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Idc how much Bridgerton books fans cry, 8 seasons about 8 straight couples would have been boring af

beat ya their up there laughing because they got to see them filming the series before we even got to see the teasers <3

there's something really emotional for me about the Percy Jackson TV series

When my brother died and I lost alot of him, I found an absolutely destroyed book which I didn't even know the title of because the front pages had been ripped out and the cover had fallen off. The first line was "Look, I didn't want to be a half blood".

My brother had three pjo books - the lighting thief, the sea of monsters, and the battle of the labyrinth. I consumed those books looking for my brother, but when my mother bought me new versions, including the titians' curse, which explained a lot I didn't know before, I found my favourite series instead and a feeling of being seen with the whole adhd and dyslexic thing. I stopped looking for him.

But when I think about it, I did find him. He had Percy's sarcasm, Jason's sense of honor and doing right (I know he's HOO but he counts and I love him), he definitely had dyslexia but the jury's out on the ADHD, Chiron's knowledge from experiences none of us want to live through but want the lessons from, Classrie's fight and anger, Annabeth's real-life intelligence and street smarts, Tyson's unwavering devotion to his sibling (s in my brother's case), Luke's rage at the system, Bianca's unfair lot but determination to make life the best it can be for their younger siblings.

My brother died at 14 in 2013. He never saw me even hit double digits in age, never saw me go to university, never read Heroes of olmpus. But he's here, I think, in some small way.

Now, ten years from when I lost my brother, there's a TV series of what was his favourite series and mine. It's like reading the books for the first time again and finding my brother again.

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"that's annabeth. She's the athena cabins head counsellor" she's a baby and that's my boy malcolm WHERE IS HE

lads it's 4:17am in Scotland and I'm watching the new percy jackson series in a bomb ass blanket on the comfy bed known to mankind after reading a new book on witches I got and going to the panto

I am so glad life isn't end when I was 15

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"He must be the one" TO YOUR HEART GIRL ANNABETH THAT'S YOUR MOTHERFUCKING SOULMATE

her voice is so cute omfg so serious yet so young I cannot wait to scream about how much their just kids going through shit again

I am so ready for the friends to lover we will watch unfold for the next like 5 -7 year

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"we're here" grover that tree is at least three miles away what do you MEAN

being attracted to blond men is a sign something is really wrong with your psyche

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riptide is already so cool omfg

this Sally Jackson is perfect so far I love her and want her cookies please

there's something really emotional for me about the Percy Jackson TV series

When my brother died and I lost alot of him, I found an absolutely destroyed book which I didn't even know the title of because the front pages had been ripped out and the cover had fallen off. The first line was "Look, I didn't want to be a half blood".

My brother had three pjo books - the lighting thief, the sea of monsters, and the battle of the labyrinth. I consumed those books looking for my brother, but when my mother bought me new versions, including the titians' curse, which explained a lot I didn't know before, I found my favourite series instead and a feeling of being seen with the whole adhd and dyslexic thing. I stopped looking for him.

But when I think about it, I did find him. He had Percy's sarcasm, Jason's sense of honor and doing right (I know he's HOO but he counts and I love him), he definitely had dyslexia but the jury's out on the ADHD, Chiron's knowledge from experiences none of us want to live through but want the lessons from, Classrie's fight and anger, Annabeth's real-life intelligence and street smarts, Tyson's unwavering devotion to his sibling (s in my brother's case), Luke's rage at the system, Bianca's unfair lot but determination to make life the best it can be for their younger siblings.

My brother died at 14 in 2013. He never saw me even hit double digits in age, never saw me go to university, never read Heroes of olmpus. But he's here, I think, in some small way.

Now, ten years from when I lost my brother, there's a TV series of what was his favourite series and mine. It's like reading the books for the first time again and finding my brother again.

where was this show when I was younger I could've just shown everyone what percy sees when he tried to read and "that's the motherfkin shit that keeps happening to me" instead of a fkin weird ass test

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IS THAT MOTHERFUCKING BLACKJACK PERCY SEES ON THE ROOF

MY DONUT LOVING MAN IS ALREADY HERE?!?!?!

you're not ascending to godhood you're just dehydrated

it’s horrific. awful way to die. either you’re trapped with no chance of being found, air running out, everyone around you suffocating, or the hull is broken and you get turned to jelly by the crushing ocean depths. ik they’re billionaires so it’s very contentious for me. generally i prefer no one dies horrifically. like just as a fellow human being on earth. but i dont think the ultra rich ever extend that mindset to others. climate refugees. and just everything. it feels like something a greek god would do to punish them. it has a certain swagful je ne sais quoi if removed from the human suffering which billionaires have to do philosophically to maintain their positions. very haunting. the hubris of it all. old jalopy metal tube steered by a mad catz controller. to go look at the titanic. which is nothing but a rusted out metal wreck full of fish and silt. btw. the grandiosity of it is completely unrecognizable. one has to wonder what compels ppl to even look at it in the first place. like the prestige of seeing some filthy grown over shell? crazy thing to die for. very textually rich… bad way to die as a human being. great way to die as a narrative about human greed and folly i guess. good job. mission accomplished?

as I get older I find that I love poetry - it is hope in a couple sentences

maybe I gave people my love and they ran away with it. but I don't miss those pieces - others have given me their pieces which fit much better.

“Not all men”

You’re right, Peeta Mellark would NEVER

i wrote a little psa

sam wilson deserves better

Just watched the eternals……like I get tumblr’s obsession with Druig… BUt y’all are straight up missing out of my boy Gilgamesh

Like man really said fuck it, I’m gonna learn how to bake and cook and keep all these treasured foods alive, AND I’m going to do it in a hello kitty apron while protecting the badass love of my life from HERSELF

Like…. Find me a Gilgamesh please

the fact that when i do something i consider “wrong” or that’s something i wish i hadn’t done i feel the need to tell someone about it and i can’t just do the work and forgive myself on my own? horrendous

the fact that i feel the need to get someone else’s permission to forgive myself for things? horrendous

the fact that i have considered going to confession bc i know it would feel good to hear someone tell me i’m forgiven even tho it would just start the vicious cycle over again? horrendous

anyways. sometimes i think about the fact that i wouldn’t feel guilty for doing shit except that the catholic church told me it’s immoral and the only way to feel better and soothe my conscience is through the church. and then they use that as a reason the church is true and real and god is loving

oh i should feel better since i’ve been forgiven for these things which aren’t things i should have to ask forgiveness for? wtf

i am tired. i am exhausted. from my head to my soul to my bones i am so fucking tired.

I’m jealous of those who can function like a normal human being. They don’t have anxiety holding them back from everything, they don’t struggle to get out of bed or have to put on an act that everything is fine when its not. They don’t struggle to hold friendships and relationships… they don’t feel sad for no fucking reason everyday. Those that can hold jobs and work towards their dreams, the ones who have self esteem and see the beauty in themselves. Those that know what its like to feel safe and secure, not insecure and fearful of it all.