Random Thought, And Please Correct Me If I'm Wrong About This:

random thought, and please correct me if i'm wrong about this:

If fyodor kills himself with his ability and all that, would it actually become a singularity instead of fyodor just... blipping out and back into existence? (but isn't that also a singularity??? that the whole thing just cancels out on eachother/itself??????) MEANING that if SOMEHOW they managed to outsmart fyodor this time and trick him into actually killing himself, then does that mean that the joke of dazai punching him once and he go poof actually work???

welcome to the rambles of a bsd fan but also not because i have not watched the anime because im scared and short attention span and also the manga cause im poor- (that and this thought kept running laps in my head since the chapter had come out and i know enough to understand a bit about things and worldbuilding)

aight look look- I know I've been dead for a bit but wait I can explain-

doa!atsushi but instead of being appointed to either fyodor or nikolai, he stuck rather close to sigma and stayed with them at the sky casino. [starts derailing] atsushi would at least young adolescence. 14 maybe? look im not accustomed with the timeline, so my hc is that his ability didn't manifest until he was at least 11-12, leading to him getting the scars at 10, that's what im going with. but if we're going by the fact that sigma has been created three years prior, then that would lead to atsushi being 15. so in my head the timeline is that atsushi would have joined the doa just as sigma was materialized and was given the sky casino. and because fyodor might think it was too early for him to exploit atsushi and his ability to find the book, he decides to just- drop this kid on another (supposed?) kid and just walked away. [stops derailing]

just-- two unfortunate souls growing up together with no sense of belonging in the world and just doing what they could to keep the closest thing that was home, the sky casino, safe. look i like their friendship a lot and i'm just imagining scenarios regarding them doing research of the city below them called Yokohama, learning its people and its quirks, going against the hunting dogs, them reuniting with nikolai after sigma fell with maybe atsushi jumping down with him, and just whatever is going on with (￣▽￣*)ゞ

this is definitely not an excuse to think of atsushi working in the sky casino as a supposed employee. DEFINITELY sigma's right-hand man/secretary at least, but atsushi's too young to gamble. (no shiz, if we're going off from the earlier derailing, he would be 15 years old to 18 dazeit). so maybe he looks after the customers and residence(?) of the casino? I DONT KNOW IM ABOUT TO RAMBLE WA-

Human Abilities AU but a bit specific

it's nothing much, really, just some mama byakko (gimme more byakko stuffs, i keep seeing those cute videos on twitter about a white tiger and their white tiger cub or just white tiger, and i canNOT stop thinking that it's just atsushi and byakko[which i probably derailed from entirely]). And in a sense, I would want to talk a bit more about this AU and backstories, soooo ye! Byakko time, lets go-!

I've already established before that atsushi still goes through the whole orphanage in childhood until 18. I would imagine that while atsushi has practically lived in that orphanage for as long as he could remember, byakko sort of... showed up one day and just... claimed atsushi as hers and didn't look back. But more in the sense that kids were scared of her, they avoided atsushi, so they may as well help one another out by hanging out (byakko scares the kids away from bullying atsushi, and atsushi keeps byakko company) [insert byakko just sitting quietly, completely unbothered while atsushi just runs around and basically having zoomies each time he sees a flower or a bee] When she turned 18 though, similar to canon!atsushi, byakko gets kicked out and is furious. but it became an choice that she unfortunately had to choose the latter; keep trying to break in and they'd call the authorities or leave with the chance at seeing him again. so for the next five years, byakko decided to tune in all that frustration adn waiting into making a home to welcome atsushi. and you bet that when atsushi, too, was kicked our when he turned 18, byakko was just outside the grounds waiting for him.

which brings to the (possibly) present of this au! byakko and atsushi live each other and just have that big sister and little brother bond that's similar to big sibling raising their little sibling vibe. it mostly stayed the same as when they were in the orphanage, just this time around, from atsushi running around byakko and having the zoomies, atsushi drags byakko places whilst having the zoomies. And that's how they meet the others! Oh, and Rashomon, too. Yeahhh, they're at each other's necks practically 24/7 or anywhere they run into each other (which is often, oddly enough). but unlike skk/sskk where they argue outwordly, the two just have that odd connection of "telepathy". no one knows how they do it, but if they stare at each other for too long, byakko might start growling and rashomon would start bristling. it's not a fun sight. BUT! As mentioned before (again), they end up getting along somewhere along the line. (No one knows, even atsushi and aku)

aaaaaa sooooo yall remember those random chibis i grew regarding Byakko and Rashomon and Human Abilities AU? yeah?

I drew them in actual not actual chibi form

seeeee look at them and all of their non-chibi gloryyyy

Needless to say, I changed a few things. More or less ditched Byakko's coat cause really why would she need that while Rasho got a bit of an update regarding her wardrove and coat- AND I HAD TO DITCH THE HAT, I'M SORRY HER HEAD & NECK BEGAN TO FEEL CROWDED-

Anyways, I think that's all (am uploading now cause i did something dumb and when trying to copy a post's link here on tumblr, it FLIPPED on me and I accidentally clicked on "suggest community label" godforskenmeeeeee- so in a sense i feel like me struggling to upload things is enough torture for me [rarely uploads but am trying to change that here-])

yknow what. Human Abilities AU where people's abilities are just... their own person. similar to a modern au but the abilities are also there but as actual people ^^ starting with sskk and skk! (am i making it into yin-yang w|w and double black m|m? maybe. i dont know myself. i think.)

byakko would be the strict but motherly protective tiger that i headcanon her to be. very protective of atsushi since he still goes through hell in an orphanage, and really, she has no filter but is nice enough to place one on for... five minutes. voice claim... ethereal but monotone. my girl's blunt. ex: tigress from kung fu panda rashomon would likely act similar to aku in a sense, but... more teasing. she likes to rile byakko up, but those happen on, like, a good day. which is one out of... two-three weeks. but similar to byakko, she's protective of the siblings very much, and can and will spoil those two with sweets since the whole slums situation. now her voice claim would likely have an elegant voice compared to byakko, yet both have the same bite. ex: yae miko from genshin impact but toned down. --- how these two interact... hm. probably how atsushi and aku were from day one in canon, they hated each other. but it could go two ways: where they catch fists or egged on by rashomon's teasing... "or is she threatening?" <- byakko. but after some time, from hating each others guts when on site and also not, it more or less evolves to them... liking each other's company. byakko helps rashomon regarding seeing things in other perspectives, however blunt they are. and rashomon helps byakko with the social cues. neither of them are the talkers, but when its just them two, no words would be spoken and yet they just understand what they need.

now for no longer human, whom i shall call "null". null is... silent. the silent eerie character that rarely talks but is just... there. not much cues in his blank and expressionless face, and his posture is solemn and tight. he acts much similar to 15!dazai but more melancholic. he took the brunt of whatever happened in his and dazai's childhood, he's a lot more mature than that. his voice claim would be a deep voice, could be heard as monotone or angry to strangers, but with those who's familiar with him, it's just... calming. ex: the horse from the boy, the mole, the fox, and the horse. for the tainted sorrow, or more or less arahabaki... he's basically a chuuya but more destructive, and he doesn't want to slow down. but when it comes to null, its either that he has to be in pace with the other or he can and will drag them. they don't care. but of course, others wonder why he cares so much for null if its said that he doesnt care at all. now some might say that no one could manage to understand him, others would say that he might speak riddles. a sort of ethereal tone, and it's oddly pitched. possible ex: sphinx from dragons dogma 2. --- this one's different, how they interact. basically: arahabaki would try and egg null on, get them riled up, but for the sake of proving the man wrong in his own point. it's unfortunately that both null and dazai have that sense of not being human. and while chuuya has his own way in showing dazai he has a life worth living, arahabaki's situation is a more difficult one. because null's more observant and quiet, the man likely has several scenarios going through his head on what's to happen, and has definitely figured out what arahabaki's planning on doing and avoided it with some certain word of phrase. so, arahabaki turns those words against null. two can play that game. but while arahabaki helps null with that, null helps with arahabaki's destructive and explosive tendencies, managing to defuse a situation in mere seconds and get them out of trouble. they're looking out for each other, and they have their backs.