A Little Message From Your F/o To Drink Some Water!! You Deserve To Have A Nice Warm Meal Today, You

a little message from your f/o to drink some water!! you deserve to have a nice warm meal today, you deserve to rest and feel happy today. if you can’t get out of bed today, there’s always tomorrow, they’re proud of you and love you no matter what. they’re with you every step of the way and want you to enjoy life!! you got this!! you are strong, and you are very loved.

Serious question, how possible do you think it is that my F/O would fall in love with me and actually want to be with me if they learnt I suffer from mental health issues, such as self harm or suicidal thoughts? I'm getting the impression that if, well, anyone knew, they would even subconsciously find it disturbing and be too afraid to get closer to me. I am so sorry if you're not comfortable with these topics, it's 100% okay if you don't answer, I was just 👉👈 idk I felt like asking

oh dear anon, you don't absolutely have to worry about asking anything to me in the first place <33

then, i want to say that you're not alone. i, too, deal with some kind of obscure thoughts quite often, people in real life didn't take this matter seriously, so i thought my f/o wouldn't have a reason for acting differently too.

but do you know what the truth actually is?

when someone really cares about you, they don't mind about whatever shit is going trough your head, because they will always find several shortcuts for being by your side, for helping you throughout your darkest shadows, for gifting you the smallest of the smiles. if you make them happy then everything is worth to do. nothing is disturbing in the eyes of someone who really loves another person and who's mature enough, if you're struggling why leaving you all alone?? goddess, it isn't your fault if you're feeling like this!! so i'm sure your f/o isn't surely an exception. they loves you, and they will help you trough this, trust me, trust them if they loves you, and i'm sure they does, because beside your insecurities they have a billion of different other reasons for loving you. the people who wants to stay in your life will do everything in their power (and sometimes even more) for stay,  that's indeed a matter of fact. to anyone who would find you disturbing or troublesome, dear, they're not worth of your love. you deserve people who makes you happy and makes you feel equally appreciated . you f/o will be sad to hear that their favorite person feels like this, the thought of you hurting yourself breaks their heart apart. so here i have some comforting scenarios for when your f/o will be by your side in your 'no' moments, to look at whenever you need them:

•your f/o watching your favorite movie with you when you're feeling sad.

•your f/o spooning you.

•your f/o catching you self harming. they wraps their arms around you, holding tightly your body against theirs, whispering they've just came to save you, while tearing up.

•your f/o surprising you with your favorite food, whatever it's take out or something made by their hands.

•your f/o singing you a lullaby, or composing you a whole song.

•your f/o dedicating you something made with their hobby.

•your f/o proposing to bring you in the woods for a cute picnic together.

•your f/o telling you something like (imagine how they'd articolate that in base of their personality): "you are worthy, you are the most amazing person i have ever met in my life. i don't know how i would react if you'll ever leave. probably i will die too."

•your f/o telling you they are too afraid of losing you.

•your f/o reassuring you that no matter what, they will always be by your side.

please remember that your f/o loves you, never question that! have a nice day/evening, anon.

gently pressing your head against your lover’s back while they cut vegetables, your lover sitting on the kitchen counter while you talk about your day at work and wait for the water to boil, giving them little pecks while they stir the vegetables, eating the food together, washing the dishes together… you know what i mean

Imagine going through your usual routine for the day and your f/o suddenly says “mine” while they throw you over their shoulder as they walk off with you.

Guess they decided it was time you payed attention to them

TW: suggestions to current abuse.

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All the imagines for survivors I’ve seen are a snapshot of the aftermath, of being out and dealing with the beasts lurking in your mind. They hold a special place in my heart, in my deepest wishes for the future, in the scrap of hopeless romanticism I have left.

But this is for the ones who are still There and can’t get out.

It breaks your F/O’s heart when they find out. No matter how it came to be known — from the quietest murmur of truth to a self-deprecating quip others would laugh at — they’ll feel a tug of wrongness, of pain in their core. In times of tears, they’ll hurt with you because you are more than worth hurting for.

You can let yourself unravel in their embrace. All the masks in the world couldn’t work on your F/O; you’re their beloved, not their one-second crush or a toy to discard, and they would never dare to turn a blind eye to your words or your pain. From the texts you can only send at an hour unholy enough to go undetected to the bitter tears that have been forced into silence, they want all of you. Maybe your F/O will pull enough strings to get you away, or perhaps they’re helpless to do anything but whisper truths into your ear when the world tells you you’re worthless, but nothing on this Earth and beyond can dissuade them from being right next to you every step of the way.

They’ll celebrate your strength on the better days, making fun of the sorry people who try to get to you and mockingly plot against them (whether they actually carry out said plan depends on the F/O). They’ll hold you on the worst days where you fear even thinking badly of those who berate you, squeezing your hand and murmuring reassurances in a soft croon. They’ll write down your triggers to keep you safe, remind you to take care of yourself and your body, assure you that a day will come beyond this night and that they’ll liberally treat you like the royalty you are once you’re free.

Your F/O is more than willing to peel away the layers of guilt and hate and doubt with a silk touch, to reach your most vulnerable self and show you unconditional warmth and love.

All you have to do is let them.

Hello, this is my first time ever requesting something on here, so I will keep it simple. Could you do something where the reader’s f/o comforts them and reassures them that they’re not a burden and they aren’t too much(personality wise) after people have made them feel that way their entire life? You don’t have to if this is too much :)

Thank you!! p.s. I absolutely love your work, it’s so comforting <333

aww, thank you, anon! /gen and thank you for reading my work. also this is my first request, so at least we’re in this together :P sorry if this took too long, btw

You didn’t understand. Couldn’t fathom it.

Your F/O… well, they’re them. They’re awe-inspiring, the one who hung the moon and stars in the sky yet could make any light seem dull when compared to them. Even if not many see it, just seeing them makes your world sing with Shakespearean rhymes.

Then… there’s you.

The off-key note. Your thoughts summed you up as the screeching in the background that would wake your F/O from their love-filled dreams, not be the star of them. And they’d notice that soon enough, right? That’s what your thoughts told you: Wait and see how the apple of their eye rots. The other shoe will drop. And…

It never did.

Not because your F/O is blind to your flaws, but because they accept them. 999 days of misery are worth it to see your smile on the 1,000th day. Even so, they don’t love you for your smile. Not for your looks, nor for a specific aspect of your personality.

After all, if your F/O wanted a “perfect” partner who didn’t do anything but wear a sewed-on smile, they would’ve married the shadow tied to their feet. Your F/O loves you for who you are. From your skin to the marrow of your bones. From your despair to your bursts of hyperactivity.

No one curses the Sun when it’s shrouded by clouds, and it only shines brighter when a new day dawns. So what reason do they have to stop loving you the moment you frown?

What reason do they have to stop loving you the moment you need it most?