M0rb1d-k1ss3s - Katie

reading old messages as a type of self-harm

WARNING: RANT!!!!!!

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One thing about me is that you’ll never catch me dating someone who’s like 7-10 years older than me. It makes me so sick to my stomach😕!!!! I’ve been trying to tell myself “Oh, it’s not that bad” when I’m thinking about the current situation I’m in with this one dude.

So this guy, he’s in my communications class. He was like nice and all, but then once we exchanged contact information it just went kinda downhill from there.

We would talk after class, Mondays and Wednesdays, and that’s when I think he started to like me more as a friend. He offered to hang out with me and treat me to lunch, and I was like “I’ll think about it!” because it’s a really sweet gesture right? Well then, the plan for the hangout got switched from playing Minecraft at Starbucks to playing….games about sex??????

like..

Huh?

He messaged me and sent me images of this internet game he *really* wanted to play. A good half of this internet game was about sending pictures (nudes), what my bra size was, what his d*ck size was, my kinks, etc. Keep in mind, he is 26 years old.

I’ve been asked these before and sent vulnerable pictures.

Not again.

So I get flashbacks, and I kind of just go like, “uh, how about we play some card games?”

He sends me picture of his shelf, and like a few of the card games said “SEX” in bold lettering. NO NORMAL CARD GAMES I KID YOU NOT BRU 😭

And he keeps pushing this hangout on me.

Half of my fucked up thinking of my body is because men only want me for my body. I’m so sick of it at this point I wanna cry.

The easiest thing to do about this is to block him and say that I’m not interested about him. But I just hate the constant nagging. He wants me to come to his house too, and I know what he’d want us to do. I wanna throw up!!!!!😁😁😁😁😁😁

Anyways rant over. Thank you so much if you stayed around. I’ve been bothered by this for the past few weeks now💜💜💜

reblog ONLY if prev is a mutual, i want to see how far this post can go

say in the tags what part of tumblr you’re on i’m so curious so see how this goes

if you fetishize religious women I hope you get ran over by a bus and go into a coma for 20 years and when you wake up it’s impossible for you to go back to the life you had and you die sad and alone