The Fact That When I Do Something I Consider Wrong Or Thats Something I Wish I Hadnt Done I Feel The

the fact that when i do something i consider “wrong” or that’s something i wish i hadn’t done i feel the need to tell someone about it and i can’t just do the work and forgive myself on my own? horrendous

the fact that i feel the need to get someone else’s permission to forgive myself for things? horrendous

the fact that i have considered going to confession bc i know it would feel good to hear someone tell me i’m forgiven even tho it would just start the vicious cycle over again? horrendous

lads it's 4:17am in Scotland and I'm watching the new percy jackson series in a bomb ass blanket on the comfy bed known to mankind after reading a new book on witches I got and going to the panto

I am so glad life isn't end when I was 15

there's something really emotional for me about the Percy Jackson TV series

When my brother died and I lost alot of him, I found an absolutely destroyed book which I didn't even know the title of because the front pages had been ripped out and the cover had fallen off. The first line was "Look, I didn't want to be a half blood".

My brother had three pjo books - the lighting thief, the sea of monsters, and the battle of the labyrinth. I consumed those books looking for my brother, but when my mother bought me new versions, including the titians' curse, which explained a lot I didn't know before, I found my favourite series instead and a feeling of being seen with the whole adhd and dyslexic thing. I stopped looking for him.

But when I think about it, I did find him. He had Percy's sarcasm, Jason's sense of honor and doing right (I know he's HOO but he counts and I love him), he definitely had dyslexia but the jury's out on the ADHD, Chiron's knowledge from experiences none of us want to live through but want the lessons from, Classrie's fight and anger, Annabeth's real-life intelligence and street smarts, Tyson's unwavering devotion to his sibling (s in my brother's case), Luke's rage at the system, Bianca's unfair lot but determination to make life the best it can be for their younger siblings.

My brother died at 14 in 2013. He never saw me even hit double digits in age, never saw me go to university, never read Heroes of olmpus. But he's here, I think, in some small way.

Now, ten years from when I lost my brother, there's a TV series of what was his favourite series and mine. It's like reading the books for the first time again and finding my brother again.

this Sally Jackson is perfect so far I love her and want her cookies please

PJO SPOILERS

"He must be the one" TO YOUR HEART GIRL ANNABETH THAT'S YOUR MOTHERFUCKING SOULMATE

her voice is so cute omfg so serious yet so young I cannot wait to scream about how much their just kids going through shit again

I am so ready for the friends to lover we will watch unfold for the next like 5 -7 year

“Not all men”

You’re right, Peeta Mellark would NEVER