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Hi. I Was Wondering If You Could Write A Tauxolouve X Female Reader Angst? Where Tauxolouve Has Rejected

Hi. I was wondering if you could write a Tauxolouve x female reader angst? Where Tauxolouve has rejected the reader because he loves goddess mc ( this is like a second part of your Tauxolouve fic). Please write it from Tauxolouve's perspective. Take your time and write this. Thank you 💗.

Here you go, Anon!

This one was a bit of a challenge. I'm not that happy with how it turned out, but I still hope that you like it!

So, this is like an alternative second part to my Tauxolouve x goddess!reader story (click here if you want to read that story).

Tauxoulouve is in love with goddess!reader here, but they aren't a couple (yet). So it's mostly angst.

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The Words I Will Never Speak

Pairing: None really...a bit of Tauxolouve x goddess!reader and one-sided Tauxolouve x fem!reader

Genre: Angst

Words: 1248

TW: one-sided love, rejection

Summary: Tauxolouve has always been in love with the goddess he grew up with - yet he can't bring himself to tell her. When the young human woman he was supposed to protect confesses her feelings, he has no choice but to reject her...

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“I had so much fun today, Tauxolouve. When can I see you again?“

The goddess in front of me blushed prettily as I took her delicate hand into my own and placed a chaste kiss on top of it. A gesture that had become second nature to me, for I had done so many, many times.

“I'm afraid out next date will have to wait. The king has given me a special assignment that might require me to be on Earth for a while. So, be good and wait for me, yes?“ I ended my sentence with a wink and a practiced smile, knowing exactly what kind of effect it would have on the woman in front of me. And sure enough, she coyly withdrew her hand while giggling, giving me an equally alluring look.

“As long as you don't make me wait too long. I might get bored of you in the meantime, you know“ With these words, she went on her way and I let out a sigh.

It's not as if that would bother me. After all, our two weeks are almost over.

As I walked down the hallway, I could feel the disdainful glances directed my way – could hear the whispers behind my back.

'Playboy. Shameless. Empty.'

'How is someone like him one of the Twelve?'

For every god that looked up to me because of the position and power I held, there were at least two that resented me for the way I behaved. Those spiteful remarks were nothing new to me and they stopped bothering me long ago. After all, I couldn't really blame them. My frivolous ways had rightfully earned me the title 'biggest playboy in the heavens' and I had done nothing to refute that.

After all, there wasn't really a point.

I had decided long ago that I would never form a deep, lasting relationship with anyone – be it a god or a goddess. Still, they confessed their love to me, time and time again – hoping to get me to rethink my ways. Yet every time, I gently rejected them.

Falling in love myself was absolutely unthinkable. At least...that was what I had intended.

I stopped in my tracks, chuckling to myself. It was a dry, humorless laugh. Oh, if only they knew.

One of the reasons why I indulged in these short, meaningless romantic relationships with all those goddesses was so that I could pass the time until my inevitable end approached. The other reason was...to stop myself from thinking about her.

The one person who was always on my mind, no matter how hard I tried to distract myself. The one person who would always have my heart – unknowingly – despite all my attempts to take it back. The one person that I yearned for with all my being.

The one person....that I could never have.

“Lou? What are you doing, just standing there? No way, did you get dumped?“ I started an whirled around as a familiar voice yanked me back into the present. There she stood, as if I had summed her just by thinking about her, smiling that beautiful smile that always made my heart skip a beat. Her sudden appearance had startled me so much that it took me a moment to compose myself, which earned me a raised eyebrow in response.

""Wait, did you actually get dumped?“

I took a deep breath, then slid my mask back into place. „Oh, are you concerned for my well-being? I didn't no that you could be so sweet. Don't worry – even if I did end up getting dumped, it wouldn't really bother me.“

She shook her head and sighed, failing to fully hide the rather exasperated look on her face. I felt as if someone had punched me in the stomach. It hurt to think that she would view me as the others did – as nothing more than a superficial playboy. And yet...it was for the best.

"Just...be careful, Lou. If you keep acting like this, you might end up really hurting someone. Either that, or you will be the one who's hurting in the end.“

"Don't worry. I always make sure to let them down as gently as possible.“

And as for getting hurt by falling in love with someone that I could never have...

I looked deep into her eyes, ignoring the questioning glance that I received in return

I already know what that feels like....

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If I could turn back time and punch myself for being so stupid and careless, I would. If she could see me now, she would be so disappointed with me. Disgusted, even. I knew that I definitely was disgusted with myself.

I hesitated for a moment, then carefully placed my hand on the slim shoulder of the trembling woman in front of me. The human woman, who tried her very best to hold back the tears that had gathered in her eyes. The human woman that I had sworn to protect and keep safe from any harm.

The very same human woman that I had hurt so badly with my careless actions.

As I tried my best to console the young woman, I could hear the her words playing on repeat in my mind – the same words I had all but dismissed earlier.

If you keep acting like this, you might end up really hurting someone.

She was right. Gods, how right she was.

"I...I don't understand“ the young human woman said, her voice shaking badly with every word. "Is...is there really no way...for you to be with me?“ The desperate tone of her voice, the look in her eyes – all of it tore my heart to pieces. I wanted to hold her in my arms, to apologize over and over again. I did this. I did this to her.

Instead, I acted like I always did. I smiled charmingly at her, lifting one hand to wipe her tears away. "Don't cry, little lady. Those tears are wasted on me. The laws of the heavens forbid gods from entering into a relationship with a human. We are supposed to love all humans equally. Besides – you deserve so much better. I know that there is someone out there – a human man – who will make you so much happier than I ever could.“

The young woman took a few steps back, desperately shaking her head. „But I want you“, she whispered, her tears slowly trailing down her cheek, "I only ever wanted you“.

These words tore my heart apart, for they could as well be my own. For the first time I really understood what it felt like to yearn for a person who in turn had given their heart to someone else.

I thought about her and how I had never wanted anyone else.

You were so right, my love. I really messed up this time.

„I'm afraid I can't return those feelings, little lady“. She flinched and in this moment, I hated myself. She did not deserve this. She was so much more pure and good-hearted than those pompous goddesses that I usually surrounded myself with. This young woman deserved so much better.

Just like her.

"Is...is there someone else? A...a goddess?“

"No, there isn't.“

There was. Yet I had no right to say it. Those where words I could never speak.

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2 years ago

Hi!^^ I was wondering if you could write a fic where Scorpio walks in on the MC playing the violin💙❤️ (only if you want to, of course!)

SCM - Department of Punishment

Scorpio ♏- Sounds of Passion

A/N: Thank you for requesting anon. I had a lot of fun writing this. I hope enjoy reading this.

You came back from school , completed your homework and finally had some time to relax. Or you thought you did.

There was a knock on the door, connecting your room to the mansion. That was your sign to go to the mansion.

You opened the door and saw Dui standing there, waiting for you. He accompanied you to Zyglavis 's room.

" Zyglavis can i leave before 8 pm? I have school tomorrow. " you asked. " Yes you can leave after helping Scorpio with his work." he said.

" Dui, take her to Scorpio. After he is done administering the punishments, take her back to her apartment. " Zyglavis said.

Dui accompanied you to the reflecting pool where Scorpio was waiting. Scorpio and Dui started administering the punishments. You were exhausted by the time they finished administering all the punishments.

" As quickly as possible, I must adjust to this." you thought. This was your second day working with the zodiac gods.

Dui accompanied you to the door; he smiled and said, " Thank you for your help, ( name ). You smiled back at him, and entered in your apartment.

You walked over to your study table, put your books in order for class, and put them in your bag.

The next day at school.

" These assignments are important, so be sure to complete them on time. " physics teacher said.

The bell rang and the biology teacher came in. " Students, i have noticed some of you are not paying attention in my class. If this continues, i will call your guardians." she said in a stern voice.

" Do you understand? " she asked. " Yes ma'am. " all the students in unison. By the time classes were over, you had two physics assignments, two biology assignments, three chapters of maths homework and an essay. All of these had to be completed in 4 days.

You saw birds returning to their nests as you walked back to your house. The gentle breeze was reassuring those returning home as the sun slowly set over the river. For a brief moment, it seemed as though nothing could go wrong in the world.

You followed you usual routine, cooked dinner, started writing those assignments. You decided to take a break around seven o'clock.

You started checking the messages on your phone, when you noticed the violin case kept beside the table.

Your grandmother gifted you, this violin on your 5th birthday. You went to the violin case, picked it up gently, and then you set it on the table.

You opened your manuscript notebook and started playing some notes. " I haven't, practiced in a long time." you sighed.

There was a time, when you used to stay up late at night and practice, to the point where your fingers were sore. You violin teacher was proud of you. You smiled ruefully to yourself, thinking about your childhood.

You have stopped playing the violin from the past 6 months, because your father wanted you to focus on your studies.

You still had one hour to play , so you decided to make the most of it.

Lost in your own world, you played on; a world in which you were just a young girl with your violin, no school, no job, and no worries. In your own little world, you were content.

You thought, "When was the last time I felt so content with my life?"

You closed your eyes and continued to play, until you heard a soft sound. You turned around and saw Scorpio leaning against the door frame. His eyes were closed, he had a calm expression on his face.

Your eyes met, when he opened his eyes. His eyes were filled with admiration. " It was beautiful." he said with a soft smile. " Can you play once more? "

You nodded your head and smiled. Scorpio sat on the chair next to you, while you carried on playing the violin. Little did you know that this was only the beginning of your friendship with each other.

Hi!^^ I Was Wondering If You Could Write A Fic Where Scorpio Walks In On The MC Playing The Violin (only

A/N: Thank you for reading. The ask box is always open, so feel free to drop some ideas there. Because my brain doesn't work when it comes to fic ideas (lol) . I hope you have a wonderful day or night. 🙂


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2 years ago

Your Tauxolouve childhood fic is beautiful. 💗

Can you write a part 2? Where Tauxolouve never shared that vision with anyone other than mc. But his mother always knew something happened to him that day. He shared this vision with his parents after fighting the dark King. But him knowing about his real parents, did not change the feelings that he had for his parents. His parents accepted mc as their daughter in law and said they will love him no matter what.

I hope this makes sense. Please please please write it. 🥺💗🥺

"Paint and vision" Part 2

Genre: fluff

Warnings: spoilers for Tauxolouve's main story

A/N: The fact that Tauxolouve continues to see Nasir and Sofia the same even after finding out they're not his biological parents is something I absolutely ADORE in the game. This game really brings out the meaning of love and not just romantic love, but also one of a family, a friend, a sibling. This game is so amazing, I'm NEVER leaving this fandom.

Your Tauxolouve Childhood Fic Is Beautiful.

Walking through the peaceful forest, the birds were chirping their carefree song in the distance and the gurgling water of a nearby stream could be heard from the distance.

The rays of the sun slipped through the gaps between the tree branches, falling onto their path.

Tauxolouve with Sofia were walking side by side, silence swaying around them like the summer breeze, which was ruffling the leaves above their heads.

"Louie."

Tauxolouve hummed in response, letting his mother know he heard her and was paying attention.

"How do you feel?" She asked quietly.

"What about?" Tauxolouve turned his gaze to her as they wandered deeper into the dark green forest.

Sofia stared deep into his eyes and smiled gently at seeing the shadow that would usually cloud them, now totally gone. "About your real parents. And..." She hesitated a little. "About us."

Tauxolouve stopped in his tracks suddenly, turning his entire body towards Sofia and she felt a tug of emotion at her heart, as she admired the mature and kind man he grew up to be. "Mom..."

This single word made Sofia's heart feel squeezed in a pleasant manner and her smile broadened.

"I know you're not my biological parents." He began his speech, his gaze never leaving his mother's. "But that will never change the way I feel about you."

"Louie..." Sofia breathed out his name, her eyes swelling with happy tears.

"You raised me as your own and that's all that matters." Tauxolouve took a step closer to her and hugged her close to his strong chest. This time it was his turn to protect her. "You are my mom and dad and that'll never change, no matter what happens to our blood."

Sofia chuckled through tears and hugged her son in a tight and warm embrace.

"I love you, mom."

"Louie... I love you so much..." She looked up at Tauxolouve, while still holding him close and smiled at him endearingly. "I'm so glad you finally found happiness."

He placed his hand on top of her head as he listened closely to her every heartfelt word, his fingers caressing her soft silky hair.

"I knew something happened that day, but I didn't know what exactly..." Her gaze turned a little melancholic, remembering the state Tauxolouve was in all those years. Sofia's face lightened up again, a gentle smile decorating her elegant features. "But now you're happy."

"Yes, mom, I am." He confirmed, taking her hands in his and squeezing them tightly. "I have found someone who's very, very precious to me and I'm never planning on letting her go." Tauxolouve stared at his mother with absolute seriousness. "Mom, (Name) is a human and I know history has made a bad showcase for this kind of thing, but..." He pulled her hands to his chest, right above his heart. "This only beats for her and for her alone."

Sofia laughed to herself, catching Tauxolouve out of guard at first. "You're just like him."

"Him..." He echoed. "Kronos." He said. "My father."

Sofia nodded, pride swelling up in her ribcage. "You have the same passion he did. It's truly beautiful what love can do to someone." Her gaze was drawn away from Tauxolouve and when he followed her line of vision, he witnessed you walking up to them, with your beauty shining by your entire being.

"I brought our daughter-in-law!" Nasir stated proudly and Tauxolouve chuckled at the way your eyes widened and your cheeks flamed up.

Sofia left his side and approached you, spreading her arms and welcoming you into a warm hug, which you shyly—but gladly—accepted.

"Louie." Nasir walked up to him and placed a hand on his shoulder. "She's perfect."

Tauxolouve smiled at himself, looking at you conversing with his mom. "I know, dad... I know."

2 years ago

SCM- Department of Wishes

AIGONORUS (🤍) - Relaxing together on a cold day

A/N: Thank you for reading 😊

• It was freezing outside; luckily it was your off day at work.

• You were sitting on the couch with a blanket , a bowl of popcorn , and you're precious Aigo 🤍.

• You were looking for a new series to watch.

• Aigonorus was half awake and half asleep beside you.

• After searching for a good 10 minutes you found a series and started eating the popcorn.

• " Let's cuddle on the bed. You aren't even watching the show. " Aigonorus said nudging you.

• He was right you weren't paying too much attention at the tv screen. You were just sitting there eating popcorn and occasionally looking at the tv screen.

• You had binge-watched your favorite series yesterday; and now you are watching this series you couldn't care less about.

• " Let's go." you said.

• You two laid on the bed facing each other. He started stroking your hair.

• " Do you have work tomorrow?" he asked. " No." you said looking relieved.

• " You know (name) , last night i had a dream."

• " We were living in a house made of clouds. It was so soft and fluffy like marshmallows ".

• " There was a giant marshmallow near our house. It looked delicious. But it disappeared when i went near it." he said .

• He look like a child lamenting the loss of his sweets. You couldn't help but smile at him.

• " I woke up at the middle of the night. I tried to dream about that marshmallow again but i couldn't, no matter how many times i tried. "

• " Don't worry i am sure you would dream about it again. " you reassured him.

• " You look adorable. " you looked at him bashfully.

• He held your gaze. As if he could look into the depths your soul.

• It wasn't uncomfortable. You body was relaxed your mind was calm. Both of you slowly dozed off.

SCM- Department Of Wishes

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2 years ago

Hello! 😊 I saw you're accepting requests and I was wondering if you could write something with Scorpio and the mc watching a movie of murder mystery genre. I'm not pressuring you of course! 🌷

Also, I saw you wanted tips as well and all I have to say is.... Write whatever your heart tells you to. Writing is an expression. It's love, spirit and everything alike put down into words. Also, just because someone has a different writing style than yours, doesn't make it better than yours. All people have their own style in writing and all are beautiful and meaningful.🙃 And if you think you haven't found your own style yet, just keep writing about anything you want and soon enough you'll be where you want to be. (Also, sometimes we might not like something we're writing, because we're focusing at one piece at a time, but if we push through the doubts and finish it, once we reread it, we see how good it actually is, because we see the meaning of each word and we see it complete.)

SCM - Department of Punishment

Scorpio ♏ - Movie Night

Synopsis: A movie date ( sort of ) with Scorpio.

A/N : Thank you for requesting . I have tried my best, hopefully you like it. 🙂

You were sitting on your bed, writing a diary entry. You had a few assignments to complete, and here you were wasting your time.

You sighed and went to your study table, opened your notebook and started thinking. You definitely needed help and a bit of rest.

" Why am i so tired, all the time ? I need to complete it as soon as possible. But i want to sleep." you sighed, and closed your notebook. " I will write it tomorrow. " you thought.

There was a knock on the window. You opened it and saw Scorpio. He smiled at you. He was wearing casual clothes and had a small bag in his hand.

" How are you ? " he asked. " I am fine. " you said. " You look tired. " he replied . You smiled ruefully and said " Well i could say the same for you, Mr. Scorpio. " you both chuckled at that.

" What's in that bag ? " you asked. " I brought a DVD and you're favorite chocolates 🍫. I thought we could watch a movie tonight. " he said. " DVD ? Where did you get it?" " Karno gave it to me. Well he said the story is good, so I thought we could watch it. If you want to? " he replied bashfully.

You two sat on the couch with a bowl of popcorn and chocolate. The movie had subtitles. The story revolved around a man who was recently transferred to a remote village in the middle of a tropical rain forest. " What language are they speaking? It is beautiful. " Scorpio asked looking mesmerized at the tv screen. " I haven't heard this language before, but it indeed sounds beautiful. " you said.

The movie opened with some children reading story books and one of them goes on to read about a ghost, who is known to kidnap and kill children. The story goes on to show a kid being kidnapped by an eerie figure.

The story goes on the introduce the villagers and tells a bit more about its characters, finally introducing the main character, accompanied by his daughter, who has arrived to investigate further about the mysterious murders and kidnappings.

You were getting a bit scared but Scorpio was looking at the tv screen with undivided attention. Being mesmerized by the countryside landscape of this foreign land. It was indeed beautiful. Even though you have never been to a place like that, but you were nonetheless pleased to have been introduced to such beautiful place.

The story moved forward to some gruesome scenes, showing the muder of a villager. Few minutes later it introduced two new characters, a girl who has returned to her village for summer vacation and a boy who has just returned from London, after living there for the past ten years.

They both met the main character in the forest, when they thought someone was chasing them. They were in a relationship having met a year back in college. Everything seemed normal at first. The boy was from that village and surprisingly he had runaway from home as a 14 year old. Some believe he had been living in London. Here he was, back to his village; his mother couldn't stop crying when she heard he has returned.

Everyone was happy in the family. His father is the headman of the village and that girl, he is with is his father's friend's daughter. Everything seemed perfect. But the main character had his doubts about this boy.

" This is getting interesting. " smiled Scorpio. " I think the main character is judging too quickly " you said, and perhaps you were right. It was too early to link this new guy to the muders, after all, everyone seems to kinda recognize him as the runaway boy from their village, he and that boy had the same name and he even knew a lot of childhood incidents from his life ; some of which were only known by him, his mother and his cousin brother.

The main character was looking through criminal records when a villager approached him. The villager said he knew some important details of the runaway boy 's family and relatives. The villager was no ordinary man ; he was the principal of the village school and provided the main character with some information about this runaway boy.

" This seems too easy." you said, Scorpio nodded in agreement. " But i don't think the principal is a genuinely good person," " What? Why not ? ". " I think he wants to trick the main character into believing something, which is far from the truth. " Scorpio said.

The movie was slowly approaching its climax. With the main character being informed about a girl and her brother being kidnapped. When he reached there; a secluded part of the forest where the girl and her brother were being held captive, on a old almost destroyed castle like structure. There was a big water well beside the structure. The whole arrangement seemed like ritual setup.

There were two men wearing black clothes and mask. The main character got severely injured and woke up tied beside the girl. One of the man was holding her brother on the ground and the other one had a sword in his hand ; ready to behead the boy.

Somehow the girl managed to loosen the rope tied around the main character's hands, freeing him. In the end it was revealed that those two men were the school principal and the runaway boy, and they were cousins. The principal brought his distant cousin from another city to take revenge on the runaway boy's family .

The runaway boy was killed by both of them 10 years ago when he tried to inform the police about them. And were the ones who abducted and killed those missing children and villagers. Their victim's bodies ended up in that water well near the structure, and they spread the rumors of the eerie figures and ghosts by paying the wood cutters and frequent travelers.

The movie ended with the main character rescuing that girl and her brother by killing those men, and telling the respective families the incident. The runaway boy's mother still believed her son will come back one day; as the village headman asked the main character to not inform her( his wife) of their son's death.

" I liked the movie. Did you like it? " Scorpio asked. " Yeah. It wasn't too scary. I feel bad for the mother." you replied.

" Do you want to cuddle ?" You were taken aback. This was Scorpio, after all. He was asking for cuddles. " Scorpio, are you alright? You have been acting strange." you asked " You were stressed and i haven't seen you in days. So i thought we spend some time together and relax. Just the two of us." he said.

He was smiling at you; the most gentle smile he has ever shown anyone. He carried you to your bed and gently placed you on the bed. He sat beside you and stroked your hair until, you fell asleep.

Hello! I Saw You're Accepting Requests And I Was Wondering If You Could Write Something With Scorpio

A/N : My friend recently watched a movie and told me the story. This movie i wrote about is loosely based on that. I hope you like this story.


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