Why Does He Have To Throw Like That ..

why does he have to throw like that ……..

this took 9 hours pray for my hand

drew the borle

Begging on my knees for you all to realise how perfect and amazing Trina is, she’s the queen of her game and I will hear nothing other than praise for this wonderful woman for EXISTING!!!!! She’s a chubby middle aged divorced wife who has just enough spunk to knock you out of your seats and stomp on your head and just enough tragedy to hold you like you’re okay after WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT?? DO YOU NOT WANT A CHUBBY MIDDLE AGED WOMAN YOU COWARDS??

yet another marvin doodle to mess with brushes

fun fact about me; i have chronic knee pain!

i’ve been trying to become a more consistent mobility aid user bc like, i have a cane, but my parents wouldn’t let me use it ever because “i don’t complain” (i stopped because they don’t care or just say “im sorry”) or “i don’t really need it” (atleast 3 days a week im in such bad pain that moving is a chore)

sometimes it feels like i’m faking being disabled even though my entire life i’ve been nothing but disabled. i dunno what to do abt it :p. i’ve also thought about forearm crutches since i cant really use two canes but that’ll be harder to convince my parents. if anyone reading this has any advice please share because i know that not using mobility aids is only hurting myself further.

still not off my soapbox yet because people also expect people who were abused in childhood to have kids too. as someone who went through childhood abuse, i do not think i would be a fit parent. some people just know what’s right for themselves and we need to stop disrespecting people and their choices. there are 8 BILLION people on the earth, i think it’ll be fine if a few people choose not to have children.

it's silly because i'm adamantly against having kids myself, i don't want them and i never have, yet i feel immensely guilty when people tell me i would be a good mom, because no i won't! i don't have the patience, i don't want the responsibility, it's just not for me. idk, a part of me feels like i'd be wasting my life by not raising a new one. agh.