"If I'm Not Me..."

"If I'm not me..."

KNJ × Female OC

Part 7 & 8

Part 7

*BamBam is the bad guy but I love him so don't come for me*

"Ah~"

She bit her lip again as she began stroking him, the water making him slippery.

"Can we do it here, Noona? Since you can't lay on your back?" She nodded and got on her tippy toes to kiss him. He kissed back feverishly, groaning at the taste of her on his tongue.

When they pulled away, Namjoon slipped his hand between her thighs. She shuddered and bit her lip. "Fuck. I don't know if it's the water or if you're this wet for me." She blushed and whimpered as Namjoon slipped a finger over her clit, making her jolt. "Joon!" She moaned.

He twitched in her hand and pulled away, "Can I taste you, Noona?" She blushed as he turned them away from the strea of water and began to squat down. "Hold onto the wall." She braced herself on the wall and Namjoon squatted down completely, putting her legs on his shoulders.

She gasped as she felt his mouth kiss her heat softly. He left his mouth there before slipping his tongue between her lips. She moaned loudly, one hand slipping into his hair and tugging on it.

He growled and it sent vibrations through her heat, "Namjoon!" She screamed. Namjoon smirked before devouring her more, even slipping his tongue inside her and hearing her yell and call out.

He fell in love with her giggle, but her moans do something entirely different to his wolf.

He knew this was his mate.

Part 8

She pressed her cheek to the tile wall, gooseflesh erupting across her skin as Namjoon pressed against her backside, his erection rubbing against her cheeks.

"Namjoon, please put it in."

Namjoon hummed and reached down, angling himself as he pulled her to his chest, wanting to see her face as he pushed inside her.

She gasped loudly, digging her nails into the tile before making fists. Namjoon stretched her out as he pushed in, "H- uh- How much do you have to push in?" Namjoon chuckled. "Just a bit more, we can wait for you to adjust." She shuddered as he was reaching way past her g spot even now.

"Fuck!" She shouted as Namjoon pushed in suddenly. Namjoon apologized but she shook her head and pulled away from him, her hand on the wall as she began to work her spine, sliding on and off of Namjoon's length. "Oh, fuck. Noona~"

He looked down and saw a bit of blood, "Are you okay?" She nodded, "J-Just my first time, it's normal." Namjoon blinked and grabbed her by her stomach, holding her close as he backed up under the stream of water, washing the blood away.

"Thank you." She said, pulling off and walking back toward the wall, putting her back to it. "I wanna see your face." She whispered as she picked up her leg.

Namjoon grabbed her thigh gently and angled himself, sliding in before grabbing her other leg and making her wrap around him. She gasped at the new angle as it really hit her g spot. "Joon~" She moaned in his ear as he sped up his thrusts. "Noona!" He moaned, them staring at each other with hooded lustful eyes and bated breath.

"Fuck! Joonie, you're so deep!" She whined, music to Namjoon's ears. Her whining turned to whimpering and she reached for his shoulders. He leaned closer and she wrapped around him, "I love you so much. This feels so good Joonie. Ah, oh my god." Her calls were like a chorus from heaven.

"I'm gonna cum, Joon. Go faster." Namjoon's thrusts sped up and she clawed up his back, drawing blood and making his wolf howl internally. "Ah! Namjoon!" She tightened her legs around him, her nails taking their final drag up his back as she shivered against his body, his erection still inside.

As her walls tightened he continued to rock slowly, "Noona, Noona I'm close." He whined. She gasped as his thrusts picked up again, sliding faster with more ease from her climax. "Hurry, cum in me, alpha." Namjoon growled and slammed her hips down on him, his knot slipping inside.

She screamed and clawed his back, "Holy fuck!" Namjoon held her close as she felt him release inside her. She looked down and gasped as her stomach stretched at the amount of cum filling her.

"Namjoon! What's all the screaming?"

Namjoon jumped, causing a moan to leave Anrea's mouth.

"Mating!" He quickly yelled back, the person on the other side of the door bit their lips before swiftly leaving with tears in their eyes.

"Why is it still in there?" Anrea whimpered. Namjoon grunted as he finally stopped cumming. "I- I didn't think this could happen. I knotted you. The books say it's impossible to knot humans." He looked into her eyes, tears in his. "Baby," She asked, cupping his cheek.

"Why are you crying?" Namjoon sniffled, "Knotting gives you a 100% chance of carrying, the knot stays like this for a while. You'll have my cum in you for anywhere between 15 minutes to several hours."

Anrea smiled and rubbed the tears from his face, "Good. This is all I've ever wanted: Kids. And now they'll be even more special." She said, kissing him deeply.

Namjoon rinsed them before leaving the shower and slipping into the tub, running warm water until his knot constricts.

"If I'm not me..."

KNJ × Female OC

Part 3 & 4

Part 3

They exit the train on a random platform in the middle of a forest.

"Namjoon, where the hell are we?" Anrea asked curiously with an authoritative tone in her voice. He chuckled, "Close to my home."

"Huh? I thought-"

Namjoon hopped off the platform and reached up, "This is why I told you not to wear something flashy. Come, we have to make it before dark." She nodded, her full trust in Namjoon.

She hopped into his arms and he let her down on the ground softly, "While we walk, Can I tell you some stuff?" She hummed as they walked hand in hand, over the cracked pavement with grass and weeds poking through.

They entered the treeline on a beaten path, the trees, plants and weeds brushing them like outstretched hands.

"I told you I grew up in Seoul with no parents, right?"

She hummed again, gently moving a tree branch from her face.

"Well, it was partially true. I have no parents, but I did the majority of my growing up- Here."

He stepped forward and disappeared into the foliage. Slightly frightened, Anrea pushed forward and stumbled into a clearing. She froze as she saw Namjoon's clothes on the ground.

She blinked rapidly and looked up into the field.

About 10 feet away sat a giant white and black wolf about a foot taller than Namjoon. She stepped back and fell onto her ass, "Namjoon!" She yelled as her head whipped around in fear that caused her heartbeat to race.

The wolf broke the grass and walked closer to her. She screamed more, putting up her shaky hands.

But nothing scary happened.

The wolf plopped down in front of her, scratching its neck before sitting still, it's ear twitching.

She pulled her hands back and leaned back on them, "W-Where's my boyfriend?!" She squeaked more to herself than the wolf but it turned to her and panted, its tail wagging fast.

She looked at the clothes, the grass, then the wolf. She looked back and forth a few times before gasping, "Namjoon?!" She shouted at the wolf. It barked and wagged its tail.

She quickly engulfed the wolf in a hug, "You fucking scared me!" She said, hugging him and crying. She felt arms wrap around her, "I'm sorry Noona, I didn't mean to scare you. I just didn't know how to tell you, so I showed you." She sniffled and pulled away, blushing at his toned chest and huge biceps.

"I needed to show you my family before we consummate. I've really been wanting to make love with you." She blushed and chuckled, "So blunt." She smacked his shoulder and they both chuckled. "Wanna ride?" He asked, backing up and shifting into his wolf again before sitting down for her to climb on. She stood up, grabbed his clothes and straddled his back.

He huffed and kicked his back legs, making her press into his fur and hold on. He grunted and took off trotting before full fledged running into the woods.

My boyfriend's a wolf.

Part 4

They came to a stop and Namjoon sat down, making her slide off his back. She giggled and crawled around him, "Your clothes." She offered the fabric and Namjoon took it, shuffling back into the woods and changing into his human form before walking out and helping her from the ground.

"So this is why you love nature so much, you grew up in it." She stated as she looked around at the little village, all the houses were either huts or small cabins. Namjoon nodded and held her hand as he led her toward the banner over the main trek in front of the village, "It says Blood Wolf Village." She hummed in awe at the language she really didn't know.

It was different from Korean and English, the language looked more like it had runes for letters.

As soon as they stepped under the banner the people around them tilted their heads back, inhaling deeply. "

Alpha Namjoon!" Multiple people shouted.

They began to crowd them and Namjoon smiled at each of them, when someone parted the crowd.

"OH THANK THE GODDESS YOU'RE BACK!"

They turned to see a plump lipped man walking through the crowd that parted for him.

He hugged Namjoon and clapped a hand on his back. Namjoon smiled and hugged him back, "Bam, it's been too long. Your scent is refreshing." The man chuckled, "I can't lie and say anything differently."

"Oh, I want you to meet my mate, Anrea."

All attention turned towards the short tan skinned, curly haired woman, making her face light up bright red. "Wow, a mate?" The man asked. "She's human."

Namjoon shrugged, "She has the scent. I couldn't help but court her after we first spoke." The man smiled, "Is this the first time you've met our kind?" He asked, "Yes."

"You're not scared?" She shook her head, "When I first met his new form, absolutely. But it doesn't matter, I've accepted everything he's thrown at me before. I can accept this," She tugged his arm a little and squeezed his bicep, "I love him."

The man hummed and looked like he forced his next smile, "Well, it'll be a little harder than it would be if she was a wolf, so be careful." Namjoon nodded, smiling and bowing to everyone before leading her towards the biggest cabin.

>

"N-Namjoon?"

He turned to her from the closet, "Yes Noona?" She bit her lip, "H-Have there been human mates before?" He nodded, "Plenty. Every year there are about 20 human mates in the pack, because the goddess doesn't want us to lose the humanity in us. This is the first time in 60 years that the pack alpha has had one though."

She blinked, "I-I have to tell you something." He walked over and sat next to her, smelling her fear and the faint scent he's been smelling for the last year but hasn't brought it up.

"I'm sick."

Namjoon hummed, urging her to go on.

"Th-The doctors say it's a tumor, on my heart. I went to see them yesterday... I have about a year left." Tears left her eyes and landed on their intertwined hands.

Namjoon inhaled and exhaled slowly, "I knew you were sick, but I wanted you to be ready to tell me. I'm glad you told me and I didn't have to find out when you leave me."

Anrea sniffled as he pulled her into his chest, "Shh. I'll spend every single day with you, loving you, hmm?" She nodded and held him close. "I know death is scary, but we'll find each other in the next life, the moon goddess will not allow the pack alpha to be broken hearted."

"Namjoon?" He hummed. "Can we try tomorrow? I wanna try to at least give you one pup." He froze for a second before sighing and holding her tighter.

"Of course."

"If I'm not me..."

KNJ × Female OC

Part 1 & 2

Part 1

"What? Is there something on my face?"

Anrea giggled, her curly hair bouncing with her shoulders as her boyfriend got in her face and wiggled around.

Anrea pushed him away, "Stop it." She smiled.

"But you're staring at me..."

She looked down, "Why do you wear your hats like that? It looks like a chocolate chip." She snorted as she held back her laugh, blushing and covering her mouth.

The couple sat at a train station, waiting for their train, watching the other one roll by.

"Namjoonie?" He looked at her and she couldn't help but smile lovingly. "Where are we going?" She asked.

He smiled back, "Somewhere~" She rolled her eyes playfully. "We've been together for 6 years and you still can't tell me where we are celebrating our anniversary." She shoved him a little. He overreacted and flung his arms, his arms ending up around her.

She giggled some more, his chuckle joining hers as he hugged her.

Would it be wrong to say he fell in love with that sound before he even laid eyes on her?

Part 2

They finally boarded their train and got comfy in their seats that faced each other over a small table. He reached forward and grabbed her hands gently, stroking his thumbs over her knuckles. "I love you so much." She blushed, "I love you too, Namjoonie."

His head turned out the window and she got a flashback to the first time they met in person.

>>

6 years ago Anrea moved to Seoul with her father who was on a business venture.

She was sitting on a park bench, wondering where her life was going at this point.

Her father never cared what she did, she's a few months from graduation and she had enough money saved for an apartment for 4 years…

Her eyes lazily looked over the park.

To the right was a playground, tons of screaming kids running around with their annoyed parents watching.

To the left was an open field where some teenagers and adults played soccer or exercised.

And right in front of her was a-

Soccer ball to the face.

The ball landed in her lap as she held her nose. "Ow ow ow ow ow ow!" She whined, tears leaving her eyes as she kicked her legs in pain, fluttering her uniform skirt.

"OH MY GOD, I'M SO SORRY!"

Her eyes darted around to a boy running in her direction. He had a bruise on his face and tears coming out of his eyes. He tripped and fell face first into her lap, replacing the soccer ball that rolled away.

"NAMJOON AH! STOP BOTHERING THAT GIRL AND GET OUR BALL!"

"YA GET BACK IN PLACE FOR TARGET PRACTICE!"

Some boys snickered and anger bubbled in the woman's chest as she looked down at the frozen boy. "Hey." He jumped and scooted onto his knees. "Sorry. Sorry. Sorry." He bowed between each word. She giggled, still holding her nose and he looked up at her with wide eyes.

"I'm ok, kid. Stop crying."

He sighed, "On the other hand why do you let those boys bully you?" The boy's eyes widened again as he looked down to the left. "I-I'm too scrawny to fight back." She chuckled, "We'll, if they bother you anymore, you can always find me in the library. How old are you, Namjoon?"

She watched him shiver but then looked at her, "F-Fifteen." She chuckled and fluffed his hair. "I'm 17. You go to Seoul High, right?" He nodded, "Ya, then, you can come find me when you need me." She stood up and waved, "Bye Namjoon!" He huffed, "Bye Noona!" He smiled and she smiled back, his dimpled cheeks making her heart squeeze.

>>

"Noona~"

She blinked and looked up at him. "Yes?" He smiled, "You spaced out." She chuckled shyly, "Heh... Oh, I have a question." His attention went back to her from outside. "Back then, were you the one who hit me in the face with the soccer ball?"

Namjoon's neck and ears burned red almost immediately after she spoke. "I- Uh- Yeah..."

She giggled as he looked away bashfully, "I finally got the balls to kick back and I ended up hurting you." She snorted and he huffed, his grip getting loose. "I'm sorry for laughing. I'm not laughing at you, baby." His ears continued to burn red as he turned to her, that nickname being his weakness to get him to cave into anything.

"Noona?"

"Hmm?"

"I was wondering if that when we get to where we're going if we could..." She raised an eyebrow, "We could, what?" Namjoon's blush moved to his cheeks. "Y-You know.." It clicked and she smiled, "Oh! Uh, yeah. I'd like to." Namjoon's blush deepened a shade and she smiled, rubbing his fingers.

This big beefy baby.

The rest of the ride was quiet, the couple admiring the outside as they held hands over the table, Anrea's legs intertwined with his under the table.

For a couple who hasn't done anything sexual over the 6 years they've been together, besides kissing, they love PDA.

But they don't know that they're both hiding secrets.

shines brighter than all the diamonds...💎✨

{cr. 0613data}

"If I'm not me..."

KNJ × Female OC

Part 9 & 10

Part 9

Namjoon's knot was finally constricted after 3 hours and Anrea whimpered, holding her stomach as Namjoon's cum leaked out of her.

"Ah-" She whined, holding his wrist. He smiled and rubbed her stomach, "You okay?" She nodded and smiled. "Yeah, that just felt weird." Namjoon chuckled and began rinsing their bodies with warm water. "About 30 minutes ago, Kihyun came and told me that BamBam went rogue."

Anrea turned around, "What does that mean?" Namjoon handed her a towel, "He left the pack and can't change into a human anymore. The fact that he didn't attack anyone might mean he's just upset and won't become violent." Anrea nodded and hummed, getting closer to Namjoon for warmth. He chuckled and began to dress her, her body language still tired.

"We need to see the mage, you're acting like an omega." Namjoon thought out loud. "Hmm? How?" She asked as she crawled down top of him and nuzzled into his neck where his scent was the strongest, she then sat up, suddenly extremely awake and aware. "I can smell you…" She said, covering her nose.

"You what now?"

"I can smell you."

"You smell like pine trees after a thunderstorm."

>>

The next morning, Namjoon woke up to an empty bed.

He panicked and sat up, his heart in his throat, sniffing for his mate.

He smelled her, but he also smelled food.

He walked down into the living room, seeing Jackson on Kihyun's lap, seeming annoyed. "I wanted to make breakfast." He pouted. Kihyun chuckled, "Is that Anrea in the kitchen?"

Jackson nodded, "Can you call Yoongi? I need him to come speak to her… We- We, uh, mated last night and I was able to knot her… Now she's acting like an omega."

"Joonie!" He looked up at her and smiled. She seemed to glow and had her hair pulled up into a ponytail. "I made breakfast! Are you two hungry too?" She asked the couple with a big smile on her face. Kihyun patted Jackson's thigh and he stood up, "We'd love some, but Kihyunnie is going to make a call first." Anrea nodded and walked back into the kitchen to get the plates ready.

She served the two and sat out a plate for Kihyun before sitting a plate on the table next to Namjoon. "Are you feeling okay this morning?" She nodded and kissed his cheek, leaning into his neck for a bit before sitting down and beginning to eat.

Jackson was staring wide eyed at them, pointing to her then looking at Namjoon. He chuckled and nodded, affirming his unspoken question.

"Anrea: a human, just smelled your scent gland?"

Part 10

“Whoa! I never thought in a million years that I’d come upon a repressed omega!”

A short man walked into the living room, materializing out of thin air. “Kihyun told me what you said, and now she’s acting like an omega, she has to be a repressed omega.” The short man with white hair hopped over the couch and squatted down in front of Anrea.

“Are you the mage?”

The short man nodded, “Yes! My name is SUGA.” He smiled.

"Were your parents wolves?” Anrea shrugged, “My father was always busy and left me to my own devices by 17. My mother had a heart attack when she found out her water broke, they had to take me out of her.”

SUGA nodded, “That’s why I feel a different aura about you. You had a brush with death, your aura is brighter.” Anrea nodded, “Well, You will definitely get pregnant, since you’re an omega.” He poked her belly, “Now, since you’re repressed they might take a minute to shift, but most humans carry 1 pup so… I’d say your probability to carry one pup would be 100%. 2 pups would be 50%. And 3 less than that.”

Anrea hummed and leaned against Namjoon, “2 pups sounds amazing.” Namjoon hummed and brought the hand she was cuddling to her face and caressed it. “Ew, PDA, I’m leaving. I’ll make surprise visits every month, so please don't try to be inside of her around this time of day. It’s my only free time.”

“HYUNG!” Namjoon shouted, a blush on his cheeks as Anrea giggled at his flusteredness. “So, let’s talk baby names~” She giggled and tugged Namjoon from the couch, and upstairs.

When they got into the room, Namjoon grabbed a journal and flipped to a new page. “Okay, give me your guesses.” Anrea nodded, “Of course, for a boy, I want him to take after you a little, so Namsu or Namsung- Oo! Or Joonsu!” Namjoon chuckled, “Okay, girl names.”

She pressed her finger to her chin, “Uhh, Anju, Areum, Rim, Namin, Rami. Hee, I’ve always wanted a little girl. A little me.” She giggled. Namjoon smiled and wrote all the names down. “I’ve always thought, Namkook, was cute or even Namseok- ”

“I LIKE NAMSEOK!” She squeaked. Namjoon smiled, “Rami, Rim, and Anju are really cute. Anju is like a mix of our names so I really like that one.” Anrea nodded and they continued to talk about what their kids would be like, what features of each other that they’d want their kids to have:

“I want them to have your hair.”

“I want them to have your dimpled smile.”

"If I'm not me..."

Kim Namjoon & Female OC

Part 13

- 5 years later -

** Anrea had passed exactly a month after giving birth.

“Stop it Rimie!”

“Shut up ANJU!”

“APPA! WHY DO I HAVE TWO IGNORAMUSES FOR SIBLINGS!”

“Did Uncle Yoongi teach you that word?”

Namjoon rubbed the bridge of his nose as he walked his kids in a fall festival, all connected to him by a color coded harness each.

･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ.

Whilst rogue, BamBam found his true mate in the human world. This sparked the human instinct of curiosity and they came in contact with multiple animals who can change into humans.

Then fear took over and curiosity turned into conquering.

It was hard.

For 2 years the humans fought, captured, and experimented on the hybrids, until they were finally accepted as its own race 3 years ago.

There’s still some humans who hate hybrids, pointless fear filled hate towards rabbits, cats, wolves, birds, reptiles– all types of hybrids.

･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ.

“Anju! No!” His daughter ignored him and continued following her nose.

“Rami! Rim! Get back here!”

They figured out how to undo their harnesses.

“I knew I should’ve gotten the ones that buckle in the back!” He yelled, running after the triplet pups who never hid their extra appendages.

A scent caused Namjoon to skid to a halt. Tiger lilies, rain and a hint of something else. The word his three kids simultaneously yelled soon after made his eyes widen in horror.

“EOMMA!”