I Knew What I Was Getting Myself Into When She Became My Dream.

I knew what I was getting myself into when she became my dream. 

“The moment we give our hearts entirely, we know that it is not a task, but a duty. We must embrace this responsibility. We must act upon diligently, soberly, withstanding love and respect to each one.”

— Chuck Akot, “We give our hearts e n t i r e l y.”

If I said something before you left, would it make a difference to our story? Would it make you change your mind? Would it make you stay?

Late night thoughts #97  (via hereliesmybrokenheart)

There was nothing that I could have said to make her stay, and I think that is why I am hurt. I am hurt because deep down I hoped that I could say something that would make her stay with me. 

I will always have these feelings. She will always be on my mind. She was my dream. 

She is back to him and I know she does not think about me anymore. 

You probably don’t think about me at all..and that hurts.

She used my heart to come and go as she pleased and now it will never be open again. I thought she was my forever and now I know that she never was. 

My heart isn’t a place where you can come and go as you please. Either stay or don’t come at all.

-I don’t need temporary, I want something permanent.

-m.t.t.

Now that I am sitting here in my pool all I can think about is her. Why is she on my mind now? I wish that she could have loved me as I had loved her. I wish I could have fulfilled my dream of my life with her always in it.