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going to the grocery store is like ohh ok guess everything is 500 thousand million dollars now and i should just die

I'm probably just tired that's why I am overwhelmed with panic attack provoking thoughts. I fear of what the future holds and I don't want to face it anymore. I want to sleep.

Atleast the next time I fall in love, I will know how I want to be loved. I will know whether I am loved correctly and most importantly, I will know how to love with utmost genuineness.

heartbreak is an essential quantity in life. how else will you know love happened. you cant escape it

Sometimes you stress yourself out to the point of tears and then u have to coax urself off the ledge by reminding urself that nothing is ever that fucking serious . It works out how it works out the point is we put in the effort

it's refreshing having to stay in bed the whole day after two consecutive days of a tiring event.

I hate when it's time to do grocery shopping🥲

going to the grocery store is like ohh ok guess everything is 500 thousand million dollars now and i should just die

How lovely life turns out to be after you start accepting new challenges you were once scared to try.

i don’t know. i’m barely a person. i just want to be kind and hold someone’s hand. eat an ice cream cone. stare at the lake. feel the sun on my skin. lay in the grass. run through a sprinkler. it’s so easy to forget life is supposed to feel like a deep breath and not a gasp

The early bird catches the worm--LITERALLY

It's been weeks since I last cried. Am I becoming happy or am I just asleep most of the time? HAHAHA

Well-rested but still exhausted. It's only been four weeks since my second year of University life started, yet I can already feel every inch of my body aching. Is this how adulting feels like?

a well needed rest

U are not "rotting" in bed. U are resting, beloved

why is it so difficult to not borrow grief from the future

Normalize never forcing people to choose you. If someone thinks they can get better elsewhere – let them. Respectfully.

– Noor Unnahar, Instagram account "noor_unnahar"

[TEXT ID: / [Lemons] / My father's mother loved lemons. Years after her passing, / we run out of everything, but never / lemons. / Nothing else shelters grief / better than memory. / It's my father way of saying, / even in your absence, you will be / cared by me. / END ID]

“You deserve a relationship that enables you to sleep peacefully at night.”

I did my laundry yesterday but the clothes did not dry fully so I had to hang them outside today to dry. Unexpectedly, it rained hard and my clothes got completely soaked. I LITERALLY CRIED

The boy and his heart had become friends, and neither was capable now of betraying the other.

The Alchemist, Paulo Coelho

May you be in peace with your heart, my darlings.

I left my father, my mother, and the town castle behind. They have gotten used to my being away, and so have I. The sheep will get used to my not being there, too.

The Alchemist, Paulo Coelho

I have been thinking the same way after leaving for college. Every time I go back to my hometown, I feel as though I am a stranger— a visitor of my own home. I hate feeling this way. My absence feels like a thick wall that continues to thicken the farther I go.

I left my father, my mother, and the town castle behind. They have gotten used to my being away, and so have I. The sheep will get used to my not being there, too.

The Alchemist, Paulo Coelho

I left my father, my mother, and the town castle behind. They have gotten used to my being away, and so have I. The sheep will get used to my not being there, too.

The Alchemist, Paulo Coelho