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Chapter 1: Why?

Plot: Aether spent days, week, months to find their sibling. It was a pain to remember someone helped you and was able to catch up to his sister to get in the portal. Aether never wanted to give up. Until realization hits him, a vision, a memory given to him made and given by his sister. He trusted them with all their heart. Until that trust is broken by the horrible truth. All the horrible things he had did to his "friends" were meaning less now.

This chapter is full angst!<3

Aether waved at his friends he made while traveling to liyue, paimon who is known to be the traveler's traveling companion. Aether was determined…

Was…

Determined.

Ever since the incident…

The dream…

Or so called "vision'

He….

Wasn't the same.

It felt like…..

He's forced?

Aether refuse to talk or look at paimon anymore. It's frustrating yet.. I'm still by their side. Everyone didn't give up but.. it felt like..

They didn't care.

Paimon's POV:

"Paimon didn't want to be a burden so paimon just stayed by their side to be the great guide!" They exclaimed.

Both paimon and the traveler are on captain beiduo's ship, it's now night time and paimon wanted to give traveler some space. Paimon looked around and paimon saw food! Paimon wanted to eat but don't want to be a burden to captain beiduo. Paimon was going to the traveler's room given by Kazuha and Beidou but I was startled when a table has been crashed and broke the door. I froze, the yell of traveler made me come back to my senses and when I checked the room..

It was…

destroyed

I couldn't believe my eyes and I looked at the traveler. He.. he.. looked emotionless.. "Paimon. You should knock first" the sentence fell into deaf ears. Paimon was strucked, shocked, concerned and worried.

Third person:

"Just what happened? Everything was fine!" Paimon blurred out frightened. Paimon looked at the broken mirror shards on the floor.

"Paimon.. your a great companion you know?" "Always there for me… but I don't think I wanna travel anymore.." Aether looked at their eyes with a shadow forming on his forehead.

"Traveler! Your sister, we have to travel to look for her. As i said , I will be your guide!" Paimon didn't accept what Aether said to them. Instead of Aether telling why, he walked past them. Paimon looked around the room of what Aether destroyed.

A bracelet made by klee?

Broken.

What about the box with accessories given and gifted by Qiqi with the help of Baizu for his sister if he ever finds her?

Scattered in pieces.

Anything the traveler was given or gifted was destroyed into pieces by the geo vision. Scattered by the anemo vision.

Paimon didn't want this to happen. Just what happened to Aether?

It was amazing but… of course..

Nice things never last..

As paimon was frozen Aether woke up beidou harshly and she looked confused but gave Aether another room to stay for the rest of the trip. Paimon sniffles and lays on the bed that was ruined and ripped out of frustration by Aether. Paimon sobbed and felt like they lost their world that was left since paimon has no memories of who their family is nor have anymore memory of who they were with.

Paimon's POV:

It hurts….

Aether just why?

What happened?

Was it because of me?

Pls don't leave me Aether, your my only family left..

Third pov:

Paimon's eyes blurred as they opened their eyes to see Traveler looking at them disgusted beside them. "Aether! How are you? Are you fine?!" Paimon was smiling and happy that he finally talked to them and looked at them.

"Paimon. I wanna be honest."

"I hate you."

"I didn't want you as family"

"You're a bad friend."

Paimon was strucked yet again, they didn't believe what nonsense came out of Aether's mouth. Full of disgust and honestly was spilling out of his mouth. It was so hurtful that paimon began to shed tears. They looked away in pain, Aether held paimon's head. Paimon flinched and looked at Aether if he didn't mean it.

All that was seen was darkness.

A void.

Empty.

It felt familiar..

Paimon woke up and they aren't on the ripped bed anymore. Paimon was terrified thinking someone kidnapped them.

"Paimon.. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry"

Thanks for reading chapter 1<3

Is Wattpad acting tf up? My offline stories went from 25 to 2?? I keep refreshing at restarting then it's still there, pls is this like a free trial shit?

To the people in discord telling me to do an apology post for mentally hurting paimon in sneak peaks of chapter 2 and what happened in chapter one is here:

I'm so sorry but i want tears that comes from my readers, sarcastic or not.<3 tears come here! Your welcome here:) especially tears from my bestfriend's

Why can't you love me as you love him?

Characters: Mitsuya, Reader and Koko

A/N: Swearing, abuse, blood, violent, comforting at the angst, cheating and nsfw scene of mitsuya cheating :D

There's a gun scene so pls if your uncomfortable by it don't read 4 your safety and health

( if your a minor I'll make a line and immediately scroll Thru it and if you see the line again stop there if your okay with that)

Word count: 1.1k+

You looked around the house to see that it was all true.. he cheated. Of course this wasn't the first shit he has ever done, but you just had enough with Mitsuya cheating on you treating like you were a piece of shit. You quietly packed most of your things in the shared bedroom you and mitsuya did a lot of things but who the fuck knows what if they fucked in the bed you slept in?

You felt drained, tired and want to kill him but you can't. You love him, you wanted a distraction, you couldn't just hold your tears anymore as you walked to your friend's house for the time being. You sobbed, sniffles audible and you felt used. You knocked on the door of your friend's house hoping they would answer but the door opened to someone else. A man who has a scar on his face and you assumed he had a blind eye. You sighed and said sorry, leaving the property until you heard your name being called. As you look back you saw your friend, you could recognize them by their face. Though you could see that they changed their hair color to white, you stayed at your spot not moving. Your eyes began to blur, suddenly it went black.

You fainted. It wasn't a surprised since you were weak and haven't eaten a proper meal for a week due to stress. You woke up the next day to a room that's unfamiliar. You heard footsteps behind the door, you freaked out and hid yourself under the blanket shaking. The door was slowly opened, you heard a sigh from the corner of the room. You sneezed by accident and blushed at what happened, the blanket covering you was snatched by the white haired person.

You smiled and saw Koko Hajime, "Hajime!" You cried in happiness and crawled to him, the sudden hug you did caused both you and Koko to fall on the bedroom ground. Since the sudden noise triggered some people and immediately went into the room with guns in their hand ready to shoot. You looked terrified to see them holding guns, you gripped Koko's shirt tight making him bring his hand behind your bag and rub it to attempt to calm you down. You felt scared, terrified, worried, words can't describe how you saw those guns. It felt like you remembered something traumatic..

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Flash back:

"takashi!~" you opened the house door smiling, you looked around and saw Mitsuya on the couch naked with another girl riding him. You stood there speechless, you wanted to fit him now and there. You felt tears run down your face, "Mitsuya who's this? You didn't say you were in a relationship?" The women asked Mitsuya who stopped riding them.

As soon those words left her lips you felt betrayed. You were married with mitsuya for years, you both planned to even want kids once. The box you were holding fell on the floor, like how your heart shattered in pieces. You noticed the woman was Mitsuya's body type, he just married you because he loved your "Personality". You believed him but in this moment you trust in him. The women has black hair long and straight, skinny, the right amount of breasts and ass, her beautiful face. You can't compare to her at all. It was like she was everything you wanted to have.

Mitsuya's head was thrown back and he looked at you, scoffed and thrusted his hips to women. You heard the woman moan and tears fell beside your eye.

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You closed the door and ran to the nearest park you knew. Your heart shattered by the man who you loved, who was most of your first. It pained you to see him cheat on you making your heart ache from remembering the memory. After a day you spent at your cousin's house you went back to mitsuya. You knocked on the door to be opened by Mitsuya who had dark circles around his eyes. You looked at it but didn't care for it as you shoved Mitsuya away out of the doorway. when he was about to say something, you walked past him and went upstairs. You stared at the messy bedroom in disgust, then felt an arm wrapping around your neck and pushed you to the wall. Mitsuya held a gun on your forehead pinning you to the wall, you stared at the gun gripping on Mitsuya's shirt that you're scared to be held at gunpoint. He then removed the gun and slapped you, it went by too fast. …..

You didn't even get a proper explanation

End of flashback.

You gripped on Koko's shirt making him sigh and pulled you closer, kissing your forehead and his hand moved to your cheek rubbing it carefully. "I wished she was mine" ".. I wish I was the one that married her ``''… I hate to see her cry, I will kill Mitsuya for cheating her yet again." Koko thought but came back to reality when you held his hand. He blushed and looked at the hand you were holding, he smiled shyly "Y/N.. I'm so sorry.." he whispered to you, you looked at him. You both held eye contact for a while but it broke when a person coughs. You looked at who it was and it was Sanzu, you sighed and let go of Koko looking away. "Leave right now pls" Koko said to the men at the door.

As the men walked out he sat on the bed and pulled you onto him. You fell on his lap and he puts you on his lap, his head on your shoulder and hands rubbing your waist. "I don't understand.. Why would Mitsuya do that? Have you seen yourself? You're beautiful.. he must be blind." Koko blunty said, making you blush and jump out of his embrace. You blushed, making him smile softly, "The most beautiful woman I have ever seen…." He bluntly stated making you turn around, your back facing him blushing so much.

You heard a creak and Koko hugged you from behind, making you smile and turn your head. As you turned your head you accidentally kissed Koko when he was about to kiss your cheek, you blushed but Koko just chuckled.

"Forget about him…"

"I'll show you how it is to be actually loved."

" Just be mine. "

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