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this is not how you look at the guy who’s holding a gun to your head

... I think I'm gonna loose it.

im going to be sick

thank God they're not actually siblings

dear everyone who believed Tanizaki & Naomi were actually siblings…

Sigma and Chuuya should just go on a nice little date while Fyozai continue w their bullshit

bsd 99 meme bcs tecchou in this chapter </3

alternatively:

i’ve been wondering about something.... i don’t know if it’s just me but i’ve heard some takes from the fandom that jouno was manipulative towards tachihara? i haven’t reviewed their interactions so i’m curious on what they could be referring to

In honor of the new chapter

BSD Chapter 108 Screaming!!!

Spoilers ahead, of course!!

Starts back off with that paper, anyone know what it says?? Fyodor looks unamused

Then he starts freaking out, like completely breaking down, what the actual hell is happening??

Back with Atsushi vs Akutagawa, Atsushi needs to save Princess Aya and her vampire companion, but he can’t bring himself to hurt Akutagawa, I’m sobbing

We jump around a lot this chapter, and Fyodor makes this face, dude looks scared?? Worried?? It’s not a look I ever expected from him

Wow, Atsushi’s graduated to getting both an arm and a leg ripped off instead of just a leg!!

Fyodor brings out a knife out of somewhere (do prison uniforms have pockets??? Where did he gets this???)

Yep, figured that was gonna happen. You can’t trust this rat Sigma, you should know this by now!!

Sigma, honey, I know you’ve only existed for 3 years but you ran a casino, hasn’t anyone ever told you to never make a deal with the devil??

Fukuzawa better not be dead or I swear to whatever deity is out there I’m gonna riot

And the chapter end with Fukuchi opening one order… oh no…

Final thoughts, that was a WILD ride, holy crap. Everything just seems to be going wrong?? I know some bullshit’s gonna happen to get them out of this, but it feels like the characters are just falling deeper and deeper into a pit. Honestly, I love it

(*actual results pending)

I know we want them to save each other but how funny would it be if the prison break ends with both of them face down on the floor

also what's up with the fact that Dazai is currently in front of the water quality control department

Tbh i would also smile dying knowing that the one to kill me would be my friend

the absolute ADMIRATION with which fukuchi looks at fukuzawa?????? dear lord. HIS EYES. AND FUKUZAWA'S. THEY ARE SOOO LIGHT I'M GONNA PUKE THESE TWO ARE TOO MUCH. fukuchi's literally smiling knowing he's gonna get killed in a second at hands of his oldest friend.

BSD Chapter 108 Screaming!!!

Spoilers ahead, of course!!

Starts back off with that paper, anyone know what it says?? Fyodor looks unamused

Then he starts freaking out, like completely breaking down, what the actual hell is happening??

Back with Atsushi vs Akutagawa, Atsushi needs to save Princess Aya and her vampire companion, but he can’t bring himself to hurt Akutagawa, I’m sobbing

We jump around a lot this chapter, and Fyodor makes this face, dude looks scared?? Worried?? It’s not a look I ever expected from him

Wow, Atsushi’s graduated to getting both an arm and a leg ripped off instead of just a leg!!

Fyodor brings out a knife out of somewhere (do prison uniforms have pockets??? Where did he gets this???)

Yep, figured that was gonna happen. You can’t trust this rat Sigma, you should know this by now!!

Sigma, honey, I know you’ve only existed for 3 years but you ran a casino, hasn’t anyone ever told you to never make a deal with the devil??

Fukuzawa better not be dead or I swear to whatever deity is out there I’m gonna riot

And the chapter end with Fukuchi opening one order… oh no…

Final thoughts, that was a WILD ride, holy crap. Everything just seems to be going wrong?? I know some bullshit’s gonna happen to get them out of this, but it feels like the characters are just falling deeper and deeper into a pit. Honestly, I love it

What if... someone kills him and then immediately k!lls themselves? What's he gonna do then?? Spawn from his brethren (his rat army)?!

this bastard doesn’t deserve bram’s cunty look someone get him back in his ugly ass rat bastard outfit

Yeah fr, even shaving off his head and starting over isn't gonna be enough to fix that reflective, cootie-infested, mess.

"your hair has gotten so grimy princess" yeah fyodor because you're one to talk when you look like you haven't washed your hair since 15 resurrections ago

I couldn’t help but be reminded of this scene while reading chapter 119

In the manga, it’s phrased slightly differently. He says the goal is to get the girl’s family to “abandon her.”

And then Fyodor does this:

He told Dazai exactly what he was going to do back in chapter 64.

random thought, and please correct me if i'm wrong about this:

If fyodor kills himself with his ability and all that, would it actually become a singularity instead of fyodor just... blipping out and back into existence? (but isn't that also a singularity??? that the whole thing just cancels out on eachother/itself??????) MEANING that if SOMEHOW they managed to outsmart fyodor this time and trick him into actually killing himself, then does that mean that the joke of dazai punching him once and he go poof actually work???

welcome to the rambles of a bsd fan but also not because i have not watched the anime because im scared and short attention span and also the manga cause im poor- (that and this thought kept running laps in my head since the chapter had come out and i know enough to understand a bit about things and worldbuilding)

this might also make sense bc in the book “Crime and Punishment” atsushi might be like Sonya and fyodor saved him like Rodin tried with Sonya, or maybe they’ll have a similar relationship? i haven’t read the book in a while but this is the idea of have that reminds me of it on the spot

Imagine if Fyodor responds to Atsushi’s ‘why would you save me’ line with something like ‘why? Do you not remember me saving you before? I know that orphanage wasn’t the best but it was a better option than that rubbish bag.’

Because I absolutely believe Fyodor’s responsible for Atsushi being in that place.

You’re telling Fyodor knew Atsushi’s location which was at a vaguely religious themed orphanage, and wasn’t responsible for putting him there?

Would also explain why Shibusawa knew the location and why Fitzgerald knows ak much about the place and Atsushi’s parents.

Also Atsushi was abandoned by his parents, someone had to have found him.

And well haven’t we learned by now that everything that happens to. Atsushi is Fyodor’s fault.

Mandatory monthly memes

Hey, hey dumb and dumber while you guys were trying to give Sigma brain damage. Did you think to maybe keep an eye out for where Nikolai went?

Or are you guys just dropping Sigma while Nikolai's outside slow dancing with Fyodor's arm and blasting Bernadette?

FUCKKKK BRAM NOO 💔💔💔💔💔

I wanted to give my own quick interpretation of the scene where Atsushi... imagines? hallucinates? all those people while conflicted over what to do in the most recent chapter, because idk I haven't seen people talk about it that much?

See, the whole conflict with Atsushi in this arc is that he's replaced the constant demeaning of the orphanage director in his head with encouragement from his mentor, and he can control the tiger, and he supports the people around him... but Kunikida makes a point of saying (before everything went to shit) that while Atsushi's tiger is strong, he himself is still weak.

I don't think this has to do with Atsushi's character per se. I think it more so has to do with his still very simplistic views on people or the world - things are very black and white, good or bad. And when faced with a problem without a simple solution, Atsushi's unfortunate tendency is still to freeze up. This is not surprising - he may be 18, but he's a very... how do I put this... a very young 18. He hasn't had anyone teach him these things or guide him. He very much craves support and encouragement from others. He likely also didn't see much of the world outside the orphanage before he was kicked out either. And let's not forget how absolutely shot his self-esteem is. The fact that Atsushi functions and believes in the best in people as well as he does is testament to how kind-hearted and resilient of a person he is.

But here's the problem: Atsushi's self-confidence hasn't done much developing.

What Atsushi has learned throughout the story is how incredible the Agency as a whole is, and as he grows to learn and care about them and realize that he has been given a place to belong, he grows to support them in turn; pulls his weight in a number of increasingly badass ways (he caught a bullet with his teeth. GODDAMN). But all that confidence goes away the moment he is left alone. Atsushi has confidence in his own strength in a group - and only in a group.

Unfortunately, the Agency, though I believe well-intentioned, kind of enables this mentality in him. We see Ranpo, Kunikida and Kyouka in turn, who echo things they have said and would say to this situation.

"Don't you even know that?" Ranpo would ask this, rhetorically, and then solve it himself. Atsushi would not have time to come up with an answer of his own.

"Failure is unacceptable." Kunikida would say this and then act, no matter what. Atsushi would be left to follow what he does.

"You don't have to do anything." Kyouka would protect him. Atsushi wouldn't have to do anything because she would grab his arm and take over from there.

See what's happening here? These are no longer demeaning words from the headmaster (in fact, I want to reiterate that I believe they are all well-intentioned), but they still insinuate that Atsushi is incapable on his own. And indeed it's interesting that Atsushi sees these "visions" of Dazai guiding him all throughout the hunting dogs, sky casino and decay of angels arcs. I, for one, think this is just Atsushi's imagination and not a real vision (unless we get some evidence to the contrary in the future) but for now, it implies that Atsushi's self-confidence is still so abysmal that he has to imagine someone giving him advice and advising him on what to do - instead of being able to consciously admit these ideas are his own.

And then Fitzgerald shows up - "No one expects anything from you." Looming over him, a symbol of power and status over the panicked, conflicted form of a boy who feels eternally powerless without support.

And then it gets interesting.

Akutagawa shows up in Atsushi's mind, for the first time in a guiding role, not a demeaning one. And there's a definite reason for this - when Atsushi was all alone, when he admitted to himself he had no idea what to do and was terrified to be left to fight with no one else with him - who showed up?

Akutagawa. Akutagawa, who in spite of everything, fought by his side and was reliable. And the thing is, Akutagawa cannot take over, not in their kind of plans, or they just won't work. They have to work together. They have to be equals. And on some level, I think this part shows Atsushi's realization of the rather surprising amount of trust Akutagawa had to have placed in him - and him alone. I find it rather heartbreaking that Atsushi appears to have just now started to realize this after their plan failed due to a lack of trust (mostly on his side I'd say) and Akutagawa died.

So, Atsushi receives guidance from Akutagawa, and of course, from Dazai, the person he is extremely grateful for as a mentor. They don't tell him what to do. But still, Atsushi is guided into looking - "get out of your head" and moving - "the door is right there - do something about it". These "visions" still spur Atsushi into action, but the action itself? It's Atsushi's alone.

Atsushi still needs to justify his actions by imagining others giving him support, but this is definite progress for him restoring a sense of personal... agency (see what I did there?) within himself.

And yes, his eventual course of action is to find Fukuzawa and have him make the final decision on the matter - but really now, he's just been told something that apparently has Teruko (who I am certain is older than much of the cast and likely a former soldier from the war) drained and tired and seemingly conflicted herself - this isn't really the kind of issue you want to be deciding on all by yourself. Also, admitting you don't know what to do but moving forwards anyways to actively ask for advice or help is very much still making a decision and moving forward. Actively asking someone what they think about a complex situation is very different from being passive while others take control around you.

Atsushi made the decision to walk out that door into uncertainty. And I am convinced he's going to have to pick a course of action anyways - as of right now, Fukuzawa is out of commission, as are Dazai, Akutagawa, Ranpo and Kunikida (we don't know where Kyouka is yet).

It's been a long time coming, but this is serious progress for his character.