Pov: They're Madly In Love

pov: they're madly in love

spoiler warning for the final battle

another higgs edit because i love him

ac: me ❤️

edit account: flxming.sun on ig! plenty more higgs and other fandoms there!

i never cared for tumblr much but now everyday i have to check the trending page multiple times just to see if supernatural or destiel is trending and for what

i never find the what but goddammit its always trending

DOOMS - A small, 187 word writing

At the end, she was there. In all her beautiful glory. Higgs adored her; she gave him his power. In return he carried out her wish to fulfill her destiny. She was an EE, something he wasn't afraid of. Something he worshipped like a goddess of death.

He wasn't sure if he was madly in love with her or if it was the power going to his head. He travels to her beach everyday; thanks to the bridge baby she awarded him. He tells her stories of her brother and how he connects America with certain preppers. How Sam spends his day in hot springs watching his own BB– which he's named Lou, Higgs thinks it's ridiculous– swim around. The more time Sam wasted the more impatient Higgs grows. Multiple attempts at speeding up the process have been turned down by Amelie. Patience, She says.

Maybe he didn't want to be patient. Higgs wanted to make her proud. This inevitably will make her disappointed; in time she'll realize how grateful she is for having him. He'll show her how great he can be.

Her harald of DOOM.

dad: hey, what do you want for your birthday?

me:

i cant really explain it but the idea of trans!higgs is so great to me. not just cause it allows me to project myself onto the character but because of the possibilities it brings.

higgs using "peter englert" as a way to request testosterone from the doctor (i realize shots are the most common way to take hormones but i feel like he'd only do shots just because he likes the feeling of having something injected into himself)

higgs having no idea what testosterone would do to his body but wanting to feel manly anyways. always getting excited when he found out something new about himself

higgs shaving his head as soon as he was on his own; but deciding that he'd just keep it short because a shaved head did not look cool to him

higgs getting to name himself whatever the fuck he wanted and, being the nerd he is, chose to name himself after the higgs boson

higgs finding out the doctor could give him top surgery and have some super cool sezy god scars

getting overwhelmed by how easy it was for people to respect him??? because his uncle/daddy never did??

i have like a ton more headcanons that make more sense than this- maybe i'll write a short fic once im done with my recent work 🤔