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glenn dean, landscapes of the west / user @petrichara
i'm busy fantasizing about killing myself
eventually you’ll end up where you need to be, with who you’re meant to be with, and doing what you should be doing.
all night // beyonce
- rqstd by @visionofmemory
Some words to use when writing things:
winking
clenching
pulsing
fluttering
contracting
twitching
sucking
quivering
pulsating
throbbing
beating
thumping
thudding
pounding
humming
palpitate
vibrate
grinding
crushing
hammering
lashing
knocking
driving
thrusting
pushing
force
injecting
filling
dilate
stretching
lingering
expanding
bouncing
reaming
elongate
enlarge
unfolding
yielding
sternly
firmly
tightly
harshly
thoroughly
consistently
precision
accuracy
carefully
demanding
strictly
restriction
meticulously
scrupulously
rigorously
rim
edge
lip
circle
band
encircling
enclosing
surrounding
piercing
curl
lock
twist
coil
spiral
whorl
dip
wet
soak
madly
wildly
noisily
rowdily
rambunctiously
decadent
degenerate
immoral
indulgent
accept
take
invite
nook
indentation
niche
depression
indent
depress
delay
tossing
writhing
flailing
squirming
rolling
wriggling
wiggling
thrashing
struggling
grappling
striving
straining
brain: ur afraid of destroying your relationships right
me:
brain: what if u destroyed them on purpose
me:
brain: it would give u control of the situation and u wouldn't have to worry about it anymore
me:
me: go on
Artist: Norhuu
PROMISE ?
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You'd say I'm sorry Believe me I love you But not in that way 》》
Sam Smith
6 AM
I couldn't sleep all night. I wanted to talk to you I wanted so bad to tell you everything But you wouldn't care anyway.
I waited. I fucking waited. For you to tell me to come back and to not cry For you to help calm me down For you to show the least bit of sympathy. 1 minute. 2 minutes.. 3 minutes... 'please' 4 minutes.... 'Why don't you say something?' ........... 11 minutes.... '... they don't fucking care "Gn" • R E A D •
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I'm getting bad again.
It’s like you’re a child. Waking up crying at 4 am. Looking around for help. Except now you can’t find it so you look to the blade°
I told you I wanted to die. I fucking told you everything From the start to the end From the day to the hour But you're not listening are You? I told you I wanted to die And you did nothing.
Excerpts from a book I won't live to see.