Thought I'd Come Off Anon Since You Enjoyed My Last One. You Know Why I Enjoy Eating Pussy? It's The

Thought I'd come off anon since you enjoyed my last one. You know why I enjoy eating pussy? It's the giving, and especially when I'm doing a good job. I know I'm giving that pleasure. I can feel it in your movements, in your breathing, and in the sounds you're making. It's a full body experience when it's done well. I feel that energy you give off and it excites me, gives me that rush of dopamine. So getting you off gets me off. I eat pussy purely for my own enjoyment.

You're a rare breed and you must be treasured

Intentionally... Actively changing some of our memories? Isn’t it dangerous?

Why, yes maybe. But try it sometime babe.

You think it is better than creating fantasies from scratch?

Right on, baby girl! Fantasies and their most likely imprisonment of reality, ughh!

Well, I do sometimes enjoy being a captive princess inside my own palace of fantasies. But back on the subject. Don't evade me, boy. I haven't seen you since breakfast. Why?

Once again I wanted to be killed by someone and I was not. I shall continue to enjoy the only pleasures I've got left until the next final opportunity.

I guess now any happy moment with someone leads me to imagine how could I be killed in that moment at their hands. A sense of liberation I want to reach and that I know I will never be able to do so by myself. There's a point on the reasoning line, where executing the definitive and final act becomes a certainty. I can understand why others did it, but I can't reach that point. I want but I can't. I'm helpless to myself. And fuck A. Camus... Heinlein's science fiction books are the real deal, I need palliatives not a fancy butt plug.

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Once upon a time I was way to young to read this book and take the most out of it. Now is time to re-read it.