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The sillies:3

Also, the "ask James" thingy is still active! So if you wanna ask my OC/about my OC, don't hesitate to do so:D

(I swear I'm gonna post James' backstory someday.)

Doodled Elinor in class:3 ( OC created by @justpinkazure )

(And a little doodle of James meeting her bc idk my brain is weird lol)

AAAAA I CAN'T GET HER OUT OF MY HEAD BRO, SHE'S SO COOL AND PRETTY UGHHHHH I LOVE HER DESIGN AND BACKSTORY

Ah yes, the drowned bharatanatyam dancer, what a tragic way to leave......

(James is just a silly lil guy dw)

Two idiots, not knowing how to say the words "I love you"

(the anatomy is probably so off man, I'm sorry😭)

James, where'd you get your outfit from??

James and Toby are the epitome of chaotic (boy) friends btw

(The convo is heavily inspired by a convo from the Sturniolo triplets btw)

James personality snippets

James is actually extremely dreamy. Like- Disconnected from reality dreamy, not good looking/charming dreamy. Luna Lovegood kinda dreamy, people either think he's absolutely fucking insane or just high as shit💀

Either way, he's really sweet actually, a bit weird, oddly poetic and constantly philosophic but really sweet.

He also has Schizophrenia, his speech pattern is literally non existent. Having a conversation with him would be a fucking rollercoaster.

(coming from a guy who has schizophrenia)

Clocky's and James' friendship!

[Just a little snippet of how I think my OC James would get along with Nat. ALL PLATONIC!!!!]

James and Natalie could consider eachother something like friends, yet they didn't talk much. Often times they'd just sit in silence, enjoying the scenery that would stand before them.This one time, Nat caught James staring at her instead of the scenery.

"...You good?"

"Hm? Oh, yeah I'm fine. You have a nice eyecolor, reminds me of green sea glass. Actually, you really have a nice face shape in general!"

"Oh, uh.....Thank you, I guess..?"

James would smile at her before turning his attention towards the mist covered woods again. The slightest smile crept up Nat's face as she also looked back at the scenery, appreciating James' compliment. It wasn't first time he would just give her compliments or say details about her, that he had noticed over the time they became friends, out of the blue. She knew that he was a very observant and honest guy, which she liked.

(sorry for any grammar mistakes, English isn't my first language lol)

"Stop"

The word James had repeated over and over again.

His voice strained and hoarse yet he wouldn't stop screaming and begging for mercy, asking the gods if he had deserved this torture.

Never quitting to plead and scream and shout out the word until he took his final breath.

Stop.

James and his gf in an alternate universe where he doesn't die like a fucking idiot.

(Guys pls she's so gorgeous and stunning and he's.....descent ig..)

Also, if I hear even ONE Jily comparison from the marauders fandom I will bash my head into a wall. (jk but pls bro, don't)

James has two appearances after he died. His first one, which actually captures how beat down, bloody and rotten is body would be and his second one, in which all his bruises and scars are healed/faded, his face isn't disfigured and he looks the way he did pre death. He hates his actual appearance, how disfigured and rotten he looks so whenever he can, he'll present as his second, 'healthy' appearance. Although when he haunted down the man who did this to him, he presented as his first, accurate post death appearance, just to slowly make the man go more and more mad before he ends up taking his own life.

Taking the break back lol (I'm an idiot)

And that my guys is why you shouldn't make impulsive decisions while being emotional.

So uhm, this is a bit awkward

No break? I guess? Idk man, I'm still not reaaalllyyy well but I figured that taking a break off social media won't currently help me so eh, yeah. Cool.

But maybe don't expect a lot of art bc school started for me again and I'll be a bit busy with studying. But otherwise, usual optimism and content, life is beautiful, blah, blah, blah.

If anyone is curious how I'm doing after the whole tiktok-comment-section-drama idk, I'm just as fine as I was before, I just hope that those people will find some peace in their life and not waste their time on harassing strangers online. I'm personally fine with the fact that it happened with me getting kinda involved I guess, I just deactivated the comments to avoid any more unnecessary beef.

And just for all the people that are somehow involved in the drama, I wish that you all find peace, it will get better and uh, love and respect everyone. The world is far too beautiful to bring negativity into it anyway.

I apologize for yapping this much, just wanted to speak out my mind.

(Also don't be ableist. Not funny to harass ppl with mental disorders or physical disabilities, it really ain't.)

About James' backstory

So as you can tell, I haven't posted the backstory my OC James yet.

But that will change in a few weeks. I'm currently working on it but school and private problems often get in the way of it. I'm not quite sure when it will be finished but I wanted to say that the story will have illustrated parts. I mean I gotta use my 'skills' in a way.

General information about the story:

The story on its own will not have any type of direct connection to the Slenderman. So no Slenderman showing up outside a window or something like that. Although, it will partly play in my AU of the forest in which the Slenderman resides in. The proxies do exist in that universe, as well as some of the other creeps. While working on James' story I'm also working on my own AU of creepypasta so there will definitely be connections.

This may be a surprise but James does NOT have a canon romantic interest, a bit different than the art I post of him with my version of Toby. I personally think that the romance is a bit unnecessary for his story and non of the proxies will be directly involved in his story for now. Maybe a small, subtle appearance or traces of one of them being near James, but no actual conversation.

I will mention this again when I actually post the story but here is the trigger warning list (for now):

-SA, abusive behaviour of authority

-Mention of SH

-Mention of delusions and hallucinations (I'm not sure if this TW is necessary but just in case)

What even is/does James do post-incident?

James is a sort of vengeful spirit. He is going to murder the man that has assaulted him, but not actively. Using psychological torture is his thing, so he will inflict no direct physical harm to the man. James is NOT a serial killer. He does not lure in people, he does not kill innocent people, he does not hurt wandering humans. His first and last murder will be the one that assaulted him. After that he will wander around the forest, like some sort of ghost. People are able to see him, but only how he WANTS to be perceived. I mentioned this in a post earlier, James has two official appearances.

1. Realistic post death corpse. I think the name sums it up pretty well, he just looks pretty disfigured, rotten and torn in that form.

2. Post death spirit. In this second form, he really just looks like how he did when he was alive. He still has blood running down his body, he still has bruises and wounds but in a way, he still looks alive. He doesn't look disfigured nor rotten. The closest non creepypasta character I can compare him too in that form is the final form of Chandramukhi in the first movie 'Chandramukhi' from the year 2005. (Great, nostalgic horror/comedy Tamil movie btw)

Just to make things clear, in no way whatsoever is James mentally well. He has schizophrenia, social anxiety and body dysmorphia. He is extremely sensitive to his surroundings and empathetic towards others. And no, I don't mean empathic in a healthy way but in a way that other's moods and problems directly affect him. He is a soul that will feel the same amount of fear, stress, anger, sadness, whatever feeling you want as the person he is currently spending time with. This causes him to be stressed and/or overwhelmed most of the time. So yes, he is a really nervous person, yet I don't want him to be perceived as some sort of 'soft boy'. James is a 25 years old male who was in university for a psychology major before he was murdered. I'm currently giving him a slight redesign so that his body and physique actually look appropriate to his lifestyle. He is a bharatanatyam dancer, he helps out in his sister's garage and regularly hits the gym. That guy is athletic af and not some damsel in distress just because his bharatanatyam clothes are pretty.

If you have any questions about James and/or my creepypasta AU, my ask box is open:)

(pls excuse any grammar mistakes, English isn't my first language)

So uhhh, yeah. I hope I'll finish the story and the illustrations soon. I still have some other art WiP's that I need to finish too but it'll come together.

Have a wonderful day/night:D

James' opinions on the other creeps/proxies p.1

"Toby, hm? He's alright. It took some time for him to open up a bit and actually indulge in conversations but I appreciate him nevertheless....However it is quite unfortunate how much of a trained guard dog he is though, for the Slenderman I mean.....Barking and biting at anything, almost as if the entire world were a threat to him......But I've seen more sides of him, he can be very pleasant to be around. Sometimes he just talks about the most random things but I like that, it makes me smile.....I do hope that he'll get better and that he'll start to actually start to live and not just survive. Oh well, he'll eventually figure things out on his own, the only thing I can do is to stay beside him."

"Jack is actually a very sweet and kind soul, it was quite the surprise to be completely honest. We talk a lot about life, art and books, he's like a lost shard of my soul in a way.....I like being around him, he makes me feel comfortable."

"Oh, that girl? Natalie is alright, a bit stubborn and quiet but very nice once you talk more. I like her drawings, they interest me.....She hangs a lot around Nina and Toby, right? Well I guess I like her, she seems nice.....Tough young woman, that's for sure..."

"Nina is like a beaming ball of sunshine from what I know and I appreciate her for that. She often just talks to me about all kinds of things and I actively listen to what she is saying.......Like listening to a podcast......Oh, and her sense of fashion is absolutely gorgeous."

".....Hm....Well, we don't talk a lot, Kate and me I mean. But Nina often rambles on and on about her.....Maybe she's into Kate..?....Well, in any way, she doesn't talk much and neither do I but I never had any bad experiences with her."

"Oh, Sally! Yeah, she's a sweet girl but oh god, she has some really bad temper management issues. It's fascinating how much rage and despise is stored inside such a young soul......Scary in some way.......But we get along great, we also live in the same territory of the woods. She's like a little sister to me."

"Brian and Tim...?......Oh those two proxies...I haven't talked to them all that much but they seem okay. Toby sometimes talks about them, annoyed how they act so 'authoritarian'.......But, isn't the Slenderman more authoritarian than Brian and Tim? So why does Toby do whatever it makes him do yet gets all pissy when his two colleagues need something from him?.....Weird...."

Yipppeee doodles yayy

Most being Ninakate because they have literally infested my brain and won't leave. James listening to Nina ramble about Kate as if he was listening to a podcast. Also, one of my Nat designs

Toby headcanons

These are just some quick notes from my AU so I'm not going into too much detail with each headcanon!

-German, no not just German roots but he actually lives in Germany

-complex relationship with physical contact/affection

-talks a lot, but not very often. Either he's talking with no red string or is as silent as an owl's flight

-can't stand having a beard/stubble, HAS to shave or else he'll remind himself a bit too much of his dad

-fucked up hands through biting, picking and scratching

-freckles and moles everywhere, pale skin, eyebags

-dark brown hair+eyes, thick eyebrows, slightly hooked nose

-either dresses midwestern emo or how the marauders fandom portrays Remus Lupin since he thrifts his clothes because of the lack of money

-does the hand-flapping thing when he excitedly talks about something/someone that interests him

-DESPISES raw tomatoes

-pretty distant towards most of the creeps, only exceptions are Natalie, EJ, Kate and James (in that order btw, first is the person he's the closest to, last is the one he is, compared to the other three, most 'distant' to)

-prefers sweet snacks over salty snacks

-does the thumbs up+awkward smile thing whenever he didn't listen to what another person was saying to pretend that he did. Or when he's slightly weirded out by someone

-comparable to dogs, racoons and deers in a way

-prefers dogs over cats

-when stressed in the woods he usually sits down near flowers and rips them out before tearing them into smaller pieces

-that guy does NOT know how to properly take care of himself (forgets to eat, doesn't know how to cook etc...)

-unlabelled sexuality, if he likes someone he likes someone and doesn't really care about gender nor appearance

-still sometimes chews on his cheek which leads to his gash not properly healing

-secretly tries to befriend every damn animal he encounters but quickly gets frustrated and gives up when it ignores him/walks away from him

-gets forced to be Nina's makeup/fashion model sometimes (usually James is Nina's first victim but not always)

-Kate and him have a sibling relationship

-admires EJ in a lot of ways but has too much of a thick skull to actually admit that out loud

-sometimes leaves small handmade gifts and/or things he found in the woods in front of Nat's cabin such as bracelets, necklaces, knifes and all kinds of trinkets

-will instantly accuse others of taking his stuff when he doesn't find it just to find it 2 minutes later

-struggles to comfort others when they are crying/ having a breakdown/ etc......So he usually just awkwardly pats their back or sit beside them in silence

-huge Spiderman fanboy, has a lego Spiderman keychain on him at all times

-5'8 or 5'9 idk tho

-will try to get on peoples nerves just to see how they'll react

-hates authorities and people who act like their the boss/better than him

-will bark and bite (not literally, metaphorically)

-will see a rock and instantly compares it to someone's eyecolor/ haircolor (cough cough Nat cough cough...)

uhhhh yeah, that's some of them I guess

EJ: What kind of spider is that?

James:....It's a tarantula....Is that not obvious?-

EJ: *Eyeless bitch stare*

James: I would like to say sorry.

General info about James' creation

James is not a self insert oc. Yes, he has the same moles as I do and is part Tamil but our personality differ from eachother a lot. We don't have the same experiences nor traits when it comes to the soul, we do have similarities but that is just because I always include atleast a little piece of me in my ocs.

James is merely a character to make my inner child happy. I am mainly writing and drawing him, not because of fame but because I want to make little me happy. I'm just fulfilling a kids dream right now.

Is he a bit bland for not actively murdering people? Maybe, but not every crp oc has to be a murderer to be an actual creepypasta. At least in my opinion. He murdered once and that was also his last. I often forget to mention it but James is part Egyptian actually!! His mother is Egyptian and his father is Tamil. He also has two siblings. Nihila, his older sister and Faris, his little brother.

I love James so much he's one of my favorite creepypasta ocs here on Tumblr

AWW MAN THAT'S SO SWEET OF YOU!! It makes me really happy to know that people like James, like I'm seriously so fucking happy. Also, I'm so sorry for answering this late, I don't check my inbox often😭

Some James facts

-can't stand unnecessary labels for things

-extremely nerdy when it comes to poetry and philosophy, very optimistic to the point that it sometimes gets annoying 

-quiet most of the time but once he speaks he's the king of yapping. A god of yapping, if I may.

-25 years old, doesn't age anymore due to him being undead

-grew up in a rich household, not billionaire rich but they definitely could afford way nicer stuff than others

-not an ounce of pettiness inside him, he would never hold grudges

-unlabelled sexuality (wow how unpredictable)

-trans man, already had his surgeries and his parents are supportive

-catholic but he has a complex relationship with the church

-actually needs glasses but he obviously doesn't have them anymore since he lost them when he died, so he can't see shit that's far away (unbelievable I know, I know)

-law student

-idk how to describe it but he speaks really gentle??? I don't mean his way of talking or speaking habits but his voice, he has that kind of voice that instantly makes you feel comfortable 

-despite his calm and gentle voice, he knows what he's talking about. He knows damn well that he could easily win any argument, he's a strategic genius in a way. He knows how to make people trust him, he knows how to get exactly the information that he needs, he knows how to unconsciously make people do things. He's smart, really smart to the point that it could get dangerous. Even if he'd never admit it.

-wise af, sometimes it feels like he's some 59 year old guy who traveled the world and knows everything

-goth, doesn't dress goth tho

-his family had a cat and a dog

-genuinely enjoys hearing different people's opinions on matters and loves hearing people talk, he's an active listener 

-he really, really admires EJ, sees him as a brother

-bro is the type of guy to randomly give people compliments. He makes comparing compliments (Example:,,I really like your nose, it reminds me of ancient greek statues.")

-lowkey a sweetheart, people easily get comfy around him