Firsts (m)

firsts (m)

pairing: yoongi x reader

word count: 1.9k

warnings: like straight up smut but it’s like domestic, cunnilingus, loss of virginity, unprotected sex, squirting, cum play, a little cock warming?? (me listing all these and feeling ashamed???)

“I’m not hurting you, am I?”

“Your dick isn’t anywhere near me yet, Yoongi,” you respond, eyeing the hand he put on your shoulder, fingers lightly tracing your skin.

“I know…I just want you to be comfortable since…you know,” Yoongi stammers a bit, cheeks blushing at the mere thought of you still being a virgin.

You and Yoongi had been dating for a good six months, and you had told him from the get-go that you wanted to wait until you were ready to have sex. It wasn’t as if your virginity was something you held sacred, you just wanted to do it with someone you were comfortable with and trusted completely. And Yoongi was that.

“C’mon babe,” you lace your words with an uncharacteristic sweetness that has Yoongi flush a deeper shade of crimson, “I can’t wait any longer.” At his lack of movement, you take the hand still on your shoulder and slowly drag it to your breast, squirming a bit when he squeezes the soft mound.

“Yoongi,” you moan softly, “please..”

“Maybe I should eat you out so it won’t hurt as much,” he laments, eyes fixated on where his fingers play with your nipple.

“As much as I’d love nothing more, you already ate me out twice,” you pout, “I. Want. Your. Dick.” you punctuate your words by rolling your hips against Yoongi so slowly that he can probably feel how wet you are through the thin fabric of his boxers. As much as you wanted to tease him, your movements make you shudder when you feel the tent Yoongi’s sporting and you’re shocked he’s been so patient thus far. He grits his teeth, sucking in cold air and trails his eyes down your body till he sees just how wet and ready you are for him, following the path with his hands, he lightly trails over your center and you shamelessly whine but continue to watch him, enthralled by the concentration he’s giving your pussy. You feel time move slower when he lifts his finger, you’re upset at the lack of contact but you can’t stop watching when he puts the same finger into his mouth and he groans. “You know I actually wouldn’t mind that,” he says, still sucking on his finger.

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