Me Just Trynna Scroll Through Tumblr

Me just trynna scroll through tumblr

My music: do you fe- the lov-

I like to imagine that everyone on secret life (or any life series tbh) has like little jewelry pieces that show both the color of there lives and/or has there secret in it. a scroll is easy to read from a side, a little note tho? not so easy

Gem has a bracelet if she pushes just right the heart like extends sideways, Along a track so she can read her secret.

Scar has a pocket watch that clicks open so he can tell the time, and his secret.

Scott has a locket, it has his secret on one side and a photo of the people who means something to him (gem and impulse this season) on the other

grian has a brooch it doesn't show his secret but it shows his lives, he wears it everywhere.

Bigb has a ring, just like grian no secret shown but just his life

Imagine these things cracking as you loose hearts, breaking after your first death reappearing with a new color. There like your tie a constant reminder of what you need to do.

You can’t get rid of it, can’t even try. It’ll reappear on you no matter what you do. Burn it, drown it. It’ll reappear on you.

A constant reminder of how foolishly mortal everyone is.

Not me in the past 24 hours having maybe proabky watched every single person in secret life- anyways favorite bits timeeee

-BigBs hole saga

-Gem and the scotts (i need band fanart like right now)

-Just martins pov in episode 2

-THE TRAPDOORS I LOVE THE TRAPDOORS THAT WHOLE BIT WAS JUST AMAZING

-scar and his little trading cabin and little traveling llama

-mumbo and his puns, they were a bit of a *stretches slime* stretch

-scott questioning grian about his door, i just think its silly

So I watched bigbs pov (like 3 hours ago it just only tumblr time rn so some info might be wrong) here are some things I noticed

His task was the exact same as Joel’s, same wording, same everything. Nothing changed about it. Im really cunfuzzled why. There’s absolutely no reason they should’ve been exactly the same. But they were.

His vibe was super different this episode, felt like he was trying to do something. Fit in or whatever. Maybe it was love island it could’ve been that. But it was different from the beginning.

His task was white. Both episodes before it was red. And this one it was white. (Mumbos was also a totem?? But my sister made me watch his 3rd episode before I watched the rest so that might be normal) But its to the normal one.. which it wasn’t in any of the other episodes.

His vibeeeeeeeeeeeee- I know i said it before but it was so so different. And idk its like bothering me. Because it wasnt the same bigb we’ve seen in other episodes. And im not saying its bad. Its just weird. Like when someone says everything is normal and fine, but theres like a murderer, in the group yk- his vibe is different and i know it is.

When the insomnia hits hard, my rambling hits harder.

Things that have happened to BigB or he has done on secret life that make me wondering what it up: a list

1. The red secret. Now for the people who have not watched BigBs videos his secret is red. Compared to all the rest that are white. And even beyond that the name of his secret book has red letters. Its definitely very intentional. Because theres no reason for it to be red. Scars hard one wasn’t red, only BigBs.

2. The lies. BigB has lied a fairly decent amount and not the ‘Im just protecting myself lies’, but lies about a lot if things. Its very evident in the first one, with the whole conversation with Grian. Especially since theres no reason he shouldve lied!! He turned in his task, he could’ve just said his task was to dig a hole, nobody would’ve been like ‘thats a weird task’ because its the first session. I mean even grian barely knows how the tasks work. He left it all up for everyone else to decide scars fate. Nobody would’ve batted an eye.

3. His tasks in general. Now while something as small as the task ‘dont say any mobs name for 30 minutes’ seems mundane and basic. The whole point of the series is to push everyone together, while at the same time keeping them all apart. Almost every single task involves to some degree interacting with other players. But both of BigBs were very solidarity, he didn’t need anyone else’s input in order to complete it. Theres maybe 2 tasks? (don’t quote that number) That aren’t BigBs that don’t require other players. And don’t get me started on the wording of the 3x3 hole one- its so long and complicated and so oddly specific. I could dedicate a whole point to that task alone. But back to the point, his tasks are just so out of character if you compare them to everyone else’s.

BigBs character i feel is gonna be so crucial to the future of secret life. I’m excited for future sessions, and so so curious to figure out how BigB ties into everything. I have my own ideas (hes gonna go a bit crazy/manic when red) but thats for another day. So many characters are so so interesting and im just really excited.

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