James Personality Snippets

James personality snippets

James is actually extremely dreamy. Like- Disconnected from reality dreamy, not good looking/charming dreamy. Luna Lovegood kinda dreamy, people either think he's absolutely fucking insane or just high as shit💀

Either way, he's really sweet actually, a bit weird, oddly poetic and constantly philosophic but really sweet.

He also has Schizophrenia, his speech pattern is literally non existent. Having a conversation with him would be a fucking rollercoaster.

(coming from a guy who has schizophrenia)

I love drawing other people's characters so much but I do that WAY too rarely because I'm scared of accidentally drawing them inaccurately or in a scenario that would NEVER happen with that character😭

!!James' creepypasta CONCEPT design(when he was still alive)!!

I thought it may be interesting to make a creepypasta version of my OC James, where he is a bharatanatyam dancer who was murdered after a performance of his. The reasoning for his murder was the jealousy of other "competitors". So he basically is like a spirit/ghost thingy that seeks revenge or something idk yet. BUT AGAIN, JUST A CONCEPT!! I'm gonna flesh out his story more in the future:D

(James Jayachandran is half Sri Lankan Tamil and half Egyptian btw)

I HATE THE infantilizing OF TOBY AND I HATE TUE DEMONIZING OF HIM TO. PLEASE HAVE A OKAYISH MEDIUM.

he's not an ABSOLUTELY horrible person but of course he's not a sweet angle sent from heaven either, duh he's done some things but of course it's not entirely his fault. In my opinion almost NONE of it is his fault, I will not fight about this.

Also by infantilizing , what I mean is people making him as if he can do no wrong and is completely innocent and SAY it's Canon. I GUESS it's not as bad if you know it's not canon, i joke about him doing no wrong because hes my favorite character of all time, but I know it's not canon and I would never think it was.

Like the whole sweet boy waffle boy toby thing. I remember that. Oh god, I remember. I was a fan in elementary school, (in 10th grade now) I used to think him being annoying, loud, "hey masky" and so so so so bubbly was canon and nobody told me otherwise. But as I got older, in 7th grade I realized "oh that's not canon. Huh. Okay cool 👍" and I went about my day, I wasn't like OH MY GOD my sweet innocent baby boy is- is evil???? No. I just moved on.

and more recently, less people have been 'babying' (I'm really not sure if this is the righhttt word) and more peopoe have been demonizing him. If you have tiktok or have been paying attention to creepypasta drama you'll know there was someone telling their "realistic headcanons" and it all was just demonizing toby and his mental illnesses. They talked about how he would be abusive and drink and hurt you yada yada you guys get it. But I think everyone who was a toby fan in like 2016 just IGNORED (Natalie) clockwork and tobys relationship or just hates it so much they forgot it was HEALTHY. Toby Rogers had a HEALTHY, CANON RELATIONSHIP.

I cannot express how much I love love love toby and how much his character has meant to me over the years. Don't judge me please please please please please please please please.

Okay so In elementary I was obsessed with (fanon- but what I thought was canon) toby. I loved him so much I took his personality, yk the loud, annoying, "I'm the favorite hehe" mindset, weird obsessed with waffles (now I hate saying the word waffles, I cringe just thinking about it.) And I had a BEST friend who I assigned as my 'masky friend' so I annoyed the ever living hell out of her. "Hey (insert girl name here)! Hey (insert girl name here)! Hey-" so much I'm surprised she didn't kid curb stomp my brains out.

I loveddd fanon tobys personality so much I thought everyone else did too but, rightfully so I guess, everyone thought I was annoying and weird (that was the plan but in like- a loveable way I guess if you know what I mean???)

I just want to say I loved toby then, I love him now and it will continue as long as I LIVE.

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EDITTTT IN ORANGE! OKAY I USED TRG WRONG WORD! THANK YOU FOR CORRECTION

(idk what to think of this honestly)

Little Toby doodle from school idk....(can you tell that my visual interpretation of him changed?)

Welcome back!!! I missed your art its such a textured style :D!!!!!!

Thank you sm, I really appreciate it!! :(<333