Now(Jongup) Pt.2

Now(Jongup) pt.2

Requested by: SiaSuYee

~Who would've thought that you and I would go together. I used to be comfortable being alone, girls didn't suit me. I wasn't lonely, you didn't catch my eye. You were pretty but as always, I thought you would just pass by. Now, whatever you do. Whatever it is, I like like that (like that) Now without any interveners, I want to be alone with you~

1 year and a half after part 1

Yawning, I opened my eyes to the sunlight shining through the thin curtains in front of the window. You smiled and turned your head to look at the handsome man that was asleep behind you, his arms wrapped tightly around your waist and his legs entwined with yours. You tried to roll over so you could face him but that proved to be impossible when Jongup tightened his grip around your waist. Sighing, you tried to push and pull at his arm to try to get it loose enough so you could move around but again he tightened his arms which made you sigh in frustration.

"Yah, Moon Jongup!" You looked to him over your shoulder, not surprised that he ignored you and kept sleeping. You narrowed your eyes and smirked slightly, bring your fingers up to his arm and pinching it quickly but as hard as you could without hurting him too much.

The arm was quickly retracted and you turned over to see Jongup rubbing over the spot where you had pinched him. "Oww~ Jagi, what the hell was that for?"

You stared at him, trying and hopefully succeeding to not show him how much you loved his morning voice. "That's what you get," you said matter-of-factly before poking his chest, which you also couldn't help but remember that he was shirtless so you had to physically stop yourself from staring. "It felt like I was trapped and you have too much body heat, so I was getting over heated." You joked with him as you stuck your tongue out childishly.

He raised an eyebrow at your actions then smirked. "Oh? Well you weren't complaining last night about my body heat when-"

"Moon Jongup!" You said as you hit him with a pillow. "Shut up! And stop being dirty! Nothing happened and you know it!"

You turned away from him when you heard him let out a laugh then you felt his arm around you again as he pulled you towards him. "I know, I'm sorry. I was just wanting to see your reaction. Forgive me?"

"No," you told him as you successfully stood from the bed and made your way into the bathroom.

~Right now, hold tight to me and stay like that. Right now, when we lock eyes remember this, know this I want us to get closer girl. Where I go, I wish you were there. I've never been like this before. Without you, I felt empty. I wish you would be bored whenever I'm not around. I wanna hold your hand and go somewhere~

"Yah, jagiya~"

You rolled your eyes and kept your back to him, smirking when you know he couldn't see. Jongup had been trailing you like a puppy since you had gotten out of the bathroom, calling out your name and trying to hug you only to pout when he failed. You loved playing like this with him, it brought out the side that no one else sees. The only person he acts like this around is me and you loved to bring it out and see how far you could test him.

"Jagi~"

Sighing, you turned and pretended to glare at him making him flinch nervously which just proved that you were the master of glaring, be it fake or not. "What Jongup?"

"I'm sorry," he muttered as he looked up at you through his eyelashes.

Should I? Naw, you thought as you turned around again and smirked.

You finished breakfast and got worried when you didn't hear Jongup anymore. Turning and deciding to give up on the game, you bumped into a hard bare chest which belonged to the smirking Jongup now standing in front of you. He cocked his head to the side and leaned down to your ear, making you shiver and he let out a breath before speaking. [0.0 this sounds like it could lead somewhere bad but it's not going to I swear x'D]

"You really like to play that game of yours don't you? The cutest part is you don't realize that I'm actually playing a game with you."

Your eyes widened and you looked to him from the corner of your eyes. You were nervous, you'd admit it. When Jongup was like this there was no way to turn him back into the cute little puppy, nope after he turned into the sexy serious Jongup there wasn't a turn around. Not that you cared though, you thought he was hot as hell when he acted like this.

"Jagi, I think you need to learn your lesson."

You narrowed your eyes, it's always a hidden meaning with this boy. Shaking your head you looked up into his eyes as he brought his face in front of your own. He smirked down at you as he leaned closer and you closed your eyes, waiting and hoping for the kiss. Only to be disappointed when he pulled back and frowned down at his phone that was now in his hand.

~When you look at me with those eyes I can't forget, I stayed up all night, I wondered if this was real. Listen to me girl right now, hold tight to me and stay like that. Right now, when we lock eyes remember this, know this I want us to get closer girl~

"Sorry, y/n. I've gotta go," he told you as he turned and headed up the stairs quickly.

You watched his leave with the frown still on your face. Sighing you turned the stove off and put the finished food onto a plate, then set it on the kitchen table. After the boys had saved you that night, Jongup had been acting different. Of course, he'd been even more attentive as he nursed you back to health and he had never left your side but when he'd get a call or text from the boys about 'work' he'd instantly harden and turn his emotions off.

It had frightened you at first, seeing him like that, but then you'd brush everything off when he'd come back home and after a few hours he'd turn into your Jongup. You looked up at the ceiling, well floor technically, of where you could hear him getting ready to head out. You ate what you could, disappointed that you knew Jongup would leave without eating any of it so everything would go to waste.

You didn't look up as Jongup bounded down the stairs and towards the front door to grab his things. "I'm heading out now, y/n." You made a noise of acknowledgment and heard him let out a small sigh, then heard his footsteps come towards you. "I'll be home soon, I promise." You closed your eyes and leaned into his touch as he rubbed your shoulders and kissed the top of your head. "Make sure you eat, okay? I love you!"

He walked towards the door once more and slid his shoes on, you watching his every movement. Then with one last small smile he was out the door and on his way to wherever the hell he was needed. You looked down to the food that was left and felt like puking, there was no way you could eat anymore. It wasn't that you didn't want to but if you even took another bite you'd probably puke, it had been this way ever since you were saved. Of course you didn't tell Jongup, in fact the only one who actually knew about this was Daehyun and that's only because he found you throwing up the food that you had to force down so Jongup wouldn't catch on.

Your phone started to ring and you looked at it, almost laughing when you saw who it was. "Speak of the devil," you said to yourself before answering the call and placing the speaker to your ear. "Hello?"

"Hey, y/n!"

You smiled as you heard Dae's voice and shook your head in amusement. "Yes?"

"Can we meet up?"

"Huh? I thought you and the guys had 'work'??"

"Huh? What are yo- Oh!! That!! Uh, no! That's just Jongup, Yongguk, and Zelo!!"

You were confused when you noticed that Daehyun was starting to stutter, something he did only when he was nervous. "Daehyun? What's going on?"

~  Close your eyes and stay right there. Don't be scared, I'm gonna hug you. Even if these are momentary feelings I like you. Right now, hold tight to me and stay like that~

"Hm? Oh, uh, nothing! Just was wondering if you wanted to hang out. You know, since I have nothing to do?"

"You don't sound too sure," you told him as you raised an eyebrow.

"No, uh, I mean yes? Ow! Hyung~"

"Give me the phone you imbecile," you heard Himchan mutter as he proceeded to take the phone from Dae and start speaking to you instead. "Hey, y/n-ah."

"Hey, channie~"

"So, are you free to come over and hang with us until the others get back?"

"Depends, are you guys planning something behind my back?"

"What? No, of course not. Too much effort."

You laughed and put your hand on your forehead, that honestly was something Himchan would say so you shook your head and agreed to meet up with them. So, what was only 15 minutes of getting ready you locked the door and headed out towards the boys' house. Jongup used to live with them as well until we got married, then we both bought a house together and moved in. [A/n: Soo~ I totally forgot that in part 1 'you' and Jongup were married until just now, so if i put something like where Jongup is the 'boyfriend' please let me know so I can fix it D'x bc knowing me I won't catch it and I haven't but please let me know if you catch something.]

You slowed down and eyed the house in confusion when you saw that all the lights were off, the outside lights were off as well which made you honestly start to get scared and worried. About to walk to the house and go in to check, you noticed a flickering of a light that came from the back yard. Confused, but curious you walked along the side of the house to see if they were in the back. And you were partly correct because as soon as you got to the back you saw candles in all around the yard in mason jars, some even hanging from the trees.

Glancing around in awe you didn't notice Jongup walking towards you, coming out from the darkness and stepping into the light. He cleared his throat to get your attention and when you looked to him the breath caught in your throat. Jongup looked so handsome in his nice dress suit and smiling softly at you.

~Right now, hold tight to me and stay like that. Right now, when we lock eyes remember this, know this I want us to get closer girl~

"Jagi," he called to you as he held out a hand which you grabbed ahold of tightly.

"W-what is this?"

"Dance with me?"

Smiling, with tears in your eyes you nodded and placed your free hand on his shoulder as he wrapped his arm around your waist and pulled you closer. Soft and slow music suddenly started to play, which made you laugh and Jongup smiled down at you then slowly started to lead in dancing. He'd twirl you and spin you out then pull you back, but when he dipped you he leaned down and kissed you. It was soft and new, nice but definitely new. Of course, he was never rough with you but this was very new to you and you loved it.

"I love you," he whispered as he pulled back and brought you back up, looking down into your eyes.

"I love you too, Jongup."

"Happy anniversary," he said as he wrapped both arms around you and hugged you tightly to him.

"Happy anniversary."

My Home(Yugyeom-Got7)

Requested by: koreabootrash

~When I go into my unlit room all lonely, I take my shoes off and the door rings. It sounds like you calling out to me, I'm automatically completely disarmed. It's like eating love like honey. Embrace me more cozily I want it. Baby What u know, I love you girl, you make me feel like home. Every time you do that do that, you make me feel it feel it. Other women are no, you are in my eyes. Yeah you know I like it. Every time you do that do that, you make me feel it feel it. My home is you you you you you~

Bzzt. Bzzt.

You quickly grabbed your vibrating phone from the coffee table and answered it. "Hello?"

"Hey, y/n!"

"Yugyeommie!!" You smiled widely as you heard his voice on the other end of the line, the voice you've been waiting to hear all morning. "I was waiting for your call~" You said, now pretending to be upset.

"Oh? Mian, JB hyung suddenly called a group meeting."

"Oh? Do you have something to do today suddenly?"

"Nope, I'm all yours for the day~"

"Jinja?!"

"Mhm," you heard him chuckle when he heard you squeal. "So, what did you want to do today?"

"Hmm? I thought we were just going to hang out today?"

"Yeah," his tone turned sad and you understood why. The both of you couldn't even go on a proper date since your relationship was still a secret from everyone, including the boys. They knew about you but they all thought you and Yugyeom were just friends. But as long as you got to spend time with Yugyeom, even if it wasn't a lot, you didn't mind.

~You are atop my bed, together we are cozy. You are glamorous like the inside of my closet. You are just my home. You are my home, You are my home. You are just my home, You are my home girl. You are atop my bed, together we are cozy. You are glamorous like the inside of my closet. You are just my home. You are my home, You are my home. You are my home, girl. You're my one and only home girl, I'll be your one and only home boy. You're my one and only home girl, I'll be your one and only home boy. You're my one and only home girl, I'll be your one and only home boy. You're my one and only home girl, I'll be your one and only home boy~

After 20 minutes you heard your doorbell ring and hurried to open it, only to reveal not just your boyfriend but two of his group mates. Jackson and BamBam gave you a quick hug as they came in and you turned to Yugyeom, raising your eyebrow in confusion. He tilted his head and motioned for you to follow him then turned and called out to the boys that he needed to talk to you, after heading back into your room and shutting the door after you were in.

As soon as the door was shut you found yourself wrapped in his arms as he hugged you to him, laying his chin on your head and softly swaying back and forth. "I missed you," he said quietly to you making you smile and wrap your own arms around his waist.

"I missed you too, but I thought it was going to be an us day?"

"Yeah, but when I told the guys that I was coming over here those two begged to come. Even if I said no they'd end up following me anyways." You sighed, knowing he was right and that you wouldn't have him all to yourself today. "Hey, jagi I'm sorry. I really am. You know how much I wanted today to just be you and me."

"Yeah I know, and I understand. I just hate those two sometimes."

He laughed at you and kissed the top of your head before letting you go and grabbing onto your hand. "Come on, we better head back out there before they come in here."

~2:30AM in the morning on my way home. TGIF, everyone else is going out to party. My message alarm is blowing up, even the ringtone is making me tired. It's late but a lot of people are trying to contact me, a lot of people are asking me to come and liven it up. But I go straight to you under my favorites. I'll turn off all the applications that don't have to do with you. Every time you do that do that, you make me feel it feel it. Other women are no, you are in my eyes. Yeah you know I like it. Every time you do that do that, you make me feel it feel it. My home is you you you you you~

30 minutes later and you were sitting slouched down on your couch, rubbing your temple from the sudden headache that had appeared from they boys screaming at each other while playing their game. It was so bad that you had honestly thought about just kicking them all out of your house, yes including your boyfriend since he was screaming along with him. Currently it was Jackson against BamBam and Jackson was letting his anger towards BamBam winning known.

You felt the couch dip and felt yourself lean towards the person now sitting next to you, and after opening your eyes you found it to be Yugyeom smiling gently down at you. You raised an eyebrow at him then glanced towards the other boys, who were oblivious to how close Yugyeom was next to me. Yugyeom surprised you though by leaning over and placing a quick kiss on your cheek, making your eyes widen in panic and causing you to look over to the boys. Relief filled you though when you saw they were still focused on their game and weren't paying the least bit of attention to the pair of you sitting on the couch.

"Headache?" Yugyeom whispered as he wrapped his arm around the back of your shoulder, low enough so the boys wouldn't notice unless they looked over to you two.

You nodded in response and leaned slightly more towards him, glad for his comfort.

"One sec," he said before he got up and headed into the hallway. Then returned after a couple minutes with your migraine pill bottle in his hand. "How many do you take again?"

"Just one," you said smiling at him. Then thanking him you took the pill from his offered hand and swallowed it down with the water bottle he offered you.

He sat back down next to you and started to converse with BamBam who was now shouting out his victory, bragging in Jackson's face who was sitting slouched with defeat on the floor. Shaking your head at them you couldn't help but think about what their reactions would be when you and Yugyeom decide to actually tell them about your relationship. You glanced over to Yugyeom while he was laughing and admired his smile, his features, admired the fact that he had asked you out.

~You are atop my bed, together we are cozy. You are glamorous like the inside of my closet. You are just my home. You are my home, You are my home. You are just my home, You are my home girl. You are atop my bed, together we are cozy. You are glamorous like the inside of my closet. You are just my home. You are my home, You are my home. You are my home, girl. When I go home after a tiring day. You take the weight off my shoulders, when I see you. I put my legs on the sofa, kicked back relax. Hot hot bath time just lay back. You are the vitamin of my life, my girl!. I want to show you off to the whole world. You will always be by my side Baby you yeah you are just my home~

"Oooo~ y/n is staring at Yugyeom! What? Starting to crush on him?" Jackson asked playfully, making your eyes widen and your cheeks start to heaten.

"Shut up!" You said as you threw a pillow and hit him in the head with it, making everyone laugh.

You looked to Yugyeom out of the corner of your eye and saw him smiling down at you, actually it was more of a smirk now that you looked at it. That little- He was laughing at you! You narrowed your eyes and stood up, walking over to where BamBam was sitting and plopped down next to him. Let's show him, you thought to yourself as you put a small pout on your face and looked over to BamBam.

"Oppa~ They're being mean to me!" You called out as you pouted up at him, almost laughing when he smiled down at you. No one could resist the pout that much was known since it's helped you get out of many situations with the guys.

"Oh? Well, don't worry. Oppa will protect you!"

You let out a chuckle and then gladly accepted BamBam's hug, peeking over to where Yugyeom was sitting with a blank face. Since you knew him so well though you knew what he was doing, he was glaring at BamBam's arms. Anyone probably wouldn't notice it since it was subtle but you could tell that your plan was working. Of course said plan got even better when Jackson decided to pitch in and jump on top of the two of you, laying on top.

You groaned at the sudden extra weight and tried to push him off. "Ugh, Oppa~ Get off! I can't breathe!"

Jackson faked a gasp and layed his hand on his chest, "Are you saying I'm fat?"

You rolled your eyes and looked over to BamBam who was also struggling to get Jackson's body off of us. "BamBam," you whispered. Then you started to mouth a countdown and after reaching three you both used what strength you had and managed to push Jackson off onto the floor. Then letting out cries of victory you collapsed back on the couch and let out a sigh, pretending that you had used too much energy.

~You are atop my bed, together we are cozy. You are glamorous like the inside of my closet. You are just my home. You are my home, You are my home. You are just my home, You are my home girl. You are atop my bed, together we are cozy. You are glamorous like the inside of my closet. You are just my home. You are my home, You are my home. You are my home, girl~

Jackson pouted up at you and rubbed his back, "Yah! I'm not fat or heavy!"

"No, you're not fat but you are heavy!" You complained as you pouted back at him.

"Hyung, she's right. You're not fat but you're heavy. Too much muscle," BamBam whispered over to me making me laugh.

You were so busy with the other two you never even noticed that Yugyeom had moved from his previous spot on the couch. "Hyung," he called out to Jackson, "JB hyung said he needs you and BamBam for something."

"No~" They both whined as Jackson grabbed a leg and BamBam grabbed onto my arm. Which neither helped Yugyeom's aggravation the least bit.

"Uhm, you guys should probably go though. You don't want JB to be angry."

At the thought of an angry leader the pair quickly got up and rushed to the front door, calling out goodbyes along the way, then they were out the door and headed back to their dorm leaving you with an aggravated boyfriend. You gave him a small smile as he stood above you, you still seated on the couch.

"Hi," you said trying to act cute to get him to calm down.

"I know what you were doing, don't pretend to be innocent."

"I don't kno-"

"Y/n," him calling out your name made you quickly stop your sentence and lose the smile on your face. You heard him sigh and sit beside you on the couch, then bring you closer to him and he wrapped his arms around you. "I've been thinking about telling them."

~You're my one and only home girl, I'll be your one and only home boy. You're my one and only home girl, I'll be your one and only home boy. You're my one and only home girl, I'll be your one and only home boy. You're my one and only home girl, I'll be your one and only home boy~

You looked up to him with big eyes, unsure of what you wanted to do. In the end if things went bad then Yugyeom could loose chances of being with the guys he loved like his own brothers and you didn't want to be the cause of that happening. "Yugye-"

"Shh," he said softly as he cupped your cheek and stared into your eyes. "I-I want to tell them. I want everyone to know that we're going out. I don't want to hide it anymore. I want to be able to take you out on proper dates, and I don't want to ever see you and the guys that close again."

You raised your eyebrows in surprise and looked over to him with uncertainty. "Are you sure?"

"Yes, I don't want to hide us anymore. I love you, y/n, and I want the world to know it."

You smiled and kissed his cheek, "When did you become such a man?"

"Maybe when BamBam had his arms wrapped around you and Jackson was laying on top of you?" He smirked over at you, "Just a guess though."

You laughed and layed your head on his shoulder, "If you're sure than I am too. But if anything goes wrong I don-"

"Nothing's going to go wrong, besides everyone already loves you."

So you spent the rest of day watching movies and snuggling, what you usually do when you have a 'date' but somehow it never got old or tiring. You loved being snuggled up next to him and just relaxing, to you that was the best date.

"You know, even if we announce our relationship I still want dates like this."

He laughed and gave you a quick kiss, "Yeah same. I don't get to relax much so we'll definitely be doing this more."

First Love(Sehun-EXO)

Requested by: kpop-panda55

~Oh oh oh oh(the secret diary of my first love)ah-yeah. Step by step, I follow you. Without you knowing, I match my footsteps with yours. Your scent passes by my clothes. Why am I so nervous? It's so sweet~

Fans, what does that word mean? To normal people fans are people that squeal and flip out over their favorite group. To other fans, some are like a family that bonds together over their favorite groups while others are seen as enemies. To that idol or group though, fans are precious. They are the reason the idol is able to do what they love, what they're passionate about. And to your boyfriend, Oh Sehun of EXO, well fans were basically a second family to him. He loved them, and you understood.

Even though you understood, you were hurt when no matter how much you tried to show them. Tried to explain that you actually really liked your boyfriend. None of them cared it seemed like, and you were getting so much hate in such little time that it honestly shocked you. Most of all though, you were hurt from the things you'd read. Some pointed out the fact that you were just 'using' Sehun and some pointed out all your flaws, what you were the most insecure about they would somehow find out and make fun of them.

Of course, you couldn't tell Sehun. How could you when he loves them so much, when they help him and his group continue their dream. You couldn't and it really hurt you to lie to him, but you couldn't think of a better solution. Honestly, you wanted to defend yourself but that would involve Sehun seeing it all and that would most definitely not work out.

~That small and pretty hand is almost about to touch almost about to touch, it tickles my heart. I'm holding onto this soft warmth. our innocent love story has only been told to me~

"Jagiya~"

You quickly locked your phone and put a smile on your face, turning to greet your boyfriend. "Hey, Hunnie~"

He chuckled and hopped onto the couch next to you, laying his head on your lap and closed his eyes when you started to run your fingers through your hair. "What's the plan for today?" He asked as he yawned and looked up to you lazily.

"Hmm~ I was just about to head to the store to get stuff to make for dinner. Want to come with?"

His eyes widened and he jumped off the couch, quickly heading into the foyer so he could get his shoes and wallet. You let out a laugh and got up after him, though at a slower pace than his. Then once you two were ready you set out and headed in the direction of the store, you ignoring the multiple pings coming from your phone and informed the curious Sehun that it was probably just notifications and you'd check later.

~My heart (is white) my cheeks (are red) Our eyes are locked (black) my sky turns (yellow) It feels like I'm floating above the clouds, it feels like I could fly, this gentle heart pounding. You came to me and bloomed(a pretty single stemmed rose)~

You two had arrived at the store and were wondering around, finding the things you would need for dinner. Sehun had used his aegyo on you multiple times to get you to buy stuff you really didn't want to, and it aggravated you that you still were a sucker for him doing that. You sighed as once again your boyfriend had just used his cuteness to spoil him and get him something else.

"Yah!" You shouted softly and pulled on his ear lightly, making sure to get his attention. "Go away~"

"Wah?!" He shouted back and looked at you with wide eyes. "Wae?"

"Because you keep using aegyo to get me to buy you a bunch of extra crap, you're going to make me go broke on this shopping trip alone!"

He smirked and got closer to you, making you almost giggle but you bit your lip to hold it in. "I can always repay you jagi, you know that."

You narrowed his eyes and poked at his chest, "I don't think so. Go!"

~You are my light (my light that shines in my heart) A secret that no one knows (a secret only we want to keep) The most dazzling picture (my picture, such a beautiful picture, love) Every day, I practiced all the sweet sweet words ~

He pouted and sighed before turning and walking to who knows where to wait as you got the rest of the items on your list. Once he was out of sight you smiled at his behavior and then pulled out your phone, your smile dropping as you saw the many notifications from twitter and instagram that most likely involved hate messages.

And of course, you were right. You scrolled through the many messages and felt tears starting to prick your eyes, but you quickly wiped them away. Sehun would notice, you told yourself as you sucked in a deep breath and went to put your phone away. You stopped though when your eyes caught a picture that was taken just a few minutes ago when Sehun had gotten close to you. The message underneath said, I just overheard them! He said he'd pay for her crap! She's totally just using him for his money! Ugh, she just needs to go away!! Seriously!

Your eyes widened and your heart stopped when you read the un-true words, wanting to defend yourself but you couldn't. You were frozen and tears were about to start falling down your cheeks, and unfortunately you didn't think you'd be able to stop them.

"Jagi, are you ready to check out?"

~But when you look at me and smile they all melt down, out of my memory. But nothing else is needed when it comes to a boy and girl's first love. With clear eyes, you whispered to me and in that reflection, I am smiling~

You quickly made sure your cheeks and eyes were dry then set your phone down, grabbing the last thing on your list then turning quickly towards your boyfriend. "Mhm," you smiled over at him.

"You okay?" He asked, always somehow being able to see right through your facade which surprised you each time.

"Of course," you said to keep up the act. "Just tired is all."

"Oh, well here. Let me push the cart okay?"

You smiled and stood aside as he grabbed onto the railing and started towards the check out aisles, you following quickly.

-short time skip-

You had paid and you were both now headed to your house, and Sehun kept pestering you about why your eyes were red and why you seemed upset. It surprised you since you thought that he'd drop the subject by now, but apparently he wasn't going to just ignore it this time. So you noticed something that would save you some time and you silently thanked God before turning and mentioning the forgotten bag to Sehun, who in turn offered to run back and get it but not before telling you to stay where you were.

So now here you were, leaning against the wall and waiting for your boyfriend to come back with what you are now going to call your personal life saver. Even though it was weird to call a bag of tomatoes that, you would since it ultimately saved you from having to keep lying to the one you loved.

"Well, would you look what we have here."

~My heart (is white) my cheeks (are red) Our eyes are locked (black) my sky turns (yellow) Everything looks different. Why am I wandering through dreams every day? Everyone has this dream at least once. Even your name makes my heart flutter, this dream called first love~

Your eyes widened and you looked up quickly, suddenly seeming a lot smaller than the group of girls that were now surrounding you. Gulping, you looked around the street just noticing how quiet it was to see that it was empty. Except for the small group of you guys there was no one out, and it scared you even more knowing no one would help you.

"What do you want?" You asked softly to the girls who honestly didn't look that much older than you, but they definitely looked like they knew a thing or two about how to hit someone.

"We want you to leave our man alone. Stop using him and just die." Die. That word somehow struck fear into you, and started repeating in your head. No one's ever told me to die, you thought with rising panic as the girls got even closer.

Your panic was well placed it seemed as the 'leader' of this group started to pull at your hair, talking about how you were too ugly for him. All the others started to join in too, and now you were partially bent over and gasping for air from the blow one of them just threw to your stomach. I'm too scared to move, you thought as you closed your eyes tightly and prayed for someone to help you.

~I'm falling deeper and deeper, like a child who has seen the world for the first time. The unknown mystery that is you, I want to get to know one by one. Teach me what love is, only you can teach me. Slowly draw it on a white piece of paper so only I can see. Every day, it's crazy, I will be with you, I dream baby. Love you baby baby. You came to me without a sound, carefully spreading more and more~

You wanted to cry out but you couldn't, you were still trying to catch your breath from that first punch. Distantly though, you honestly thought that you heard someone. Someone calling out for them to stop. For them to leave you alone. You thought you were imagining it though, not seeing who would be coming to help you now. But you noticed you weren't when you heard the voice louder this time, clearer, meaning the person was getting closer to you. And you just noticed who it was, even though it was hard to distinguish with the blood rushing in your ears it seemed.

"Yah, leave her alone!" Your lovely boyfriend screamed out as he pulled them off and stood protectively in front of me, as if using his body as my shield.

"S-sehun!" The 'leader' stuttered out, nervous now that her idol had seen them abusing his girlfriend. His love. The girl who meant everything to him.

"What the hell are you doing?!" He screamed out, angry and pissed beyond reason. You glanced up at him and noticed that his shoulders were rigid and shaking, meaning he was a kind of pissed you've never even seen before.

"W-we-"

"Don't even think about making up excuses!" He looked at all of them and then noticed the exo badges one girl had on her shoulder bag, pointing them out. "You're fans?"

~Everything I got to know through you is beautiful, I want to fall asleep forever in this dream. My heart (is white) my cheeks (are red) Our eyes are locked (black) my sky turns (yellow) The moment I stepped inside your world I was born again~

The girls all noded happily, thinking that this was their chance of redemption. Of getting Sehun to forget all of this. But they were wrong, wrong to think that even though they said they were fans that Sehun would just forget the fact that they made you bleed. Their looks of fear intensified when they saw Sehun smirk and heard him let out a low laugh, definitely not a laugh any of the girls there including you had heard before.

"How dare you." He said, calm all of a sudden which frightened even you. "How dare you call yourselves my fans, my group's fans, when you just beat the girl I love. And the hate, was that you as well?" The girls did nothing, just shook in fear and numbness. "Was it?!" Sehun suddenly shouted loudly, making everyone flinch.

"We started it yes," the leader of the girls said when she finally worked up enough nerves to speak. Which quickly disappeared when Sehun grabbed her phone from her hands and smashed it to the ground.

Your hand, which was holding onto your stomach, now moved to your mouth as you watched in surprise and honestly a little fear. Your boyfriend was breathing heavily and had his eyes closed, most likely to calm himself from doing anything other than breaking the girl's phone.

"If you ever," he started saying lowly, "and I mean ever, hurt her or try to lay a hand on her again I will not go easy on you. But I want your names and contacts, all of them, because I'm suing you. And I don't ever want you to call yourselves my fans again, because a true fan would not do this to someone I love. Someone the whole group loves."

You stayed on the ground waiting as the girls sniffled and apologized to you and Sehun, gave  him their information, and then scurried off. Heartbroken. You watched your boyfriend with worry as he paced back and forth while on the phone with his manager, telling him the information and not taking no for an answer about suing them. He was royally pissed and you smiled slightly knowing that he did this for you, that your fear of him picking his fans over you instantly disappeared when you saw him fight for you. It made you fall in love with him all over again and you didn't notice the smile still on your face as Sehun crouched in front of you, examining you closely to see what all they had hurt.

"I'm taking you to the hospital," he said and the way he said it you knew it was an order, not a suggestion. So you just nodded and almost laughed when you saw him look at you with confusion. "Why are you smiling?" He asked you cautiously.

You grabbed his face and leaned forward, kissing him softly then wincing and pulling back quickly from the pain in your stomach. "Oh crap that backfired," you wheezed out before letting out a small chuckle. Then you saw Sehun looking you over, concern etched all over his face, so you grabbed his hand and gave it a squeeze. "I love you."

He sighed and cracked a smile, bringing your hand up and giving you a kiss on the back of your hand. "I love you too. Please, don't ever let something like this happen again. Tell me if you get anymore hate, because I honestly thought my heart was going to stop when I saw them hurting you."

"Okay," you paused all of a sudden though and looked at him with confusion. "Wait a minute, how'd you know I was getting hate?"

"Uh, you left your phone in the bag I had and it kept going off so I got curious and checked it. I don't like that you kept that from me though, jagi. I need to know those things."

"Okay, I'm sorry. I just thought you wouldn't believe me, and I didn't want to hurt you since your fans are precious to you."

He cut you off by leaning his forehead against your own. "Those weren't fans baby. If they don't accept you then they don't accept me, and that means they aren't true fans. Now come on," he said as he picked you up. "Let's get you to the hospital."

Then after placing you in his manager's car, which you had not noticed pulled up, the three of you headed off to the hospital. Where Sehun had spent the time doing whatever you asked and made sure you listened to the doctors orders, getting some rest, and cuddled you the rest of the night. It was nice.

Hard Carry(Mark-Got7)

Requested by: Ann

~Welcome to my world, let's do this. Call me an issue maker, I'm so ill. Wherever I go, the mood go higher. It's so loud outside the place, crazy energy~

You sighed and rubbed your eyes, still trying to catch your breath from the nightmare you just woke from. Every time you had it everything seemed to be real again, your mother standing over you as she screamed. Your cheek stinging from where she had just hit you, making you fall to the floor while holding your face and trying to stay strong. It was never easy, watching the past over and over again every single night and sometimes you were so scared of reliving it that you wouldn't sleep for days.

You heard your door creak as it was pushed open and you saw your younger brother Yugyeom step in, walking over to you to sit on the edge of the bed. He wasn't your real brother, in fact about six years ago you were put up for adoption when your mother was caught by the police one night. Turns out your neighbors had been home and called the cops, thank god for that because that night she had really lost it. You never really knew what you had done wrong, only knowing that she always would claim you weren't hers, even when you were little she'd say that.

~How I'm doing? Everybody knows it. But I'm not full yet, hungry. Whatever it is, I won't lose spirit. In other words, I have a fighting spirit~

That's when Yugyeom's parents, your new parents, adopted you and took you under their wing. You truly loved them though, they treated you as if you were their own flesh and blood and yugyeom looked up to you. It made you feel safe and protected, so when your nightmares had started to come back recently you didn't tell them because you didn't want them to worry.

"Was it the nightmare again?" Yugyeom asked you softly.

You nodded, but chose not to say anything since you didn't want to worry him either. You didn't even tell him about the nightmares, but one night you two were home alone and the nightmare had gotten so bad that you ended up screaming. Of course yugyeom was freaked out and wouldn't leave your side for the rest off the night, but you had somehow convinced him not to tell your parents. He still didn't know what the nightmares were about though, he also didn't know anything about how you come to be up for adoption.

~Once I appear, the game is over. I get everything I want. I know how to flow with the water. Again today, I do what I have to, hard carry~

"Yah, Ann-ah they're getting worse. I think we should tell mom and dad now."

You shook your head, quickly dismissing the idea. "It'll be fine, yuggie. Come on, do you want to stay in here?"

He nodded and crawled under the covers on the other side of the bed, reaching down and touching his hand to yours to show you that you weren't alone. And smiling you finally drifted off into a dreamless, and more importantly, a nightmare-less sleep.

~~

You woke up the next morning to the sunlight streaming in through the windows and the birds faintly chirping outside. You turned your head and saw Yugyeom still beside you, curled up into a ball under the covers which made you smile. After you covered him up you got out of bed and headed into the bathroom to get ready for the day.

~Let's fly again, fly again, fly again I got this right, don't worry about tomorrow. Today, I'll hard carry only for you~

You washed your face and stared at your reflection in the mirror, and seeing bruises and cuts around your face you gasped and quickly rubbed your eyes. When you opened them again the bruises and cuts were gone, leaving you with sad eyes staring at yourself. Just go away, you thought to yourself as you quickly fled the bathroom. You ended up downstairs, noticing that your parents weren't there which meant that they had gone to work already.

You fixed Yugyeom and yourself some breakfast, although you weren't going to be able to eat anything. You were used to the nightmares by now but you'd never had any hallucinations, and that scared you so much you didn't know what to do. Breakfast was finished by the time you heard rustling coming from upstairs, meaning Yugyeom was awake and headed down here. So by the time he had gotten downstairs, you had fixed his plate and had him sit down then kissed his head before walking to the front door and gathering your things.

"Ann-ah, you have work today?"

"Hm, oh ani. I'm just going to the store for some things, I'll be back soon though don't worry."

"Do you want me to come with you?" He asked as he looked down at you, that's right your younger brother was basically a good foot taller than you.

"Ah, aniyo. I'll be fine," you reassured him before grabbing your stuff and telling him to call you then heading out the door and off to your destination.

~Hard carry. Let it flow, let it flow now. Shake you up, put you up and down, hard carry. Let it flow, let it flow now. Shake you up, put you up and down, hard carry~

It had been almost an hour since you left the house and you were now currently standing the cafe's bathroom, bent over the sink and hyperventilating. You didn't really know what had happened, one second you were completely fine but then you heard some lady start yelling and you just started like you were going to suffocate. People started touching you which didn't help you at all, just made you panic even more and you made a break for it and found sanctuary in the nearest bathroom.

"Uhm, are you alright?"

Your eyes widened as you realized that the voice was too deep to be a woman's, which most likely meant that you had ran into the men's bathroom. Perfect. You kept trying to get your breathe back when you felt a hand start rubbing your back. The man helped you calm down and walked off to the side, then after hearing the faucet running you felt a damp paper towel wiping your forehead to help cool you down.

~I've never lost a game before. I always see the end, overflowing with passion. We have slight foam but we don't lose when it comes to playing – A skilled gambler~

You felt the towel drop from you face and heard a noise of confusion. "Ann-ah?"

Your eyes darted quickly to see Mark, one of Yugyeom's close friends. "Mark?"

"Hey, are you alright? What are you doing in here?"

"Uhm, I-I'm fine. I, uh, just had a panic attack."

He raised an eyebrow at you, "You have panic attacks?"

"Well, no. This was the first one to be honest."

His eyes widened as he got his phone out, probably to call Yugyeom, and panicking you grabbed his phone from him. "What are you doing?"

"You can't tell Yugyeom."

~The password and ID to this atmosphere, save it. A lot of people call me out again today. After the performance is over, I'm on the plane again. No other comfortable pillow than a cloud~

"Ann-ah, this is serious! You can't be alone when you have a panic attack! This is serious, you could have passed out and no one would have known until someone saw you in here."

"I don't care," You handed his phone back to him. "He can't know. Please, Mark."

Mark sighed and set his phone back into his pocket, giving up for now. "Fine, but I'm walking you back home and you're explaining things to me."

He grabbed your arm and helped you stand up, before leading you by your hand out of the cafe. Eventually you guys reached a park and sat on a bench, you closing your eyes as you felt the wind blow your hair back. Here goes nothing, you thought to yourself as you got ready to tell your story to him.

"Uhm, did my parents ever tell you how I came to be adopted?"

He looked over to me confused, "Uhm, no they didn't."

"Good, that means they probably haven't told anyone." You took a deep breath to prepare yourself and looked down at your hands in your lap. "Uhm, the reason I was put up for adoption was because years ago I was abused by my mother."

~Once I appear, the game is over. I get everything I want. I know how to flow with the water. Again today, I do what I have to, hard carry. Let's fly again, fly again, fly again. I got this right, don't worry about tomorrow. Today, I'll hard carry only for you~

Mark stayed silent as he listened to you tell your life story, and you thanked him for that. Knowing that he wasn't going to pity you really made you feel more relief than you thought possible. After you were finished you were staring out over a small pond, watching as a mother duck and her ducklings swam around.

"Yugyeom doesn't know, does he?"

"No," you replied to his question simply.

"I won't tell him," he said softly which made you look over to him relieved.

"You won't?"

He shook his head and looked down at his hands. "It's not my story to tell, but can I share my opinion?" You nodded your head and watched him as he chose his words carefully. "I think you should tell him. I get why you didn't before, he was young and probably wouldn't know how to respond. But he's older now and he really loves you a lot. I think if you were to tell him, to talk to someone else about this it, it wouldn't just help him feel closer to you but it would also help you."

~Hard carry. Let it flow, let it flow now. Shake you up, put you up and down, hard carry. Let it flow, let it flow now. Shake you up, put you up and down, hard carry~

"How?"

He smiled a little before answering, rubbing the back of his neck. "Didn't telling me help you?"

You turned back around, facing the pond again, as you realized that you did indeed feel better. It wasn't like you had forgotten everything, but you felt as if your chest was lighter. Like a burden had been lifted from your shoulders. You turned to face Mark as he was watching you with a soft smile.

You felt heat rush to your cheeks as you turned away again, "It did. Thank you for listening to me Mark."

He reached his hand out, and instead of flinching away like you normally would, you felt calm as he pushed a strand of hair away from your eyes. "Come on," he said standing and reaching out a hand. "Let's get you home."

~If you wanna get this, do as you did. Without a care, just let it be. I wanna be light in the darkness. I just wanna blow your mind, I just wanna show my mind~

The rest of the walk home was spent with you two laughing and him telling ridiculous stories to lighten the mood. After you two reached home, Yugyeom opened the door and looked confused from you to Mark and back again. Both of you were smiling and patted Yugyeom on the head as you headed inside, him hitting Mark's hand away and pouting before pulling you into a tight hug. You immediately hugging back, feeling lucky to have an amazing new family and a new person who you could confide in. And as embarrassing as it was to admit it, you silently found yourself hoping that one day you and Mark could learn even more about each other and develop your friendship.

Beautiful, I Want You(JB-Got7)

Requested by: Ann

~Ooh woah~ Doo doo doo doo doo yeah~ Doo doo doo doo I see you, I see you and you're dazzling. You see me, look at me, my heart's fluttering. I see you, I see you and you're dazzling. You see me, look at me, everything stops~

"Y/n-ah, come on!"

"I'm coming," you yelled out as you grabbed your bags and hurried down the stairs.

"Y/n, have fun!" Your aunt said as she gave you a quick hug. "And Youngjae, you watch after her understood?"

"Eomma, she's a year older than me so shouldn't she be the one to look after me?" Youngjae, your cousin, said as he pouted and made you laugh.

You reached over and knocked on his head lightly. "I may be older, but you live here in Korea. I'm just visiting, so that's why you have to help me."

"Yah, hajima. Let's go,the guys are waiting. Bye, eomma! Appa!"

You waved goodbye to your aunt and uncle before youngjae grabbed your wrist and pulled you out the front to and to the van where the members in his group and his manager were waiting. Youngjae put our bags in the back and then ran to the door, sliding it open and yelling out greetings at the members which made you laugh. Jinyoung moved over on his seat, giving me room to hop in beside him. It had been a long time since you've seen him, but you both acted like you just saw each other yesterday and started talking about what all you've missed.

~ You reflect in my eyes (Baby you're so beautiful) I fill my heart with you (Baby let me know) You and me, just us two, everything stops in this moment~

Before you moved to the states, you and Jinyoung had been close friends and it just worked out to where him and Youngjae ended up in the same group. You didn't know the other members though, and listened closely as the introduced themselves to you. One guy, especially caught your attention when he smiled and said hello to you. You laughed along with Jinyoung, as they all joked around. Eventually they all started to sing along to the radio, making you smile but you just couldn't help but listen to the one who had caught your attention before.

His voice was like honey, you felt like you could never tire from listening to him sing. He looked at you, catching you while you were staring which made you widen your eyes and quickly look out the window. You mentally face palmed yourself and scolded yourself on staring at him. You felt Jinyoung poke your side and you turned to look at him, only to see him raising his eyebrows up and down to tease you. You hit his arm before turning back to the window, hearing him laugh and start joking around with the other guys. Eventually you felt your eyes starting to close, and you yawned quietly when you realized how tired you actually were and fell asleep listening to Jaebum's voice singing out a nice melody.

~So Cold, a world without you. So Dark, I can't see anything. Did I forget the feeling of my heart fluttering? So lonely, by myself, thinking about you~

You were shaken awake and you quickly opened your eyes, looking outside and seeing the airport outside the window. Yawning, you sat up and rubbed your eyes. Then you saw a face appear in front of you which made you catch your breath and start internally panicking when you realized who it was.

"You awake now?" JB asked you as he smiled softly. All you could do was nod as you stared at him with big eyes, making me look away while rubbing the back of his neck. "Uhm, the other members have already started to head inside. Ready to go?"

You nodded and quickly hoped outside, grabbing your bags and walking beside him as he led the two of you towards the others. Once you had caught up with them, Jinyoung and Youngjae walked over to you and made sure you were between them before starting their way inside. Inside the airport was utter chaos, well at least it was to you, there were fans screaming out the boys names and it seemed like their were hundreds of them.

"Holy crap," you muttered, amazed at how many people there were.

Youngjae laughed at you and leaned towards you, "Wave at them. They already know who you are."

~As if it's not a coincidence I am being pulled by you. Don't take your eyes off of me. Come closer to me so I can get to know you~

"Are you insane? I can't wave at them! What if they start stampeding or try to take my head off or something?!"

It was Jinyoung's turn to laugh now as he patted your shoulder. "They won't hurt you, y/n-ah. They already like you, see?"

You looked towards the many fans and waved shyly at them, making them call out your name and say hello. You smiled and waved more at them, then followed behind the boys and walked to out gate so we could board our flight. Somehow, you had ended up behind Jaebum as he walked beside the manager. Your eyes darted away when you realized you were once again staring, and you scolded yourself.

"You okay?" You looked up and quickly nodded at JB, silently answering his question. "That's good. I'm sorry if that was too much for you," he apologized as he nodded back to where the fans were.

"No, it's okay. It was actually pretty cool."

"Oh?"

"Yeah, I think it's cool how you guys have so many fans. And I'm glad to see that they all love you guys so much."

~I wanna make it so no one else can see you, I wanna hide you in the moonlight so only I can see you. I'll gather all the memories of you and engrave it in the moonlight – I want to color the night sky with you and me~

~~

You were all now settled in your hotel rooms as everyone relaxed from the long flight. Youngjae had gone over to BamBam and Yugyeom's room to hang out, leaving you to go on your phone and look at all the fantaken pictures from earlier. There were surprisingly a lot of you, and you stopped as you looked at some of them. A lot of people were talking about how pretty you were, and how you and Youngjae did look similar but all you could do was stare in horror at your picture.

"Oh my gosh," you said as you quickly turned the phone screen off. "I look awful. I didn't think I looked that bad! Holy crap, I can't believe I have pictures like that up on the internet now." You sighed and placed your forehead in your palms.

Knock knock. You stood and walked towards the door, opening it to see JB on the other side smiling down at you. Your eyes widened as you stood still, not daring to move even an inch.

"Hey, the guys were planning on going for a swim. Did you want to come?"

"Uhm, no I'm fine. Thank you though."

He looked at you concerned and tilted his head to the side, making you internally squeal at how cute he looked doing that. "You okay?"

~I see you, I see you and you're dazzling. You see me, look at me, my heart's fluttering. I see you, I see you and you're dazzling. You see me, look at me, everything stops. I'm falling for you (baby you're so beautiful) I'm lost in you (baby let me know) I can't hide my attraction to you~

"Yeah, I'm fine."

"You sure? I'll listen if you need to talk about something." He stepped inside the room, making you take a step when he got closer.

"I'm fine. Really."

"Hmm." Jaebum trailed off when he saw your phone screen on the bed, somehow it had turned on and you rushed to turn it off since it was still on your picture. "Hey, I saw that picture earlier."

"What?!" You turned to him quickly, forgetting about the phone and focusing on him.

"Yeah, it didn't look right though."

Your heart started to ache painfully as you face went blank. "Oh, yeah. It didn't, did it?"

~The light is disappearing tonight.Just you and me, just us two. We're laying under the shadow of the moonlight. I'm gonna hold you, girl i'mma hold you tight ay. Can you see my heart? It's being pulled to you. Don't take your eyes off of me, come closer to me so I can get to know you~

His eyes widened as he started to panic. "No! I didn't mean it looked bad, or that you looked bad!"

You looked to him confused, not really hearing him since he was talking so fast. "Huh?"

"What I meant is that, it didn't look right because it looked like they had edited it or something."

"Oh. Really?" You looked at the picture again and studied it carefully.

"Yeah, it looked different from how you look so I just assumed that they had edited it. I don't see why they would though, you look amazing without being edited."

Your eyes widened and you looked up at him quickly, a blush forming on your cheeks. "Uh...oh, uhm, thank you."

~I wanna make it so no one else can see you, I wanna hide you in the moonlight so only I can see you. I'll gather all the memories of you and engrave it in the moonlight – I want to color the night sky with you and me. I see you, I see you and you're dazzling. You see me, look at me, my heart's fluttering. I see you, I see you and you're dazzling. You see me, look at me, everything stops~

He nervously rubbed the back of his neck, a faint stroke of red on his cheeks as he nodded at you. "Uhm, uh-huh."

"Yah! Hyung, are you and y/n-ah coming or not?" Youngjae said walking into the room, stopping when he saw the blushes on both of your cheeks. He narrowed his eyes at JB and grabbed his shoulders, pulling him from the room. "Y/n-ah is off limits! You aren't allowed to do anything!"

"Wha-" You hurried after them. "Youngjae-ah! What are you doing?"

Jaebum had started to laugh and got Youngjae's hands off of his shoulders. "You do realize I'm older than you."

"She's my family. Family is off limits remember?"

"Hmm, but I never agreed to that." He said as he patted Youngjae's head and then winked at me before turning and heading down the hallway.

~You and me, underneath the moonlight. Close your eyes and softly lean on me. Just let me love you girl. I hope my heart reaches you. I wanna make it so no one else can see you, I wanna hide you in the moonlight so only I can see you. I'll gather all the memories of you and engrave it in the moonlight. I want to color the night sky with you and me~

"Y/n-ah, no!"

You laughed and raised your eyebrow at Youngjae. "What ever happened to me being the one to look after you since I'm older."

"Yah! You can't both use that excuse! That's not fair, y/n-ah!"

"Youngjae-ah, if anything happens. It happens, okay?"

"No! You could get hurt and then I'd have to hurt him, and that would be hard considering he's my leader!"

You hugged him and patted his head, "You just focus on your group's activities, okay?"

He sighed and rolled his eyes. "Fine, if anything happens though you'll tell me?"

"Sure," you laughed as you saw him shake his head and start muttering.

"See you later, y/n-ah. We're going swimming."

"Okay, have fun!"

Thank you for inviting me on your trip, Youngjae-ah. Smiling, you walked into your room and looked at the rest of the photos taken of you. Stopping and looking at a picture of you and Jaebum coming inside the airport and smiling at each other. Thank you fans.

~I see you, I see you and you're dazzling. You see me, look at me, my heart's fluttering. I see you, I see you and you're dazzling. You see me, look at me, everything stops~

Crash(Yongguk-B.A.P)

Requested by: SiaSuYee

~It doesn't make sense, you're so perfect. My breathing gets quicker – this is a foul. Your eyes, those lips, your everything shakes up my heart~

You groaned as you felt something pushing against your cheek, then against your closed eyelid, then your other cheek. You sighed and opened your eyes, looking at your husband annoyed as he smiled as he leaned over you. His arm was laying beside your head and he was basically laying on top of you as he smiled down at you, proud of finally waking you up. You squinted your eyes, still sleepy from your restless sleep, and then looked over to where your alarm clock layed on the bedside table.

You wanted to hit your husband when you saw the blaring red lights displaying the current time, 5:30 am. You turned your head back towards Bang and tried your best to glare at him, to which he laughed at your poor attempt. Groaning, you almost wanted to cry. Instead you settled with grabbing the pillow beside you where your husband was laying and smashed it against the side of his head, succeeding in getting him off of you and quickly pulled the comforter over your head.

Bang laughed and you felt the bed dip as he moved around. "Come on," he told me as he started to tug at the comforter. "You have to get up."

~ The unforgettable first feeling toward her has stolen my heart like a fool. As if my heart is broken, I am ablaze with love. My heart is boom boom beating (and beating) Please save me – you're my girl~

"Ugh," you muttered, "Go away. You're like a little fly that just keeps getting slapped at but never dies."

You heard Bang laugh and then you felt nothing, which honestly worried you more. Then all of a sudden you felt something heavy land on your back, making you sink into the bed and loose all of your breath. You tried to move, but you couldn't. Not even an inch.

"Oh my gosh, Bang get the hell off of me! I can't breathe!"

You felt the blanket finally getting pulled off of your head and felt his breath against the back of your neck. Then goosebumps rose on your arms as you felt him kiss the back of your neck lightly. You were silent though, waiting to see what he was going to do next.

"Will you get up and ready if I do?" He asked softly, trailing kisses along your neck and the top of your shoulders, making knots form in your stomach.

~Help me help me help me, my breaths get quicker when I see you. Help me help me help me. My eyes get blinded when I see you. My heart is boom boom beating as I run and look for you. Where you are – I'll wait for you~

"Yes, fine. Just please get off of me," you groaned out.

Truthfully though, you didn't want him to get off of you. Okay, you did want him off but you didn't want him to go away. You liked his warmth, loved being able to snuggle up against him and have his arms wrapped around you. Both of you had been married for five years so far, since you guys had gotten married a couple years after you had started dating. Even though you guys had fights they were small and didn't last that long, thankfully you guys would just make up soon after having the fight.

You loved him more than anything else in the world, and yes though it may seem as if that was a bit dramatized it honestly wasn't. You really did love him that much and it amazed you how after being with him for eight years it still felt like every day was the first day. The butterflies still came when he smiled and said the corniest things, goosebumps would rise when he touched you, and you still felt like the relationship was fun and lively like when you two first started dating.

~You you you – meeting you was really a huge thing. No matter what, I want to get to know you. I'm like Conan – you probably don't know how I feel. I keep thinking of you – you even made me forget about my first love. Even if you keep telling me to go away, I will tell you that you're my everything cause I Love You Girl~

"Yah!! Jagiya, get up~" Bang whined as he came back into the room and noticed me still laying on the bed.

"Ugh, I'm up. I'm up."

You got out of bed and rubbed your eyes as you walked into the bathroom, to get ready for the day. Bang didn't tell you what he had planned for the day, but it had to involve traveling in the car for a while if he needed to wake us up this early. It always excited you though, knowing that he always planned something for the two of you to do when you guys had the time. That he took the time to plan this, that's what really got to you. That is what made you remember why you fell in love with him.

Now finished, you were down in the kitchen eating the breakfast that Bang had surprised you with. He had made your favorite things and was gathering the things he thought you guys would need for the day, along with packing a lunch as well which made you realize that he planned to spend the whole day out. You smiled over at him once you were done eating and headed into the kitchen to wash off your plate, noticing the already cleaned plate sitting in the drying rack.

~The unforgettable first feeling toward her has stolen my heart like a fool. As if my heart is broken, I am ablaze with love. My heart is boom boom beating (and beating) Please save me – you're my girl~

You walked up behind Bang and wrapped your arms around his waist, setting your forehead against his shoulder blade. "You're on a roll today, Mr. Bbang."

He laughed when you said his nickname, then turned in your arms and kissed your forehead. "This'll get me months of get out of jail cards, right?"

You laughed and leaned back, hitting his chest. "Hey!"

"I'm kidding, don't worry. You ready to go?" You nodded and he grabbed your face, kissing you quickly and then letting you go to grab the bag. "Alright, let's go."

-time skip-

Your breath caught in your throat as you stopped and stared at the view in front of you. It was literally the most gorgeous view you have ever seen in your life, with a small waterfall falling down from the rocks above and down into a smaller lake. Most likely it was a larger pond, but you were too amazed to care.

"Bang, this is gorgeous!"

"Eh, I've seen better."

~Help me help me help me, my breaths get quicker when I see you. Help me help me help me. My eyes get blinded when I see you. My heart is boom boom beating as I run and look for you. Where you are – I'll wait for you~

"What? Are you insane?!" You said as you looked over to him with wide eyes.

He was smirking at you before he brought his eyes up and down your body slowly. "It's true, because you are the most gorgeous thing I have ever layed my eyes on."

You blushed as you looked away and smiled slightly, looking at him out of the corner of your eye. You saw him getting closer and looked to him as he grabbed your hand, leading you over to where you hadn't noticed he had layed a blanket out. Then after you both settled down he started pulling out what he had prepared for the both of you.

Again you were surprised to see that he had made all of your favorites yet again. This was actually starting to made you suspicious, not that you were doubting his reasons for this or doubting him at all. But you were getting very curious to know what all he had planned.

~na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na ~ na na na na na na na na na na ~ na na na na na. She makes it seem like I can touch her but then gets farther away. Please just give me one chance. If you can hear my heart, please answer me~

The date was over now, and you had an amazing time. You two had swam and then layed out underneath the sun to get dried off, before finishing with a nice walk then headed back home. Bang had never let go of you the whole day, always touching some part of you. It made you happy, that's the thing though, when you were with him you were always so happy. It amazed you.

"Hey, y/n."

You looked up from your book and over to the doorway that your husband was leaning against. "Yeah, jagi?" A look of concern crossed your face when you saw how serious he looked, the joy from the day was gone. "Is everything okay?"

He sighed and walked towards you, sitting on the spot besides you but not touching you. Which made you worry even more and lay your hand on his leg.

"Sweetie, what's going on? You're worrying me."

"Uhm, I need to ask you something." He paused and stared at his hands, not even glancing towards you. "D-do you-" He rubbed his hands over his face and tried again, "Y/n, we've been married for five years. Do you love me?"

Your eyes widened in surprised and you were quick to reassure him. "Of course I do, you don't even need to question it. Baby, what's going on?"

~As if my heart is broken, I am ablaze with love. My heart is boom boom beating (and beating) Please save me – you're my girl~

"You know I love you," he said as he turned and grabbed your hands. "I didn't know how to say this, actually you know what. Yes, I do." He let go of your hands and grabbed your face, leaning closer to you. "I love you, with all my heart and I want to start a family with you."

You gasped as you stared at him, your mouth ajar as you looked to him in shock. Then you surprised both him and yourself when tears started to form in your eyes, making your vision blurry.

"Baby, I'm so sorry. Hey, don't cry. I'm sorry." He apologized and got on his knees in front of you, wiping your eyes for you as you started to laugh and grabbed his hands.

"No, no baby I'm not upset. I'm happy."

He looked at you with his eyebrows drawn together, confused. "Then why are you crying?"

"Because you suggesting this shows me how much you love me."

"It does?"

You laughed harder and grabbed his face. "Yes, and yes."

"Huh?"

"I want to start a family with you as well."

~Help me help me help me, my breaths get quicker when I see you. Help me help me help me. My eyes get blinded when I see you. My heart is boom boom beating as I run and look for you. Where you are – I'll wait for you~