to try to get his hold off of you, but your efforts turned out to be unsuccessful as he kept his grip. Suddenly though, you were ripped away from his painful grip and pushed behind Moonbin as he stood in front of you. You saw his shoulders were rigid and noticed just how pissed he was.

"Don't you dare touch her like that!" He screamed at Minsoo, his voice carrying out over the entire courtyard which made people gather closer. You know what they say, curiosity killed the cat.

"Oh? And what are you going to do about it? Huh?" Minsoo taunted as he stepped closer to Moonbin, now they were both practically nose to nose.

"Stop it," you told them firmly as you stepped between them and pushed against their chests to separate them. "Guys seriously, stop before you both get into trouble."

~R O C K Y. I'll give you a lot, all of my love. I can't live without you. My heart won't ever change, you already came into my eyes. That spot next to you is empty I just need to go and stand there. Look, you're mine~

Moonbin was the first to back off, but didn't drop his glare as he stared straight at Minsoo. He shot him one more glare as he grabbed my arm softly and looked at the spot where a bruise was sure to form, then grabbed my hand and started to lead me away. We stopped when we heard Minsoo shout out and Moonbin made the mistake of turning around, just as Minsoo was bringing his fist down.

Moonbin's head snapped to the side from the force of the impact, then brought his hand up to his jaw. Your eyes widened as you watched all of it in horror and disbelief. "Moonbin!" You called out as you hurriedly tried to turn his face towards yours so you could see the damage.

You heard Minsoo laugh and start taunting him again, but before Moonbin could turn to finish the fight you turned towards Minsoo and brought your foot up. It connected to the spot where you were aiming and you smirked in victory as he went down to the ground in pain. You heard Moonbin let out a breath of air, which oddly resembled a laugh and felt his arm wrap around your shoulders.

~Now answer me time is ticking tic tac toc (All the times we've met) Autumn is coming. You seem completely different. I'm looking at you, I'm watching over you, I hope you won't push me away anymore~

"We're through. I'm done with you controlling me, and I'm sure as hell done with you making fun of Moonbin. He's more of a man than you'll ever be!" You took of the promise ring that Minsoo had 'gotten' you on you guys' three month-iversary. "I never even want to hear your name again! Have a good life, butthole!"

And with that said, you turned and grabbed Moonbin's arm to help him to the nurse's office. He groaned and complained about you holding onto him and treating him as if he was glass, but you ignored him and continued on your path. You wouldn't lie, you felt extremely guilty that Moonbin was in pain. Of course, he wouldn't tell you he was but you could tell. Every time he'd go to talk he would wince, making it known just how hard Minsoo had punched him.

After we had finally made it to the nurse, he'd gotten checked immediately and was cleared but was given an ice pack to help lessen the pain. We were now sitting in the office after we were called, and now we were waiting for the principal to come out and speak to us. You were pissed, because you knew Minsoo had been the little jerk you've come to realize and 'tattled' on you for you kicking his sensitive area. You let a laugh slip out as a mental image of Minsoo's face clouding over from pain popped into your mind.

~Out of the many people, why are you doing such a painful love? This can't go on, I wanna confess to you now. As much as I waited, I'll care for you that much more. Up until yesterday, we were friends but from today, I'll be your man~

~time skip~

You and Moonbin were now sitting in a cafe, you headed here after school ended to hang out like you used to do often before you met Minsoo. The principal had believed you and Moonbin so instead of us getting in toruble, Minsoo was suspended and you couldn't have been happier. Moonbin though, hadn't said much all day and his behavior was starting to worry you.

"Binnie~" You called out to him softly as you noticed he was spacing out again. "Are you alright?"

"Hmm?" He said as he shook his head and looked to you. "Oh yeah, I'm alright. Just was quite a day is all."

You nodded in understanding, suddenly feeling even more guilty than you did before. "I'm so sorry, Moonbin."

"Why are you sorry?" He asked softly, smiling slightly but then grimaced from the pain it caused.

"Because it's my fault Minsoo hurt you. I know you're mad, but please know that I never knew that he would go that far!"

~I like you so much, I freeze when I see you. My heart doesn't know what to do, I tossed and turned all night. Every day was new, my heart fluttered because of you. What do you think? About us being lovers, not friends~

Moonbin stopped my rambling as he grabbed my hand from across the table and brought it up to his lips, silencing me as he placed a soft kiss on the back. He smiled down at my hand, intertwining our fingers before speaking. And what he said, well let's just say that if I weren't sitting I probably would've fallen flat on my butt.

"Have I ever told you how cute you are when you ramble?"

"You-I-huh?" You asked dumbly as you stared at him, still not comprehending what was happening.

He smirked and suddenly stood, then offered a hand out to me. "Come on," he said softly, "I'll walk you home."

Blushing slightly, you grabbed his outstretched hand and noticed that he never let go as he walked you two out of the cafe. You couldn't help but compare his soft and warm hold to Minsoo's. It made you smiled and unconsciously tighten your hold on his hand, not wanting him to ever let go. You knew you should be upset about doing this kind of this so recently after just breaking up with Minsoo, but honestly you were happy. Overjoyed to be precise.

~So your heart won't hurt, so tears won't fall from your pretty eyes I'll kiss you on your red cheeks. Wanna be mine starting from today? I'll warm up (I'll take courage and confess) Your hand from this sudden cold(Will you accept me?) With all my heart, I'll blow hot air on them. Wanna be mine forever? Because you believed in me, I'll promise you. I like you, can you hear my heart?~

The two of you had made it to your house, sharing stories and laughs along the way. Unfortunately you both had made it sooner than expected, which made you realize that time does go by fast when you're having fun. You smiled at the thought and didn't notice as Moonbin watched you, observing how beautiful you looked in his eyes.

You were brought out of your thoughts by the soft touch of Moonbin's lips against your cheek, as he kissed you goodbye. Then with a big smile and a promise to meet you here tomorrow morning he turned and headed off, leaving you lost in your own thoughts and touching your cheek. I don't regret a thing, you told yourself as you after what seemed like months finally let out a happy smile. I might even have to thank Minsoo for being a buttwipe.


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Now(Jongup) pt.2

Now(Jongup) Pt.2

Requested by: SiaSuYee

~Who would've thought that you and I would go together. I used to be comfortable being alone, girls didn't suit me. I wasn't lonely, you didn't catch my eye. You were pretty but as always, I thought you would just pass by. Now, whatever you do. Whatever it is, I like like that (like that) Now without any interveners, I want to be alone with you~

1 year and a half after part 1

Yawning, I opened my eyes to the sunlight shining through the thin curtains in front of the window. You smiled and turned your head to look at the handsome man that was asleep behind you, his arms wrapped tightly around your waist and his legs entwined with yours. You tried to roll over so you could face him but that proved to be impossible when Jongup tightened his grip around your waist. Sighing, you tried to push and pull at his arm to try to get it loose enough so you could move around but again he tightened his arms which made you sigh in frustration.

"Yah, Moon Jongup!" You looked to him over your shoulder, not surprised that he ignored you and kept sleeping. You narrowed your eyes and smirked slightly, bring your fingers up to his arm and pinching it quickly but as hard as you could without hurting him too much.

The arm was quickly retracted and you turned over to see Jongup rubbing over the spot where you had pinched him. "Oww~ Jagi, what the hell was that for?"

You stared at him, trying and hopefully succeeding to not show him how much you loved his morning voice. "That's what you get," you said matter-of-factly before poking his chest, which you also couldn't help but remember that he was shirtless so you had to physically stop yourself from staring. "It felt like I was trapped and you have too much body heat, so I was getting over heated." You joked with him as you stuck your tongue out childishly.

He raised an eyebrow at your actions then smirked. "Oh? Well you weren't complaining last night about my body heat when-"

"Moon Jongup!" You said as you hit him with a pillow. "Shut up! And stop being dirty! Nothing happened and you know it!"

You turned away from him when you heard him let out a laugh then you felt his arm around you again as he pulled you towards him. "I know, I'm sorry. I was just wanting to see your reaction. Forgive me?"

"No," you told him as you successfully stood from the bed and made your way into the bathroom.

~Right now, hold tight to me and stay like that. Right now, when we lock eyes remember this, know this I want us to get closer girl. Where I go, I wish you were there. I've never been like this before. Without you, I felt empty. I wish you would be bored whenever I'm not around. I wanna hold your hand and go somewhere~

"Yah, jagiya~"

You rolled your eyes and kept your back to him, smirking when you know he couldn't see. Jongup had been trailing you like a puppy since you had gotten out of the bathroom, calling out your name and trying to hug you only to pout when he failed. You loved playing like this with him, it brought out the side that no one else sees. The only person he acts like this around is me and you loved to bring it out and see how far you could test him.

"Jagi~"

Sighing, you turned and pretended to glare at him making him flinch nervously which just proved that you were the master of glaring, be it fake or not. "What Jongup?"

"I'm sorry," he muttered as he looked up at you through his eyelashes.

Should I? Naw, you thought as you turned around again and smirked.

You finished breakfast and got worried when you didn't hear Jongup anymore. Turning and deciding to give up on the game, you bumped into a hard bare chest which belonged to the smirking Jongup now standing in front of you. He cocked his head to the side and leaned down to your ear, making you shiver and he let out a breath before speaking. [0.0 this sounds like it could lead somewhere bad but it's not going to I swear x'D]

"You really like to play that game of yours don't you? The cutest part is you don't realize that I'm actually playing a game with you."

Your eyes widened and you looked to him from the corner of your eyes. You were nervous, you'd admit it. When Jongup was like this there was no way to turn him back into the cute little puppy, nope after he turned into the sexy serious Jongup there wasn't a turn around. Not that you cared though, you thought he was hot as hell when he acted like this.

"Jagi, I think you need to learn your lesson."

You narrowed your eyes, it's always a hidden meaning with this boy. Shaking your head you looked up into his eyes as he brought his face in front of your own. He smirked down at you as he leaned closer and you closed your eyes, waiting and hoping for the kiss. Only to be disappointed when he pulled back and frowned down at his phone that was now in his hand.

~When you look at me with those eyes I can't forget, I stayed up all night, I wondered if this was real. Listen to me girl right now, hold tight to me and stay like that. Right now, when we lock eyes remember this, know this I want us to get closer girl~

"Sorry, y/n. I've gotta go," he told you as he turned and headed up the stairs quickly.

You watched his leave with the frown still on your face. Sighing you turned the stove off and put the finished food onto a plate, then set it on the kitchen table. After the boys had saved you that night, Jongup had been acting different. Of course, he'd been even more attentive as he nursed you back to health and he had never left your side but when he'd get a call or text from the boys about 'work' he'd instantly harden and turn his emotions off.

It had frightened you at first, seeing him like that, but then you'd brush everything off when he'd come back home and after a few hours he'd turn into your Jongup. You looked up at the ceiling, well floor technically, of where you could hear him getting ready to head out. You ate what you could, disappointed that you knew Jongup would leave without eating any of it so everything would go to waste.

You didn't look up as Jongup bounded down the stairs and towards the front door to grab his things. "I'm heading out now, y/n." You made a noise of acknowledgment and heard him let out a small sigh, then heard his footsteps come towards you. "I'll be home soon, I promise." You closed your eyes and leaned into his touch as he rubbed your shoulders and kissed the top of your head. "Make sure you eat, okay? I love you!"

He walked towards the door once more and slid his shoes on, you watching his every movement. Then with one last small smile he was out the door and on his way to wherever the hell he was needed. You looked down to the food that was left and felt like puking, there was no way you could eat anymore. It wasn't that you didn't want to but if you even took another bite you'd probably puke, it had been this way ever since you were saved. Of course you didn't tell Jongup, in fact the only one who actually knew about this was Daehyun and that's only because he found you throwing up the food that you had to force down so Jongup wouldn't catch on.

Your phone started to ring and you looked at it, almost laughing when you saw who it was. "Speak of the devil," you said to yourself before answering the call and placing the speaker to your ear. "Hello?"

"Hey, y/n!"

You smiled as you heard Dae's voice and shook your head in amusement. "Yes?"

"Can we meet up?"

"Huh? I thought you and the guys had 'work'??"

"Huh? What are yo- Oh!! That!! Uh, no! That's just Jongup, Yongguk, and Zelo!!"

You were confused when you noticed that Daehyun was starting to stutter, something he did only when he was nervous. "Daehyun? What's going on?"

~  Close your eyes and stay right there. Don't be scared, I'm gonna hug you. Even if these are momentary feelings I like you. Right now, hold tight to me and stay like that~

"Hm? Oh, uh, nothing! Just was wondering if you wanted to hang out. You know, since I have nothing to do?"

"You don't sound too sure," you told him as you raised an eyebrow.

"No, uh, I mean yes? Ow! Hyung~"

"Give me the phone you imbecile," you heard Himchan mutter as he proceeded to take the phone from Dae and start speaking to you instead. "Hey, y/n-ah."

"Hey, channie~"

"So, are you free to come over and hang with us until the others get back?"

"Depends, are you guys planning something behind my back?"

"What? No, of course not. Too much effort."

You laughed and put your hand on your forehead, that honestly was something Himchan would say so you shook your head and agreed to meet up with them. So, what was only 15 minutes of getting ready you locked the door and headed out towards the boys' house. Jongup used to live with them as well until we got married, then we both bought a house together and moved in. [A/n: Soo~ I totally forgot that in part 1 'you' and Jongup were married until just now, so if i put something like where Jongup is the 'boyfriend' please let me know so I can fix it D'x bc knowing me I won't catch it and I haven't but please let me know if you catch something.]

You slowed down and eyed the house in confusion when you saw that all the lights were off, the outside lights were off as well which made you honestly start to get scared and worried. About to walk to the house and go in to check, you noticed a flickering of a light that came from the back yard. Confused, but curious you walked along the side of the house to see if they were in the back. And you were partly correct because as soon as you got to the back you saw candles in all around the yard in mason jars, some even hanging from the trees.

Glancing around in awe you didn't notice Jongup walking towards you, coming out from the darkness and stepping into the light. He cleared his throat to get your attention and when you looked to him the breath caught in your throat. Jongup looked so handsome in his nice dress suit and smiling softly at you.

~Right now, hold tight to me and stay like that. Right now, when we lock eyes remember this, know this I want us to get closer girl~

"Jagi," he called to you as he held out a hand which you grabbed ahold of tightly.

"W-what is this?"

"Dance with me?"

Smiling, with tears in your eyes you nodded and placed your free hand on his shoulder as he wrapped his arm around your waist and pulled you closer. Soft and slow music suddenly started to play, which made you laugh and Jongup smiled down at you then slowly started to lead in dancing. He'd twirl you and spin you out then pull you back, but when he dipped you he leaned down and kissed you. It was soft and new, nice but definitely new. Of course, he was never rough with you but this was very new to you and you loved it.

"I love you," he whispered as he pulled back and brought you back up, looking down into your eyes.

"I love you too, Jongup."

"Happy anniversary," he said as he wrapped both arms around you and hugged you tightly to him.

"Happy anniversary."


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Drunk On You(CNU-B1a4)

Drunk On You(CNU-B1a4)

Requested by: SiaSuYee

~On an empty night I make a lonely journey. I lift my head and take your hand, I'll walk you home. I can understand you better than anyone. I can comfort you, hold my shoulder when you stumble. Just a minute, wait right there baby, it's so dangerous to be alone like that. I don't know what's wrong but you look sad. Is there anything I can possibly do to help?~

"Dongwoo, not now."

You muttered as you put a finger on his forehead and pushed him out of your face then going back to your work. Your boyfriend, Shin Dongwoo also known as CNU, was practically glued to your side while trying to get your attention. He'd pout, whine, do aegyo, and shake your arm to get your attention on him instead of work, and generally you'd give him your whole undivided attention but what you had to do was very important and for some reason he just wasn't understanding that.

"Yah~ Jagi~ Come on, I'm bored."

You sighed and turned to face him for a second before turning back to your desk. "Dongwoo, go call the boys or something. I'm busy at the moment and this is important so I can't do anything for you right now. Okay?"

You heard him sigh and felt him stand up, before listening as he walked out of the room and down the hallway. You shook your head and focused back on your work, determined to finish early so you could spend some time with him. It had been a while since either of you had free time together, so seeing as how you suddenly had work you could tell why he was upset. You were sorry, you honestly were, but there wasn't anything you could do.

~Drunk on you now I can't go back. Drunk on you now I can't go back. What should I do what should I do? What's your name? Drunk on you now I can't go back. Drunk on you now I can't go back. What should I do what should I do?What's your name?~

You let out a relieved sigh as you shut off your laptop and put it away, finally done with work. You stretched and rubbed your shoulder to try to get the cramp away and then turned the lights off and headed into the living room to try to find Dongwoo. Coming upon the living room you frowned when you saw all the lights off, not even a lamp was on.

"Dongwoo?" You called out as you walked into the kitchen, again seeing all the lights out and everything off. "Is he asleep?"

You looked at the clock and shook your head. 8:45 pm. Nope, there was no way he'd be asleep this early. Sighing you got your phone out of your pocket and decided to give him a call. Maybe he actually had went out with the boys like you suggested earlier. The number you're trying to reach is cur-. Sighing you hung the phone up and set it on the counter, deciding to just go ahead and eat something.

Halfway through your small tv dinner you heard the front door open and turned to see Dongwoo in the foyer slipping his shoes off. You watched as he took of his jacket as well and set his keys down then headed upstairs to the room. Furrowing your eyebrows in confusion you threw your dinner away and followed his steps up the stairs and into the room, where no one was. Then hearing the shower turn on you sighed and decided to get ready for bed.

"He's going to be pissed for a while," you muttered while you fixed the bedsheets before getting in and covering up.

~Crouch on the ground just look at the sky, the sight of you falling in the rain is so sad. Those worries that have drawn darkness across your face. My lacking assurances are all just passing by. Just a minute, wait right there baby, it's so dangerous to be alone like that. I don't know what's wrong but you look sad, is there anything I can possibly do to help~

You had managed to just fall asleep when you felt the bed dip and your boyfriend slip under the covers. You opened your eyes and almost screamed when you saw how close Dongwoo was to your face. You hit his arm and placed your hand on your head.

"What the hell, Dongwoo?!"

He laughed and pulled you closer to him, wrapping his arms around your waist and setting your head on his chest. "Sorry, your just so beautiful when you're asleep. You look so peaceful."

"What, do I not look beautiful and peaceful when I'm awake?"

"Oh shut up. You know you're beautiful even on your worse days, when your feeling stressed or your sick. You're always gorgeous in my eyes."

You looked up to him and scoffed. "Oh my gosh, that is so cheesy."

"Yea-"

You cut him off by giving him a small kiss. "But I love it."

He laughed and squeezed you tighter to him, if that was even possible, and layed his chin on your head before you both closed your eyes. You were glad he wasn't mad, because you weren't sure if you would've been able to get a good night's sleep without being up against him. He was always warm and his warmth always comforted you while you slept. It reminded you that you weren't alone and that he was still there.

~Drunk on you now I can't go back. Drunk on you now I can't go back. What should I do what should I do? What's your name? To be honest I'm a sad person too. I'm struggling as much as you are right now, because when I look at you I feel I'm seeing myself. I couldn't just pass by. Don't struggle, no good will come from it. Hold my hand and be yourself~

"Hey y/n." You made a noise to let him know you were listening, now half asleep but awake enough to listen. "I'm sorry. You know, about how I was acting today. I know you were busy and I should have let you get your work done instead of aggravating you."

"Mm, it's okay. I should be the one apologizing. I'm sorry I had work to do when we were supposed to spend some time together."

"No it's okay. I've done it to you before and now I know how you feel when it happens."

You smiled and snuggled deeper into his side. "What would you like to do tomorrow?"

"Stay home? Movies and snacks?"

You laughed a little and nodded. "Yeah, that honestly sounds really nice. Let's do that."

"Okay," he told you as he kissed your head. "I love you, jagi~"

"I love you too," you said smiling before finally falling asleep.

Dongwoo though, was still awake and was smiling as he listened to your breathing even out. Then, when he knew you were asleep he whispered something into the dark. Something he was nervous about asking you when you were awake, but when he was holding you like this in the dark he felt confident. So he rubbed your back and layed his cheek on your head before whispering what he could never say.

"I really love you, y/n. Thank you for all the days we speant together and for the years to come. Don't worry, one day when I build up enough confidence I'll ask when you're awake but for now I'll have to stick to this. So, jagi. Will you marry me?"

~Drunk on you now I can't go back. Drunk on you now I can't go back. What should I do what should I do?  What's your name? Drunk on you now I can't go back. Drunk on you now I can't go back. What should I do what should I do? What's your name? I don't want to live like this anymore either. You're having a hard time too, that's why you're like this. Because when your head is down and you only look at the floor, you cannot see the bright sky~


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