I Couldn't Figure Out Which One I Liked Most So Here Is Both Lmao. Look I Didn't Twinkify Him This Time!!!

I couldn't figure out which one I liked most so here is both lmao. look I didn't twinkify him this time!!! I'm so proud!!!! also I'm really fucking happy with how his face turned out!!!!

i can only ever read a book (or watch a movie) once, even if i really enjoy it because it doesn't matter how long i wait to try and read it again (i waited 8 years once) i will remember the whole plot after the first chapter or so and it no longer sparks joy or intrigue, i know what's going to happen so why should i read it?. and i cannot understand how people can read the same book over and over again???

one time i had a dream where there was a death note arc where the death note notebook got replaced by a death note red solo cup that had "DN" on it in sharpie and light would kill people by drinking from it in the corner of frat parties with mikami and everytime he killed someone theyd make out and the kira police task force wanted to investigate more after the notebook disappeared but no one on the task force could bring themselves to investigate light because 1. what if theyre subconsciously targeting him bc hes gay with mikami that would make them homophobic and 2. no one wanted to ask about the cup bc everyone thought the "DN" on the cup stood for "deez nuts" and no one wanted to get deez nutted at a frat party and be embarrassed.

my self portrait, yayyy

is it bad that i enjoy the acting part of social interactions more than the actual interactions? like i love when i make a personality for a certain person and i can slip into character and play it well, makes me feel like Im getting a good grade on a test. alternatively, i don't think i actually have a personality anymore, i just play character after character and then when I'm alone and I've got no one too bounce off and pretend to be i become an empty husk.

this guy came upto me at a bar last weekend and he was like "your so intimidating, youve got a resting bitch face and i almost didnt come over and talk too you" and i was like "i am a bitch and you shouldnt have" and walked right out of there, i felt so powerful i just left my $20 cocktail there at the bar and went home