Knowing Him

Knowing Him
Toji Fushiguro x fem!Reader
Angst, Fluff. You reflect on your feelings for Toji. Art not mine.
Your pov
Its been nearly a month now since Iāve seen him. He comes and goes as he pleases, never staying more than a week at a time. He says heās working and that his job is extremely demanding, but pays really well. I always think that if it pays well, then why does he never have any money?
I met him years ago and was completely shocked by how handsome he was. Heās tall and extremely muscular. Heās got this scar on his lip and his eyes are a beautiful forest green. Heās a very cocky man with a strong sense of confidence that Iāve never seen in a man. Itās almost like heās convinced that heās strong and so nothing can touch him. It took him a while to open up to me. First it was just sex between us, but he slowly started staying and telling me about his fears and his past. I felt grateful that he did so, but now Iām not so sure.
I miss him dearly and to be honest Iām not sure if heās dead or alive. Iām scared for him. I know heās strong, but heās not invincible. I know that by the number of times Iāve had to patch him up after he would stumble into my house covered in blood. I just wonder if he got so hurt that he couldnāt manage to find the strength to come here so I could help him. Or maybe he got tired of me and found somewhere else to stay? I just hope that heās alive.
1 Month Laterā¦
Tojiās Pov
This job has taken me a lot longer than expected. The fucker has been tough to find. Took me nearly two months just to find this asshole and put a bullet in his head. Iām tired and all I can think about right now is her. Iāve known her for a while now. I guess sheās about the only person I consider someone I care about. Sheās always been so gentle and caring to me. I donāt deserve her kindness though. I know I donāt. Hell, the best way I can say thank you is fucking her brains out after she helps me. Pretty shitty, but at least itās really good sex.
I want to go see her I want to be in her arms tonight. But at the same time I donāt want her to be nagging about if Iām okay. Of course Iām not, but I canāt tell her that. I canāt tell her that Iāve missed her. If she knew, I donāt think sheād respond well to my softness. I havenāt had these thoughts or feelings for another woman since my late wife. She was everything to me and the only person I vowed to love. Or so I thought.
Guess my feelings got in the way of my thinking because I find myself standing at her front door. Itās sunset now, Iāve been standing here for about five minutes just thinking about what Iām going to say to her or how Iām even going to say it. After composing myself, I began knowing on the door. Part of me hopes she doesnāt open up and that sheās fast asleep. But soon enough I hear the door unlock and here her sweet voice.
āToji?ā She says in shock. āWhere have you been and why havenāt you contacted me?ā
āSorry sweetheart Iāve been really busy with work lately. But I can promise ya that I wonāt be workin for a little while.ā I say
āYou didnāt answer my question, but I guess Iām just glad that youāre okay.ā She answers
āSorry, but I canāt say. I just need to tell you something that Iāve been holding on to for a little while now.ā I answer honesty
āWell, what is it?ā I she questions
āY/n I have no idea how to tell you this. And I donāt even know how you feel about this.ā I mumbled. āFuck it, y/n I think I love ya sweetheart.ā I practically yelled
She stands there shocked. Now I feel like shit. Guess she doesnāt feel the way that I do. I knew It was a bad idea. Guess I was right not to give up my heart again to someone. I began to leave until I hear her call out to me. When I turned around, her lips were on mine.
Your pov
Iām kissing him. Iāve done it many times before this. But now it feel different. Itās full of passion and dare I say, love. Itās warm, and my hear beating faster than it ever has. We broke our kiss and I look up into his eyes.
āToji, I love you tooā I say with a smile.
āYou had me worried there for a second, but Iām glad sweetheart, Iām really glad.ā
This moment and any moment with Toji, my lover, makes me realize how glad it is that I know him. And now Iām excited for whatās to come.

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18+
Smut, degeneration, praise kink, rough sex, nanami is a soft dom. Youāve been antsy to try something new with Nanami and heās happy to experiment.

Your pov
Nanami Kento is a very respectful man. In our relationship and in the bedroom. Heās always been so kind and considerate to me. When heās making love to me, thatās all it is. Making love. Now I donāt despise that. I actually love how soft and considerate he is with my body. Heās always asking for consent and worshiping my body like no other before him. The very though makes me blush like crazy. I want to push his limits. I want to see him go feral. I want to see just how rough Nanami can be.
Iāll admit, when heās at work I get a little antsy for him to come home. God, my pussy is went just thinking about how good he feels stuffed in me. Recently Iāve been watching a lot of BDSM porn. And now all I can think of is Nanami being extreme rough with me. Tying me up, spanking me, calling me a slut, slapping me, and fucking my throat.
Slowly I make my way to my clit and make little circles. My breath is shallow and there is a pleasurable tingling sensation between my legs. I imagine him there. Touching me. Using my body in unholy ways. I make my way to my hole, plunging my fingers into my wet crevice. Itās a burning sensation that feels good. But I need more. I take my other hand to my left nipple a squeeze and pull on it. Now my moans are loud and Iām beginning to feel fuzzy. Iām imagining heās on top of me fucking me so rough that Iām screaming. The thought makes me go faster and that familiar feeling is bubbling up in my abdomen. After a little bit longer I cum; hard, screaming my boyfriends name. My moans are so loud from the pleasure Iāve just given myself. I didnāt even care about how loud I was. I just needed to cum. And so I did. Just as I was calming down from my pleasurable highā¦
āWell isnāt this a surpriseā Nanami said with a smirk on his face.
āKento!ā I exclaimed.
āY/n if you needed me so bad darling I couldāve skipped going to the bakery.ā
āNo, itās fine I was just-ā
āLove?ā Nanami interrupted
āY-yesā
āWhat do you want right nowā Nanami questioned
āI- Umā¦ Iā
āSay it!ā He commanded
āI want you to fuck me! I want you to be rough with me. I love the sex we normally do, but Ken I want more.ā I said with slight embarrassment
Nanami came up to me and crouched down by the bed. Slowly lifted his fingers and pushed my chin up so I could look into his beautiful lust filled eyes.
āIs that all you want, just for me to be roughā Nanami questioned with is voice lowering.
āI want you toā¦ā
āBe a good girl and tell me what you wantā
āSpank me, slap me, choke me, bite me, tie me up, use me. I just want you to be rough. I want to cum really hard ken. I love the soft sex and Iām not saying that I donāt want that, I just want to do moreā¦ā I said with a very obvious blush on my features.
āAll you had to do was as my love. Now, I will be rough with you, but if you need to stop during anything we do, simply say stop. I promise you I will stop everything and make sure youāre alright. Is that clear?ā Nanami said with confidence
āYes Ken, thatās perfectā
āYes what? I donāt think I heard you correctlyā Nanami ordered.
āYes sirā I said rubbing my thighs together.
āGood girl. So obedientā
Third person pov
Nanami commands you to undress. You do so obediently. No hesitation. Now youāre laid out in front of a fully dressed Nanami. Exposed with your cum dripping out of your heat. After he studies you for awhile, he takes his tie off and grabs your wrists and ties them together. Nanami notices how nervous you are are immediately asks if youāre okay. To which you respond with a very quick yes. You know he would never hurt you just to hurt you. He absolutely loves you too much.
Nanami then tells you to turn around and put your ass in the air. Without warning, he spanks your ass so hard you yelp. He asks you again if youāre okay to which you respond you are. His large hand is relentless on your ass after that. Slap after slap. Moan after moan. He doesnāt stop until your ass is nice and red with very visible hand marks. Your ass stings, but itās such an arousing feeling that you donāt mind it. If anything you want more. ļæ¼
Suddenly he stops slapping your ass and begins caressing it. Kissing it and telling you how good of a job you did. Youāre his good little slut, and heās letting you know how good you did for him. How proud he is of your obedience. Such a good girl you are.
You hear his belt unbuckling and your try to turn your head to see. And there he is in all of his glory. Nanami dick is hard and veiny. With a very large pink tip oozing precum. You remember how hard it was fitting it inside you. But thatās when Nanami was gentle with you. Normally it took him a few minutes to fully it in.
Nanami took two of his fingers and plunged them into your heat. You immediately began moaning from the familiar feeling. God, it always felt good for you. He is very skilled with his fingers and always makes you cum hard from them. He was much tougher than he normally was and you felt yourself reaching your high faster than you ever have. Just as you were about to cum, he took his fingers out.
āHey, I was just about to cum. Why did you stopā you wined
āYou cum when I say you do. Is that understood.ā Nanami said
āBut-ā
āIs that understood?ā
āYes sirā
āGood girlā Nanami praised
You then heard the drawer opening and Nanami grabbing an XL condom from the box. He then opened it and slowly slid the condom down his length. Making sure that it was on there perfectly. As much as Nanami dreams of being a father, heās simply not ready for that yet. Maybe in a few years when youāre both ready for that type of responsibility.
Finally the moment you both were waiting for. Nanami then slid his dick inside of you. Not giving you any time to stretch to his length. He started pounding you with full force. The sound of slapping filled your shared apartment as did the sound of your pleasurable moans.
You were so close to reaching your high. You knew it and Nanami knew it. He was close too. The feeling of your walls clenching on him like this was so much different from the vanilla the two of you were only doing. Nanami loves going soft with you, but it really does feel so good being rough with his girl. He knows now that you can take it. That you are so obedient with him. Heās so excited for what else you can take. Just thinking about it makes him even harder than he already was.
Nanami kept hitting that sweet spot and without warning you cum yelling Nanamiās name. Your eyes blur from the high you just reached. Your breath is heavy and you have tears in your eyes. However, Nanami isnāt finished yet. Heās close so close. Hearing the way you moan his name makes him feel so good. Soon enough he reached his high as well. Just as he is about to cum, he takes the condom off. Thick ropes of cum are shot on your back and Nanami grunts loudly saying your name.
After you both catch your breaths, Nanami takes a t shirt and wipes his cum off of you. At this point you feel limp and your legs are wobbling. Nanami kisses your forehead and praises you for how well you took his dick. Slowly and carefully, he picks up your body and puts you in the bathtub. He turns the knobs and warm water starts filling up the tub. Itās just the right temperature. He then puts bath salts in as well because he knows how much you love bathing with them.
He then takes your body wash and a cloth and washes your body. Making sure to be gentle with you. All he desires is to take care of you. You do so well for him. This is the Leary that he could do. Soon after he washes you, Nanami gets in himself and pulls your now washed body to his chest and the two of you rest.
āSo, that was funā you finally spoke up
āYes, that was. Are you feeling okay, loveā Nanami questions
āOh yes, thank you Kento.ā you say in an exhausted tone.
āWould you be willing to go even further with me in the future?ā
āAbsolutely!ā You beam
āIām glad, but just know that if you ever arenāt fully comfortable with something, we do not need to do it. My love, sex is a want not a need and I desire your love and respect above all elseā Nanami says lovingly
āThank you so much for saying that. I promise Iāll tell you if it gets too much. I do wanna try new things with you. So Iām glad to know that despite that, there is not pressure. Thank you for tonight I love youā you say
āI love you to y/n. And I always willā

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Late Night Drive With Gojo
Satoru Gojo x Reader
Fluff, Dreamy
Description: You enjoy your time on a late night drive with Gojo.
The late night wind blows in your hair. His warm hand sits comfortably on your exposed thigh. His thumb running soft circles on your slightly chilled skin. You feel blissful knowing that itās just you and him on these roads. You and him. You smile at the thought of that.
Gojo has his hair down and signature blacked out glasses on. Before the drive he assured you that this does not impair his driving in anyway. You were skeptical at first because heās normally an extremely reckless driver. However tonight he drives with caution as to not ruin the time he has with you.
The city lights sparkle at night. Itās almost as though youāre looking at a digitalized painting. Itās beautiful and a perfect setting. You have no idea where he is driving to, but that does not matter. The moment is prefect and you fear that if you speak somehow the peace will be tainted. So for now you look at Gojo and how beautiful he is. The city lights seem to make it look like he has an aura around him. You canāt help but admire. Gojo notices and smiles, which causes you to blush and smile as well.
The sound of wind blowing through the car is all that is heard. Itās peaceful and calming. Youāre together without another soul around. Normally your lives are filled with unexpected things, but just for now everything is nice. Both of your hearts belong to each other. And your your souls are connected on the beautiful night. Everything is just simply perfect on this late night drive with Gojo.

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Whatās He Like?
Image
Gojo Satoru x fem!Reader
Fluff.
Gojo Satoru is a man of many talents. Heās the strongest after all. He was blessed the day he was born. Always living with privileges that any normal man would only dream of. Heās a cocky man that gets what he wants simply because he knows heās stronger than everyone else. And to be honest, he is. His good looks get him whatever he wants most of the time. Women fawn over him like bees to flowers. He drinks up their attention that only fuels his ego. ļæ¼ļæ¼However, that attention he got from women meant nothing when he met you. He first thought you were another women starved for his attention, but he soon found out that you couldnāt be the least bit interested in him. Hell, it took him months to even get you to agree to go on a date with him. And it took even longer for you to agree to date him. He never was angry with you for that. He understood his past and knew he had to prove to you that he was serious about your relationship. Dating him for a few years definitely changed his most vulgar aspects, but he still knows heās the strongest and most blessed because no one has bettered him. However, he knows that heās not a special as he thought he was. Knowing you taught him that he may be the strongest but heās no where near the kindest person. You showed him what it was like to be humble and heās every grateful for that. He just wishes that one day heāll be lucky enough to call you his wife.
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Why? Pt.1
Hisoka x reader
Angst, hurt, a sprinkle of fluff. Hisoka tells you that he no longer loves youā¦
Your pov
Why? Thatās the question I keep asking myself. Why did he go? What did I do? That night replays in my head like a broken record. It drains me and it makes me ill. He made so many promises to me. Promises I knew he wouldnāt keep, but I thought maybe Iād be different. Maybe I could be the one he could love. I have so much, but got nothing in return. Now heās gone. Probably off with someone else saying the same things he said to me. Hisoka is a liar and a true heartbreaker. But I truly cannot see myself not loving him. Itās been three months since Iāve seen him or even heard anything from him. But what do I care? Heās the one that left. I canāt keep crying into my pillow at night wishing he was there. Heās never coming back and itās time to move on. ļæ¼
Truth is, moving on isnāt as easy as I wanted it to be. Iām currently working at the bakery Iāve worked at for years. Serving customers as I normally would. Putting on my pretty fake smile and voice so that no one can see my raging pain. He ālovedā me more than anyone I had ever been with before. He showed me things that I wouldāve never seen if it werenāt for him. My chest feels like a open would that will never heal no matter what I try. My boss, Kyo, is starting to notice how I drift off into my own thoughts. She never says anything, but I know sheās worried. Sheās always been so caring. Kyo was the first person I went to after Hisoka left. I never told her what happened and she never asked. I appreciate that from her because I wish I didnāt have to constantly remember that nightā¦
Three months agoā¦
I waited for him like I always did. Hisoka never stayed for more than a week at a time. Always saying he had work to do and how important it was. I never questioned him about it because I understood the importance of my own job.
I suddenly heard the front door open. Sitting up from the couch I greeted him with the same sweet smile I always gave him. Despite his absence, I still loved him. And I always had hope that once his job was done, we could go back to how we were before.
This time was different, he didnāt smile back. In fact he looked at me like I was a total stranger. He stood there with the door still open staring at me not saying a word. Itās was strange and I swear I got a chill down my spine from the intensity. My throat got dry and my anxiety was high. I knew something was wrong, but I never could imagine the words that wold come out of his mouthā¦
āI have no need for you any longer. You are far too weak for someone like me. You no longer interest me. Look at you. Youāre a mess. You look like youāve aged since Iāve been gone. Thankfully after tonight I will never have to lay a single eye on your pathetic self.ā Hisoka said with laced with venom.
I froze. I couldnāt move. All those years of āI love youās.ā All those years of him saying I didnāt need to be strong that my love was strong enough. How beautiful I was to him. How he told me he cared for me. Now, all gone with a single paragraph of hurtful words.
āWhy?ā I whispered
āLike I said I have no use for you any longer.ā Hisoka spoke
My heart shattered with his words. He meant it. He was telling the truth. This was as serious as Iāve ever heard him. My eyes poured and my body felt hot. Hisoka just stood there watching. Staring at my broken figure. Finally, after a few minutes, he turned around and walked out of my life foreverā¦
Back to presentā¦
Back out of my daze I finally noticed a customer staring at me with an uncomfortable expression on their face. I quickly apologized and received their order. As much as I want to move on and know I should. I still cannot get over him. But I will try because thatās all I can do. Heās gone and heās never coming back. He never loved me, he only used me until he got bored of me. Never again will I allow anyone to treat me with such heartbreak.
But I still ask myselfā¦ āWhy?ā
*Third person pov*
What you didnāt know, was Hisoka was there. He was dressed in average street clothing. His hair was down and his makeup removed to show his rather pale but handsome complexion. He was peaking through the bakery window. Enough to see you, but not enough for you to see him. Watching you with a melancholy expression. He had been coming to that same spot every day since he broke your heart. ļæ¼He broke your heart because he was threatened and he wasnāt sure if he was strong enough to fight alone. No one knew the two of you were together, but it was only a matter of time. Hisoka regrets what he did. And if time allows and the threat is goneā¦ he vowed to do everything to win back your heart and fix the shattered pieces. He never understood how you made him love you. All he can think of is your love and your passion and a single word that constantly swims in his mindā¦ āWhy?ā

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Carnival
Hisoka x Reader
Fluff, short fic, Hisoka takes you to a carnival. Image.
Imagine Hisoka taking you out on a date to the carnival. Both hand in hand walking around at night with the lights glowing through out the scenery. Itās beautiful and the aroma of food fills your nostrils. Hisoka sensed this and immediately bought you something delicious that the two of you could share. After eating the two of you go up to the Ferris wheel. There Hisoka tells you that he loves you. And for the first time ever he feels safe, protected, and truly loved. You told him you felt the same and the already perfect night, got a whole lot sweeter.
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