YOURE IT FOR ME: MOTIVE - CHAPTER ONE

YOU’RE IT FOR ME: MOTIVE - CHAPTER ONE

summary: something about him never sat right with you from the moment that you’ve locked eyes with him on campus. you’ve even gone as far as throwing your drink at him at his own release party, yet somehow the universe always brings the two of you together whether you like it or not. but what’s so special about him that makes you associate everything in sight to your hatred towards him?

a/n: we are finally getting started!! so sorry for the delayed first chapter but it’s finally here!!!

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a taste of something new — soobin x f!reader

43. something stupid

A/N: anyway he's HERE and he's BLOND and the world is wonderful finally!! we'll get back on track on the next chapter, i promise 🥰 but for now, enjoy this filler. also i've updated the playlist again lmao 73 tracks and counting! (p.s. the last ss should be before their public tweets but it looked less confusing this way so i kept it this way lmao)

WARNINGS: cursing, simping, beomgyu being our local clown and i absolutely love him for it, soobin being the same old tsundere and pretending he didn't have the perfect plan for the rest of the day already in his brain lol help him

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36 - next phase

36 - next phase

Summary:Debuting as BE:LIFT Lab's next solo artist, you reunite with your best friend Jungwon in Enhypen! With the groups' quick fondness towards you, a certain member is sure he adores you extra with brotherly and senior care! But what if Jay finds that this doting is unlike his feeling towards his younger members because he definitely does not want to kiss Yang Jungwon like he does to you?!

an: jay our little cute chicken finally messaging y/n🥹 we so proud of you🥹 (totally not bc of won’s ( maybe intentional) mistake but🤭)

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37 - dis-pocketchz vlive

37 - dis-pocketchz vlive

Summary:Debuting as BE:LIFT Lab's next solo artist, you reunite with your best friend Jungwon in Enhypen! With the groups' quick fondness towards you, a certain member is sure he adores you extra with brotherly and senior care! But what if Jay finds that this doting is unlike his feeling towards his younger members because he definitely does not want to kiss Yang Jungwon like he does to you?!

an: jay NAWT THIS AGAIN AND LIVE TOO😭😭😭

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BALANCE GAME — 8

PAIRING 𖦹 choi beomgyu x f!reader

SUMMARY 𖦹 choi beomgyu’s life was relatively simple. he woke up, went to class, met up with you (his best friend since 6th grade) for coffee, helped you manage the school’s radio station, co-hosted a talk show on said radio station with two of his closest friends and repeat. but when the show gets a question that asks whether he’d rather fall in love with a complete stranger or someone he’s known forever, choi beomgyu’s relatively simple life becomes extremely complicated.

MORE 𖦹 :)

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you had no reason to be freaking out.

it was just beomgyu, you kept telling yourself. it was just beomgyu picking you up. it was just beomgyu you were taking as your plus one to this stupid event. it was just beomgyu you were dressing for. you had no reason to be freaking out.

except chaeryeong, soobin, and seungmin’s words wouldn’t leave your head.

you did treat him differently. you would drop anything and everything for him if he asked you to. you gave him special treatment when it came to certain things. he really could do no wrong in your eyes.

so as you stare back at your reflection in a black cocktail dress, waiting for him to pick you up, you come to a singular conclusion.

maybe perhaps you did kinda sorta like beomgyu. in a not-just-best-friends type of way. chaeryeong passes your open room on her way to the kitchen and pauses when she sees the distressed look on your face.

“why do you look like someone just ran over a bunny in front of you?”

you turn to her with your eyes shut tight and the heel of your palm pressed to your forehead. you felt like someone just ran over a bunny in front of you.

“chaer, i can't do this.”

her lips form an ‘o’ when she realizes you’re not joking and she rushes to take a seat on your bed. with a nod, she says, “alright, tell me what’s up.”

“i think—“ you swallow thickly, glaring at the ceiling. “i think you were right about beomgyu. i think i like him.”

she gasps exaggeratedly, slapping a hand over her mouth. “i’m sorry, now’s not the time to be dramatic— but when did you realize?”

“right now?” your words come out more like a question than an answer. “i was just— everything just clicked in my head for the first time. i would travel to the edge of the universe for him and the fact that i don’t see anything wrong with that just has me reeling. because all i can think about are the cons and the what ifs. all i see is the multiple ways this can go badly.”

“there are downsides to every decision you can make in any given situation, that’s just how life is, but if you dwell on all the negative, you’ll keep missing the possibility of there being positives. and i know you’ve been friends for so long it feels like there’s so much that’ll be thrown away if you pursue a relationship, but think about his answer to the balance game question and why you agreed with him. you picked it because it resonated with you.” she shrugs, leaning back into her hands.

before you can respond, there’s a knock at your door and you check the time. “shit, he’s already here.”

“it doesn’t have to be awkward if you don’t make it awkward. the only thing that’s changing is the shift from platonic to romantic feelings.” chaeryeong says sternly, grabbing both of your shoulders forcefully.

“okay! okay!”

she lets you go and resumes her search for a snack to get her through her homework. you slip out of the front door, where you find beomgyu waiting in the hall on his phone. he glances up upon hearing the lock click in place and grins at you.

“ready?”

“mhm!”

the convenient part of university events was that they usually held them on campus, meaning you didn’t have to travel far. the inconvenient part was not having to travel far. the short drive from your apartment wasn’t nearly enough time to subtly inspect his outfit. you had to settle for pretending like you were a newborn deer learning to walk in your heels, falling behind slightly.

beomgyu usually dressed well, even when going for a casual look. he knew how to make a laid-back vibe stylish. he wore a plain loose t-shirt under a black suit jacket with black slacks. you hadn’t told him your dress was gonna be black, but the fact that you somehow matched made your pulse race a little faster.

when he notices you’re no longer directly beside him, he slows down, sticking his arm out for you. “you can hold onto me if that’s easier.”

this whole charade seemed to be working out in your favor even more.

a couple minutes later, the two of you arrive at the designated location. there’s a table lined with refreshments and the lights are off, various colored strobe lights painting the room. it was a bit weird to see your peers in an almost club-like setting. the department professors were all huddled in a singular corner with what looked like clipboards— most likely to make note of who went and who didn’t.

you decide to knock that out of the way first, excusing yourself from beomgyu. “i’m gonna go check in with my prof, i’ll be right back.”

you’re gone no more than five minutes, but it’s enough for the dateless girls in your department to flock to beomgyu on the opposite side of the room. there had to be at least six girls standing around him, giggling as if he said the funniest joke in the world. (he probably did, but only you were allowed to laugh at it!)

the ugly feeling brewing in your stomach has you nearly recoiling and running to the restroom, but then he catches your eye and smiles widely, apologizing as he pushes past the girls surrounding him to make his way to you. that churning from before disappears instantaneously.

“are you good to go?” he asks, tilting his head. you give him a thumbs up and he grabs your hand. “great, let’s go get food somewhere.”

fuck. you really liked beomgyu.

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EIGHT: plus one (964)

PREV 𖦹 seven : bitchless soobin and his bitchless anime

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39.5 - big brain

39.5 - big brain

Summary:Debuting as BE:LIFT Lab's next solo artist, you reunite with your best friend Jungwon in Enhypen! With the groups' quick fondness towards you, a certain member is sure he adores you extra with brotherly and senior care! But what if Jay finds that this doting is unlike his feeling towards his younger members because he definitely does not want to kiss Yang Jungwon like he does to you?!

an: jay/n big brain? More likely than you think. (tbh I want to hear more idol stories tricking dispatch🥴)

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