I Kept Adding My Views While I Read, Okay??

i kept adding my views while i read, okay??

He’d tell you how his foot grazed a sharp rock underwater; how the salt of the ocean burned on the wound; how nature betrayed him when he was just trying to swim to the edge of the world.

naurrrr this is too cutee 😭😭😭 i can totally imagine him being like this 🥺🥺

And then, a summer tumbled in when he became a snarky teenager, rolling his eyes at you, flicking your forehead before pulling you into a suffocatingly tight bear hug. Jungkook liked to hold you, and he held you closest before you lost his affection that year.

the tight bear hug IM SOFT PLS

Fondness. Nostalgia. Memories.

no, cause that's literally how i feel right now! fondness for you <3333 rid, just so u know, i can really feel everything you wrote here 🥺 it's just written so beautifully... like idek how to put it in words 😩😩

Your shoulders fell and your body dissolved into dust… you hadn’t known kissing could consist of such a gorgeous feeling.

adkdkdjhwh THEIR FIRST KISS THIS IS SO SWEET AND FLUFFY 😭😭😭😭

And Jungkook… he should stop now. You should walk away.

the pining 😶😤😤😤

Suddenly, you see the face of another man again. Younger, rounder, directly next to Jungkook. Uttering the same thing, but almost a decade ago.

oh my goddddd!!!! you went from fluffy giddy feelings to writing THIS (and the next paras)?!?!!

“Really? I dunno, I just…” You swallow the thick mass in your throat, watch the regret fan out in his eyes. “I just wish you’d seen me as your best friend the way I did. If you had, you might not feel like a damn stranger to me now.”

pls this hurt... both of them grew apart slowly and its just truly heartbreaking 🥺🥺 oc went so much through too 😩

“You weren’t the only one whose heart broke.”

shit...i think i just dropped a tear haha

“Oh, you’re,” his hand wanders under your dress, his nails trailing along your ass, “you’re coming with me.”

hot.

His entire face lights up. Like a light bulb. Like a star.

ily for referring to him as a star

Three little stars… like a sparkle. Much like the emoji you love to use; a pendant on a golden chain that sways like a pendulum when you lift it to your face.

omfg 😭😭😭😭

You’ll never have to swim to the horizon to keep the stars close.

FUCKING BEAUTIFULLY WRITTEN 💓💗💗💗💗💖💖💖 i loved this so much 🥺 and just everything you wrote made sm sense!!!! at this point I'm not even surprised that u write such emo things which make people cry... meany rid 🙄😤 ily anyways 😚

stars behind waves | jjk (m)

Summary: With a decade’s distance between Jungkook and you, your paths cross on the same island you deemed your second home years ago. And you realise once again – the ocean can never compare to the twinkle in his starry eyes.

➳ pairing: Jungkook x reader ➳ rating: 18+ ➳ genre: estranged best friends to lovers, vacation/beach!au; angst, fluff, smut ➳ warnings: so so much yearning and pining, gentle fuckboy jk cos i’ve no control over myself, a bit of jealousy, the first kiss, arguments/fighting, unresolved issues, heartbreak, angry confessions; explicit sexual content: making out, asking for permission, dom & big dick jk, handjob in the shower, oral (m. & f. receiving), some clit slapping, some biting, squirting, jk loves her tits… and her ass even more, fingering, protected sex, soft and rough sex, body worship !!, jk is SUCHHH a goner, he comes on her ass, aftercare, praises; so many emotions; lmk if i forgot smth! ➳ wc: 22.7k ➳ a/n: here we gooo !! @missgeniality​​ & @voiceswithoutlips​​ my angel betas, as usual, i’d be lost without you 😔  i’m really happy with how this one came out, so i hope you guys enjoy it as much as i did writing it !! as always, don’t forget to drop a message in my inbox – it makes my day <33

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There is a long lost beach somewhere at the end of the world.

It belongs to a blooming, floating island, pleasant and hot. Wildlife chirps hidden behind trees, calm and welcoming. There are waterfalls that must be somewhere in the middle of the island – you’re not quite certain anymore, since your memory of the place has weakened over time.

You do remember the sun that descended there, though – you always used to say it wasn’t the same as the one you admired at home, watching from your garden.

Jungkook would always reprimand you, tut at you, throw tiny little shells at your bare thighs until you, furied and irritated, abandoned him at the beach. He would stay there until the moon rose from the east, and you would watch him from afar.

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akdjkdkdjd riddd this was so goooood!!!! literally, it was written so, so beautifully 🥺 do not be unsure about this!! the way you wrote in the timeline of 19th century, even the smut...i doubt there are words to describe it 😔✋🏻 and hold up, the twist, rid... are u ok? how could you do that?! cha yujin 😤😶 ngl, i was confused at first so i had to give it a read again lol- but anyway, i enjoyed this a lot ^^ again, it was so beautifully laid out 🤧 I'll share the dialogues that I loved the most :)))

this!!!!!!! omfg akdjfjdh how do you write so well *screaming* i liked these wordings of yours the most <3333

“Because,” Taehyung began, his deep voice falling deeper, your name rolling off his tongue before he said, “poetry is gorgeous. And you’re gorgeous. Inside and out.”

He always said that indulging in dreams didn’t mean a thing if your body didn’t move an inch off the bed. Taehyung pulled his dreams from his memory and gathered them in his palm; then, he blew them into the air like glitter and followed their traces.

“But this is a big thing. He would keep up with such information.” You’re desperate and hurting – it’s no secret. But your voice, strained, could tell a stranger that your heart is cracked, unable to heal. “I sometimes feel like I made him up.”

"like I made him up." NOOOOOO 😭😭😭

“Like he never touched me. Never spoke to me or loved me. Or like he never left me with the last crucial piece of him,” you continue, your chest and head heavy, “and I hate feeling insane.”

i could really feel what they were going through, and that's such a hats off from my side to you :((( your work is always so incredible, I'm not even kidding 😩 thank you for sharing this with us!! ily ily ily ily and i love your writing 💗💗💗💗💗

silk & stones | kth (m)

Summary: “Taehyung was a writer… he was a writer indeed.”

Kim Taehyung knows his way around words – they cast a spell on your heart and mind, leave you gasping dangerously fast. Until the mystery behind his persona unveils and his touch, along with his words, becomes a vivid memory.

➳ pairing: Taehyung x reader ➳ rating: 18+ ➳ genre: strangers to lovers, writer!au; angst, fluff, smut ➳ warnings: writer + violinist tae 🥺 who’s a gentleman in the 19th century, brief mention of injuries/a mental institution, misunderstandings, heartbreak, secrets, grief, much poetry (and my attempt at writing a poem, pls spot), much disgoosting fluff, flirting and lots of sexual tension; explicit sexual content: 2 sex(y) scenes, fingering on a boat, choking, teasing, begging, praising, soft dom!tae, big dick!tae, tiddie fondling/sucking, some manhandling, dirty talk, they’re just so cute :((, oral (f. and m. receiving), some masturbation, oc is into neck kisses, some biting, fingering, hair pulling, asking for permission :(, multiple orgasms, unprotected sex (it’s the 19th century…), aftercare; there’s quite some angst ok; lmk if i forgot smth !! ➳ word count: 27k (💀) ➳ a/n: damn, this one was a lottt and i’m even somewhat proud i managed to post it cos i was dreading doing so LMAO. but my baby @hobisuniverse​ didn’t just beta it, but encouraged me so so much, too. i love you to the moon and back, my love 🥺 hope y’all enjoy !! as always, feel free to pop into my inbox and talk to me, it means the world to me <33

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You thought there was insanity behind the idea of fate until you met Kim Taehyung.

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i hate u, i love u ; kth

"please… say something." taehyung looks at you with hopeful eyes, which you can only look away from. he just fucking confessed to you.

"i- i'm sorry taehyung. it's just—"

"stop! stop with your excuses, you think i don't know how you feel?"

you gulp. it's so, so obvious that the two of you have feelings for each other.

so, what is it that you have in mind that's stopping you from being the love of his life? taehyung thinks.

and when he grabs your shoulders, asking you to take whatever doubts you have about the both of you off, you look up at him with slightly teary eyes.

"yes, yes i like you too! but, you need to understand that we can never be anything more than… whatever we are now."

removing his hands from your shoulder, he runs a hand through his hair to calm himself down.

you're surprised when you feel a (large) soft hand running over yours.

"y/n, you don't need to worry about what others think, okay? why can't we just be in a relationship and see how it works out? maybe it isn't that bad!"

"do you realise what you are saying right now?! taehyung-" you take a moment and rub your eyes to get rid of the tears that are spilling down your face.

"you are getting married. your parents have already set you up for an arranged marriage! how could you say you like me?"

"do you want me to get married?" he asks, not even looking at you now.

"what?"

"i thought about ways to get rid of this marriage, and finally be with you. but, are you even willing to fight against everyone… for us?"

clenching your hands together, you shut your eyes tightly. you need to do this now.

"no, i don't want to fight for us. i want you to get together with someone who's better than me. you'll have a much better life."

he looks at you completely shocked.

how could you say something like that?

better than you? but you're the best partner anyone could ever have.

"stop fucking thinking about it that way! you mean the world to me!"

"taehyung, please, let's forget about this? forget we ever even talked about this whole thing."

he suddenly scoffs. and you know, he's crying too, just like you are.

"fine, since you want this. i should get married, right? will you be happy then?"

he receives his answer when you nod at him.

He shifts and hums. Then lifts one shoulder and says, “I mean, who’s perfect anyways? Isn’t it more important that I see you and your flaws and still think of you as my type of person?”

his type of person...yeah we get it jk. u're so in love 🥺🥺

Like a voice snapped at him to stop, fishing him out of the trance that you’re proud to have put him in.

oh my god no pls I'm so fucking done with his mood swings 😭😭 is he on his periods!???

“Baby,” he begins, lifting your fallen chin, “so much happened yesterday. And I’m just… I’m trying to make you feel better, not use your body for pleasure.” He hesitates, perhaps realising that dodging a kiss might not make you happier after all. “It’s not a priority, but… you’re wrong, okay?”

awwww, where can i get a gentleman like HIM??

“She talks to you about me?” he asks, eyes wide and childlike. He looks so cute, infatuated like that. He leans in further, nearly climbing the counter, “What does she say?”

fjwurh he is too cute 🥺❤️❤️

“What happened to me? You,” he simply argues, “God, I don’t fucking wanna see you sad anymore. Hate those damn tears… just wanna be happy with you, want you in my life, like this or… or differently, just… in any way.”

ok so she still doesn't know he loves - loves her?? it's so damn obvious now😩

“Fuck, stop,” you whine, still drowning, too far from the surface. He can’t keep eliminating your thoughts like this, shit. “I… God— fuck me, Jungkook, just. Fuck me right now.”

ugh no omg,,, he was finally about to say something?😭😭 right horniness at the wrong time

“I’m… this is strange, I,” you begin, shaking your head slowly, “I’m sorry, I still don’t understand what you want to say.”

at this point I'm not sure if she's scared and pretending not to know or if she's really a lovestruck idiot huh?

“There’s… just. Look, there’s nothing else or new that you’ve been doing, right? You just—” He fiddles with his hands, scouring his mind for another pathetic defence. “You must understand that this is just my job. It’s what I need to do.”

god, i really do feel bad for the oc and jk (more so jk because he is so new to all these things) but!!! all this must be too overwhelming for her 🥺 i felt the way you wrote her frustration :(

Despite your exhaustion, you’ll agree – because, as he reckons, you enjoy spending time with him as much as he basks in your company.

rid. u can't tell me ur fav word isn't reckon at any point now. FIGHT ME

“I…” He gulps. Catches himself fast, though. “I’m not hiding anything, angel. I just.” He hesitates, chuckling a little… grasping for words. “You’re seeing it all, and you know it. There are no secrets.”

yeah, i bet she does know 😩😩😩😩

Over a year ago, he would’ve flirted back.

TELL THIS TO OC THIS THIS TO OC TELL THIS TO OC TELL THIS TO OC TELL.THIS.TO.OC HKFISUIE

“They just. They say they don’t think this is a fake relationship anymore? They think that… I—”

they? dude everyone on this blog is sure u both aren't in a fake relationship anymore 😒😒

“Because… I need this pretend game to fall away.” You let out a tiny sound, but you don’t think he hears, continuing, “To turn this into something real. Actually this time.”

OH MY GOD ITS FINALLY HAPPENING I JUST WIDENED MY EYES RID OMG

“Angel, the truth is,” he interjects, “I’m so sick of pretending. I can’t wake up next to you anymore and act like I’m not,” he sighs, shaking his head, “head over heels for you.”

yes!!! go on, jeon we are rooting for u <33333

“I don’t know how to do these things,” you tell him, “but… I do love waking up next to you, too, you know? And I love looking at you, and I just… look,” you pause, your face heated. He can’t stop giggling, and to your misery, the action is contagious. “I don’t know what you wanted to hear, but I hope that’s okay, because I just…”

omg this is all so sweet, I'll cry 😭😭🥺❤️

“The journalists printed a number of harsh stuff this time,” Daehyung clarifies, “you lost your temper, spoke ill about your mother.” He hisses your name, almost scolding, “Several news outlets have been writing about your tainted relationship with your parents.”

wtf? what if she did? it's her private life!!! and they don't even know the back story...wow, this shit amazes me 🙄🙄😤

the ending omgg ridddddd i fucking haye u 😭😭😭😭😭😭 why would u do this 😭😭😭😭 just when i got excited about them getting together???????? ughhhh u're the worst 😫😫😫😫 istg if they don't sort it out......... ima go kms 🤤🤤 thanks for this chapter, loved it as usual ❤️❤️ ilysm, waiting for the next update! take care 😘

colour me in: silhouettes | jjk (m)

Summary: Spending your days between the comfort of Jungkook’s walls should feel new, even strange to you – but in truth, you’ve never felt this much at home.

➳ pairing: Jungkook x reader ➳ rating:18+ ➳ genre: fwb/f2l, fake dating; angst, fluff, smut ➳ warnings: some more artistic moments!, a guest appearance, a party!, bits of jealousy, bathroom shenanigans, angsty dialogues, he brings her flowers </3, dancing!, someone flirts with mr jeon, tae and eun.. taeun <3, bit of playful banter 🥺, paparazzi being a pain in the 🍑, an outing !!!!!!!!!!!!, a very painful convo and tears, the freaking angst, co– [gunshot], explicit sexual content: drunk bathroom fumbling, dry humping, so in l*ve ew, soft sweet sex, simping, kis– [gunshot], oral (f. receiving), big dick jk, dom jk, teasing, mid-sex convos; the ending 🤒 ➳ wc: 23.7k 😐 ➳ a/n: here goes my first baby of 2023 !! as always, beta’d by the loveliest @missgeniality​ <3 this chapter was a tough one, but i hope you guys like it. please do let me know what y’all think; your words, feedback and support motivate me a lot 🥺 thank you for all the support so far <3

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Jungkook is fast asleep when a memory of the past shakes you awake the next morning.

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✧ prompt: ❛Okay, I only got you mad because you’re cute when you’re mad but now you’re not talking to me and I’m scared.❜ + ❛This would probably be the perfect moment for a kiss…” “And we probably shouldn’t waste it.❜

✧ pairing: bf taehyung x reader

✧ genre: fluff

✧ word count: 475

✧ note: i used italics for the present timeline since that's shorter! hope it isn't confusing :) also, this is a drabble!

taehyung is aware of you being a hopeless romantic. he even knew it before you both started dating!

when the two of you were still friends, you had cried about never getting the 'perfect' boyfriend in your entire existence.

∘°∘♡∘°∘

"what is your type?"

taehyung asks while scrolling down his screen, as he sits on your bed beside you.

"my type? it doesn't exist!" your voice comes out almost angrily, and you wonder if he would pity you at least now.

he sighs before letting go of his phone and looking at you with a small pout.

"i'm sure there is someone! look around, maybe the person you're waiting for… is somewhere here?"

you shake your head in denial, "there's no such man who likes to stay at home and cuddle, give you soft kisses here and there— have romantic date nights too. there are so many other things… do you want to see my list?"

taehyung rolls his eyes and leans close to your ear.

"you are right. there's no one like that, no one would want to be with you." he whispers, and moves back to flick your forehead with his hand.

hearing you whine makes him laugh, but only until you turn around and hide your face from him.

"hey!" he pokes your back for the third time now, since you have decided not to talk to him, even if it is for a little time.

annoyed, you look at him with a glare and he tries to control the laugh that is seeking to erupt out of him.

"okay, I only got you mad because you’re cute when you’re mad but now you’re not talking to me and I’m scared.", he tells you.

"i can't believe that you, out of all people, would get into a relationship someday. your girlfriend is going to be so unlucky, tae."

"what if my future girlfriend is right here, though?" he comes even more closer, his nose almost touching yours.

"t-there's no one else in this room, right here, except me you idiot!"

"well, that's what i meant. this would probably be the perfect moment for a kiss… don't you think?”

"and we probably shouldn’t waste it."

your answer comes out too quick for your liking, and before you can think of what just happened, he gives you a sweet kiss on your lips.

your eyes are closed, and your face is growing hot with each tick of the clock. throwing your arm around his neck, and hugging him closer has him smiling between the kisses.

pulling away, he grins at you, and you blush once again.

"are you ready to watch a movie and cuddle? maybe a date tonight…", he adds while smirking.

"oh, stop it now!"

you hide your face with your hands, nonetheless smiling and thinking how you have found your perfect man.

i loved this 💗💗

Bibliothèque

➭ “You are at the very top of your college cohort, an A grade student on the fast track to a life of success. You know the answers to everything, or at least you think you do. That is until you meet quirky genius Kim Taehyung.”

pairing: taehyung x reader

genre: smut, fluff, college au, college rivals au, librarian!tae

wordcount: 15k

❀ 3 / 8 of my oneshot requests ❀

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