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Better Day(Rokhyun-100%)

Requested by: -swegchicken

~You were more potent than anything, it's good that we broke up. But even if you were poison this place without you doesn't feel right. I wanna go back to your lips. When you sweetly melted me, to the day I swore that I'll only look at you~

You turned your phone screen off and sipped your tea as you waited for your friend to show up. Looking out the window, you realized that the whether forecast was actually right today since it started to rain lightly. You layed you head in your hand and stared out the window at the clouds and hoped that it wouldn't storm too hard since you had to walk back home.

"Stupid flipping whether," y/f/n said as she sat down in front of you, damp from the rain.

"What? You don't check the forecast?" You asked her as you laughed at her frustration.

She narrowed her eyes at you, "No. Who the hell checks that besides parents?"

"Uhm, lots of people actually do. Especially if they have plans, so they can see if they'll need a coat or something. Doof."

She looked to me in disbelief than shook her head. "It doesn't matter. Did you order for me?"

You froze, your cup halfway to your mouth, and looked up at her innocently. "I didn't know you wanted me to."

She rolled her eyes and stood up. "I'll be back."

~I wanna go back to your lips. When you sweetly melted me, to the day I swore that I'll only look at you~

You smirked as you watched her leave the table and head to the counter, loving the fact that you could get away with anything when it came to her. Looking back towards the window you froze in shock when you saw your ex boyfriend, Rokhyun, and his friends jog across your vision and head to the door. When you heard the door open, you quickly turned your body to where it was angled towards the window since you didn't want them to see you.

Y/f/n sat back down in front of you, now with her drink in her hand, and was looking at you confused. "Uhm, what are you doing y/-"

"Shh," you quickly shushed her quietly before peeking over your shoulder to see if Rokhyun had heard. "Rokhyun's here," you whispered as she peeked over at them slyly.

Her eyes widened and she leaned her own head against her palm, angling herself towards the window as well to hide herself. You smiled at her in thanks and sipped your drink. "Do you want to leave?" She said as she peeked over to the guys.

~Even if it hurts so strongly I will go back to you. Though I know it's crazy, I will go look for you~

You thought about it and then decided that it would probably be best for you two to leave. Honestly, you didn't want to run into him since the breakup hadn't exactly been smooth and simple. The two of you stood from your table, quietly since you were trying not to catch their attention, and started to head towards the door.

But of course, you being you, you tripped and stumbled into someone's chest as they wrapped their arms around you and kept you from falling. You heard y/f/n gasp and then slowly looked up at who caught you, seeing the face that you were trying to escape from. Rokhyun's eyes widened as he looked down at your face in surprise, not expecting to see you here.

You got your balance and stepped away from him, looking away and then turned and continued your previous walk to escape the building. Y/f/n was right behind you, putting her arm over your shoulder in comfort as you two walked away from the building.

"You alright?" She asked as she patted your shoulder softly.

"Yeah, I'm fine. Just surprised is all," you told her as you focused your gaze on your feet.

"Y/n! Wait, y/n!"

~I'm addicted to you. This fatal poison spread deeply in me. I think your existence is the only reason I live~

You and y/f/n stopped short, her turning to look behind you but you stayed facing straight ahead. You heard footsteps running towards you, getting closer every second and making you want to run  away from them. You stayed still though, not really knowing what to do when they stopped behind you two. Hearing him breathing right behind you was seriously messing you up, you hadn't been this close to him since weeks before you guys called your relationship to an end.

"Y/n," Rokhyun said as he stepped closer to you. "Can we talk?"

Three months, you thought in dismay, we haven't seen each other in three months. Why do you want to talk now? I haven't even gotten over you yet! Please don't do this to me.

You sighed and turned to face him with sad eyes, finding yourself staring at a spot above his shoulder and not being able to look him in the eyes. "I don't think that would be best."

He sighed and grabbed your chin, gently turning your head to face him directly. Then staring into your eyes, something which always took your breath away, he pleaded silently to you. You closed your eyes and took a step back away from him, reluctantly agreeing to listen to what he wanted to say.

~I'm going crazy. My reflection in the mirror looks like a beggar. I wanna lay next to you again, I wanna go back~

He smiled softly as he watched you tap the toe of your shoe against the ground, something you always did when you were nervous. Y/f/n had left a couple minutes ago, deciding it would be best for you two to talk. "I missed that," he muttered which made you look up at him with confusion.

"What?" You asked, wanting him to speak louder so you could understand him. You hated when he did that, he always would talk too softly until you made him repeat what he said, and it always got under your skin.

He chuckled, knowing what his muttering did to you and slowly walked closer to where you stood. You took quick steps backwards, realizing you were in a pickle when your back hit a wall. You started to curse walls ever being made as you watched Rokhyun stop right in front of you, close enough so you could smell the cologne that was always your favorite. He grabbed a strand of hair that was hanging in your face and pushed it back behind your ear, then leaned closer and layed his forehead against your own.

~Give me a chance to hurt again, bury your scar in me. Because you're the place I need to stay, though I know it's crazy~

You stared at his chest with wide eyes, not knowing what was happening. Not understanding why he was doing this all of a sudden, since after all he was the one who came up with the idea that you two should separate. You gulped nervously, then looked up at him only to see him staring down at you with a sad smile on his face.

He placed his palm on your cheek, making you unconsciously lean into his familiar palm. You pulled away once you realized what you were doing and pushed lightly against his chest. "Don't do this Rokhyun."

He didn't budge no matter how hard you pushed at his chest, instead he leaned closer and layed his head on your shoulder and took a deep breath. "God, I missed how you smell. I miss the way you feel in my arms. I miss everything about you, y/n."

You stayed frozen, not wanting to hear this but wanting to at the same time. You were torn, confused on whether you should believe what he was saying or whether this was some sick game he played now. Your thoughts though, were broken when you felt something wet fall against your shoulder and looking up you noticed that you were under an awning, the rain falling no where near you and Rokhyun.

~I will go look for you, I wanna turn back time. Finally, I'm chasing after your shadow that has already left.Then I'm looking for your traces, though I sway when I get drunk. Why do my footsteps start walking to your house? I wanna go back~

He's crying, you thought in surprise as you tried to turn your head towards him. He never cries, at least never around me. Rokhyun pulled you closer and buried his face in your neck, silently begging you not to look at him as he cried and let you know how much he was actually hurting.

Silently, you wrapped your arms around his waist and patted his back to comfort him as he tried to control his emotions. You didn't know how you were supposed to respond to Rokhyun crying, of course you were trying to comfort him but it was still so strange to see him crying. You guys had gone out for 2 years and never once throughout those years did he ever cry in front of you, which made you start to wonder whether he would cry any time you weren't around.

"Rokhyun," you said softly, "Why have you never told me how you felt before?"

He brought his head away from your neck and your heart broke when you saw his eyes were red from his tears, then he turned his head away to wipe the tears. You stopped him though, bringing your hands up to his face and wiping the tears away yourself. He leaned his face into your palm and kissed your wrist before you brought your hands down and waited for him to answer.

~Even if it's an obvious end. Even if the same answers repeat because I exist for you~

He shook his head, "I didn't think you would want to talk to me after we broke up and before I didn't think it mattered. I was making that decision because I thought it was best for you."

You felt tears well up in your eyes and punched his arm making him jump and start rubbing his arm to help the pain go away. "Ouch, y/n what the hell?"

You punched him again, taking a step closer with every punch you landed. "You stupid butthole! You made that decision because you thought it was best for me?! That's not your decision to make!"

He caught your hands in his as he watched with widened eyes as tears fell from your eyes and down your cheeks. "Baby, hey." He grabbed your arms and layed your head on his chest. "I'm so sorry." He told you as he rubbed your back and kissed your head. "I thought that that's what you wanted, I mean we never talked much anymore and I thought you hated me."

~No matter who tries to stop me, I will go to you somehow. Even if I walk through dangerous fields of thorn I will go to you again~

"I loved you and I still love you, you big idiot." You said as you brought your head up to look at him through teary eyes.

He smiled softly then layed his head against yours again, looking into your eyes. "I love you too, baby."

He titled his head and showed you his words were true by kissing you softly, and making your stomach erupt in butterflies as you slowly started to kiss him back. The both of you made up by showing each other how much you still loved one another, by sharing small kisses and staying wrapped up in each other's arms.

"You know," Rokhyun said as he rested his chin on your head. "I'll be surprised if we don't get sick from standing out in the rain for so long."

"Who cares," you muttered. "You take care of me, I take care you. Right?"

"Right." He smiled down at you and kissed you once again, sealing the unspoken promise.