Creepypasta Blog - Tumblr Posts
James' full body creepypasta design!! 1. Pre incident, 2. post incident (I'm too lazy to draw his entire face all bloody, yes tragic ikik)
But I'm gonna write down his entire story down soon and post it:D
(If I hear a Chandramukhi comparison I'm gonna "Raa Raa" into your mum's clit. Several times.☺️)
Introduction post
Joy | 16 y/o | Male | INFP | Artist
Languages I speak: German, English, Tamil (very rusty)
I stand with 🇵🇸,🇺🇦,🇸🇩,🇨🇩, தமிழீழம் (Tamil Eelam) and more...
My art is usually about Creepypasta and/or my OCs and is free of public use as long as you give me credit.
I sometimes post information about my OC universe or my CRP AU.
Please don't hesitate to ask about my art, ocs and/or AUs, I'd be more than happy to answer any questions!
DNI: Basic dni lists, proshippers, pedos, terfs etc...
Disrespectful behavior towards: LGBTQ+, mental disorders, disabled people, religions, other ethnicities etc... will not be tolerated in any way.
Interests: Creepypasta, horror, poetry, reading, art, philosophy, film, photography, music, life, politics and much more...
Please educate me and reach out to me privately if you see me doing something disrespectful, I will listen and change my behavior. There is no need to cause unnecessary drama.
Anyone can message me, just please respect my boundaries when I express them. Don't be mad if I don't reply, it is still my account and my decision.
Please, please, please don't get mad when I don't post something that I initially wanted to post and even announced, my private life obviously gets in the way of my content plans at times.
Random facts:
-I'm goth, don't really dress goth though
-I have a complex relationship with religion (still gonna be respectful, obviously)
-god probably flipped a coin while creating me
-besides reading poetry I also write poetry myself
-I collect anything old and/or shiny, fucking love trinkets of all kind
-spiderman enthusiast
art tag: #art full of joy
general content tag: #joy talking more than he should
Insta: koiflyy
Discord: koifly (ask before you add me)
Pinterest: Koilfy
James personality snippets
James is actually extremely dreamy. Like- Disconnected from reality dreamy, not good looking/charming dreamy. Luna Lovegood kinda dreamy, people either think he's absolutely fucking insane or just high as shit💀
Either way, he's really sweet actually, a bit weird, oddly poetic and constantly philosophic but really sweet.
He also has Schizophrenia, his speech pattern is literally non existent. Having a conversation with him would be a fucking rollercoaster.
(coming from a guy who has schizophrenia)
Clocky's and James' friendship!
[Just a little snippet of how I think my OC James would get along with Nat. ALL PLATONIC!!!!]
James and Natalie could consider eachother something like friends, yet they didn't talk much. Often times they'd just sit in silence, enjoying the scenery that would stand before them.This one time, Nat caught James staring at her instead of the scenery.
"...You good?"
"Hm? Oh, yeah I'm fine. You have a nice eyecolor, reminds me of green sea glass. Actually, you really have a nice face shape in general!"
"Oh, uh.....Thank you, I guess..?"
James would smile at her before turning his attention towards the mist covered woods again. The slightest smile crept up Nat's face as she also looked back at the scenery, appreciating James' compliment. It wasn't first time he would just give her compliments or say details about her, that he had noticed over the time they became friends, out of the blue. She knew that he was a very observant and honest guy, which she liked.
(sorry for any grammar mistakes, English isn't my first language lol)
About James' backstory
So as you can tell, I haven't posted the backstory my OC James yet.
But that will change in a few weeks. I'm currently working on it but school and private problems often get in the way of it. I'm not quite sure when it will be finished but I wanted to say that the story will have illustrated parts. I mean I gotta use my 'skills' in a way.
General information about the story:
The story on its own will not have any type of direct connection to the Slenderman. So no Slenderman showing up outside a window or something like that. Although, it will partly play in my AU of the forest in which the Slenderman resides in. The proxies do exist in that universe, as well as some of the other creeps. While working on James' story I'm also working on my own AU of creepypasta so there will definitely be connections.
This may be a surprise but James does NOT have a canon romantic interest, a bit different than the art I post of him with my version of Toby. I personally think that the romance is a bit unnecessary for his story and non of the proxies will be directly involved in his story for now. Maybe a small, subtle appearance or traces of one of them being near James, but no actual conversation.
I will mention this again when I actually post the story but here is the trigger warning list (for now):
-SA, abusive behaviour of authority
-Mention of SH
-Mention of delusions and hallucinations (I'm not sure if this TW is necessary but just in case)
What even is/does James do post-incident?
James is a sort of vengeful spirit. He is going to murder the man that has assaulted him, but not actively. Using psychological torture is his thing, so he will inflict no direct physical harm to the man. James is NOT a serial killer. He does not lure in people, he does not kill innocent people, he does not hurt wandering humans. His first and last murder will be the one that assaulted him. After that he will wander around the forest, like some sort of ghost. People are able to see him, but only how he WANTS to be perceived. I mentioned this in a post earlier, James has two official appearances.
1. Realistic post death corpse. I think the name sums it up pretty well, he just looks pretty disfigured, rotten and torn in that form.
2. Post death spirit. In this second form, he really just looks like how he did when he was alive. He still has blood running down his body, he still has bruises and wounds but in a way, he still looks alive. He doesn't look disfigured nor rotten. The closest non creepypasta character I can compare him too in that form is the final form of Chandramukhi in the first movie 'Chandramukhi' from the year 2005. (Great, nostalgic horror/comedy Tamil movie btw)
Just to make things clear, in no way whatsoever is James mentally well. He has schizophrenia, social anxiety and body dysmorphia. He is extremely sensitive to his surroundings and empathetic towards others. And no, I don't mean empathic in a healthy way but in a way that other's moods and problems directly affect him. He is a soul that will feel the same amount of fear, stress, anger, sadness, whatever feeling you want as the person he is currently spending time with. This causes him to be stressed and/or overwhelmed most of the time. So yes, he is a really nervous person, yet I don't want him to be perceived as some sort of 'soft boy'. James is a 25 years old male who was in university for a psychology major before he was murdered. I'm currently giving him a slight redesign so that his body and physique actually look appropriate to his lifestyle. He is a bharatanatyam dancer, he helps out in his sister's garage and regularly hits the gym. That guy is athletic af and not some damsel in distress just because his bharatanatyam clothes are pretty.
If you have any questions about James and/or my creepypasta AU, my ask box is open:)
(pls excuse any grammar mistakes, English isn't my first language)
So uhhh, yeah. I hope I'll finish the story and the illustrations soon. I still have some other art WiP's that I need to finish too but it'll come together.
Have a wonderful day/night:D
James' opinions on the other creeps/proxies p.1
"Toby, hm? He's alright. It took some time for him to open up a bit and actually indulge in conversations but I appreciate him nevertheless....However it is quite unfortunate how much of a trained guard dog he is though, for the Slenderman I mean.....Barking and biting at anything, almost as if the entire world were a threat to him......But I've seen more sides of him, he can be very pleasant to be around. Sometimes he just talks about the most random things but I like that, it makes me smile.....I do hope that he'll get better and that he'll start to actually start to live and not just survive. Oh well, he'll eventually figure things out on his own, the only thing I can do is to stay beside him."
"Jack is actually a very sweet and kind soul, it was quite the surprise to be completely honest. We talk a lot about life, art and books, he's like a lost shard of my soul in a way.....I like being around him, he makes me feel comfortable."
"Oh, that girl? Natalie is alright, a bit stubborn and quiet but very nice once you talk more. I like her drawings, they interest me.....She hangs a lot around Nina and Toby, right? Well I guess I like her, she seems nice.....Tough young woman, that's for sure..."
"Nina is like a beaming ball of sunshine from what I know and I appreciate her for that. She often just talks to me about all kinds of things and I actively listen to what she is saying.......Like listening to a podcast......Oh, and her sense of fashion is absolutely gorgeous."
".....Hm....Well, we don't talk a lot, Kate and me I mean. But Nina often rambles on and on about her.....Maybe she's into Kate..?....Well, in any way, she doesn't talk much and neither do I but I never had any bad experiences with her."
"Oh, Sally! Yeah, she's a sweet girl but oh god, she has some really bad temper management issues. It's fascinating how much rage and despise is stored inside such a young soul......Scary in some way.......But we get along great, we also live in the same territory of the woods. She's like a little sister to me."
"Brian and Tim...?......Oh those two proxies...I haven't talked to them all that much but they seem okay. Toby sometimes talks about them, annoyed how they act so 'authoritarian'.......But, isn't the Slenderman more authoritarian than Brian and Tim? So why does Toby do whatever it makes him do yet gets all pissy when his two colleagues need something from him?.....Weird...."
Cover up slut wtf🤨
James & Toby dynamic (PLATONIC!!)
You know those friends that only know each other for little while, but still get along as if they've known each other for decades? Yeah, that's them. They occasionally see eachother when Toby is on 'patrol' and when they do, they talk and talk and talk as if they haven't seen each other for years. However, their personalites are not similar, not in the slightest, you could say that they even oppose eachother.
James is someone that is really calm, collected and always has valid reasonings for his actions, he'd never do something reckless. Toby on the other hand is loud, all over the place, doesn't think before he does or says something and reckless as someone could be. James who would do anything to experience life like a normal human being again, and Toby who would greet death with open arms. Despite their differences in behavior, they relate to eachother. That being through their past experiences, morals, interests and trauma. You can probably imagine that Toby always gets into trouble in some way, that man has never stayed out of it in his entire life, not even for a week. And so, in a way, James put him on a leash. Yet never a tight one, never a short one, not one that hurts or is forced onto the brunet. Toby often even asks him to keep him in check. Obviously, he isn't sober when he requests that, it'll shatter his pride otherwise.
They're close friends, companions, brothers in war, maybe even platonic soulmates. Depends on how you want to see them. Despite Toby being physically older than James, the brunet sees him as some sort of role model. The way a little boy would admire the friends of his older brother. The way a child who has an unstable relationship with their parents favors that one sweet teacher. James sees himself in Toby, he too was once so angry, so vile and hate driven, so he does his best to make these worst times of Toby's life a little less cruel.
Toby's usual harsh, vulgar and loud curses fade into soft, caring words when he talks to James. That dead guy somehow manages to bring the small pup out of the filthy stray. Not many can do that, most will get bit as soon as they even try to get close to Toby, but of course, there will always be exceptions, those being James, Kate, Jack and Natalie, all in their own way.
Did these two have a little "Holy shit, someone actually understands me." crush on each other at some point? Most likely. I'm just gonna let this stand here without further explanation to be honest.
James ramble (+a little Toby ramble 2)
James is a silent admirer. He appreciates the smallest details in people, things like how their facial features are comparable to certain animals, how their smile makes cute wrinkles, just how individual everyone is. That doesn't just apply to humans but also to nature and life itself, he's an optimist that will always find beauty in everything. No matter how grotesque or odd something or someone may be, he will appreciate and love it/them. Passionate, unconditional love and deep understanding of people's souls is something that describes his relation to others well. He loves everyone in a way, no matter what or how often they have sinned. Did life treat him the way he treated life? No, absolutely not, the exact opposite actually. But that's part of the reason why he is how he is. All this tragedy has not made him nothing but soft. Yet you have to consider that softness is its own kind of strength that not many have the courage to express. Most would have roughened up if life would've thrown daggers and stones at them, turning cold, harsh, rude. Only those with the utmost of strength will figure out a way to stay kind to others and themselves. James being one of them, Toby being the exact opposite. Both men that were raised in war, who endured the horrors of the world yet came out so different. Or maybe it is only a matter of time and patience for the hostile stray to heal into the positive dog.
Guys, I swear James does actually care for Toby. I swear.
ask Sally Williams!
some basic headcanons for her:
She’s 9 years old (forever)
Her favorite color is pink
her best friends are Puppeteer, Laughing Jack, Candy Pop, Jason the Toymaker, and some of the younger pastas
Her sister figures are: Nina the killer, Lazari, Clockwork
Brother figures: Jeff the killer, Eyeless jack, Ben drowned, Ticci-Toby.
she loves cookies and basically anything sweet.
Her full name is Sally Maryam Williams
she can see other ghosts and even sense when bad things are about to happen sometimes
When she’s angry or upset, her eyes will turn green and start glowing.
she can float, has telekinesis, and can phase through stuff.
she has night terrors and ptsd.
she likes to cause trouble sometimes
she loves to play dress up!
Slender uses her as his eyes and ears
She can be a sassy lil brat 💅
she can be an absolute savage sometimes.
she loves smile dog and the rake
Jason sometimes makes her dresses!
ask her anything!!!!!