I'm Nervous About The Last Piece Of Namjoon In Haute Couture Study. It's Actually Finished But I'm Still

I'm nervous about the last piece of Namjoon in haute couture study. It's actually finished but I'm still quite uncertain about the whole tone and mood. I even kinda screwed up when re-editing. Thankfully I have four back up files. I'm very open to your comment and suggestion if you feel like something looks wrong or odd! I'll post it around 2-3 days from now on ♡

Happy (belated) 2nd Anniversary to Lie!💕

Singularity, Serendipity, Euphoria.

I have no words to express my love for these three songs of our vocal line. I literally listen to Serendipity in the morning, Euphoria when I’m surrounded by joyous feeling inside, and Singularity at night. Can’t wait to hear the one sung by Jin. First fanart in 2018. Do not repost. Thank you Namjoon for your wonderful, golden lyrics throughout the time.

DEMIAN by Hermann Hesse

“He too was a tempter. He too was a link to the second. The evil world with which I no longer wanted to have anything to do.” - Kim Namjoon on Blood, Sweat and Tears MV

Still BTS related but having a break from the boys. I found myself experimenting again with softer palette and waterbrush. 

I read the novel pretty hurriedly because I was still on family business (a bad idea, for real) and skimming some sentences, so pardon me for inaccuracies on my depiction of Demian and Sinclair here. But in fact no matter what the descriptions are I can’t help but keep imagining these two exactly like how I drew them in this piece! :’) 

The faces, haircolors, skintones, and the outfits (perhaps I should have draw them in the same uniform but my imagination is stubborn enough) is a perfect depiction of them in my head and I’m so satisfied with this work. I was about to draw Abraxas behind them but in the end I chose for a simple book cover-ish designs. Also I scraped off the idea of drawing their forehead signs. I like them looking like normal human just like how they are in the earlier chapters.  Even until now I do relate the most to Sinclair, and I hope that somehow I will be able to have a meeting with my own Demian (and his mother), perhaps with different adventures. It’s always nice to meet someone who is your “kind”, right?

I’M WRITING MY PAPER FOR MY LAST TERM SO SORRY I WONT POST AS MANY AS BEFORE :’) I MISS THIS PLATFORM SO MUCH WISH ME LUCK AND SUCCESS! I LUV YOU ALL PLEASE NO MATTER WHAT REMEMBER TO LOVE YOURSELF <3

Kim Namjoon as Marlon Teixeira (work in progress)

this is a haute couture pose study. how are you lovelies? the comeback is getting closer omg. idk when will i finish this piece, hopefully life won't interfere as much.