I Sometimes Have Moments Of Such Despair, Such Despair Because In Those Moments I Start To Think That

“I sometimes have moments of such despair, such despair … Because in those moments I start to think that I will never be capable of beginning to live a real life; because I have already begun to think that I have lost all sense of proportion, all sense of the real and the actual; because, what is more, I have cursed myself; because my nights of fantasy are followed by hideous moments of sobering! And all the time one hears the human crowd swirling and thundering around one in the whirlwind of life, one hears, one sees how people live—that they live in reality, that for them life is not something forbidden, that their lives are not scattered for the winds like dreams or visions but are forever in the process of renewal, forever young, and that no two moments in them are ever the same; while how dreary and monotonous to the point of being vulgar is timorous fantasy, the slave of shadow, of the idea...” #picoftheday #quoteoftheday #personalquote #philosopherbynight #writersofinstagram #poetsofinstagram #poetrycommunity #meaningoflove #meaningoflife #thinking #philosopherspath #writer #thoughtoftheday #confessionsofapoet #midnightconfessions #smoldertongue #lokisilvertongue #hiddlestoner #thinkingofher #thinkingaboutlove #loveneverdies #gentstyle #gentstagram #gentlemanstyle

Even though I’m.... In our time together, you claimed a special place in my heart, one I'll carry with me forever and that no one can ever replace. #picoftheday #quoteoftheday #quotesaboutlove #blameitonthemoon #bonjovifan #loveabadname #loveneverdies #soulrippedout #truelovequotes #poetrycommunity #smoldertongue #lokisilvertongue #hiddlestoner #writersofinstagram #artistsoninstagram #digitalart #deviantartist #andrewsmolderpantsartworks #mood #midnightmood #philosopherspath #thenotebookquotes #nicholassparks

“...I believe there is another world waiting for us. A better world. And I'll be waiting for you there...” #personalquote #smoldertongue #smolderpoetry #soulmatequotes #tomhiddlestonedit #andrewsmolderpantsartworks #poetsofinstagram #digitalart #deviantartist #lokisilvertongue #insearchforsoul #soulmate #hiddlestoner #dedicated #digitalphotography #deviantart #asgardianprince #starboy #poetrycommunity #lovebeyondstars #writteninthestars

“Everything about the future is uncertain, and the best way to predict the future is to invent it. But if you asked me for my New Year Resolution, it might sound familiar...I’m burdened with glorious purpose of becoming braver, stronger and unstoppable. This is the year I will be Fierce!” #picoftheday #newyearsday #gentlemenstyle #hiddlestoner #poetsofinstagram #lokiconfessions #deviantart #mondaymotivation #writersofinstagram #motivationalquotes #newyearmotivation #lokisilvertongue #personalquote #gentstyle #smoldertongue #badass #killer #digitalart #successquotes #deviantartist #smoothcriminal #andrewsmolderpantsartworks

“So they gave me love in form of poison and tiny little pills, programming my emotions, teaching me how to feel. To act correct and talk correct and answer without knowing the question, because that, my dear, is how you get love. Yes that, dear youth, is how you'll be loved. I tried to medicate my own fucked up little mind with chemicals and adrenaline, tasting sweeter every night, shaking louder every time. Sitting wide awake in bed until the world disappears, writing poetry to concentrate on something real while waiting for the love to arrive. I've been looking for it night after night, waiting patiently for it to show up, maybe somewhere in between the state of awake and asleep, alive and not so alive, sober and not so sober. (I lost track of the difference somewhere in between.)” #lostinsilence #picoftheday #quoteoftheday #personalquote #trustyourgut #trustnoone #betrayalquotes #smoldertongue #lokisilvertongue #writersofinstagram #artistsoninstagram #gentstagram #gentstyle #gentlemanstyle #notdumbenough #sarcasmquotes #forgivenessquotes #saturdaynightmood #beyondtheinvisible

I am always a different man; a reinterpretation of the man I was yesterday, and the day before, and all the days I have lived... I am all in a sea of wonders. I doubt; I fear; I think strange things, which I dare not confess to my own soul. Quote from the picture by @markanthonypoet #picoftheday #quoteoftheday #smoldertongue #personalquote #smolderpoetry #bramstokersdraculaquote #saturdaymood #mood #digitalart #deviantartist #poetsofinstagram #lokisilvertongue #artistsoninstagram #hiddlestoner #writersofinstagram #digitalpainting #lovequotes #quotesaboutself #andrewsmolderpantsartworks #gentstyle #gentleman