Panic Attack Fluff With Luca Changretta?

Panic attack fluff with Luca Changretta?💕

requested by × @iam-strangep

• The reader and Luca been married for four beautiful and blissful years, so when he left to london you can imagine how worry she was about him.

• Luca knew the reader was thick skinned I mean you have to be when you grew up on the streets of New York, but he also knew that she been through the ringer enough times to develop a faint heart.

• The only thing that kept her going was the Changretta Family, Luca's brother was a sweet kid who she saw as a brother as well way before she even met Luca.

• Luca's dad was a bit iffy with her at first but he came around eventually when he saw that she made his son happy, and since her father was against her marrying a gangster she gave the honor to Vicente and he was over the moon.

• And Audrey was a sweetheart she was so caring and sweet to the reader when her parents disowned her, she made the reader feel welcome and she was the reason her and Luca were togther.

• So, when she heard about Angel and Vicente her heart shattered, the news of hearing she lose a brother and father in the same week destoyed her.

• Which is why she was so scared for Luca to go, "Hey, I'll be back before you know it, la mia bellezza." He gave her passionate kissed for remembrance before he left to london.

• Every since then she been counting the days for him to get back to her and his mother, and as she wait she started having these panic attacks.

• Some small that made her numb and light head for just a moment before she was herself again, and then there was big ones that made her cry uncontrollably and stay in bed for days...sometime weeks.

• She knew that Luca would come back safe and sound, and she be back to normal...only one of those things were true.

• Luca made it back he was beat up but he was there with her still breathing, during his time away Luca made sure to stay in connect with his wife when he was away.

• But during her late night calls to his morning calls, she never mentions her panic attacks and she made Audrey promise not to mentionit either.

• And when he got back he spent all his time with his wife showing her how much he missed her, making the reader forget all about her worries.

• Until one night, Luca woke alone in bed without his wife next to him causing him to look for her in the middle of the night. It didn't take long to found her in the greenhouse attached to the house crying on the floor.

• "Amore mio, what's wrong?" He came up behind her rubbing her back, she shook her head crying harder.

• "His gone..." she sobs making Luca look at her, "Whose gone, amore?" Her hands covered her face as she shake her head.

• "Luca...Luca's gone." She sobs, Luca heart sinks as he stared at his wife he doesnt know what to do or if he should call someone.

• "Amore mio, I'm right here...look at me." He knees in front her grabbing her face, she sniffed looking at him though tears before swallowing the lump that formed in her throat.

• "Y-your here..." he nodded bringing her head to his chest, so she can hear his heart beating, "Yeah, baby I'm right here." He whispered kissing her head before picking her up.

• She clinged to him like a life line as he brought them back to their room neither of them saying nothing knowing she didn't want to talk about it and he was afraid to ask, so he settled with holding her and whispering sweet nothing to calm her down to get her to sleep.

so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

Dance to a Different Tune

requested × anonymous

The sound of the alarm clock woke you making you slam your hand against it to shut it off but that didn't get you to get out of bed just yet, the big bear you called a husband next to you shuffled in bed as he leans over to you and pressed multiple kisses on your back and shoulder just waking up.

"Morning, pet." He whispered before kissing your cheek, the smile that spread across your face made you crack one eye open and turn your head slightly to kiss his lips.

"Morning." Alfie patted your butt before getting out of bed and heading towards the bathroom, you closed your eyes again trying to go back to sleep before being force to get up soon.

You listened out hearing the toilet flushing and the sink turning on and off made you continue relaxing, she heard alfie grunt as he walked out of the bathroom and back to bed she perked up as he pulled her into him by her waist.

"Shouldn't you be getting ready for work?" She asked.

"I'm the boss. I'll get there when I choose to." She chuckled lowly as she felt him melts into her, she sighed in bliss she loved mornings like these with alfie where they just laid there not saying a word just melting into each other. It's crazy how life turned out for her one minute shes' fucking men for money now she's working in her own bakery and married to camden most notorious gangster, a life she never imagined having but here she was with him enjoying this beautiful quiet morning.

The voice of their oldest daughter, Dinah voice boomed through out the room causing both alfie and you to cringe as more footsteps ran down the hall to your room.

"Mama! Papa! I want pancakes."

"And I want bacon and eggs."

The shouts of the twins made you bury your face into your pillow as you just wanted quiet morning little bit longer, she sat up hearing a painful grunt coming from alfie seeing the little boy and girl crawling on their father's back before sliding off to get into my lap.

"Alf? You okay, babe." His face was buried in his pillow muffling his words, "what?" she says leaning closer to him.

"...fuckin peachy." He grunts out making her give him a small mock pout as she rubbed his back, he twisted onto his back before huffing like a bear he is and looking up at the ceiling as she put ella and david on the bed.

"Do you want me to do that thing that help with the pain?" She asked getting out of bed and going to his side, he looked at her up and down slowly before a small grin made its way onto his face as dirty thoughts ran through his head.

"Oh, darlin not with the kids around." He mutters making you glare at him with a small smile.

"...you guys are gross." Dinah says disgusted before walking out of the room, alfie's index finger trailed its way slowly against your warm thigh making you slap it away gently.

"Stop that," She whispered rolling her eyes when alfie laugh.

"What? We could start on baby number 6." He grins slowly sitting up making me back up a bit.

"Let the one brewing in my belly form first before we start talking about baby number 6." I watched him get off the bed before looking down at her with his hands on her hips.

"I told you when I married ya I wanted a litter of them, didnt i." I let out a mocked laughed making him give her a toothy grin.

"Not that I could recall." I say as him massage my hips, the twins throw their arm around alfie's shoulder as he got up making them giggle as they cling to the man.

"Why don't you take the munchkins to get ready for the day, well I wake the beast from his cave." Alfie nodded giving me a peck before you moved to kiss the twins on their cheeks.

They walked out of the room with you watching as alfie held both twins over his shoulder to the their room well you walk to your oldest, I knocked before peaking my head insides my son's room to found him still asleep, I smiled a little as I make my way inside and take a seat on the edge of his bed. I ran my hand through his silk brown hair stirring him, he turned towards me with his face against his pillow as he crack open one eye.

"What time is it?" He croaked out.

"A little before seven fifty." He groaned as he closed his eyes again.

"...give me five more minutes." He mutters drifting back to sleep, I moved my hand from his hair making him frown a little.

"Okayyyy, but I have to warn you, your father is making pancakes." I song getting up he groaned knowing that if he didn't get down stairs before his father finish cooking he only be left with scraps of bacon and sausage.

"...I'll be down in a minute." He sighed pulling the covers over his head, I giggled before walking out and going back to my room to get dress for the day.

I finished doing my hair with the curling iron before sliding on my black step in pumps, I looked in the mirror one last time as I fix my black bow brooch tie before walking out. I saw that Joseph's room door was left opened i looked inside not seeing him, I closed the door before making my wsy downstairs with the rest of the family.

"Good morning, family." I said walking over to the coffee pot on the stove, my childern spoke over each other as they wish me a good morning. A hand went to my waist as I pulled out a coffee cup and sat it down next to the stove, Alf got a cup from the same cabinet placing it next to my mug waiting for me to pour him some coffee.

"I saved ya a plate." He said lifting the plate from behind his back towards me making me smile in appreciation.

"Ah, thank you, my love." I took the plate of his hand and laid it on the island behind us, he was press to my side like a fly on honey staring at me.

"Can I help you, Mr. Solomon." I asked lifting the mug to my lips taking a sip as I look at him.

"Nope just waiting for my thank you kiss." I raised my brow at the man.

"Thank you kiss?" I asked, he nodded as his hand on my waist made me come closer as his hip leaned against the counter.

"Yea, I basically had to beat those heathens off with a stick to save ya food, I think I deserve a little kiss don't ya think." He said tilting his head to the side with a grin making me smile behind my mug as I thought about it, I held my mug as I set on the counter before leaning in with alfie doing the same and brush my lips against his only for a second.

"...mwah, there you go, happy." I smiled at him as he narrow his eyes at me.

"What was that?"

"That was a kiss." He scoffed.

"You called that a kiss?" He asked crossing his arms.

"You said you wanted a little kiss, so I gave you a little kiss." I shrugged before turning towards my plate of food.

"Don't play, (y/n). Give me a real kiss." I rolled my eyes as I put down my half eaten bacon and turned back to my husband who had his arms open for me, I stepped into his hold putting my arms around his neck and giving him his kiss. A large gasped left my lips when alfie dipped me making one arms go around my waist and one if his hands to take hold my butt making me smile against his lips, his lips moved away from my lips to my neck causing me to laugh loudly as he bites and suck on my neck where I'm ticklish.

"Mum! Dad! The bus is here. " Joseph call out, making alfie pull me straight up I smiled widely at him as I slap his chest for that stunt he pulled causing him to laugh whole heartily. Alfie followed behind me with coffee in hand as we walked Joseph and Dinah outside where the bus came up in front of house, we peppered them with kisses before letting go and watching them ran up to the bus and get in I waved one last time as the bus drove away before reaching in my skirt pocket and taking out the car keys that I brought myself a long time ago.

"I'll see you after work, my beloved." I said as Alfie walked me and the kids to the car.

"See ya after work....you two be good for your mum, now." Alfie says before binding down as the twins nodded planting kisses on his cheek as they hug him making me smile.

"I love you." I said when he stood up straight making him look at me starstruck as if I never said those three words to him before every morning.

"I love you too, lovely." I unlock the door and buckle the twins in with alfie help before Alf opened my door. I took his hand as I got into the drivers seat he shut the door before leaning his head in kissing my lips for a minute.

"...have a safe drive." He whispered pulling away a bit to look into my eyes.

"I will...," he smile but I could see he was still a bit worried that I didn't have his men to drive me, but I made it clear long ago that I could take it with his men being at the bakery but to drive me around was too much. He nod before he patted the roof of the car as I put the key in the ignition, the kids bid their dad a goodbye as I started to pull out of the drive way he waved as he stood in his same spot. I smiled at him one last time before driving down the road of our street to the bakery.

Ella and David sat in one of the four tables in the shop drawing when I was talking to a customer, I slide the pie towards to the woman with a smile as she thanked me and walked out. I looked over at the time seeing it was almost time for the kids to get out of school, my head turned to the swinging doors where Rosie came out with more fresh bake goods.

"Hey, I got a new batch and there a man in the back that need you to sign some papers." She said putting the cookies in the bakery case.

"Alright, I'll be back." I wrapped my hands on my apron before going to the back and walking past my two other employees, the man turned with a clipboard I smiled at the familiar face and take the pen out of his hand as I sighed my signature on my supplies.

"Thanks, Mrs. Solomon. See you next week. " He tipped his hat towards me.

"See you next week, simon." I smiled as his men put the bag of flour in their usual spot as I go back in the front of the shop, as I walked out of the back dinah and joe walked through the door.

"Hey, how was school." I asked walking up to them and give me a hug.

"Great! My teacher was out so we didn't have to take her test today." Joe said happy as he walked behind the counter with his sister sitting down their backpack.

"Luck you."

"I know right." He said with wide smile making his sister roll her eyes.

"And that's wasn't the best part of the day, a boy in my class got in a fight with a kid a year above us and he won. It was unbelievable." He said ecstatic.

"Well, it's good to see you a great day, how about you dinah how was your day." I asked looking at the little girl who took tied her hair in the back before putting on her apron.

"It was alright I got a A on my science test and got the part of wendy in the peter pan play." I squeal pulling her in a hug.

"I always knew you could do it, baby." I kissed the top of her head still holding her, "I can't wait for all of us to go watch it." Joe groaned.

"Do we all have to–"

"Yes." I cut him off making him scrowl softly, as I let her go the bell to my shop ring.

"Welcome to Lovelie's Bakery, what can I–" I turned towards the door before stopping and seeing who it was.

"I knew it was you, you haven't change a bit." I looked at the person speechless.

"Mum? Who is that?" Joseph asked making the lady look at her son, I could see the gears in her head as she study my son and daughter who was next to me.

"She's...she's um..." I couldn't come up with words to tell my son.

"I'm an old friend...she and my husband were old acquaintances, isn't that right?" Lizzie asked looking at me with a wry look making me roll my eyes.

"Hey, Rosie. Can you take the kids in the back and get started on the cookies." I asked my friend she looked at the woman and back at me nodding as she walked over to the twin.

"Come on, guys. Let make some Christmas cookies." I watched as they shouted in excitement and drag her to the doors, dinah followed right behind leaving Joe to still stand by my side. I put a hand on his back making him look at me.

"I'll be fine, go." I motion to the door with my head making him glance at the woman and nod before walking in the back as I watched.

"Their beautiful...the boy looks like his father." My eyes snapped back to her with a vacant look.

"How old is he? He looks like he a bit younger than charlie–" lizzie looked taken back when I cut her off.

"What the hell are you doing here." I asked coming from behind the counter and standing in front of her.

"I was in the area and thought I could go for a cookie." I scrowl taking a step closer to her as she taunt me.

"It's really not a good idea to mock the wife of a gangster in his territory." I glared as she put her hands up.

"I didn't come in here to fight." I scoffed crossing my arms.

"Then why are you here." I asked impatient, she shrugged sighing before moving some hair out of her face.

"I don't know I saw you from across the way and then I saw your kids, and I just–I guess wanted to see if any of them belong to Tommy. " She said.

"Lucky for you and me, none of them are, so." I held up my arm up motioning towards the door.

"How could you be sure?" She asked stepping closer making me look her up and down.

"His still cheating on you." I stated she didn't say anything making me sigh.

" I haven't seen Tommy or been to small heath in over seven years, and I'm not the type of woman to cheat on my man." I let my arms fall to my side, lizzie nodded looking down onto the floor.

"You know you were his favorite. After Grace, he somehow found his way to you and he found you special, why?..." She asked looking up at me I didn't notice earlier but a bit of her mascara was smudge under her eyes as if she was crying earlier today, I wiped my face looking over at the doors behind me before turning back to her.

"Ask him. I let you overstay your welcome long enough, now leave." I turned to walk away when I felt her hand wrap around my forearm.

"This will not last your perfect life...he will get bored they eventually do, and hopefully you feel the same heartache and misery you caused me." I snapped my arm out of her grip and glared at her.

"Let go of me before your husband found your body floating in the–" I shut my mouth when the door creaked.

"Mum? Eveything's alright." Joseph asked.

"Yea, my old friend was just leaving." I turned back to lizzie with a agitated smile, she gave a tight lipped one back before backing up and leaving out of the shop, i huffed rubbing my head before turning and stirring my son back to the kitchen.

When I got home I didn't tell Alf about the visit from mrs.shelby, neither did the kids especially since they could tell that something wasn't right when I came back into the kitchen. Even though i know lizzie was chatting shit it still planted a seed of doubt in me I know Alf and I know he loves me, but his eyes likes to wonder to other woman when we go out and we always laugh about it when I catch him. It's our thing. I trust alfie and he trust me. That what makes our marriage work.

"We be back around midnight." I told Ollie, he nods as he followed me around the house as I told him what the kids can and can not have well we're away.

"If they get hungry we have left over meatloaf in the oven." Alfie was already in the car waiting, I turned over to the sitting room to see the kids lounging.

"Alright." He said as I kept looking at them, alfie was invited to this function by one of his associates and brought me along to distract from boring rich people talk.

" You don't have to worry (y/n), they in safe hands." I turned to Ollie giving him a sweet smile.

"I know they are." I squeezed his arm before stepping closer to the living room.

"I'm going...be good for Ollie, alright." They mumbled a yes before going back to what they were doing before entered the room, I rolled my eyes smiling one more time at Ollie before walking out to the car.

"I don't think asking Ollie to watch the kids was a good idea, you know the twins can smell weakness." I giggled as I link my hand to alfie free one, we were driving out of london to the countryside.

"That's why I told Rosie to drop by when she close the shop to make sure everything's okay." Alfie shook his head.

"...still playing cupid I see." I shrugged a little before looking out the window.

"She likes him and he likes her, I don't see the harm in interfering." She heard alfie snort, we stayed quiet as the music on the radio played through the car, after an hour and half we finally pulled up to a nice-looking mansion.

"...rich pricks." I heard alfie whispered as he tried founding a space to park the car, he got out swiftly before opening my door i smiled at him as he grabbed my hand helping me out. I hook my arm around his own and started walking up the steps the door was opened by an old white man, he stepped aside letting us in as people stood around mingling.

"Remember we only here to show face and get the hell out, okay?" I nodded as I took a glass from a tray before drinking it, the night was spent being pulled left to right by alfie as associates of his introduced him to their friends. I was on my sixth glass when we were brought to the drawing room, a bunch of people was standing near the fireplace when we came up to them.

"Alfie this is Oswald and his wife diana...." I looked up and see a man with mustache standing straight as if he as a stick up his ass, he bend his head down a bit greeting.

"How do you do." He said, he glanced over to me for a second before looking away, I didn't take no offense I know how his kind is. Alfie nod back not saying a word.

"...and you already know Mr. Shelby and his wife." I turned my head a bit looking for a waiter, I wasn't going to pay them no mind especially Thomas I just hoped that his whore kepts a muzzle on about what happened–.

"Hello, (y/n). It's good to see you again." Lizzie said, I look at her giving her a quick smile before looking away.

"How the kids?" She asked, I could feel alfie's eyes burning the side of my head.

"Their fine." I said again, I smiled again when the waiter took my empty glass and gave me new one.

"That's good maybe we could do a little play date with the–" I gave her a uninterested look as alfie spoke up.

"Hold on, now darling. When did you two..." he waved a finger between me and lizzie, "...meet?" He asked looking at me, I let out a nervous laugh shrugging.

"Oh, that it was weeks ago." He narrowed his eyes at me before glancing over at Thomas who was watching us.

"Did you know anything about this?" Thomas took the cigarette out of his mouth.

"Lizzie mentioned it." I rolled my eyes as I downed my drink.

"Funny. Because me own wife didnt." He said.

"It slipped my mind." I refrained myself as the others were watching us, I could tell that lizzie was eating this up so I calmed myself down and grabbed his hand so he could do the same.

"Alfie let's talk about this later." I whispered looking him in the eye trying to get him to see that I didn't want to argue, but he wanst having it.

"I think I want to talk about it now." He said gruffly, I gave him a look as he glared at me.

"Alfie–" I stressed glancing at the prying eyes.

"What? Am I embarrassing you in front of your little boyfriend." He said heated, I looked at him eyes widen in shock.

"You know what..." I let out a deep breathe, " I can't talk to you when your like this so I'm going to the restroom." I grabbing my clutch from the table.

"Come found me when your in the right head space, okay, Alfred." I glowered walking past him and away from the group, after taking a break and hiding out in the bathroom for a good twelve minutes I think that gave me and alfie enough time to gather ourself. I was finishing wiping my hands with the towel when someone knocked on the door I walked over thinking it was alfie

"Hello." I furrowed seeing oswald mosley standing at the door.

" Mr. Mosley–" he cut me off with a wave of his hand.

"Call me Oswald." I looked over his shoulder for anyone as he made me back up back into the bathroom I watch him shut the door.

"You know when lizzie told me you used to be a whore, I couldn't help but be intrigued..." I watched him closely as he walked closer to me.

"I never been with a woman of your complexion before I always heard your kind tasted divine," he said undressing me with his eyes, a bit of bile came up making me gag mentally.

"Whatever that gutter trash told you I don't do that anymore." I shut down.

"Not even for the right amount of cash, you know I have it. Especially with how my political party is going." He said proudful.

"I rather eat glass and I didn't take you for a man with taste." He chuckled at my comment with a small smile.

"And why is that?" I shrugged as I walked around him.

"Well, I heard from the grapevine that you like to keep it in the family, mr.mosley." He face turned sour causing me smile innocent at him.

"Rumors." He rolled his eyes.

"Of course, they are..." I said patronizing, before he could grab hold of me I clocked him in the nose causing him to fall to the ground.

"You have balls I can give you that, but let this be a lesson to you." I said throwing down the towel I was once holding on the floor near him for his bloody nose.

"Never corner a women like this ever again." He was slowly getting up when I landed a kick to his stomach causing him groan again and collapse back to the ground.

"Oh, yeah one more thing...your cause is shit." I turned on my heels and threw open the door and stalked out leaving that pathetic excuse of a man in agony.

I was looking in my clutch when I ran into Tommy, he held my arms to keep me from stumbling.

"Where's the fire?" He asked glancing at me, I shrugged his hands off me and walked around him.

"Will you fuck off." I hissed at Tommy as he blocked my way, "It's bad enough I was drooled on my a fascist pig, I don't want to be around you of all people right now." He looked taken back at me.

"Are you okay?" He asked looking at me.

"I'm good but your friend on the other hand is not." I pushed my hair over my shoulder.

"His not my friend."

"Whatever. I need to find alfie." He still didn't move making me glare at him.

"Seriously, shelby you need to get out of my way." I snapped growing impatient.

"Did you know how much it cost to get you out of there..." he asked, I gave him a blank look as the though of punching him was playing on my mind.

"Is that a rhetorical question orrr..."

"Alfie gave me thirty percent of his business to me, plus the rest of money you had to pay your debt." He says, I blinked at him taking in his words.

"I guess he knew I wasn't going to let you go so easy so he sweeten the pot, he choose you over his business." I looked up at Tommy hoping to detect if he was lying but he wasn't.

"I need to go."I whispered before pushing past him he grabbed my wrist and making me look at him again.

"Before you find alfie you should know something..." he said.

"What?"

"His drawn to you. His faithful. He loves you." I looked down at the floor.

"How would you know. You and alfie don't seem like the type to talk about those sort of stuff during business hours." I said.

"We don't, but i can see it when he walked in with you and how he held you by his side the whole night. It's exactly how I was with my grace." He said letting go of my wrist before walking away, I let his words sit with me a bit before walking to find my husband.

After a well, I found him outside looking into our car, "Alfie? What you doing." I asked walking over to him, he turned sighing meeting me half way pulling me into a tight hug.

"...fucking looking for you." He said pulling away.

"I told you I was in the bathroom." He rolled his eyes.

"You never told me which fucking bathroom I comb through this entire fucking house looking for you." He looked angry but happy to see me alright.

"I'm sorry." I apologized, he shook his head putting his hands on my waist.

"Don't apologized, pet. If I wasn't so hot-headed you wouldn't have run off in the first place." My hand palm was against his cheek as my thumb caressed his cheek.

"No, you had every right to be mad I should have told you about her visiting me, I knew it was wrong keeping it from you. She got to me." I whispered the last bit.

"Is she still getting to you." He asked, I shook my head.

"No not anymore." I smiled up at him, he smiled back.

"Let's go home. It starting to smell like cow shit, i dont know how these rich pricks could live out here." I laughed as alfie pulled me to his side before I climbed in through the driver's seat.

"I don't know, Alf. I think the country side is a great place to raised a family of six and counting." I grinned looking over at him.

"...let the one brewing in ya stomach grow first before we start thinking about moving, ya."

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Narrative

Tommy had layed Yuna on the cushioned sofa in her office. Polly lifted her head on to her lap and began gently rubbing her hair. Polly sniffled and blowed smoke from out her nose. "Fookin' hell." Polly said, at the situation.

John, Arthur, and Thomas all appeared befuddled. "Well, it appears that you were correct, pol." Arthur spoke sternly. Polly learned about the restaurant from her friend Lizzie. It wasn't open yet, but it would soon, because the owner also owns a five-star restaurant in California.

When polly looked up the restaurant, she was surprised to see Yuna's picture as the owner. Her breath caught in her throat as she realized she was back in London after all these years.

Polly rushed out of her office, barging into Thomas's office and disrupting his meeting with John and Arthur. They looked at her with concern. "What's the matter, pol?" Standing up, Arthur asked. She regulated her breathing, and said "there's something you all need 'ta see." She told them.Now they're in her office, with Yuna passed out on Polly's lap. Polly continued to ruffle her hair while staring at Thomas. He just stares at her, emotionless, polly could tell by his eyes that he was overwhelmed by the situation.

John shifted awkwardly in his chair and inhaled sharply. "Do you think Aria is here?" He said. Yuna's phone began to ring before anyone could respond. Everyone turned to face the ringing phone on her desk, debating whether or not to answer.

Polly motioned for Arthur to get the phone. He hesitantly walked over to the desk and grabbed the phone, "give it 'ere." She said, he walked over and gave her the phone.

Polly turned the phone back on, and a picture of Yuna and two children appeared. Her eyes welled up with tears once more as she simply smiled at the picture. The boys looked at her, puzzled, and she turned the phone towards them. "She has children." She said laughing. Thomas stared at the picture with a blank expression, but quickly turned into a half smile as he stared at the phone. "They look like you, Tommy." John said with a smirk. Tommy's smile faded, and he tightened his jaw. Turning his gaze back to Yuna.

Yuna stirred in Polly's lap, slowly opening her eyes, groaning, closing them, and clutching her head. She sat up slowly, holding her head. She let go of her head and open back up her eyes, squinting at the light in the room. She felt a hand tough her forehead, and she flinched at the touch.

"Easy, love, you hit the floor pretty hard." Polly said. Yuna turned to polly and tears came back to her eyes, as she put her hand over her mouth choking back sobs. She looked around the room, and they looked at her concerned, she started breaking down when she stared at Tommy and his eyes glossed over with tears but they never came down.

"How!...h-ow.. you're alive?" She stuttered looking at Polly. Polly looked at her confused and tried to comfort Yuna, "of course I'm fookin Alive! What are you talking about?" Polly asked her, as Yuna clutched onto her shirt sobbing.

"The hell you talking about, Loona!? You thought we was dead?" Arthur's gruff voice asked her. Yuna pulled away from Polly and wiped her puffy eyes and tried to breathe regular. "I-I thought you all were dead." Yuna said quietly.

A/n: I know the Calvary are no longer active. Go with it 😊"

What are you talking about?" Tommy asked her, and hearing his voice after all these years brought more tears to her eye's. She stared into his ocean blue eyes and said, "when you three was in the war, maybe, 5 months in I received a letter from the Cavalry saying Sergeant Major Thomas shelby and Comrade Arthur and Comrade John shelby died in front lines." The anger on their faces, caused Yuna to cry more, "the pain that I felt, was unlike any pain that I have ever experienced. And two days later I received another letter from the chief of the police department saying that your house burned down, you including Ada and finn died." Yuna said, looking at Polly.

Tears streamed down Yuna's face as she bent over holding her face in her hands, Polly rubbed her back soothingly. "Who sent the letter?" John asked. Yuna lifted her head back up and looked at John, wiping her face. "Um..I-i" She bounced her leg trying to remember. "I think he's name was Sir William Wallace." She looked at the boys faces hardened, and looked at Tommy his jaw tightened and fists clenched.

"Oh, God, this....this is just a mess." She said, getting up looking going over to her desk. She searched around the desk looking for something, "looking, for this?" Polly asked, holding up Yuna's phone. Yuna looked at poll and slowly walked over to her, grabbing her phone. Polly slowly watched her and took the cigarette to her mouth. "Aria, has called...alot." She said awkwardly, Polly smirked at Yuna's nervousness, "Are, they yours." She asked her. Yuna looked at her confused trying to play oblivion, Polly smiled at her and pointed at her phone, "the kids. Are They yours?"

She asked again. Yuna gave a small smile looking at the screen saver of her kids, and nodded. Causing them to smile and John hit Tommy on his back. "Their Tommy's, ain't they, Loona." Arthur asked, her. But before she could respond her phone rung.

She stood up and quickly answered. "Hey, everything ok?" She asked the person on the phone. They suspiciously looked at her as to why she had to walk across the room to answer the phone. "Yeah, I'm sorry, been occupied." She said side eyeing the shelby's, "OK, What time you gon be here? Alright see you then, love you too." She ended the call and walked back over to the couch. "Um that was Jo, he's was just saying that the flight was delayed an hour." They looked at her confused, especially Tommy whose jaw clenched at the unrecognized name. Polly looked at Yuna with a smirk on her face, "who is Jo?" Then it was Yuna's turn to look at her confused, and then looked at everyone's face also waiting for the question to be answered. "Jo." And they continued to blankly stare, she waved her hands around trying to get them to remember. "Josiah." And Tommy's face un-hardened and relaxed.

"Bloody hell, why did you jus say that!" Arthur yelled. Causing Yuna to smile, "didn't think I needed to. My bad, he's bringing the kids over, he was just checking in." He nodded and John looked like he wanted to say something so she turned to him. "Is Aria with you?" He asked, she nodded and looked back at her phone. "She called me 10 times, so I just know I'm not going to hear the end of this." And he cheekily smiled at that.

Yuna stood up and went to grab her things, "do, you guys want to come over, for dinner?" She asked them. They got up and nodded, "could use a good fookin meal, missed ya cooking, Loona!" Arthur's loud voiced bouncing off the walls, causing Yuna to chuckle. Tommy stared at Yuna in adornment, Yuna's smile could light up the whole world in Tommy's eyes, he never thought he would see his mea again.

"Alright, come on then. I just know Aria is going to have a heart attack." John went and wrapped his arm around Yuna's shoulder, and whispered "I'd hope not." He said laughing. John was pulled away from Yuna by Tommy giving him a cool glare, "alright, Tommy, don't get your knickers in a bunch" John said, to Tommy cackling with Arthur.

Yuna looked up at Tommy and blushed looking away, causing him to smile at her.

These are her kids

Nova

Alex

Warnings: this fic will include dark content such as dubcon/noncon, obsession, stalking, manipulation, reclusive behaviour, and other possible triggers. My warnings are not exhaustive, enter at your own risk.

This is a dark!fic and explicit. 18+ only. Your media consumption is your own responsibility. Warnings have been given. DO NOT PROCEED if these matters upset you.

Your legs was against your chest as you huddle in the corner of the bed, you couldn't stop crying not since he brought you here. You took in shaky breathe as you try to calm your beating heart, you knew if you didn't stop crying by the time he gets home he was going to get upset all over again and punish you yet again. You didn't want to a repeat of last week, you gulp as your hand hover over your bruised neck.

How did you let it get this bad. How could you have known he do something so rash after the argument you had recently, it was still fresh in your mind. You remember how shocked you were when he starting yelling and how scared you were when he started trashing his place, so many emotions were going through you as you watch a man that couldn't even swap a fly. Turn into a whole different person in a matter of a minute, you exhale through your mouth before leaning your head against the wall, you hiss slightly taking your head off the wall remembering the lump on your temple, where he hit you with the tire iron that knocked you unconscious and ended you up waking up in here.

The sound of a car door shutting made you flinch, oh god his here, you move to wipe at your face clearing any sign of tears before getting off the bed. The sound of the door opening and closing made you bite your bottom lip, the floorboards creak under his step as he walk down the hall. You heard him stop by your door making you wipe at your face again and fix your attire, the door creak open making you snap your head up to look at the door.

You watch him poke his head in looking at the bed with a frown before his gaze finally meet you, he beam and opened the door widely as he step inside with one hand behind his back.

"Hey, babe." He said softly making you give a weak smile.

"Hey, Cole. How was work?" You slowly move over to him, he bend down giving you a kiss on your lips.

"It was fine. I tell you more about it over dinner. How was your day?" He asked, a dumb question to ask you knowing you couldn't do much not even read.

"You know same old same old, what you got there." You asked shifting your eyes to his arm behind his back.

"It's your favorite..." he grins moving his hand from behind his back to show you the large brown paper bag, "Italian. I thought I treat my special girl to her favorite restaurant in the city."

You swallow down your grimace, your favorite restaurant is a nice cuban place down the street from where your friend lives he knows that, but the italian restaurant was cole's number one place for anything, he took you there once for your birthday and you ended up having food poisoning. So, you never really liked the place much after that.

"Oh...yum." You said with a tight smile, you could see the annoyance flash across his eyes as his jaw clenched.

"Let's eat." He walk past you towards the bed making slowly shortly after him.

You climb on the bed with your back against the headboard and pillow between your legs for comfort, you watch Cole take out two containers of food for himself and one more containers for you. You leaned forward taking a plastic fork from the bed and open one of the container, you blench when you realize it was the pasta you order and got food poison from long ago. You glance up at Cole who was already looking at you with a look that made your skin crawl, you look back down at the food and stab your fork into the fusilli and put a single one in your mouth. You chew it slowly trying not to think back to the time you fall ill and kept on throwing up, you finally swallow it before looking up at Cole. He let out a satisfied hum before digging in his own food, you sigh in relief, he wasn't angry that's good.

Your stomach made a uncomfortable churn, you haven't eaten in days, the only time you eat is when Cole visit that was once a week if your lucky two. As you eat slowly you begin to think of your parents and friends, you wonder if they know that you gone messing or did Cole just give them so water down bs about your absent. You leaned your head against the palm of your hand as you stab into your food, you wanted to ask him how much longer would it be until you can finally leave this place and go back home.

"You know sweetheart I spent a lot of money and gas getting you, your favorite all way out here and I have yet to here you say thank you." You stop stabbing your food and lift your eyes up to Cole to find him looking at you patiently and calm, if you haven't been here for weeks you think that the same man you feel in love with.

"Thank you, cole. The food is great." You master up a small smile before dropping your eyes back to the mattress.

You heard him sigh making you glance up to see him finishing his pasta and discarding it in the brown paper bag, he see him open the second container and your stomach rumble at the smell of garlic cheesesticks. Your eyes caught coles' after he broke the cheesestick in half and eat the other one, he smile at you point the delicious cheesestick at you making you reach to get only for him to pull back.

"Only good girls get treats, brats gets nothing..." you frown as you watch him eat it before moving to get another breadstick, you swallow before casting your eyes away and back to your cold pasta.

"Maybe if you treat me right tonight, I'll leave you some for later." He says making you look at him as he gave you small sly smile.

"Thanks, cole." He reach over his thumb caressing your cheek.

"Anything for you, baby." You felt his thumb trail along your jaw before gently brushing it against your bottom lip, you taste the seasoning of garlic and parsley from his thumb as he move his thumb along your tongue.

You could he tell he was getting himself worked up, his breathing became labour and the tint in his pants made it known he was aroused, he let out deep exhale before slowly pulling his thumb from your lips and trailing the saliva down your lip to your neck. He pulled away as he take you in you couldn't look him in his eye after that, when you heard him shift you look up and seen him adjust his crotch before picking up another cheesestick.

You lift your hand going to wipe the saliva of your lip and chin, but was stop by growl from Cole. You drop your hand in your lap and move to close the container, hopefully he would allow you to save it for later. You look at Cole again to see him scrolling through his phone, you couldn't stand the silence so you ask him the very thing you know will put him in a even better mood.

"U-uh, cole?" He hummed, "I never asked but how is the wedding planning going?" Cole stop scrolling and look up at you, the look of excitement in his eyes confounds you at how quickly he can change moods.

"It's going amazing, baby. We so close to the finish line, we already have the venue, your dress, my suit, and all we have to do is figure out the sitting chart." He said with grin, "Oh, I meant to show you the sitting chart since I have no idea who should sit with who on your guest side of things." He scroll on his phone and taping on thing before shoving it your face, you squint before looking over the sitting arrangement.

It all looked good no one from your side needed to be reseated, your eyes drifted over to your mom's table and frown for two reasons. One: your brother's name wasn't next to your mom, and two: a familiar name that you heard a dozen times from cole and his family's mouth too many times.

"What? What's wrong do I need to relocate someone." He asked pulling his phone back and looking at it before you, you shook your head trying to wrap your head around the person he invited.

"Why is Sadie at the wedding?" Cole furrowed his brows and shrug.

"Because she's my bestfriend." He said as if it was obvious.

"You invited your ex-girlfriend to our wedding," You looked at him as if he was crazy, he shrug again nonchalant as he look back at his phone.

"I don't know what's the big deal is–"

"The big deal is that your ex-girlfriend is not only at our wedding, but sitting in the seat that suppose to be for my brother." You pissed, you couldn't believe the nerve he got to invite her but threw a tantrum when you told him your brother was walking you down the aisle, Cole narrowed his eyes at you with a square jaw.

"I don't like this attitude your giving me, you need to take a beat before you make things worst for yourself." You look at him with wide eyes, you couldn't believe what you were hearing, you look around the room before getting of the bed.

"Are you kidding me, right now. What is worst than being trapped here like some animal," You snapped.

"You are blowing this way out of proportion." He said planting his feet on the floor as he sit looks at you, you let a sharp laugh before covering your mouth.

"That's real rich coming from you." He tilt his head before standing up.

"What the hell is that suppose to mean, huh?" Cole towered over you even through he wasn't right in front of you, you glare at him as you kept your ground.

"You know exactly what I mean." You hissed, the only reason you were here in the first place is because of his detest of your brother.

When he came home after work, you told him how you wanted your brother to walk you down the aisle since your father couldn't. When Cole told you that your brother wasn't invited to the wedding, you thought he was joking and then he made it clear he was not and move to tell you he never sent him an invitation.

"Your brother is a asshole, he had it in for me since the day we meet. Why would I invite someone who doesn't like me to my wedding." You shook your head at him with an exasperated look.

"How many times must I say this to you, he doesn't hate you he just overly protective of me. You act like you never been that way towards Mattie's boyfriend–" His fist contact with the wall next to the side of your head, your words got stuck in your throat at your stare at Cole heated gaze.

"I am standing by my word his not coming and sadie is staying, end. of. discussion." You don't know if it was the adrenaline or your hopelessness.

"Fine! End of relationship." You snap back making Cole cheek twitch, "I don't want to marry you anymore, Cole." He cackle as he step back.

"You don't mean that–"

"Yes, I do." You could see the little pulse come visible in his forehead as he stares at you, "Why would i want to spend the rest of my life with a selfish, abusive, cheating ass–" You grunt as your back hit the wall and your throat being squeeze in cole tight grip making your hand fly up to pry him off.

"I never cheated on you, I am many things but a cheater is not one of them." He node flared and his held so much heat you feel you could explode.

"Your such in denial it's pathetic, you think... I wouldn't notice her smell on you." His hand ease against your neck as he stare at you taken back, you knew for a while but you didn't want to believe it.

You thought if you ignore what he was doing he get bored and come back to you, you always made sure you tell him you love him, make sure you let him do whatever he wanted in the bedroom even if you weren't entirely comfortable with it. You were reaching that age that you just want someone next to you, and cole was that exact person and more. He was sweet and kind...for awhile anyways.

"It meant nothing, i love you and only you, I swear it happened one time and I regretted every since." You weren't looking at him as you shook your head, you told him you didn't care you repeated it over and over.

"...I just want to go home." You sniff as you bend your head as you cry.

"You are home. Home is with me." You felt his hand move from your neck and to your elbow.

You dug your heels into the floor as he tries to drag you to the bed, you stumble forward as pull at your arm roughly. You curse and hit him as you struggle against him, Cole knocked the food to the floor as digging his nails into your elbow and grasp your waist before tossing you on the mattress making you bounce. You tried to get up only to be pushed down by your shoulders, the bed creak as he got on top of you.

"I'm going to show you how much I love you,"

You slap at his face and claw at his neck, you kick and scream but nothing to deter him. His jeans and boxers were past the curve of his ass already, he grasp your hands with one hand pinning the above you. The shorts you had on was being pulled down by his other hand, as they rest on your thighs in tangle with your panties.

You sniff as you pleaded with him to stop, but he didn't listen as he grab his cock and rub it against your folds. You closed your eyes as you shake in fear, you tell yourself let him do what he wants and it will be over. He leave you be–you grunt and open your eyes to stare at Cole on top of you, he had his eyes on you as he slowly push inside of your cunt. He moved in an agonizing pace as you turn away from his prying eyes, when he feels your cunt it slick with your arousal he starts groaning and moving hips a bit quicker.

"I knew you forgive me, baby." He moan.

He let's go of your hands and grasp you throat gently making your hands go to your face, your palm was press against your mouth as you try to hold in a moan. You hated yourself. You hated your body. You didn't understand why he was doing this to you, he could have anyone especially sadie if he wanted too but he choose you. You tensed as if he was reading your mind.

"Fuck! Sadie never made me feel this way...that how much of a hold you have on me, baby." He grunts as he rock his pelvis against your own, you felt the pressure he was adding to your throat making you whimper as his other hand grope your tits.

You could hear him muttering things from above you like "I love you" to "I want to cum on your tit so bad, baby." All these vulgar words he were saying made your cunt become slicker, you hate him so much for making your body feel this way. Suddenly, cole stop and you could feel him pull out of you making your thighs shut, he tore your shorts and panties off of you as they got in the way and ripped your shirt open exposing your naked chest. You more hear more shuffling before you decided to peak through your fingers to see cole naked chest, you hid again as he caught you staring making him smile at you. He poke at your folds getting his cock wet before sliding inside you with ease, he grabs your hips as he rutted into you making you moan and arch your back in pleasure.

You wrap your legs around his waist as his chest pressed against yours, he groan into your shoulder as his thrust sped up making your hands go to his back. He hiss and moan as your nails claw down his back, he move his left hand from your hip down your stomach as he move his hand over your clit moving his hand over it fast making your thighs his waist.

"Yeah, that's it baby. You gonna cum with me, aren't you." He growl as he slam his hips into yours, you whimper at the force and pace he was going the familiar feeling inside your stomach snap and you let out a moan as you trembled under him.

You swallow the lump in your throat before feeling cole's body tensed and his face contorted into pleasure, as the feeling of his hot cum filled your pussy until it spill pass his cock and out of your cunt.

You grunted at the weight of Cole on top of you, he snuggle into your neck as his cock pulse inside you. You were counting the seconds until he get off of you, you stare at the crack ceiling with shame at your orgasm aftermath. You snap out of your head as Cole moved, before you can be relieve cole wrap his arms around your shoulder bring you close to his chest as you voth lay on your sides.

"That was amazing..." He exhale with a smile, "...you're amazing." He kiss the crown of your head, you grimace against his chest.

How can he lay there and say that? What is wrong with this man, you thought.

"You know I can never be mad at you right, baby." His nose nuzzle your hairline before breathing in your scent, "I will allow him to come to the wedding, and I'll uninvite sadie." You furrow your brows and pull back looking at him.

"R-really?" He smile.

"Absolutely, baby." He kiss your head, "Just as long you know to never talk to me like that again," you glance away from his eyes and to look at his chest.

"I will never let you go, and I can't never truly hurt you." His hand brush some of your hair behind your ear, "But, I can hurt your mom and brother." Your eyes snap back at him with fear as he caress your hair.

"C-Cole–" he shushed you as he plant a kiss against your lips.

"As long as you don't threaten to leave me again, they are safe, okay?" You nod your quickly as you try to contain the tears im your eyes, "Good, baby, good because it be ashame if your brother ended up like you father." You couldn't help the sob break out of you, cole shush you again as he rub your back gently.

You and your family never knew what happened to your dad, it was so long ago way before you even knew Cole. Could he have killed you dad?

"Don't cry, baby. Once the baby comes we can name him after your pops and everything will be prefect." You cried harder at the realization that you might be stuck with Cole forever.

Hi, guys it weird making this because don't usually have a lot of people asking for request but I'm holding off taking request since I'm back in school. The class I'm taking is time consuming, but im finishing up two more fics and then calling it quits until summer comes around so I hope you guys understand. Deuces ✌🏾