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Can You Do Some Twst Men And How Would They Be When They're Pining For Their Crush?
Can you do some Twst men and how would they be when they're pining for their crush?
Pining is good, makes things more... hardcore when feelings explode to light.
Pairing: Riddle, Leona, Azul, Kalim, Vil, Idia, Malleus x Fem!Reader
Tags: angst, pining, hurt/comfort, jealousy, kissing, desperate kisses, confession, fear of rejection, insecurity
A/N: This is just straight up angst, be ready.
Riddle has been pining after you since the moment you became part of his House. He sees how hard you work, he wants to reward you, he's scared of you thinking him to strict and not lovable outside of his role as Leader. The conflict of these emotions makes him keep his distance, only giving you short, fast nods when you do things right and scowls at you when you do things wrong, immediately cursing himself for making you feel sad. That being said he is a little bit less strict with you then everyone else, which is your first clue that he might be more then a heartless tyrant.
Leona wants to have you all to himself, a selfish desire when he hasn't even confessed to you yet. All he's done is shamesly flirt with you and confuse you about if he does have feelings or not. When you kiss he is passionate and wild, but when you separate he doesn't want to talk about it anymore, like it never happened. He's playing with your heart as much as he is with his own, pulling away before any stronger feelings can form but never far enough to let anyone else have a chance with you. You can always feel his eyes on you, watching over you, a lion watching his prey, or his lioness, to him you are both.
Azul keeps finding reasons for you to spend time with him, just a little excuse to see you more and distract himself from the drowning feeling inside his chest. He knows what it is and he knows that it goes away when you're with him, so that's what he tries to achieve without actually saying the words out loud. He's seen what romance and love do, how they can ruin people. He's already ruined, he's made so many contracts, he can't get any worse, and he can't let you sink down with him, no matter how much he'd love to see that. He's happy keeping things as they are, with the longing gazes on both ends. Even if you try to tell him how you feel he will suggest a no strings option, it's better that way, for both of you.
Kalim has been friends with you since you were kids, and has had a crush on you for almost as long. He knows that as someone of royal blood there are expectations placed on who he should marry one day, the thing is that he already has his heart set on someone: you. As scared as he is of you rejecting him he would hate himself, and his life, if he didn't at least try to make you see the amount of love he has for you. He was afraid, avoiding you until he came up with the perfect words, making you think you did something wrong. It wasn't until he took you on a magic carpet ride under the stars that he poured his heart out to you, asking you to rule beside him one day.
Vil will gladly let you know how he feels... when he determines that you're good enough for him. He keeps trying to find flaws in you so he can tell himself that he's above you. It never works, for every flaw he finds ten more things to love. It only makes him more anxious to be perfect in front of you, doing everything he can to impress you to get you to be the one to make the first move and confess to him instead of the other way around. If that's the case he can save face and pretend that this whole pining thing never happened, that he didn't want to kiss you for the past year, like it wasn't all he was dreaming about.
Idia always flares up when he's around you, his flames running hot, running like a wildfire until he gets ahold of himself. Difficult to achievable with some breathing exercises. These become so frequent that you begin to worry that he's sick. You visiting him at his dorm and offering to cook for him and his brother doesn't make his feelings simmer down, they boil over. As you get ready to leave he stops you by holding you by the wrist, his face pink as he tells you how his flames burn brighter for you.
Malleus can't help but make himself scarce whenever you're around. He's missing enough classes as is, he does not need this. When he sees you talking to other students, laughing and smiling at them he wishes so badly that its him, but it can't be, he shouldn't be around you, it would only bring the same scrutiny it does him. Jealous as he might be of your friendships and closeness to everyone he feels its better to keep loving you from the shadows, he's happy as long as you're happy, even if he himself isn't the cause of that happiness.
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âĄâˇ | "When will I see you again.." (Childhood crushes that never faded)
CHARACTERS. Riddle Rosehearts, Ruggie Bucchi, Malleus Draconia
TAGS. Fluff, Love at first sight(?), meeting them at their childhood/teenagehood, spoilers for character's backstory(?), ambiguous ending, mentions of being stabbed in Malleus' part
WORD COUNT. 2 035
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RIDDLE ROSEHEARTS.. áá
Somewhere in the Queendom of Heart's small forest, you, a little child wandering off alone to explore. Walking not too far, you heard a shuffle and a few whimpered cries behind the bush. You were curious as to what it was and walked toward it. You pushed down a few leaves to see a red-headed boy crouched down and crying.
"AHâ!" The boy jolted as he heard the bushes beside him shake from movementâhe held an arm up defensively and closed his eyes like he's defending from an attack. "Are you...lost?" You asked in a gentle tone. He opened his eyes slowly, his eyes fully opened after
"Uhm, I-I am..." He looked down from his lap but a minute later, his tears started to pour out again, "I don't know where I am..." he sniffles, "Mother would be angry if she found out Iâ I haven't stayed out this long..." He's not only scared of being alone out of nowhere, but also because scared of his mother finding out about his secret.
You panicked when the tears kept flowing out like a waterfall, "Oh no.. don't cryâ! I'll help you out of here, we're not too far off of home!" You kneeled in front of him and grabbed his soft, tiny hands, and give him a reassuring smile "C'mon, follow me!" You stood up and pulled him out of the ground, dragging him out of the forest.
This was the first time Riddle held someone's hand and felt the warm fuzzy feeling he read in books. He can't contain the red blush adorning his face either. Is this what adults call 'love'? But he was far too young! He doesn't even know your name yet! Oh no... He held someone's hand... he's not married yet and he held someone's hand! How inappropriate! Mother would be ashamed....
His thoughts were all over the place he doesn't notice you already arrived at Queendom of Roses. His best friend Trey and Chenya just outside the forest, waiting for him.
"He's alive! Chenya, he's not dead yet!" The green haired shook his cat friend back and forth before running off to hug their short friend. "We've been worried sick! We couldn't find you anywhere!" One of them said,
"I'm okay Trey, an angel found and saved me!" The two was confused and look to the side, they see you standing behind them awkwardly. once they all pulled away from their hug, the two friends gave a small bow and a thank you for founding and helping their friend out.
But sadly, you soon had to leave. "It was nice meeting you! But I have to return home, see you next time!" You waved them goodbye and ran off. The three boys waves back while Riddle smiled fondly, Chenya nudged his elbow to his arm teasingly. "It looks like you have a crush~" Riddle gasped and playfully punched his friend's arm, "I do not!"
To this day, Riddle remembers that small but memorable memory, he never once let himself forget. It was the day he experienced the feeling of 'love'âhe wishes he can meet you again even if it's a brief moment.
It may sound foolishâclinging to a person he only met once in his life. How absurd to even continue loving them when you barely know them at all. But he lets himself be foolish, he'll let himself be deluded because he hasn't given up finding you yet.
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RUGGIE BUCCHI.. áá
As a child, Ruggie had always had it roughâhe had to thrive and work hard just for a piece of bread. The world was too cruel on him. He only wishes for one day, one day where he doesn't have to steal or work tiredly just for one meal with a drink.
As if his wish was granted, he saw a noble walking by on the slumps without anyone defending them, they're completely defenseless. Their luxurious bag look liked it was handcrafted by an expensive fabric, the inside smelled a delicious aroma of food he'll never get to eat. Out of instinct of a hyena, he ran towards you and stole everything he can grab on,
"Oomfâ What the..." The sudden bump made you stumble, but you get to see a brown-haired(?) beastman who stole from you run away "Heyâ! Get back!" But your shoutings was ignored as he continued to run. The only thing you have left was a water bottle and your extra coin purse somewhere in your pocket.
Ruggie hid in a corner where no one can see him, he ate the first thing he grabbed from the bag, he gobbled the expensive looking bread and ate it all. Inside still had some extraâenough to feed the remains to his family.
"Slow down. You'll choke if you eat too fast." Your sudden appearance fumbled him, How did you get here so fast? He grabs all the items he stole from you and piled them all up, protecting them like a beast protecting their valuables, "I'm not gonna steal it back, here, have this water." You hand out an metal water bottle, which, he was still hesitant to take. What if you're trying to poison him? "Geez, you're too wary..." You pulled out the cap and poured some water in it, drinking it to prove it was consumable. When you held out the bottle again, he quickly snatched it from your hands and drank all of it like it was the last water he'll ever drink. Some even spilled out of his mouth
"...Thanks," he said lowly as he wiped his mouth off, "You're welcome!" You gave him the biggest grin you could muster. It gives Ruggie an ick at first, how can someone this be forgiving when they just got robbed? He has too many questions, why are you so... Weird...?? You didn't yell, shout or do anything to get back at him after he mugged you.
Are you secretly a saint, or a liar who'll liar him who'll punish him after?
He has too many questions, and none had been answered, but one he guess so far is that you came from a rich family. The given hint was your expensive attire.
"What are you doing here, anyone here could've easily robbed you or done something worst. You don't even have any guard on sight to protect you." He chides and eyes you suspiciously. You let out an awkward laugh and touched the back of your neck, "I wasn't thinking when I ran away... It was also dumb of me from getting lost." Oh, so he was right, you are a noble. A very dumb one at that.
Watching you be naive to your surroundings, he almost felt guilty for robbing youâhe guesses he can repay you by getting you back to your guards.
He let out a sigh after contemplating his decision, "I'll safely get you out of here." After he said that you gave him a loud thank you as your eyes sparkled like jewels. He wishes he can have it for himself, it was breathtaking
"You have to pay me first, Nishishi~" You pulled out a coin purse from your pocket and was willing to give him everything to, "Deal!" He flicked your forehead and scolded you for how idiotic you were. Seriously, who the hell easily falls for a simple joke?
He wishes he didn't help you return to your home. He wishes he stole you away instead. Because that was the last time he ever saw you, it's like you completely disappeared forever. The only remaining he has of you was the coin purse you gave him.
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MALLEUS DRACONIA.. áá
A stroll in the woods alone could be scary for a little kid like you, but you were differentâyou're a Fae! It means you're powerful, strong, you can totally take care of yourself! Well, you cower in fear once you heard a loud roar. It wasn't from any feline animal like a lion, it sounded like it came from a dragon, a weeping dragon. You gulped when you realized how near you were to the Dragon's territory. What if you get eaten?! But a little peek wouldn't hurt... Right?
You hid behind a tree to look at the dragon, and what you saw surprised you. Normally in fairytales, Dragons were more larger and menacingâthis one was rather... small... You took a closer look to see why it was whaling so loud. There, a sword was impaled on its stomach and it was losing blood, it look like it was weakened from it with how spent it looked. You wanted to leave it alone, but you felt bad for it.
You didn't know Dragons can sense their surroundings because their head turned toward you, and their eyes were piercing through your skull. You shrieked and almost ran away but it let out another wail that made you turn around and face it again.
This time, walking towards it in a more civil approach. "Uh, do you want me to take it out?" You pointed towards the sword, the dragon just stared at you which didn't give you a clear answer. "I'll pull it out. It might hurt, okay?" You grabbed the sword, but it was rather difficult to pull because of your weak, young body. But sooner or later you did manage to pull it out.
The Dragon let out another roar as it stood up, then it's head lowered down to your level. "...Thank you," the dragon said in a low, gruff voice. Suddenly, green magic illuminated everything, you covered your eyes with your hands from how bright it was. Once the magic died down, the dragon was nowhere to be found and was replaced by a kid a year or two older than you who stood tall and gazed at you. His hand pressed against his stomach trying to apply pressure on his wounds. He was taller than you, not adding the horns on his head.
"You'reâ You're just a kidâ! Like me!" You shouted while pointing at him, he covered his ears from your loud shouts. "You're too loud..." His voice was surprisingly less low compared to his dragon form. You covered your mouth with your hand and let out a small 'sorry'
"Why are you out here alone?" You asked him, "Why are you out here alone." He repeated your question, he was a bit sassy. "I asked you first!" Geez, are you this childish? He thought as he ignored your question. But you gave him an innocent, curious look that made him give in, "I ran away, my mentor was forcing me to train again. I was too tired to do it"
"Why were you stabbed?"
"You ask too many questions" you weren't satisfied with that reply, and gave him the same look earlier. "A human saw me and attacked me. There, are you satisfied with your little interrogation?"
"Not quite" as you continued.
He sighed, he noticed how the sky was turning orange and how dark it had gotten. "It's getting dark soon, you should head home" he suggested. You looked left, right, and back but didn't walk away, you just lookâlike an animal who had gotten lost.
"...You're lost aren't you?" You turned to him in defeat
"...Yes"
He took out his free hand, and you stared at it for a bit before you held on to it. Just like before, green sparkly magic surrounded you two and fireflies appeared, the magic teleporting the two of you to the Castle. Everything was a blur after that. All he remembers was his guard already out to ask him where he had been while trying to heal his wound. He asked his mentor, Lilia, to escort you personally and return you home as he passed out from blood loss.
He doesn't remember anything after that, all he knows is that he never found you again. He tried asking Lilia, but even he doesn't know where you had gone. He can't find the Fae who saved his life.
But this doesn't mean he stopped his search. You haven't left his thought even after so long, he'll keep searching even if it's an eternity
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todoroki scares the shit out of you at first meeting
itâs red dawn and youâre in front of your house to open the door
and when you turn around, you see him, standing as a statue on the corner of the street and staring at you
he has his poker-face
youâre scared
but itâs not that dark and youâre not that clever (you think so), so you decide that the best way to understand what the hell is going on is to ask him directly
but he runs away and youâre not able to get him no matter how much you want to
luckily nothing strange happens that night
but you notice him some days later when you come home again
and when he starts coming to you with this aggressive face, youâre pretty ready to fight for your life
but he passes you and kicks two guys who appeare hell knows from where
so in the end: youâre completely lost and understand nothing, todoroki has a scrape on his cheek and guys are well beaten
it turns out (while he threatens them and they say they wonât come near you anymore) that their gang was said that youâre a woman who sells drugs and youâre interfered in some problems and so on, but the informant gave them the wrong person and you just look very similar
and as this problem with drugs was important for many schools, todoroki decided to talk with this woman himself
but youâre not her
and when he noticed that you were followed
well, thatâs why he was following you â he was not scaring you, he was frightening off these bastards
itâs alright right now
when he briefly describes this situation to you, you donât even have time to thank him properly
he just says âitâs doneâ and leaves
damn it you think
but you somehow manage to suggest heâs from oya high
and you tend to think youâre a polite person
so you come there to thank him
does anyone know who put the whole school on it? yeah itâs you
these boys are too stunned to speak cause youâre just standing in the middle of the yard and looking for someone to ask how to find this man
luckily for you fujio (you think heâs rather cute) freaks out and shows you the way
and well
all school freaks out too because todoroki spills out his juice when he sees you
you smile sincerely and thank him finally
you look at each other, heâs with his a little bit more shocked poker face and youâre with shining eyes
and well youâre a bit confused cause the whole damn school looks at your too and you hear someone whispers âhas our todoroki found a girlfriend?â
and guess what
you escape
you notice him following you on your way back home for the whole week
you know he knows you know heâs looking after you
and you also know he doesnât stalk, just makes sure youâre okay
that continues for a week more
until you stop, turn back and ask him if heâs hungry
to be honest, you grow to like being the cause of his hardly noticeable shocked face
but you feed him dinner anyway
he doesnât talk, just eats and sometimes peeks at you
you just laughs silently
so you invite him home more and more often
the more it continues, the longer he stays
he starts talking
so one day he leaves around midnight cause you two got lost in the conversation
fujio faints when you two start dating
itâs like
you two seat there with reserved looks on your faces
you read, he reads
you donât talk
but when someone from oya (expect for todorokiâs friends) makes a slightest way up to you, he glares at them so fiercely that itâs just killing
you literally donât know if youâre pleased with his protectiveness or you should interfere each time or otherwise heâll definitely kill someone
itâs not abusive protectiveness by the way
he just knows that gangs are dangerous
you saw his devil fight mode for the first time when some drunk man offends you
and well you truly have to put all your power to keep your man away from killing
itâs well-known heâs crazy in his devil mode
and well it seems that this mood has one more case for appearing
cause when kisses you
damn it, itâs boiling
heâs so passionate
like you feel he tries to hold back cause he doesnât want to do anything against your will or scary your or anything else
but his desire just shows off whenever you touch him, kiss him or just stay near
itâs not something dirty, he's just overwhelmed with his feelings
when he reads and you take a book from his hands, take off his glasses, slick back his hair and kiss him firstly on eyelids and then on lips
he losses it
heâs far from this cute and always cuddling and so boyfriend, but you want him as he is
itâs you who say âiâm in love with youâ the first
heâs too stunned to say anything again
but he catches up after